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[hantheone]

This is an rp profile for Han Jisung (Stray Kids).

Currently I have an ongoing rp, so I'm not accepting any requests.

[hantheone]

@imjustsuki123

Jisung smiled at the pout on Suki's lips, leaning down once more to kiss it away. It was a brief, sweet little thing, really, nothing more. But it got his desired effect as she was smiling now, arms still around his neck and his around Suki's waist, unwilling to let go.

He knew the boys would tease him for it, as they were still around, and he could feel Hyunjin's smug grin as the male was cooking up all the teases he would be hearing. It would completely destroy him with the blackmail material Seungmin and Jeongin were getting right now, no doubt, but he couldn't care less.

He had Suki in his arms now, with the promise of a brief date not much later.

“Don't worry baby, I still have like, an hour of practice left. You can grab your stuff in the meantime and come back early, if you want to. I'm sure the boy wouldn't mind. No, actually, now that I think about it, they would definitely not mind with how you make me feel like I'm on stage.” – he joked, although his words were the truth.

All he wanted was to woo his lover, his Sun, the one who brightened his days.

“Are you two lovebirds done? We still need to go over a few choreos, Romeo.” “Yeah yeah, Hyung, I'm going. I swear, cats can be so sassy...” – he replied as he planted a soft kiss onto Suki's forehead—a promise to meet for that picnic date later. “What was that, Han?” “N-nothing! I'll see you later, okay princess?”

With that off he went, dragged away by his loving group, already teased for being so openly affectionate with his girlfriend. But he couldn't help it, and they knew; it was something they loved about him, actually.

The fact that he loved with all his heart for eternity.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

Suki watched his members drag him away so they could finish practicing, a soft smile on her lips. God she loved this man so very very much. She stood there on the side watching him for a few more minutes before deciding to at least take the time to head back out so she could get the things she got together for the picnic date that was planned for later.

"I'll be back in a bit honey, I promise. I love you" She says softly and sweetly as she walks over to him when he has a moment to breath from practicing, wrapping her arms around him again an hugging him. "I'm just gonna run back to my place an grab the food for our picnic an your gift."

She lets him give her one more kiss before letting him go and slipping out of the practice room. She's careful on her way back down to her car, her face a neutral mask until she's safely in it. Then an only then does she smile as she pulls away from the building an take the quick trip back home to get what she needs. The sooner she has everything the sooner she can get back to him.

[hantheone]

The moment Suki was gone and there was a moment of silence, Jisung knew what was coming. His friends, his family, surrounded him, voices overlapping as he was teased and congratulated for having gotten such a good girlfriend. Chan and Changbin patted his back, as if they were in some sports game and their team had won thanks to him.

“Yo, you better keep her. Can't imagine a lot of others, idols like us, mind you, who would race to you within a heartbeat. Treat her right, Hannie.” “I knooow, Changbin hyung, no need to tell me. It's why I ditched you guys in our break too.” – he laughed, getting quite a few offended gasps in return. “So that's why you didn't wanna come with us! Even in the face of getting a slice of cheesecake!” “Oh come on Lix, I don't fold that easily when faced with that dessert.” “Do we tell him?” “No, let him dream.”

That was how the rest of practice went. With him teased while doing his best, not trying to fuck anything up again. They had to be in shape and give their best for their fans; he didn't want to disappoint them.

Yet, he couldn't wait to have a small break, to spend it with his princess far from everything and everyone. He loved his job but sometimes he needed some time away from it.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

The moment she gets home she's packing a basket full of the food she's made and his gift, covering it with a towel before leaving again so she can head back to his company.

She's singing on her way back to the jype building an even stops to pick up two coffees an some cheesecake for the two of them to have later on their date. Pulling the car back into the parking garage she grabs the basket once she shuts off the car. Before she gets out she checks her reflection in the rear view mirror, running her fingers through her hair before getting out of the car an heading back inside basket in hand.

One elevator ride later she is slipping back into the practice room an taking a seat on the far side of it to watch him practice. When she catches his eye she gives him a small smile an a little wink.

[hantheone]

Jisung's face brightens as a smile takes residence there, his ears tainted with the brightest shades of red. He winks back at Suki before focusing back on practice, his stage persona making an appearance once again.

That was how the rest of practice went before they called it quits, and he would have collapsed on the floor had his girlfriend not been there. Thus, he took his oversized shirt and wiped at his sweat with it instead, only jogging over afterwards.

He greeted her with a kiss to the crown of her head as she was sitting there, big eyes blinking up at him in a charming way.

“I'll go get ready real quick, yeah? Wouldn't wanna show up on our date all sweaty.” – he chuckled before disappearing, doing his best to get himself into a presentable state.

He knew Suki would have protested if he would have given her the chance, the girl just as stubborn as he was, if not more. But he wanted to look good for her, not to stink up their nice picnic.

It didn't take him too long to get ready, casual clothes now thrown onto his tired body, hair swept by his fingers. It was the best he could do given the circumstances, and he had to force himself to go back to Suki.

He certainly didn't look like Prince Charming; at least not in his own eyes.

“Alright princess, ready to go? We got an hour and a half all for ourselves now.” – he asked once he was by her side, gently pulling her to himself by her hips.

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Her hands come up to rest against his chest the second he pulls her closer by her hips, a soft smile on her lips. "Yea I'm ready to go baby. I made some really tasty food for us"

She leans up an kisses him again on his plush pouty lips before stepping away long enough to grab the basket she brought with her. After waving goodbye to his members she follows him out the door, once again being mindful of where they are as they head out of the building. She grabs a blanket from her car on the way.

Even with their faces covered by masks she is still careful with how close she is to him until they finally reach their secret spot in the park. After handing him the basket she opens the blanket an lays it out in the grass under the shade of a tree, before sitting down.

"Now then... Come here with that so I can give you your gift"

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Jisung, clad in a bucket hat and a mask, didn't hesitate to follow Suki's request. He watched as she excitedly beckoned him over, that familiar smile playing on those rosey lips.

God, he wanted to kiss her so bad.

Realising that he could, he pulled his mask down just enough to press a brief kiss against his princess' lips; just a sweet little gesture, nothing more. Once they sat down, he pushed away the urge to pull her into his lap, knowing Suki wanted to face him now, to see his reaction.

That was how she always had been, after all. Just a sweetheart full of endless love.

“Alright baby, I'm here, and so is the basket. What did you come up with this time?” – he asked, voice kind and curious as he watched her.

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@imjustsuki123

Jisung smiled at the pout on Suki's lips, leaning down once more to kiss it away. It was a brief, sweet little thing, really, nothing more. But it got his desired effect as she was smiling now, arms still around his neck and his around Suki's waist, unwilling to let go.

He knew the boys would tease him for it, as they were still around, and he could feel Hyunjin's smug grin as the male was cooking up all the teases he would be hearing. It would completely destroy him with the blackmail material Seungmin and Jeongin were getting right now, no doubt, but he couldn't care less.

He had Suki in his arms now, with the promise of a brief date not much later.

“Don't worry baby, I still have like, an hour of practice left. You can grab your stuff in the meantime and come back early, if you want to. I'm sure the boy wouldn't mind. No, actually, now that I think about it, they would definitely not mind with how you make me feel like I'm on stage.” – he joked, although his words were the truth.

All he wanted was to woo his lover, his Sun, the one who brightened his days.

“Are you two lovebirds done? We still need to go over a few choreos, Romeo.” “Yeah yeah, Hyung, I'm going. I swear, cats can be so sassy...” – he replied as he planted a soft kiss onto Suki's forehead—a promise to meet for that picnic date later. “What was that, Han?” “N-nothing! I'll see you later, okay princess?”

With that off he went, dragged away by his loving group, already teased for being so openly affectionate with his girlfriend. But he couldn't help it, and they knew; it was something they loved about him, actually.

The fact that he loved with all his heart for eternity.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

Suki watched his members drag him away so they could finish practicing, a soft smile on her lips. God she loved this man so very very much. She stood there on the side watching him for a few more minutes before deciding to at least take the time to head back out so she could get the things she got together for the picnic date that was planned for later.

"I'll be back in a bit honey, I promise. I love you" She says softly and sweetly as she walks over to him when he has a moment to breath from practicing, wrapping her arms around him again an hugging him. "I'm just gonna run back to my place an grab the food for our picnic an your gift."

She lets him give her one more kiss before letting him go and slipping out of the practice room. She's careful on her way back down to her car, her face a neutral mask until she's safely in it. Then an only then does she smile as she pulls away from the building an take the quick trip back home to get what she needs. The sooner she has everything the sooner she can get back to him.

[hantheone]

The moment Suki was gone and there was a moment of silence, Jisung knew what was coming. His friends, his family, surrounded him, voices overlapping as he was teased and congratulated for having gotten such a good girlfriend. Chan and Changbin patted his back, as if they were in some sports game and their team had won thanks to him.

“Yo, you better keep her. Can't imagine a lot of others, idols like us, mind you, who would race to you within a heartbeat. Treat her right, Hannie.” “I knooow, Changbin hyung, no need to tell me. It's why I ditched you guys in our break too.” – he laughed, getting quite a few offended gasps in return. “So that's why you didn't wanna come with us! Even in the face of getting a slice of cheesecake!” “Oh come on Lix, I don't fold that easily when faced with that dessert.” “Do we tell him?” “No, let him dream.”

That was how the rest of practice went. With him teased while doing his best, not trying to fuck anything up again. They had to be in shape and give their best for their fans; he didn't want to disappoint them.

Yet, he couldn't wait to have a small break, to spend it with his princess far from everything and everyone. He loved his job but sometimes he needed some time away from it.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

The moment she gets home she's packing a basket full of the food she's made and his gift, covering it with a towel before leaving again so she can head back to his company.

She's singing on her way back to the jype building an even stops to pick up two coffees an some cheesecake for the two of them to have later on their date. Pulling the car back into the parking garage she grabs the basket once she shuts off the car. Before she gets out she checks her reflection in the rear view mirror, running her fingers through her hair before getting out of the car an heading back inside basket in hand.

One elevator ride later she is slipping back into the practice room an taking a seat on the far side of it to watch him practice. When she catches his eye she gives him a small smile an a little wink.

[hantheone]

Jisung's face brightens as a smile takes residence there, his ears tainted with the brightest shades of red. He winks back at Suki before focusing back on practice, his stage persona making an appearance once again.

That was how the rest of practice went before they called it quits, and he would have collapsed on the floor had his girlfriend not been there. Thus, he took his oversized shirt and wiped at his sweat with it instead, only jogging over afterwards.

He greeted her with a kiss to the crown of her head as she was sitting there, big eyes blinking up at him in a charming way.

“I'll go get ready real quick, yeah? Wouldn't wanna show up on our date all sweaty.” – he chuckled before disappearing, doing his best to get himself into a presentable state.

He knew Suki would have protested if he would have given her the chance, the girl just as stubborn as he was, if not more. But he wanted to look good for her, not to stink up their nice picnic.

It didn't take him too long to get ready, casual clothes now thrown onto his tired body, hair swept by his fingers. It was the best he could do given the circumstances, and he had to force himself to go back to Suki.

He certainly didn't look like Prince Charming; at least not in his own eyes.

“Alright princess, ready to go? We got an hour and a half all for ourselves now.” – he asked once he was by her side, gently pulling her to himself by her hips.

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@imjustsuki123

Jisung smiled at the pout on Suki's lips, leaning down once more to kiss it away. It was a brief, sweet little thing, really, nothing more. But it got his desired effect as she was smiling now, arms still around his neck and his around Suki's waist, unwilling to let go.

He knew the boys would tease him for it, as they were still around, and he could feel Hyunjin's smug grin as the male was cooking up all the teases he would be hearing. It would completely destroy him with the blackmail material Seungmin and Jeongin were getting right now, no doubt, but he couldn't care less.

He had Suki in his arms now, with the promise of a brief date not much later.

“Don't worry baby, I still have like, an hour of practice left. You can grab your stuff in the meantime and come back early, if you want to. I'm sure the boy wouldn't mind. No, actually, now that I think about it, they would definitely not mind with how you make me feel like I'm on stage.” – he joked, although his words were the truth.

All he wanted was to woo his lover, his Sun, the one who brightened his days.

“Are you two lovebirds done? We still need to go over a few choreos, Romeo.” “Yeah yeah, Hyung, I'm going. I swear, cats can be so sassy...” – he replied as he planted a soft kiss onto Suki's forehead—a promise to meet for that picnic date later. “What was that, Han?” “N-nothing! I'll see you later, okay princess?”

With that off he went, dragged away by his loving group, already teased for being so openly affectionate with his girlfriend. But he couldn't help it, and they knew; it was something they loved about him, actually.

The fact that he loved with all his heart for eternity.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

Suki watched his members drag him away so they could finish practicing, a soft smile on her lips. God she loved this man so very very much. She stood there on the side watching him for a few more minutes before deciding to at least take the time to head back out so she could get the things she got together for the picnic date that was planned for later.

"I'll be back in a bit honey, I promise. I love you" She says softly and sweetly as she walks over to him when he has a moment to breath from practicing, wrapping her arms around him again an hugging him. "I'm just gonna run back to my place an grab the food for our picnic an your gift."

She lets him give her one more kiss before letting him go and slipping out of the practice room. She's careful on her way back down to her car, her face a neutral mask until she's safely in it. Then an only then does she smile as she pulls away from the building an take the quick trip back home to get what she needs. The sooner she has everything the sooner she can get back to him.

[hantheone]

The moment Suki was gone and there was a moment of silence, Jisung knew what was coming. His friends, his family, surrounded him, voices overlapping as he was teased and congratulated for having gotten such a good girlfriend. Chan and Changbin patted his back, as if they were in some sports game and their team had won thanks to him.

“Yo, you better keep her. Can't imagine a lot of others, idols like us, mind you, who would race to you within a heartbeat. Treat her right, Hannie.” “I knooow, Changbin hyung, no need to tell me. It's why I ditched you guys in our break too.” – he laughed, getting quite a few offended gasps in return. “So that's why you didn't wanna come with us! Even in the face of getting a slice of cheesecake!” “Oh come on Lix, I don't fold that easily when faced with that dessert.” “Do we tell him?” “No, let him dream.”

That was how the rest of practice went. With him teased while doing his best, not trying to fuck anything up again. They had to be in shape and give their best for their fans; he didn't want to disappoint them.

Yet, he couldn't wait to have a small break, to spend it with his princess far from everything and everyone. He loved his job but sometimes he needed some time away from it.

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@imjustsuki123

Jisung smiled at the pout on Suki's lips, leaning down once more to kiss it away. It was a brief, sweet little thing, really, nothing more. But it got his desired effect as she was smiling now, arms still around his neck and his around Suki's waist, unwilling to let go.

He knew the boys would tease him for it, as they were still around, and he could feel Hyunjin's smug grin as the male was cooking up all the teases he would be hearing. It would completely destroy him with the blackmail material Seungmin and Jeongin were getting right now, no doubt, but he couldn't care less.

He had Suki in his arms now, with the promise of a brief date not much later.

“Don't worry baby, I still have like, an hour of practice left. You can grab your stuff in the meantime and come back early, if you want to. I'm sure the boy wouldn't mind. No, actually, now that I think about it, they would definitely not mind with how you make me feel like I'm on stage.” – he joked, although his words were the truth.

All he wanted was to woo his lover, his Sun, the one who brightened his days.

“Are you two lovebirds done? We still need to go over a few choreos, Romeo.” “Yeah yeah, Hyung, I'm going. I swear, cats can be so sassy...” – he replied as he planted a soft kiss onto Suki's forehead—a promise to meet for that picnic date later. “What was that, Han?” “N-nothing! I'll see you later, okay princess?”

With that off he went, dragged away by his loving group, already teased for being so openly affectionate with his girlfriend. But he couldn't help it, and they knew; it was something they loved about him, actually.

The fact that he loved with all his heart for eternity.

[hantheone]

@imjustsuki123

Jisung awoke to the sound of his alarm for the fifth time, lazily reaching over to put a stop to it. He groaned, still in the cluthces of sleep, lured in by Suki's gentle singing that still rang in his head.

Right, Suki!

He rubbed the sleep out of his eyes, checking his phone and sure enough, his girlfriend had already messaged him. His fingers happily typed in a reply, remembering that he had just an hour or two of free time in his schedule. Hopefully, if Suki was free, they could meet up and chat a little bit -maybe over a slice of cheesecake, who knows- before he had to go back to practicing.

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Suki had been working on something special all morning. A cute little jar full of chocolate kisses with a sign tied to the top. As soon as Jisung texted back she snaps a photo of it and sends it to him.

Since he has some free time she wants to spend it with him in their secret spot. She has a few ideas brewing in her mind and she wants to make sure she gets everything ready. It's a bright day so she decides to propose the idea of a picnic.

Setting the jar aside she reaches fore her phone and decides to call him. She sips on her cup of coffee while she waits for him to answer.

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Jisung's been getting ready for the day, not wanting to be late and be yelled at by anyone, especially Minho. His hyung could be really scary sometimes. Still, he heard his phone ringing, picking it up as he was brushing his hair.

"Hey baby, what's up?" - he said, waiting for her to talk and share her plans.

The thought of spending time with Suki, especially after that sweet gift she had made him just absolutely made him melt, giddiness nestling itself into his chest. Now he had something cute to look forward to in a hard day, and he couldn't be happier.

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"Hi baby, I had an idea for today. A picnic with something light to eat and a slice of the cheesecake I have to share. I'll bring everything. I even have a blanket we can use." she says, offering up the cute idea she has.

She already knows what she is going to make. Instead of just grabbing some takeout she's going to make the food herself. Putting him on speaker Suki moves about her kitchen getting things ready.

"Another busy day of practice today baby?" She asks as she starts to make food. The onigiri gets made first, then the gimbap.

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Jisung quietly squealed before catching himself, clearing his throat in embarrassment.

"That sounds perfect, baby, just like you." - he said, fighting with his pants before relenting and putting his phone on speaker, now able to dress freely.

"Yeah, sadly. There's dance practice before lunch, then a little break I get to spend with you, thank god, and then some vocal practice and a meeting. I'll probably get back to the dorms late today, so don't stay up for me, baby." - he replied, now fully clothed and still in time, miraculously.

He grabbed his phone after disabling the speaker mode, his small bag dangling from his shoulder that housed the essentials. His keys jingled as he went out the door, locking it behind; he was the last to leave the house, as everyone else had something to do quite early on in the day.

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Suki pouts even though she knows he can't see her. She can't stay up an wait for him tonight even if she wants to. She has to be up at a certain time tomorrow morning.

"I have a live stream tomorrow morning so I couldn't stay up anyway. But I will get to see you today so that helps." she replies, finishing up what she is cooking and putting everything together for later.

After the kitchen is clean she makes her way back to her room so she can get her outfit together. She can hear him heading out and she stops what she is doing for the moment.

"Have a good practice this morning baby. I know you will do well. I believe in you. We can meet up at our spot later for our picnic. I love you"

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Jisung smiled, fully aware of Suki's plans for tomorrow as he had set reminders for all her little streams. He had done so even before he realised she was his long lost friend and crush, but being a busy idol himself, he had to miss out on some of her live streams. However now as her boyfriend, he didn't want to do so, even if that meant he had to sacrifice some of his sleep.

"I know baby, that's why I said to not wait up. You need to rest up for tomorrow, hm?" - he said, now waiting for the elevator.

Soon the doors dinged and he could step in, thankful that he was alone.

"Thank you my sweet baby. I'll run to you as soon as I can, but until then, be a good girl without me. Love you too, princess."

And with that he ended the call, legs taking him towards his ride to the company meeting. He was already tired at the thought of the day ahead, but his little meeting with Suki provided him some comfort.

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She was still smiling when she hung up the phone. Setting her phone aside she gets the picnic lunch all set in cute little bento boxes before putting them in the fridge.

After a quick shower she's lounging on the couch listening to music and waiting for a text back from him. The message she gets has her sitting up almost immediately. Reading the messages makes her heart hurt.

Oh how she wishes she could be there to hug him. Deciding to do the next best thing, she immediately calls him after reassuring him that him being upset will not make her hate him.

The phone isn't ringing long before he answers. " Baby, slow breaths, inhale for three seconds, exhale for three seconds. Good, one more for me. Inhale three, exhale three. " she says softly, knowing that the first thing she needs to do is get him to slow his breathing and heart rate down.

It's not the first time she has done this for him. She has known about his anxiety a lot longer that the guys have, having helped him through many attacks before.

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Jisung was panicking, in all honesty. His chest felt tight, the air escaping him and tears constantly fell from his wide eyes.

Realistically, he knew his cat-like hyung didn't mean to snap at him like that when he messed up that one move again, but his body reacted before he could do anything and ran out the door. Now there he was, trying desperately to fight off a looming panic attack in a bathroom stall, of all places.

He tried his best to follow Suki's instructions, chest stuttering as he hiccuped into each breath, sobs wrecking his poor, shaking body. In, then out.

Come on, he could do this.

He willed his chest to follow Suki's gentle instructions, heart slowly calming down, yet the tears remained.

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"That's it baby, there we go. Your doing so well. Keep taking deep breaths." she instructs softly, her heart breaking at the sound of his sobs. She doesn't even think about anything else but him as she shoves herself off the couch. It takes seconds to pull on her shoes, snatching up her keys as she makes her way out the door.

Shes already made it down to her car before the next words are out if her mouth. " Your okay, baby. It's gonna be okay. Tell me three things can you see?" she encourages softly, cooing when she hears him answer. "Good that's good, two things you can touch?"

As she listens to his answers she's pulling away from her apartment and racing to him. Is it a good idea to be at his company right now. Probably not but she really doesn't care. He needs her right now. What's usually a 35 minute drive she makes in 15 minutes.

"That's good baby, your doing so good. Another deep breath for me. Good, now tell me one thing you can hear Sungie." she prods gently. As she waits for his answer she pulls her car into the company's parking garage.

In less than a minute she is out if the car and making her way inside. She listens to him try an answer her as she gets on the elevator. The moment the elevator door opens to the floor his practice room is on she is out and half way down the hall. She's in front of the bathroom door within the next few minutes.

"Baby, I'm here. Open up" she's knocking on the door as she speaks through the phone.

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Jisung nearly drops his phone as she knocks on it, afraid that one of the boys had come after him. But when he heard it was Suki he opened up, shaking hands immediately latching onto her petite form in a desperate hug.

He could feel her clothes soaking up his tears, the sobs now back with full force in his girlfriend's calming presence. His hands completely pulled her into his lap as they sat on the closed toilet lid, trying his best to quiet himself as anybody who walked inside could hear him.

"I'm sorry, I know it's stupid but everything's been a lot lately and I panicked and now you had to rush here and I'm so sorry." - he rushed out, hiding himself in the crook of Suki's neck firmly.

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"Shhh hey hey baby it's okay, don't apologize. You needed me so I'm here, I'm always going to be here when you need me." she states gently, holding him close to her.

Her hands run up and down his back in a slow soothing manner. She doesn't stop the gentle touch as she soothes him with soft words.

"Everything is okay my love. I'm right here. Your okay." she whispers softly, pressing kisses to his head. She places a hand on the side of his face. "Hey, look at me please, let me see those pretty eyes."

the moment he looks at her she's wiping the tears off his face with gentle fingers. Soft kisses of love and comfort are pressed against his face as she whispers over and over again that she loves him and he is safe.

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Jisung wasn't sure how long he just sat there, allowing Suki to pamper his face in kisses and comfort his frazzled mind with soft whispers. It could have been only seconds, or long minutes; frankly, he didn't really care.

His heart beat calmly now in his chest, panic and anxiety now pushed far back into his mind thanks to his girlfriend. She knew how he ticked by now, what to do and what to say whenever an attack took hold of him, and he couldn't be any more grateful to her for that.

"I love you so much." - he whispered out, tearless boba eyes staring back at her with so much affection he felt like he would burst at the seams.

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Suki places a gentle kiss on his lips, once then twice before pulling back and running her fingers through his hair slowly. "An i love you to the moon and back." she whispers back lovingly, continuously carding her fingers through his hair, nails lightly grazing his scalp.

She knows they can't hide in here forever, he has a practice to get back to after all. An yet she is perfectly content with sitting right here with him until he is ready.

She can hear his phone going off next to them. The guys probably looking for him. She runs her hand through his hair one last time before cupping his face with both hands.

"We should probably get you back to the practice room before the guys come searching for you. I can stay for a little while if you want me to" She offers, not fully pulling away from him yet. She will give him all the time he needs to be ready to go back to practice.

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That pit at the bottom of Jisung's stomach opened up once again, and he nervously looked down at his phone to see several texts from not only one, but a few members. He gulped, but before he could decide on what to do his phone started ringing and he flinched, now forced to pick it up.

"Oh thank god you picked up. Where are you, Sungie, are you okay? We've been looking for you everywhere." - Chan said, the relief audible in the male's voice. "I'm-, I'm fine, Hyung, I'll be right back. I'm sorry."

With that he ended the call, not wanting to hear anything else at the moment.

His eyes slid up to Suki's, a sheepish, yet grateful smile blooming on his lips. He pressed a soft kiss onto her plush lips before letting out a shaky breath, squeezing her hand with his.

"I think I would love that, baby. Thank you."

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Suki gives him the sweetest smile, climbing out if his lap and helping him up. "No need to thank me baby, i have no problem staying here with you." she says reassuringly, squeezing his hand in hers.

Suki would lead him over to the sink an turn the water on. Grabbing some paper towels she wets them before gently running them over his face.

She motions for him to close his eyes so she can run the towel over them one at a time. She follows the gentle touch with a soft kiss. With every small action she is showing him that she is here and she will take care of him. Once she is done she tosses the paper towels in the garbage and takes his hand again.

"Ready baby?" She prods gently holding the door open for him. She walks back to the practice room with him, knowing the moment they step inside he's gonna get bombarded. Tightening her grip on his hand, she opens the door first and steps in leading him behind her.

The moment they are inside there is a cacophony of noise and the guys are making their way over to them. "Hey guys, hope you don't mind me hanging around for a bit?" She says, still holding tight to Jisung's hand to ground him.

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Jisung subconsciously made himself look smaller, hiding behind Suki and avoiding everyone's gaze, but mostly Minho's. He felt awful for panicking over such a small thing, shame tainting his skin red.

The boys were confused, although not blind; they could see how Jisung acted, his grip on Suki so desperate that they didn't hesitate to agree, letting the pair further into the room. Once the way was clear Jisung let himself be led to a corner, sitting down with his princess in his lap. That way he could still hide behind her and hold her, calming his racing heart.

Because he knew that he couldn't just stay silent.

"I'm sorry for running out, I just... I just panicked and Suki calmed me down. I'm sorry that we wasted so much time because of me..." - his voice trailed off, eyes adamantly staring at the floor in front of him.

A pair of shoes entered his vision, and he already knew who they belonged to.

"I'm sorry, Hannie. I didn't mean to snap at you like that. I know you sometimes have a hard time with some moves, and I always enjoy helping you. I'm just stressed, but that's no excuse." - Minho's soft voice rang in the air, urging Jisung to look up.

He felt a sharp pang at the apologetic and guilty expression on his hyung's face, rushing to say that everything was okay, that his panic wasn't caused only by that. Minho smiled softly, relenting as Jisung kept insisting about it.

"But are you okay now?" - it was Felix this time, his sunshine twin. "Yeah, Suki helped me calm down." - he said, planting a big kiss onto her cheek.

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As soon as he has sat down and pulls her into his lap, she makes herself comfortable. Leaning back into his chest she places her hands on his arms.

When he starts to him stammer out his explanation she can feel his heart pounding at an extremely fast rate. She looks at him over her shoulder, eyes full of love and understanding as her hands start to caress his arms in a calming manner.

Seeing Minho approach, she looks up at him with understanding in her eyes. She still says nothing until she feels Jisung plant a kiss on her cheek and say she helped him.

"I have helped Sungie with his panic attacks before so when I called him an he was having one I made the decision to come up here to help." As she speaks she looks at each of the so they understand her being here is her idea. "I know you all have to practice and I promise I won't be in the way." She states, her hands still caressing Jisung's arms. She's not going to leave him until he feels comfortable letting her go.

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Jisung's face blossomed with a bright smile, pulling Suki closer to himself impossibly. He could feel himself calming down immensely, feeling safe now that she was there to comfort him.

"She knows me best, with how long we've known each other." - he said, nuzzling into her cheek and listening to her quiet giggle.

But he knew he couldn't just cuddle her there all day, not when the deadlines and the concerts were closing in on them so fast. And with a heavy heart he let her go, gently pushing her forward so he could sneak out from behind her.

"I'm sorry, we can go back to practicing now. I promise Suki won't distract me."

The others smiled at him with pity and understanding, knowing fully well how his anxiety could get. Chan approached him, placing a warm hand on his shoulder.

"If her presence helps you, of course she can stay. But are you sure you feel up for it? You can rest a bit more, you kno'." - his hyung said, voice soft as if talking to a frightened animal.

Jisung nodded and watched his bandmates look at each other and him a few times, nodding once again to reassure them.

Then the music started again and off he went, hoping his nerves wouldn't make a reappearance once again.

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Suki maneuvers around just enough to be able to sit comfortably on the floor out of the way. She is grateful that Chan and the rest of the group is okay with her staying. While the music plays she hums along, content with being the quiet observer.

While granted she tries to watch all of them her eyes consistently drift back to Jisung. At first it's to watch for any sign of panic attacks, and then it's just because she is captivated by how he moves. For her he is mesmerizing and she can't seem to look away from him.

When the music ends she can't stop herself from licking and then biting her lip. For fuck sake he's hot even when he's just practicing. Then again she may be extremely biased since he is the love of her life.

When he looks her way she blows him a kiss. She can tell that he is doing better and wonders if he is trying to show off a little bit for her. Not that she minds one bit if he wants to show off. She finds it hot.

[hantheone]

Jisung's been trying his best to not make any mistakes, the fear of failure keeping him on his toes. Not only because he didn't want to disappoint his bandmates once again, needing to stay behind with Minho to practice and rob the older from his precious time, but because he knew Suki was watching.

And he wanted to impress her.

Before he could send a kiss of his own her way, Hyunjin nudged his shoulder, a playful smirk on the older's face.

"Seems like we gotta invite Suki over more. You haven't danced this good all day." - Hyunjin said with a laugh, hopping away before Jisung could hit him in return. "Come on, I wasn't that bad!" "Oh yes you were. But now it's like you're on stage, little to no mistakes. Not to mention the smirks." - Felix joined in, earning a loud 'YAH' from Jisung as the quokka's skin turned absolutely red.

Of course the boys would do their best to embarrass him in front of his girlfriend, the menaces.

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Suki can hear Felix and Hyunjin teasing Jisung, saying that he was practicing like he was already on stage. She wasn't going to complain about it. In fact she decided to voice her approval for what she saw. An pick on the others at the same time.

"Yah! I i didn't mind, I think it's hot! An aren't you two supposed to be in danceracha! Prove it!" She calls out teasingly with a sassy little flip of her hair. Looking back towards Jisung she sends him a wink and a smirk.

She laughs when Felix and Hyunjin respond with shock an exclamations of their own. She nods her head as if to say 'sure sure... Still waiting for you to prove it' she tilts her head and waves her hand. "Well, what are you waiting for.."

[hantheone]

Jisung perked up at that, shouting a 'YOU TELL THEM BABY!' before challenging the other two, the entire group now in high spirits. The others gathered around and watched it happen, cheering for Suki and urging their DANCERACHA members to do as they were told.

"C'mon, you guys make dance videos all the time. It's just a little fun." - Chan said, enjoying this a bit too much. "Yeah, listen to the lady!" - Changbin shouted in, followed by agreeing hollers and nods.

With a playful sigh the two pretended to be annoyed, but their smiles betrayed their true feelings immediately. Hyunjin went to find the right music, while Felix hopped in place to get ready.

"Alright mate, but you gotta join too. 's only fair, no?" - Felix said in English, shocking Jisung. "Why do I gotta dance too?? I just danced with you guys, what the fuck, man!"

But then he looked over to his girlfriend and saw the hopeful look in her eyes, shoulders slumping in defeat and the others who noticed it laughed.

Maybe he was too whipped for her, but he couldn't help it.

The sound of their song, Domino, started playing and he should have known. Hyunjin picked it on purpose, testing him as he had messed that one's choreo up maybe the most. Unfortunately for the older, Suki was watching and it made Jisung's performances and confidence level skyrocket.

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The moment the music starts she is up on her feet, letting out a whistle of appreciation for her boyfriend. As she watches them dance she's bouncing on the balls of her feet in excitement.

She has seen them perform this song as well as watched the dance practice video quiet a few times. A smile appears on her face as the song gets close to the end. She already knows what's about to happen next is going to shock all of them.

Right before the end of the song hits she is suddenly moving to join the three of them. The cheers only get louder as she not only dances with them but hits all the moves. Granted she adds her own little flair to them but she is still hitting every beat.

When the song finally ends the others are cheering wildly for them and she can't contain the laughter that escapes her. She can feel not only Jisung looking at her in shock but Hyunjin and Felix as well.

Turning to look at them she gives them a carefree smile "Did you guys forget I'm a dancer too. That was so fun, wanna do another one" she says with a playful grin.

[hantheone]

It didn't take long for Hyunjin and Felix to shake off their shock, flocking and hopping around Suki with excitement, happy to have someone with such good dance skills around. They all acted as if she was just another member, their actions loud and carefree, emotions freely shown.

Jisung was just frozen into place, completely and utterly enamoured with his girlfriend. He never understood those kdramas before, where the scene is all slow and pretty, the colours enhanced visibly with all kinds of effects. But now he did, his own vision matching those scenes he had seen on the screen so many times before.

"Stare any longer and someone will step on your jaw you left on the floor." - Jeongin came up to him, gently bumping into his shoulder.

The quokka blinked, finally breathing again and looking up at the maknae. He couldn't deny those words, nor did he want to, even as his skin was dusted with a faint red hue.

"She's just so amazing." "She is. I'm glad you found someone like her, Hyung."

At the unexpected heartfelt words he blinked, surprise shocking him into silence. Although he didn't need to speak anyway, as the younger sent him off with a push on the back, legs stumbling towards Suki and he stammered out a few jumbled words, almost turning into a tomato.

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She was talking with the others her laughter loud an free. "Oh if you think that was good you should see what happens when I listen to Charmer...." she says still giggling when Jisung stumbles over to her.

She gives him a sweet peck on his lips before pulling back. "Matter of fact. Let's see if i still remember it" She moves till she is back in front of them again as this time Chan is the one to turn the music on.

Soon the music is filling the room, her eyes close for only a second as she lets the beat take over. When her eyes open a heart beat later she can see that Felix and Hyunjin have joined her. They let her have the center spot though and her eyes lock with Jisung's as she dances.

As the song plays on she keeps her eyes on his as she hits every beat that drops. When the song finally reaches the end she she winks at him and blows him a kiss.

The others are absolutely loosing it in excitement. The exclaims of "Oh my God that was so good" and "holy shit" are echoing around her as she smiles an gives a cute bow before making her way back over to Jisung.

"What do you think baby, think I did a good job" she asks sweetly, letting her arms come up around his neck.

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Jisung stared at her with wide eyes filled with wonder and awe.

"Babe. Baby. You think you did a good job?? You absolutely ate, holy shit! I have the most talented, prettiest and bestest girlfriend in the whole world, oh my god!" - he exclaimed, picking Suki up and twirling her around.

His energy levels had shot through the roof, lips peppering his princess' face with a myriad of kisses after he had finally stopped and just held her close to himself. He didn't feel tired after holding her, as if she weighed nothing to him.

"I really gotta invite you more often, they were right this time."

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Jisung awoke to the sound of his alarm for the fifth time, lazily reaching over to put a stop to it. He groaned, still in the cluthces of sleep, lured in by Suki's gentle singing that still rang in his head.

Right, Suki!

He rubbed the sleep out of his eyes, checking his phone and sure enough, his girlfriend had already messaged him. His fingers happily typed in a reply, remembering that he had just an hour or two of free time in his schedule. Hopefully, if Suki was free, they could meet up and chat a little bit -maybe over a slice of cheesecake, who knows- before he had to go back to practicing.

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Suki had been working on something special all morning. A cute little jar full of chocolate kisses with a sign tied to the top. As soon as Jisung texted back she snaps a photo of it and sends it to him.

Since he has some free time she wants to spend it with him in their secret spot. She has a few ideas brewing in her mind and she wants to make sure she gets everything ready. It's a bright day so she decides to propose the idea of a picnic.

Setting the jar aside she reaches fore her phone and decides to call him. She sips on her cup of coffee while she waits for him to answer.

[hantheone]

Jisung's been getting ready for the day, not wanting to be late and be yelled at by anyone, especially Minho. His hyung could be really scary sometimes. Still, he heard his phone ringing, picking it up as he was brushing his hair.

"Hey baby, what's up?" - he said, waiting for her to talk and share her plans.

The thought of spending time with Suki, especially after that sweet gift she had made him just absolutely made him melt, giddiness nestling itself into his chest. Now he had something cute to look forward to in a hard day, and he couldn't be happier.

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"Hi baby, I had an idea for today. A picnic with something light to eat and a slice of the cheesecake I have to share. I'll bring everything. I even have a blanket we can use." she says, offering up the cute idea she has.

She already knows what she is going to make. Instead of just grabbing some takeout she's going to make the food herself. Putting him on speaker Suki moves about her kitchen getting things ready.

"Another busy day of practice today baby?" She asks as she starts to make food. The onigiri gets made first, then the gimbap.

[hantheone]

Jisung quietly squealed before catching himself, clearing his throat in embarrassment.

"That sounds perfect, baby, just like you." - he said, fighting with his pants before relenting and putting his phone on speaker, now able to dress freely.

"Yeah, sadly. There's dance practice before lunch, then a little break I get to spend with you, thank god, and then some vocal practice and a meeting. I'll probably get back to the dorms late today, so don't stay up for me, baby." - he replied, now fully clothed and still in time, miraculously.

He grabbed his phone after disabling the speaker mode, his small bag dangling from his shoulder that housed the essentials. His keys jingled as he went out the door, locking it behind; he was the last to leave the house, as everyone else had something to do quite early on in the day.

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Suki pouts even though she knows he can't see her. She can't stay up an wait for him tonight even if she wants to. She has to be up at a certain time tomorrow morning.

"I have a live stream tomorrow morning so I couldn't stay up anyway. But I will get to see you today so that helps." she replies, finishing up what she is cooking and putting everything together for later.

After the kitchen is clean she makes her way back to her room so she can get her outfit together. She can hear him heading out and she stops what she is doing for the moment.

"Have a good practice this morning baby. I know you will do well. I believe in you. We can meet up at our spot later for our picnic. I love you"

[hantheone]

Jisung smiled, fully aware of Suki's plans for tomorrow as he had set reminders for all her little streams. He had done so even before he realised she was his long lost friend and crush, but being a busy idol himself, he had to miss out on some of her live streams. However now as her boyfriend, he didn't want to do so, even if that meant he had to sacrifice some of his sleep.

"I know baby, that's why I said to not wait up. You need to rest up for tomorrow, hm?" - he said, now waiting for the elevator.

Soon the doors dinged and he could step in, thankful that he was alone.

"Thank you my sweet baby. I'll run to you as soon as I can, but until then, be a good girl without me. Love you too, princess."

And with that he ended the call, legs taking him towards his ride to the company meeting. He was already tired at the thought of the day ahead, but his little meeting with Suki provided him some comfort.

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She was still smiling when she hung up the phone. Setting her phone aside she gets the picnic lunch all set in cute little bento boxes before putting them in the fridge.

After a quick shower she's lounging on the couch listening to music and waiting for a text back from him. The message she gets has her sitting up almost immediately. Reading the messages makes her heart hurt.

Oh how she wishes she could be there to hug him. Deciding to do the next best thing, she immediately calls him after reassuring him that him being upset will not make her hate him.

The phone isn't ringing long before he answers. " Baby, slow breaths, inhale for three seconds, exhale for three seconds. Good, one more for me. Inhale three, exhale three. " she says softly, knowing that the first thing she needs to do is get him to slow his breathing and heart rate down.

It's not the first time she has done this for him. She has known about his anxiety a lot longer that the guys have, having helped him through many attacks before.

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Jisung was panicking, in all honesty. His chest felt tight, the air escaping him and tears constantly fell from his wide eyes.

Realistically, he knew his cat-like hyung didn't mean to snap at him like that when he messed up that one move again, but his body reacted before he could do anything and ran out the door. Now there he was, trying desperately to fight off a looming panic attack in a bathroom stall, of all places.

He tried his best to follow Suki's instructions, chest stuttering as he hiccuped into each breath, sobs wrecking his poor, shaking body. In, then out.

Come on, he could do this.

He willed his chest to follow Suki's gentle instructions, heart slowly calming down, yet the tears remained.

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"That's it baby, there we go. Your doing so well. Keep taking deep breaths." she instructs softly, her heart breaking at the sound of his sobs. She doesn't even think about anything else but him as she shoves herself off the couch. It takes seconds to pull on her shoes, snatching up her keys as she makes her way out the door.

Shes already made it down to her car before the next words are out if her mouth. " Your okay, baby. It's gonna be okay. Tell me three things can you see?" she encourages softly, cooing when she hears him answer. "Good that's good, two things you can touch?"

As she listens to his answers she's pulling away from her apartment and racing to him. Is it a good idea to be at his company right now. Probably not but she really doesn't care. He needs her right now. What's usually a 35 minute drive she makes in 15 minutes.

"That's good baby, your doing so good. Another deep breath for me. Good, now tell me one thing you can hear Sungie." she prods gently. As she waits for his answer she pulls her car into the company's parking garage.

In less than a minute she is out if the car and making her way inside. She listens to him try an answer her as she gets on the elevator. The moment the elevator door opens to the floor his practice room is on she is out and half way down the hall. She's in front of the bathroom door within the next few minutes.

"Baby, I'm here. Open up" she's knocking on the door as she speaks through the phone.

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Jisung nearly drops his phone as she knocks on it, afraid that one of the boys had come after him. But when he heard it was Suki he opened up, shaking hands immediately latching onto her petite form in a desperate hug.

He could feel her clothes soaking up his tears, the sobs now back with full force in his girlfriend's calming presence. His hands completely pulled her into his lap as they sat on the closed toilet lid, trying his best to quiet himself as anybody who walked inside could hear him.

"I'm sorry, I know it's stupid but everything's been a lot lately and I panicked and now you had to rush here and I'm so sorry." - he rushed out, hiding himself in the crook of Suki's neck firmly.

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"Shhh hey hey baby it's okay, don't apologize. You needed me so I'm here, I'm always going to be here when you need me." she states gently, holding him close to her.

Her hands run up and down his back in a slow soothing manner. She doesn't stop the gentle touch as she soothes him with soft words.

"Everything is okay my love. I'm right here. Your okay." she whispers softly, pressing kisses to his head. She places a hand on the side of his face. "Hey, look at me please, let me see those pretty eyes."

the moment he looks at her she's wiping the tears off his face with gentle fingers. Soft kisses of love and comfort are pressed against his face as she whispers over and over again that she loves him and he is safe.

[hantheone]

Jisung wasn't sure how long he just sat there, allowing Suki to pamper his face in kisses and comfort his frazzled mind with soft whispers. It could have been only seconds, or long minutes; frankly, he didn't really care.

His heart beat calmly now in his chest, panic and anxiety now pushed far back into his mind thanks to his girlfriend. She knew how he ticked by now, what to do and what to say whenever an attack took hold of him, and he couldn't be any more grateful to her for that.

"I love you so much." - he whispered out, tearless boba eyes staring back at her with so much affection he felt like he would burst at the seams.

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Suki places a gentle kiss on his lips, once then twice before pulling back and running her fingers through his hair slowly. "An i love you to the moon and back." she whispers back lovingly, continuously carding her fingers through his hair, nails lightly grazing his scalp.

She knows they can't hide in here forever, he has a practice to get back to after all. An yet she is perfectly content with sitting right here with him until he is ready.

She can hear his phone going off next to them. The guys probably looking for him. She runs her hand through his hair one last time before cupping his face with both hands.

"We should probably get you back to the practice room before the guys come searching for you. I can stay for a little while if you want me to" She offers, not fully pulling away from him yet. She will give him all the time he needs to be ready to go back to practice.

[hantheone]

That pit at the bottom of Jisung's stomach opened up once again, and he nervously looked down at his phone to see several texts from not only one, but a few members. He gulped, but before he could decide on what to do his phone started ringing and he flinched, now forced to pick it up.

"Oh thank god you picked up. Where are you, Sungie, are you okay? We've been looking for you everywhere." - Chan said, the relief audible in the male's voice. "I'm-, I'm fine, Hyung, I'll be right back. I'm sorry."

With that he ended the call, not wanting to hear anything else at the moment.

His eyes slid up to Suki's, a sheepish, yet grateful smile blooming on his lips. He pressed a soft kiss onto her plush lips before letting out a shaky breath, squeezing her hand with his.

"I think I would love that, baby. Thank you."

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Suki gives him the sweetest smile, climbing out if his lap and helping him up. "No need to thank me baby, i have no problem staying here with you." she says reassuringly, squeezing his hand in hers.

Suki would lead him over to the sink an turn the water on. Grabbing some paper towels she wets them before gently running them over his face.

She motions for him to close his eyes so she can run the towel over them one at a time. She follows the gentle touch with a soft kiss. With every small action she is showing him that she is here and she will take care of him. Once she is done she tosses the paper towels in the garbage and takes his hand again.

"Ready baby?" She prods gently holding the door open for him. She walks back to the practice room with him, knowing the moment they step inside he's gonna get bombarded. Tightening her grip on his hand, she opens the door first and steps in leading him behind her.

The moment they are inside there is a cacophony of noise and the guys are making their way over to them. "Hey guys, hope you don't mind me hanging around for a bit?" She says, still holding tight to Jisung's hand to ground him.

[hantheone]

Jisung subconsciously made himself look smaller, hiding behind Suki and avoiding everyone's gaze, but mostly Minho's. He felt awful for panicking over such a small thing, shame tainting his skin red.

The boys were confused, although not blind; they could see how Jisung acted, his grip on Suki so desperate that they didn't hesitate to agree, letting the pair further into the room. Once the way was clear Jisung let himself be led to a corner, sitting down with his princess in his lap. That way he could still hide behind her and hold her, calming his racing heart.

Because he knew that he couldn't just stay silent.

"I'm sorry for running out, I just... I just panicked and Suki calmed me down. I'm sorry that we wasted so much time because of me..." - his voice trailed off, eyes adamantly staring at the floor in front of him.

A pair of shoes entered his vision, and he already knew who they belonged to.

"I'm sorry, Hannie. I didn't mean to snap at you like that. I know you sometimes have a hard time with some moves, and I always enjoy helping you. I'm just stressed, but that's no excuse." - Minho's soft voice rang in the air, urging Jisung to look up.

He felt a sharp pang at the apologetic and guilty expression on his hyung's face, rushing to say that everything was okay, that his panic wasn't caused only by that. Minho smiled softly, relenting as Jisung kept insisting about it.

"But are you okay now?" - it was Felix this time, his sunshine twin. "Yeah, Suki helped me calm down." - he said, planting a big kiss onto her cheek.

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As soon as he has sat down and pulls her into his lap, she makes herself comfortable. Leaning back into his chest she places her hands on his arms.

When he starts to him stammer out his explanation she can feel his heart pounding at an extremely fast rate. She looks at him over her shoulder, eyes full of love and understanding as her hands start to caress his arms in a calming manner.

Seeing Minho approach, she looks up at him with understanding in her eyes. She still says nothing until she feels Jisung plant a kiss on her cheek and say she helped him.

"I have helped Sungie with his panic attacks before so when I called him an he was having one I made the decision to come up here to help." As she speaks she looks at each of the so they understand her being here is her idea. "I know you all have to practice and I promise I won't be in the way." She states, her hands still caressing Jisung's arms. She's not going to leave him until he feels comfortable letting her go.

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Jisung's face blossomed with a bright smile, pulling Suki closer to himself impossibly. He could feel himself calming down immensely, feeling safe now that she was there to comfort him.

"She knows me best, with how long we've known each other." - he said, nuzzling into her cheek and listening to her quiet giggle.

But he knew he couldn't just cuddle her there all day, not when the deadlines and the concerts were closing in on them so fast. And with a heavy heart he let her go, gently pushing her forward so he could sneak out from behind her.

"I'm sorry, we can go back to practicing now. I promise Suki won't distract me."

The others smiled at him with pity and understanding, knowing fully well how his anxiety could get. Chan approached him, placing a warm hand on his shoulder.

"If her presence helps you, of course she can stay. But are you sure you feel up for it? You can rest a bit more, you kno'." - his hyung said, voice soft as if talking to a frightened animal.

Jisung nodded and watched his bandmates look at each other and him a few times, nodding once again to reassure them.

Then the music started again and off he went, hoping his nerves wouldn't make a reappearance once again.

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Suki maneuvers around just enough to be able to sit comfortably on the floor out of the way. She is grateful that Chan and the rest of the group is okay with her staying. While the music plays she hums along, content with being the quiet observer.

While granted she tries to watch all of them her eyes consistently drift back to Jisung. At first it's to watch for any sign of panic attacks, and then it's just because she is captivated by how he moves. For her he is mesmerizing and she can't seem to look away from him.

When the music ends she can't stop herself from licking and then biting her lip. For fuck sake he's hot even when he's just practicing. Then again she may be extremely biased since he is the love of her life.

When he looks her way she blows him a kiss. She can tell that he is doing better and wonders if he is trying to show off a little bit for her. Not that she minds one bit if he wants to show off. She finds it hot.

[hantheone]

Jisung's been trying his best to not make any mistakes, the fear of failure keeping him on his toes. Not only because he didn't want to disappoint his bandmates once again, needing to stay behind with Minho to practice and rob the older from his precious time, but because he knew Suki was watching.

And he wanted to impress her.

Before he could send a kiss of his own her way, Hyunjin nudged his shoulder, a playful smirk on the older's face.

"Seems like we gotta invite Suki over more. You haven't danced this good all day." - Hyunjin said with a laugh, hopping away before Jisung could hit him in return. "Come on, I wasn't that bad!" "Oh yes you were. But now it's like you're on stage, little to no mistakes. Not to mention the smirks." - Felix joined in, earning a loud 'YAH' from Jisung as the quokka's skin turned absolutely red.

Of course the boys would do their best to embarrass him in front of his girlfriend, the menaces.

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Suki can hear Felix and Hyunjin teasing Jisung, saying that he was practicing like he was already on stage. She wasn't going to complain about it. In fact she decided to voice her approval for what she saw. An pick on the others at the same time.

"Yah! I i didn't mind, I think it's hot! An aren't you two supposed to be in danceracha! Prove it!" She calls out teasingly with a sassy little flip of her hair. Looking back towards Jisung she sends him a wink and a smirk.

She laughs when Felix and Hyunjin respond with shock an exclamations of their own. She nods her head as if to say 'sure sure... Still waiting for you to prove it' she tilts her head and waves her hand. "Well, what are you waiting for.."

[hantheone]

Jisung perked up at that, shouting a 'YOU TELL THEM BABY!' before challenging the other two, the entire group now in high spirits. The others gathered around and watched it happen, cheering for Suki and urging their DANCERACHA members to do as they were told.

"C'mon, you guys make dance videos all the time. It's just a little fun." - Chan said, enjoying this a bit too much. "Yeah, listen to the lady!" - Changbin shouted in, followed by agreeing hollers and nods.

With a playful sigh the two pretended to be annoyed, but their smiles betrayed their true feelings immediately. Hyunjin went to find the right music, while Felix hopped in place to get ready.

"Alright mate, but you gotta join too. 's only fair, no?" - Felix said in English, shocking Jisung. "Why do I gotta dance too?? I just danced with you guys, what the fuck, man!"

But then he looked over to his girlfriend and saw the hopeful look in her eyes, shoulders slumping in defeat and the others who noticed it laughed.

Maybe he was too whipped for her, but he couldn't help it.

The sound of their song, Domino, started playing and he should have known. Hyunjin picked it on purpose, testing him as he had messed that one's choreo up maybe the most. Unfortunately for the older, Suki was watching and it made Jisung's performances and confidence level skyrocket.

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The moment the music starts she is up on her feet, letting out a whistle of appreciation for her boyfriend. As she watches them dance she's bouncing on the balls of her feet in excitement.

She has seen them perform this song as well as watched the dance practice video quiet a few times. A smile appears on her face as the song gets close to the end. She already knows what's about to happen next is going to shock all of them.

Right before the end of the song hits she is suddenly moving to join the three of them. The cheers only get louder as she not only dances with them but hits all the moves. Granted she adds her own little flair to them but she is still hitting every beat.

When the song finally ends the others are cheering wildly for them and she can't contain the laughter that escapes her. She can feel not only Jisung looking at her in shock but Hyunjin and Felix as well.

Turning to look at them she gives them a carefree smile "Did you guys forget I'm a dancer too. That was so fun, wanna do another one" she says with a playful grin.

[hantheone]

It didn't take long for Hyunjin and Felix to shake off their shock, flocking and hopping around Suki with excitement, happy to have someone with such good dance skills around. They all acted as if she was just another member, their actions loud and carefree, emotions freely shown.

Jisung was just frozen into place, completely and utterly enamoured with his girlfriend. He never understood those kdramas before, where the scene is all slow and pretty, the colours enhanced visibly with all kinds of effects. But now he did, his own vision matching those scenes he had seen on the screen so many times before.

"Stare any longer and someone will step on your jaw you left on the floor." - Jeongin came up to him, gently bumping into his shoulder.

The quokka blinked, finally breathing again and looking up at the maknae. He couldn't deny those words, nor did he want to, even as his skin was dusted with a faint red hue.

"She's just so amazing." "She is. I'm glad you found someone like her, Hyung."

At the unexpected heartfelt words he blinked, surprise shocking him into silence. Although he didn't need to speak anyway, as the younger sent him off with a push on the back, legs stumbling towards Suki and he stammered out a few jumbled words, almost turning into a tomato.

[hantheone]

@imjustsuki123

Jisung awoke to the sound of his alarm for the fifth time, lazily reaching over to put a stop to it. He groaned, still in the cluthces of sleep, lured in by Suki's gentle singing that still rang in his head.

Right, Suki!

He rubbed the sleep out of his eyes, checking his phone and sure enough, his girlfriend had already messaged him. His fingers happily typed in a reply, remembering that he had just an hour or two of free time in his schedule. Hopefully, if Suki was free, they could meet up and chat a little bit -maybe over a slice of cheesecake, who knows- before he had to go back to practicing.

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Suki had been working on something special all morning. A cute little jar full of chocolate kisses with a sign tied to the top. As soon as Jisung texted back she snaps a photo of it and sends it to him.

Since he has some free time she wants to spend it with him in their secret spot. She has a few ideas brewing in her mind and she wants to make sure she gets everything ready. It's a bright day so she decides to propose the idea of a picnic.

Setting the jar aside she reaches fore her phone and decides to call him. She sips on her cup of coffee while she waits for him to answer.

[hantheone]

Jisung's been getting ready for the day, not wanting to be late and be yelled at by anyone, especially Minho. His hyung could be really scary sometimes. Still, he heard his phone ringing, picking it up as he was brushing his hair.

"Hey baby, what's up?" - he said, waiting for her to talk and share her plans.

The thought of spending time with Suki, especially after that sweet gift she had made him just absolutely made him melt, giddiness nestling itself into his chest. Now he had something cute to look forward to in a hard day, and he couldn't be happier.

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"Hi baby, I had an idea for today. A picnic with something light to eat and a slice of the cheesecake I have to share. I'll bring everything. I even have a blanket we can use." she says, offering up the cute idea she has.

She already knows what she is going to make. Instead of just grabbing some takeout she's going to make the food herself. Putting him on speaker Suki moves about her kitchen getting things ready.

"Another busy day of practice today baby?" She asks as she starts to make food. The onigiri gets made first, then the gimbap.

[hantheone]

Jisung quietly squealed before catching himself, clearing his throat in embarrassment.

"That sounds perfect, baby, just like you." - he said, fighting with his pants before relenting and putting his phone on speaker, now able to dress freely.

"Yeah, sadly. There's dance practice before lunch, then a little break I get to spend with you, thank god, and then some vocal practice and a meeting. I'll probably get back to the dorms late today, so don't stay up for me, baby." - he replied, now fully clothed and still in time, miraculously.

He grabbed his phone after disabling the speaker mode, his small bag dangling from his shoulder that housed the essentials. His keys jingled as he went out the door, locking it behind; he was the last to leave the house, as everyone else had something to do quite early on in the day.

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Suki pouts even though she knows he can't see her. She can't stay up an wait for him tonight even if she wants to. She has to be up at a certain time tomorrow morning.

"I have a live stream tomorrow morning so I couldn't stay up anyway. But I will get to see you today so that helps." she replies, finishing up what she is cooking and putting everything together for later.

After the kitchen is clean she makes her way back to her room so she can get her outfit together. She can hear him heading out and she stops what she is doing for the moment.

"Have a good practice this morning baby. I know you will do well. I believe in you. We can meet up at our spot later for our picnic. I love you"

[hantheone]

Jisung smiled, fully aware of Suki's plans for tomorrow as he had set reminders for all her little streams. He had done so even before he realised she was his long lost friend and crush, but being a busy idol himself, he had to miss out on some of her live streams. However now as her boyfriend, he didn't want to do so, even if that meant he had to sacrifice some of his sleep.

"I know baby, that's why I said to not wait up. You need to rest up for tomorrow, hm?" - he said, now waiting for the elevator.

Soon the doors dinged and he could step in, thankful that he was alone.

"Thank you my sweet baby. I'll run to you as soon as I can, but until then, be a good girl without me. Love you too, princess."

And with that he ended the call, legs taking him towards his ride to the company meeting. He was already tired at the thought of the day ahead, but his little meeting with Suki provided him some comfort.

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She was still smiling when she hung up the phone. Setting her phone aside she gets the picnic lunch all set in cute little bento boxes before putting them in the fridge.

After a quick shower she's lounging on the couch listening to music and waiting for a text back from him. The message she gets has her sitting up almost immediately. Reading the messages makes her heart hurt.

Oh how she wishes she could be there to hug him. Deciding to do the next best thing, she immediately calls him after reassuring him that him being upset will not make her hate him.

The phone isn't ringing long before he answers. " Baby, slow breaths, inhale for three seconds, exhale for three seconds. Good, one more for me. Inhale three, exhale three. " she says softly, knowing that the first thing she needs to do is get him to slow his breathing and heart rate down.

It's not the first time she has done this for him. She has known about his anxiety a lot longer that the guys have, having helped him through many attacks before.

[hantheone]

Jisung was panicking, in all honesty. His chest felt tight, the air escaping him and tears constantly fell from his wide eyes.

Realistically, he knew his cat-like hyung didn't mean to snap at him like that when he messed up that one move again, but his body reacted before he could do anything and ran out the door. Now there he was, trying desperately to fight off a looming panic attack in a bathroom stall, of all places.

He tried his best to follow Suki's instructions, chest stuttering as he hiccuped into each breath, sobs wrecking his poor, shaking body. In, then out.

Come on, he could do this.

He willed his chest to follow Suki's gentle instructions, heart slowly calming down, yet the tears remained.

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"That's it baby, there we go. Your doing so well. Keep taking deep breaths." she instructs softly, her heart breaking at the sound of his sobs. She doesn't even think about anything else but him as she shoves herself off the couch. It takes seconds to pull on her shoes, snatching up her keys as she makes her way out the door.

Shes already made it down to her car before the next words are out if her mouth. " Your okay, baby. It's gonna be okay. Tell me three things can you see?" she encourages softly, cooing when she hears him answer. "Good that's good, two things you can touch?"

As she listens to his answers she's pulling away from her apartment and racing to him. Is it a good idea to be at his company right now. Probably not but she really doesn't care. He needs her right now. What's usually a 35 minute drive she makes in 15 minutes.

"That's good baby, your doing so good. Another deep breath for me. Good, now tell me one thing you can hear Sungie." she prods gently. As she waits for his answer she pulls her car into the company's parking garage.

In less than a minute she is out if the car and making her way inside. She listens to him try an answer her as she gets on the elevator. The moment the elevator door opens to the floor his practice room is on she is out and half way down the hall. She's in front of the bathroom door within the next few minutes.

"Baby, I'm here. Open up" she's knocking on the door as she speaks through the phone.

[hantheone]

Jisung nearly drops his phone as she knocks on it, afraid that one of the boys had come after him. But when he heard it was Suki he opened up, shaking hands immediately latching onto her petite form in a desperate hug.

He could feel her clothes soaking up his tears, the sobs now back with full force in his girlfriend's calming presence. His hands completely pulled her into his lap as they sat on the closed toilet lid, trying his best to quiet himself as anybody who walked inside could hear him.

"I'm sorry, I know it's stupid but everything's been a lot lately and I panicked and now you had to rush here and I'm so sorry." - he rushed out, hiding himself in the crook of Suki's neck firmly.

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"Shhh hey hey baby it's okay, don't apologize. You needed me so I'm here, I'm always going to be here when you need me." she states gently, holding him close to her.

Her hands run up and down his back in a slow soothing manner. She doesn't stop the gentle touch as she soothes him with soft words.

"Everything is okay my love. I'm right here. Your okay." she whispers softly, pressing kisses to his head. She places a hand on the side of his face. "Hey, look at me please, let me see those pretty eyes."

the moment he looks at her she's wiping the tears off his face with gentle fingers. Soft kisses of love and comfort are pressed against his face as she whispers over and over again that she loves him and he is safe.

[hantheone]

Jisung wasn't sure how long he just sat there, allowing Suki to pamper his face in kisses and comfort his frazzled mind with soft whispers. It could have been only seconds, or long minutes; frankly, he didn't really care.

His heart beat calmly now in his chest, panic and anxiety now pushed far back into his mind thanks to his girlfriend. She knew how he ticked by now, what to do and what to say whenever an attack took hold of him, and he couldn't be any more grateful to her for that.

"I love you so much." - he whispered out, tearless boba eyes staring back at her with so much affection he felt like he would burst at the seams.

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Suki places a gentle kiss on his lips, once then twice before pulling back and running her fingers through his hair slowly. "An i love you to the moon and back." she whispers back lovingly, continuously carding her fingers through his hair, nails lightly grazing his scalp.

She knows they can't hide in here forever, he has a practice to get back to after all. An yet she is perfectly content with sitting right here with him until he is ready.

She can hear his phone going off next to them. The guys probably looking for him. She runs her hand through his hair one last time before cupping his face with both hands.

"We should probably get you back to the practice room before the guys come searching for you. I can stay for a little while if you want me to" She offers, not fully pulling away from him yet. She will give him all the time he needs to be ready to go back to practice.

[hantheone]

That pit at the bottom of Jisung's stomach opened up once again, and he nervously looked down at his phone to see several texts from not only one, but a few members. He gulped, but before he could decide on what to do his phone started ringing and he flinched, now forced to pick it up.

"Oh thank god you picked up. Where are you, Sungie, are you okay? We've been looking for you everywhere." - Chan said, the relief audible in the male's voice. "I'm-, I'm fine, Hyung, I'll be right back. I'm sorry."

With that he ended the call, not wanting to hear anything else at the moment.

His eyes slid up to Suki's, a sheepish, yet grateful smile blooming on his lips. He pressed a soft kiss onto her plush lips before letting out a shaky breath, squeezing her hand with his.

"I think I would love that, baby. Thank you."

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Suki gives him the sweetest smile, climbing out if his lap and helping him up. "No need to thank me baby, i have no problem staying here with you." she says reassuringly, squeezing his hand in hers.

Suki would lead him over to the sink an turn the water on. Grabbing some paper towels she wets them before gently running them over his face.

She motions for him to close his eyes so she can run the towel over them one at a time. She follows the gentle touch with a soft kiss. With every small action she is showing him that she is here and she will take care of him. Once she is done she tosses the paper towels in the garbage and takes his hand again.

"Ready baby?" She prods gently holding the door open for him. She walks back to the practice room with him, knowing the moment they step inside he's gonna get bombarded. Tightening her grip on his hand, she opens the door first and steps in leading him behind her.

The moment they are inside there is a cacophony of noise and the guys are making their way over to them. "Hey guys, hope you don't mind me hanging around for a bit?" She says, still holding tight to Jisung's hand to ground him.

[hantheone]

Jisung subconsciously made himself look smaller, hiding behind Suki and avoiding everyone's gaze, but mostly Minho's. He felt awful for panicking over such a small thing, shame tainting his skin red.

The boys were confused, although not blind; they could see how Jisung acted, his grip on Suki so desperate that they didn't hesitate to agree, letting the pair further into the room. Once the way was clear Jisung let himself be led to a corner, sitting down with his princess in his lap. That way he could still hide behind her and hold her, calming his racing heart.

Because he knew that he couldn't just stay silent.

"I'm sorry for running out, I just... I just panicked and Suki calmed me down. I'm sorry that we wasted so much time because of me..." - his voice trailed off, eyes adamantly staring at the floor in front of him.

A pair of shoes entered his vision, and he already knew who they belonged to.

"I'm sorry, Hannie. I didn't mean to snap at you like that. I know you sometimes have a hard time with some moves, and I always enjoy helping you. I'm just stressed, but that's no excuse." - Minho's soft voice rang in the air, urging Jisung to look up.

He felt a sharp pang at the apologetic and guilty expression on his hyung's face, rushing to say that everything was okay, that his panic wasn't caused only by that. Minho smiled softly, relenting as Jisung kept insisting about it.

"But are you okay now?" - it was Felix this time, his sunshine twin. "Yeah, Suki helped me calm down." - he said, planting a big kiss onto her cheek.

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As soon as he has sat down and pulls her into his lap, she makes herself comfortable. Leaning back into his chest she places her hands on his arms.

When he starts to him stammer out his explanation she can feel his heart pounding at an extremely fast rate. She looks at him over her shoulder, eyes full of love and understanding as her hands start to caress his arms in a calming manner.

Seeing Minho approach, she looks up at him with understanding in her eyes. She still says nothing until she feels Jisung plant a kiss on her cheek and say she helped him.

"I have helped Sungie with his panic attacks before so when I called him an he was having one I made the decision to come up here to help." As she speaks she looks at each of the so they understand her being here is her idea. "I know you all have to practice and I promise I won't be in the way." She states, her hands still caressing Jisung's arms. She's not going to leave him until he feels comfortable letting her go.

[hantheone]

Jisung's face blossomed with a bright smile, pulling Suki closer to himself impossibly. He could feel himself calming down immensely, feeling safe now that she was there to comfort him.

"She knows me best, with how long we've known each other." - he said, nuzzling into her cheek and listening to her quiet giggle.

But he knew he couldn't just cuddle her there all day, not when the deadlines and the concerts were closing in on them so fast. And with a heavy heart he let her go, gently pushing her forward so he could sneak out from behind her.

"I'm sorry, we can go back to practicing now. I promise Suki won't distract me."

The others smiled at him with pity and understanding, knowing fully well how his anxiety could get. Chan approached him, placing a warm hand on his shoulder.

"If her presence helps you, of course she can stay. But are you sure you feel up for it? You can rest a bit more, you kno'." - his hyung said, voice soft as if talking to a frightened animal.

Jisung nodded and watched his bandmates look at each other and him a few times, nodding once again to reassure them.

Then the music started again and off he went, hoping his nerves wouldn't make a reappearance once again.

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Suki maneuvers around just enough to be able to sit comfortably on the floor out of the way. She is grateful that Chan and the rest of the group is okay with her staying. While the music plays she hums along, content with being the quiet observer.

While granted she tries to watch all of them her eyes consistently drift back to Jisung. At first it's to watch for any sign of panic attacks, and then it's just because she is captivated by how he moves. For her he is mesmerizing and she can't seem to look away from him.

When the music ends she can't stop herself from licking and then biting her lip. For fuck sake he's hot even when he's just practicing. Then again she may be extremely biased since he is the love of her life.

When he looks her way she blows him a kiss. She can tell that he is doing better and wonders if he is trying to show off a little bit for her. Not that she minds one bit if he wants to show off. She finds it hot.

[hantheone]

Jisung's been trying his best to not make any mistakes, the fear of failure keeping him on his toes. Not only because he didn't want to disappoint his bandmates once again, needing to stay behind with Minho to practice and rob the older from his precious time, but because he knew Suki was watching.

And he wanted to impress her.

Before he could send a kiss of his own her way, Hyunjin nudged his shoulder, a playful smirk on the older's face.

"Seems like we gotta invite Suki over more. You haven't danced this good all day." - Hyunjin said with a laugh, hopping away before Jisung could hit him in return. "Come on, I wasn't that bad!" "Oh yes you were. But now it's like you're on stage, little to no mistakes. Not to mention the smirks." - Felix joined in, earning a loud 'YAH' from Jisung as the quokka's skin turned absolutely red.

Of course the boys would do their best to embarrass him in front of his girlfriend, the menaces.

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Suki can hear Felix and Hyunjin teasing Jisung, saying that he was practicing like he was already on stage. She wasn't going to complain about it. In fact she decided to voice her approval for what she saw. An pick on the others at the same time.

"Yah! I i didn't mind, I think it's hot! An aren't you two supposed to be in danceracha! Prove it!" She calls out teasingly with a sassy little flip of her hair. Looking back towards Jisung she sends him a wink and a smirk.

She laughs when Felix and Hyunjin respond with shock an exclamations of their own. She nods her head as if to say 'sure sure... Still waiting for you to prove it' she tilts her head and waves her hand. "Well, what are you waiting for.."

[hantheone]

Jisung perked up at that, shouting a 'YOU TELL THEM BABY!' before challenging the other two, the entire group now in high spirits. The others gathered around and watched it happen, cheering for Suki and urging their DANCERACHA members to do as they were told.

"C'mon, you guys make dance videos all the time. It's just a little fun." - Chan said, enjoying this a bit too much. "Yeah, listen to the lady!" - Changbin shouted in, followed by agreeing hollers and nods.

With a playful sigh the two pretended to be annoyed, but their smiles betrayed their true feelings immediately. Hyunjin went to find the right music, while Felix hopped in place to get ready.

"Alright mate, but you gotta join too. 's only fair, no?" - Felix said in English, shocking Jisung. "Why do I gotta dance too?? I just danced with you guys, what the fuck, man!"

But then he looked over to his girlfriend and saw the hopeful look in her eyes, shoulders slumping in defeat and the others who noticed it laughed.

Maybe he was too whipped for her, but he couldn't help it.

The sound of their song, Domino, started playing and he should have known. Hyunjin picked it on purpose, testing him as he had messed that one's choreo up maybe the most. Unfortunately for the older, Suki was watching and it made Jisung's performances and confidence level skyrocket.

[hantheone]

@imjustsuki123

Jisung awoke to the sound of his alarm for the fifth time, lazily reaching over to put a stop to it. He groaned, still in the cluthces of sleep, lured in by Suki's gentle singing that still rang in his head.

Right, Suki!

He rubbed the sleep out of his eyes, checking his phone and sure enough, his girlfriend had already messaged him. His fingers happily typed in a reply, remembering that he had just an hour or two of free time in his schedule. Hopefully, if Suki was free, they could meet up and chat a little bit -maybe over a slice of cheesecake, who knows- before he had to go back to practicing.

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Suki had been working on something special all morning. A cute little jar full of chocolate kisses with a sign tied to the top. As soon as Jisung texted back she snaps a photo of it and sends it to him.

Since he has some free time she wants to spend it with him in their secret spot. She has a few ideas brewing in her mind and she wants to make sure she gets everything ready. It's a bright day so she decides to propose the idea of a picnic.

Setting the jar aside she reaches fore her phone and decides to call him. She sips on her cup of coffee while she waits for him to answer.

[hantheone]

Jisung's been getting ready for the day, not wanting to be late and be yelled at by anyone, especially Minho. His hyung could be really scary sometimes. Still, he heard his phone ringing, picking it up as he was brushing his hair.

"Hey baby, what's up?" - he said, waiting for her to talk and share her plans.

The thought of spending time with Suki, especially after that sweet gift she had made him just absolutely made him melt, giddiness nestling itself into his chest. Now he had something cute to look forward to in a hard day, and he couldn't be happier.

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"Hi baby, I had an idea for today. A picnic with something light to eat and a slice of the cheesecake I have to share. I'll bring everything. I even have a blanket we can use." she says, offering up the cute idea she has.

She already knows what she is going to make. Instead of just grabbing some takeout she's going to make the food herself. Putting him on speaker Suki moves about her kitchen getting things ready.

"Another busy day of practice today baby?" She asks as she starts to make food. The onigiri gets made first, then the gimbap.

[hantheone]

Jisung quietly squealed before catching himself, clearing his throat in embarrassment.

"That sounds perfect, baby, just like you." - he said, fighting with his pants before relenting and putting his phone on speaker, now able to dress freely.

"Yeah, sadly. There's dance practice before lunch, then a little break I get to spend with you, thank god, and then some vocal practice and a meeting. I'll probably get back to the dorms late today, so don't stay up for me, baby." - he replied, now fully clothed and still in time, miraculously.

He grabbed his phone after disabling the speaker mode, his small bag dangling from his shoulder that housed the essentials. His keys jingled as he went out the door, locking it behind; he was the last to leave the house, as everyone else had something to do quite early on in the day.

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Suki pouts even though she knows he can't see her. She can't stay up an wait for him tonight even if she wants to. She has to be up at a certain time tomorrow morning.

"I have a live stream tomorrow morning so I couldn't stay up anyway. But I will get to see you today so that helps." she replies, finishing up what she is cooking and putting everything together for later.

After the kitchen is clean she makes her way back to her room so she can get her outfit together. She can hear him heading out and she stops what she is doing for the moment.

"Have a good practice this morning baby. I know you will do well. I believe in you. We can meet up at our spot later for our picnic. I love you"

[hantheone]

Jisung smiled, fully aware of Suki's plans for tomorrow as he had set reminders for all her little streams. He had done so even before he realised she was his long lost friend and crush, but being a busy idol himself, he had to miss out on some of her live streams. However now as her boyfriend, he didn't want to do so, even if that meant he had to sacrifice some of his sleep.

"I know baby, that's why I said to not wait up. You need to rest up for tomorrow, hm?" - he said, now waiting for the elevator.

Soon the doors dinged and he could step in, thankful that he was alone.

"Thank you my sweet baby. I'll run to you as soon as I can, but until then, be a good girl without me. Love you too, princess."

And with that he ended the call, legs taking him towards his ride to the company meeting. He was already tired at the thought of the day ahead, but his little meeting with Suki provided him some comfort.

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She was still smiling when she hung up the phone. Setting her phone aside she gets the picnic lunch all set in cute little bento boxes before putting them in the fridge.

After a quick shower she's lounging on the couch listening to music and waiting for a text back from him. The message she gets has her sitting up almost immediately. Reading the messages makes her heart hurt.

Oh how she wishes she could be there to hug him. Deciding to do the next best thing, she immediately calls him after reassuring him that him being upset will not make her hate him.

The phone isn't ringing long before he answers. " Baby, slow breaths, inhale for three seconds, exhale for three seconds. Good, one more for me. Inhale three, exhale three. " she says softly, knowing that the first thing she needs to do is get him to slow his breathing and heart rate down.

It's not the first time she has done this for him. She has known about his anxiety a lot longer that the guys have, having helped him through many attacks before.

[hantheone]

Jisung was panicking, in all honesty. His chest felt tight, the air escaping him and tears constantly fell from his wide eyes.

Realistically, he knew his cat-like hyung didn't mean to snap at him like that when he messed up that one move again, but his body reacted before he could do anything and ran out the door. Now there he was, trying desperately to fight off a looming panic attack in a bathroom stall, of all places.

He tried his best to follow Suki's instructions, chest stuttering as he hiccuped into each breath, sobs wrecking his poor, shaking body. In, then out.

Come on, he could do this.

He willed his chest to follow Suki's gentle instructions, heart slowly calming down, yet the tears remained.

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"That's it baby, there we go. Your doing so well. Keep taking deep breaths." she instructs softly, her heart breaking at the sound of his sobs. She doesn't even think about anything else but him as she shoves herself off the couch. It takes seconds to pull on her shoes, snatching up her keys as she makes her way out the door.

Shes already made it down to her car before the next words are out if her mouth. " Your okay, baby. It's gonna be okay. Tell me three things can you see?" she encourages softly, cooing when she hears him answer. "Good that's good, two things you can touch?"

As she listens to his answers she's pulling away from her apartment and racing to him. Is it a good idea to be at his company right now. Probably not but she really doesn't care. He needs her right now. What's usually a 35 minute drive she makes in 15 minutes.

"That's good baby, your doing so good. Another deep breath for me. Good, now tell me one thing you can hear Sungie." she prods gently. As she waits for his answer she pulls her car into the company's parking garage.

In less than a minute she is out if the car and making her way inside. She listens to him try an answer her as she gets on the elevator. The moment the elevator door opens to the floor his practice room is on she is out and half way down the hall. She's in front of the bathroom door within the next few minutes.

"Baby, I'm here. Open up" she's knocking on the door as she speaks through the phone.

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Jisung nearly drops his phone as she knocks on it, afraid that one of the boys had come after him. But when he heard it was Suki he opened up, shaking hands immediately latching onto her petite form in a desperate hug.

He could feel her clothes soaking up his tears, the sobs now back with full force in his girlfriend's calming presence. His hands completely pulled her into his lap as they sat on the closed toilet lid, trying his best to quiet himself as anybody who walked inside could hear him.

"I'm sorry, I know it's stupid but everything's been a lot lately and I panicked and now you had to rush here and I'm so sorry." - he rushed out, hiding himself in the crook of Suki's neck firmly.

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"Shhh hey hey baby it's okay, don't apologize. You needed me so I'm here, I'm always going to be here when you need me." she states gently, holding him close to her.

Her hands run up and down his back in a slow soothing manner. She doesn't stop the gentle touch as she soothes him with soft words.

"Everything is okay my love. I'm right here. Your okay." she whispers softly, pressing kisses to his head. She places a hand on the side of his face. "Hey, look at me please, let me see those pretty eyes."

the moment he looks at her she's wiping the tears off his face with gentle fingers. Soft kisses of love and comfort are pressed against his face as she whispers over and over again that she loves him and he is safe.

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Jisung wasn't sure how long he just sat there, allowing Suki to pamper his face in kisses and comfort his frazzled mind with soft whispers. It could have been only seconds, or long minutes; frankly, he didn't really care.

His heart beat calmly now in his chest, panic and anxiety now pushed far back into his mind thanks to his girlfriend. She knew how he ticked by now, what to do and what to say whenever an attack took hold of him, and he couldn't be any more grateful to her for that.

"I love you so much." - he whispered out, tearless boba eyes staring back at her with so much affection he felt like he would burst at the seams.

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Suki places a gentle kiss on his lips, once then twice before pulling back and running her fingers through his hair slowly. "An i love you to the moon and back." she whispers back lovingly, continuously carding her fingers through his hair, nails lightly grazing his scalp.

She knows they can't hide in here forever, he has a practice to get back to after all. An yet she is perfectly content with sitting right here with him until he is ready.

She can hear his phone going off next to them. The guys probably looking for him. She runs her hand through his hair one last time before cupping his face with both hands.

"We should probably get you back to the practice room before the guys come searching for you. I can stay for a little while if you want me to" She offers, not fully pulling away from him yet. She will give him all the time he needs to be ready to go back to practice.

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That pit at the bottom of Jisung's stomach opened up once again, and he nervously looked down at his phone to see several texts from not only one, but a few members. He gulped, but before he could decide on what to do his phone started ringing and he flinched, now forced to pick it up.

"Oh thank god you picked up. Where are you, Sungie, are you okay? We've been looking for you everywhere." - Chan said, the relief audible in the male's voice. "I'm-, I'm fine, Hyung, I'll be right back. I'm sorry."

With that he ended the call, not wanting to hear anything else at the moment.

His eyes slid up to Suki's, a sheepish, yet grateful smile blooming on his lips. He pressed a soft kiss onto her plush lips before letting out a shaky breath, squeezing her hand with his.

"I think I would love that, baby. Thank you."

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Suki gives him the sweetest smile, climbing out if his lap and helping him up. "No need to thank me baby, i have no problem staying here with you." she says reassuringly, squeezing his hand in hers.

Suki would lead him over to the sink an turn the water on. Grabbing some paper towels she wets them before gently running them over his face.

She motions for him to close his eyes so she can run the towel over them one at a time. She follows the gentle touch with a soft kiss. With every small action she is showing him that she is here and she will take care of him. Once she is done she tosses the paper towels in the garbage and takes his hand again.

"Ready baby?" She prods gently holding the door open for him. She walks back to the practice room with him, knowing the moment they step inside he's gonna get bombarded. Tightening her grip on his hand, she opens the door first and steps in leading him behind her.

The moment they are inside there is a cacophony of noise and the guys are making their way over to them. "Hey guys, hope you don't mind me hanging around for a bit?" She says, still holding tight to Jisung's hand to ground him.

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Jisung subconsciously made himself look smaller, hiding behind Suki and avoiding everyone's gaze, but mostly Minho's. He felt awful for panicking over such a small thing, shame tainting his skin red.

The boys were confused, although not blind; they could see how Jisung acted, his grip on Suki so desperate that they didn't hesitate to agree, letting the pair further into the room. Once the way was clear Jisung let himself be led to a corner, sitting down with his princess in his lap. That way he could still hide behind her and hold her, calming his racing heart.

Because he knew that he couldn't just stay silent.

"I'm sorry for running out, I just... I just panicked and Suki calmed me down. I'm sorry that we wasted so much time because of me..." - his voice trailed off, eyes adamantly staring at the floor in front of him.

A pair of shoes entered his vision, and he already knew who they belonged to.

"I'm sorry, Hannie. I didn't mean to snap at you like that. I know you sometimes have a hard time with some moves, and I always enjoy helping you. I'm just stressed, but that's no excuse." - Minho's soft voice rang in the air, urging Jisung to look up.

He felt a sharp pang at the apologetic and guilty expression on his hyung's face, rushing to say that everything was okay, that his panic wasn't caused only by that. Minho smiled softly, relenting as Jisung kept insisting about it.

"But are you okay now?" - it was Felix this time, his sunshine twin. "Yeah, Suki helped me calm down." - he said, planting a big kiss onto her cheek.

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As soon as he has sat down and pulls her into his lap, she makes herself comfortable. Leaning back into his chest she places her hands on his arms.

When he starts to him stammer out his explanation she can feel his heart pounding at an extremely fast rate. She looks at him over her shoulder, eyes full of love and understanding as her hands start to caress his arms in a calming manner.

Seeing Minho approach, she looks up at him with understanding in her eyes. She still says nothing until she feels Jisung plant a kiss on her cheek and say she helped him.

"I have helped Sungie with his panic attacks before so when I called him an he was having one I made the decision to come up here to help." As she speaks she looks at each of the so they understand her being here is her idea. "I know you all have to practice and I promise I won't be in the way." She states, her hands still caressing Jisung's arms. She's not going to leave him until he feels comfortable letting her go.

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Jisung's face blossomed with a bright smile, pulling Suki closer to himself impossibly. He could feel himself calming down immensely, feeling safe now that she was there to comfort him.

"She knows me best, with how long we've known each other." - he said, nuzzling into her cheek and listening to her quiet giggle.

But he knew he couldn't just cuddle her there all day, not when the deadlines and the concerts were closing in on them so fast. And with a heavy heart he let her go, gently pushing her forward so he could sneak out from behind her.

"I'm sorry, we can go back to practicing now. I promise Suki won't distract me."

The others smiled at him with pity and understanding, knowing fully well how his anxiety could get. Chan approached him, placing a warm hand on his shoulder.

"If her presence helps you, of course she can stay. But are you sure you feel up for it? You can rest a bit more, you kno'." - his hyung said, voice soft as if talking to a frightened animal.

Jisung nodded and watched his bandmates look at each other and him a few times, nodding once again to reassure them.

Then the music started again and off he went, hoping his nerves wouldn't make a reappearance once again.

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Suki maneuvers around just enough to be able to sit comfortably on the floor out of the way. She is grateful that Chan and the rest of the group is okay with her staying. While the music plays she hums along, content with being the quiet observer.

While granted she tries to watch all of them her eyes consistently drift back to Jisung. At first it's to watch for any sign of panic attacks, and then it's just because she is captivated by how he moves. For her he is mesmerizing and she can't seem to look away from him.

When the music ends she can't stop herself from licking and then biting her lip. For fuck sake he's hot even when he's just practicing. Then again she may be extremely biased since he is the love of her life.

When he looks her way she blows him a kiss. She can tell that he is doing better and wonders if he is trying to show off a little bit for her. Not that she minds one bit if he wants to show off. She finds it hot.

[hantheone]

Jisung's been trying his best to not make any mistakes, the fear of failure keeping him on his toes. Not only because he didn't want to disappoint his bandmates once again, needing to stay behind with Minho to practice and rob the older from his precious time, but because he knew Suki was watching.

And he wanted to impress her.

Before he could send a kiss of his own her way, Hyunjin nudged his shoulder, a playful smirk on the older's face.

"Seems like we gotta invite Suki over more. You haven't danced this good all day." - Hyunjin said with a laugh, hopping away before Jisung could hit him in return. "Come on, I wasn't that bad!" "Oh yes you were. But now it's like you're on stage, little to no mistakes. Not to mention the smirks." - Felix joined in, earning a loud 'YAH' from Jisung as the quokka's skin turned absolutely red.

Of course the boys would do their best to embarrass him in front of his girlfriend, the menaces.

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Jisung awoke to the sound of his alarm for the fifth time, lazily reaching over to put a stop to it. He groaned, still in the cluthces of sleep, lured in by Suki's gentle singing that still rang in his head.

Right, Suki!

He rubbed the sleep out of his eyes, checking his phone and sure enough, his girlfriend had already messaged him. His fingers happily typed in a reply, remembering that he had just an hour or two of free time in his schedule. Hopefully, if Suki was free, they could meet up and chat a little bit -maybe over a slice of cheesecake, who knows- before he had to go back to practicing.

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Suki had been working on something special all morning. A cute little jar full of chocolate kisses with a sign tied to the top. As soon as Jisung texted back she snaps a photo of it and sends it to him.

Since he has some free time she wants to spend it with him in their secret spot. She has a few ideas brewing in her mind and she wants to make sure she gets everything ready. It's a bright day so she decides to propose the idea of a picnic.

Setting the jar aside she reaches fore her phone and decides to call him. She sips on her cup of coffee while she waits for him to answer.

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Jisung's been getting ready for the day, not wanting to be late and be yelled at by anyone, especially Minho. His hyung could be really scary sometimes. Still, he heard his phone ringing, picking it up as he was brushing his hair.

"Hey baby, what's up?" - he said, waiting for her to talk and share her plans.

The thought of spending time with Suki, especially after that sweet gift she had made him just absolutely made him melt, giddiness nestling itself into his chest. Now he had something cute to look forward to in a hard day, and he couldn't be happier.

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"Hi baby, I had an idea for today. A picnic with something light to eat and a slice of the cheesecake I have to share. I'll bring everything. I even have a blanket we can use." she says, offering up the cute idea she has.

She already knows what she is going to make. Instead of just grabbing some takeout she's going to make the food herself. Putting him on speaker Suki moves about her kitchen getting things ready.

"Another busy day of practice today baby?" She asks as she starts to make food. The onigiri gets made first, then the gimbap.

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Jisung quietly squealed before catching himself, clearing his throat in embarrassment.

"That sounds perfect, baby, just like you." - he said, fighting with his pants before relenting and putting his phone on speaker, now able to dress freely.

"Yeah, sadly. There's dance practice before lunch, then a little break I get to spend with you, thank god, and then some vocal practice and a meeting. I'll probably get back to the dorms late today, so don't stay up for me, baby." - he replied, now fully clothed and still in time, miraculously.

He grabbed his phone after disabling the speaker mode, his small bag dangling from his shoulder that housed the essentials. His keys jingled as he went out the door, locking it behind; he was the last to leave the house, as everyone else had something to do quite early on in the day.

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Suki pouts even though she knows he can't see her. She can't stay up an wait for him tonight even if she wants to. She has to be up at a certain time tomorrow morning.

"I have a live stream tomorrow morning so I couldn't stay up anyway. But I will get to see you today so that helps." she replies, finishing up what she is cooking and putting everything together for later.

After the kitchen is clean she makes her way back to her room so she can get her outfit together. She can hear him heading out and she stops what she is doing for the moment.

"Have a good practice this morning baby. I know you will do well. I believe in you. We can meet up at our spot later for our picnic. I love you"

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Jisung smiled, fully aware of Suki's plans for tomorrow as he had set reminders for all her little streams. He had done so even before he realised she was his long lost friend and crush, but being a busy idol himself, he had to miss out on some of her live streams. However now as her boyfriend, he didn't want to do so, even if that meant he had to sacrifice some of his sleep.

"I know baby, that's why I said to not wait up. You need to rest up for tomorrow, hm?" - he said, now waiting for the elevator.

Soon the doors dinged and he could step in, thankful that he was alone.

"Thank you my sweet baby. I'll run to you as soon as I can, but until then, be a good girl without me. Love you too, princess."

And with that he ended the call, legs taking him towards his ride to the company meeting. He was already tired at the thought of the day ahead, but his little meeting with Suki provided him some comfort.

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She was still smiling when she hung up the phone. Setting her phone aside she gets the picnic lunch all set in cute little bento boxes before putting them in the fridge.

After a quick shower she's lounging on the couch listening to music and waiting for a text back from him. The message she gets has her sitting up almost immediately. Reading the messages makes her heart hurt.

Oh how she wishes she could be there to hug him. Deciding to do the next best thing, she immediately calls him after reassuring him that him being upset will not make her hate him.

The phone isn't ringing long before he answers. " Baby, slow breaths, inhale for three seconds, exhale for three seconds. Good, one more for me. Inhale three, exhale three. " she says softly, knowing that the first thing she needs to do is get him to slow his breathing and heart rate down.

It's not the first time she has done this for him. She has known about his anxiety a lot longer that the guys have, having helped him through many attacks before.

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Jisung was panicking, in all honesty. His chest felt tight, the air escaping him and tears constantly fell from his wide eyes.

Realistically, he knew his cat-like hyung didn't mean to snap at him like that when he messed up that one move again, but his body reacted before he could do anything and ran out the door. Now there he was, trying desperately to fight off a looming panic attack in a bathroom stall, of all places.

He tried his best to follow Suki's instructions, chest stuttering as he hiccuped into each breath, sobs wrecking his poor, shaking body. In, then out.

Come on, he could do this.

He willed his chest to follow Suki's gentle instructions, heart slowly calming down, yet the tears remained.

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"That's it baby, there we go. Your doing so well. Keep taking deep breaths." she instructs softly, her heart breaking at the sound of his sobs. She doesn't even think about anything else but him as she shoves herself off the couch. It takes seconds to pull on her shoes, snatching up her keys as she makes her way out the door.

Shes already made it down to her car before the next words are out if her mouth. " Your okay, baby. It's gonna be okay. Tell me three things can you see?" she encourages softly, cooing when she hears him answer. "Good that's good, two things you can touch?"

As she listens to his answers she's pulling away from her apartment and racing to him. Is it a good idea to be at his company right now. Probably not but she really doesn't care. He needs her right now. What's usually a 35 minute drive she makes in 15 minutes.

"That's good baby, your doing so good. Another deep breath for me. Good, now tell me one thing you can hear Sungie." she prods gently. As she waits for his answer she pulls her car into the company's parking garage.

In less than a minute she is out if the car and making her way inside. She listens to him try an answer her as she gets on the elevator. The moment the elevator door opens to the floor his practice room is on she is out and half way down the hall. She's in front of the bathroom door within the next few minutes.

"Baby, I'm here. Open up" she's knocking on the door as she speaks through the phone.

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Jisung nearly drops his phone as she knocks on it, afraid that one of the boys had come after him. But when he heard it was Suki he opened up, shaking hands immediately latching onto her petite form in a desperate hug.

He could feel her clothes soaking up his tears, the sobs now back with full force in his girlfriend's calming presence. His hands completely pulled her into his lap as they sat on the closed toilet lid, trying his best to quiet himself as anybody who walked inside could hear him.

"I'm sorry, I know it's stupid but everything's been a lot lately and I panicked and now you had to rush here and I'm so sorry." - he rushed out, hiding himself in the crook of Suki's neck firmly.

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"Shhh hey hey baby it's okay, don't apologize. You needed me so I'm here, I'm always going to be here when you need me." she states gently, holding him close to her.

Her hands run up and down his back in a slow soothing manner. She doesn't stop the gentle touch as she soothes him with soft words.

"Everything is okay my love. I'm right here. Your okay." she whispers softly, pressing kisses to his head. She places a hand on the side of his face. "Hey, look at me please, let me see those pretty eyes."

the moment he looks at her she's wiping the tears off his face with gentle fingers. Soft kisses of love and comfort are pressed against his face as she whispers over and over again that she loves him and he is safe.

[hantheone]

Jisung wasn't sure how long he just sat there, allowing Suki to pamper his face in kisses and comfort his frazzled mind with soft whispers. It could have been only seconds, or long minutes; frankly, he didn't really care.

His heart beat calmly now in his chest, panic and anxiety now pushed far back into his mind thanks to his girlfriend. She knew how he ticked by now, what to do and what to say whenever an attack took hold of him, and he couldn't be any more grateful to her for that.

"I love you so much." - he whispered out, tearless boba eyes staring back at her with so much affection he felt like he would burst at the seams.

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Suki places a gentle kiss on his lips, once then twice before pulling back and running her fingers through his hair slowly. "An i love you to the moon and back." she whispers back lovingly, continuously carding her fingers through his hair, nails lightly grazing his scalp.

She knows they can't hide in here forever, he has a practice to get back to after all. An yet she is perfectly content with sitting right here with him until he is ready.

She can hear his phone going off next to them. The guys probably looking for him. She runs her hand through his hair one last time before cupping his face with both hands.

"We should probably get you back to the practice room before the guys come searching for you. I can stay for a little while if you want me to" She offers, not fully pulling away from him yet. She will give him all the time he needs to be ready to go back to practice.

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That pit at the bottom of Jisung's stomach opened up once again, and he nervously looked down at his phone to see several texts from not only one, but a few members. He gulped, but before he could decide on what to do his phone started ringing and he flinched, now forced to pick it up.

"Oh thank god you picked up. Where are you, Sungie, are you okay? We've been looking for you everywhere." - Chan said, the relief audible in the male's voice. "I'm-, I'm fine, Hyung, I'll be right back. I'm sorry."

With that he ended the call, not wanting to hear anything else at the moment.

His eyes slid up to Suki's, a sheepish, yet grateful smile blooming on his lips. He pressed a soft kiss onto her plush lips before letting out a shaky breath, squeezing her hand with his.

"I think I would love that, baby. Thank you."

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Suki gives him the sweetest smile, climbing out if his lap and helping him up. "No need to thank me baby, i have no problem staying here with you." she says reassuringly, squeezing his hand in hers.

Suki would lead him over to the sink an turn the water on. Grabbing some paper towels she wets them before gently running them over his face.

She motions for him to close his eyes so she can run the towel over them one at a time. She follows the gentle touch with a soft kiss. With every small action she is showing him that she is here and she will take care of him. Once she is done she tosses the paper towels in the garbage and takes his hand again.

"Ready baby?" She prods gently holding the door open for him. She walks back to the practice room with him, knowing the moment they step inside he's gonna get bombarded. Tightening her grip on his hand, she opens the door first and steps in leading him behind her.

The moment they are inside there is a cacophony of noise and the guys are making their way over to them. "Hey guys, hope you don't mind me hanging around for a bit?" She says, still holding tight to Jisung's hand to ground him.

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Jisung subconsciously made himself look smaller, hiding behind Suki and avoiding everyone's gaze, but mostly Minho's. He felt awful for panicking over such a small thing, shame tainting his skin red.

The boys were confused, although not blind; they could see how Jisung acted, his grip on Suki so desperate that they didn't hesitate to agree, letting the pair further into the room. Once the way was clear Jisung let himself be led to a corner, sitting down with his princess in his lap. That way he could still hide behind her and hold her, calming his racing heart.

Because he knew that he couldn't just stay silent.

"I'm sorry for running out, I just... I just panicked and Suki calmed me down. I'm sorry that we wasted so much time because of me..." - his voice trailed off, eyes adamantly staring at the floor in front of him.

A pair of shoes entered his vision, and he already knew who they belonged to.

"I'm sorry, Hannie. I didn't mean to snap at you like that. I know you sometimes have a hard time with some moves, and I always enjoy helping you. I'm just stressed, but that's no excuse." - Minho's soft voice rang in the air, urging Jisung to look up.

He felt a sharp pang at the apologetic and guilty expression on his hyung's face, rushing to say that everything was okay, that his panic wasn't caused only by that. Minho smiled softly, relenting as Jisung kept insisting about it.

"But are you okay now?" - it was Felix this time, his sunshine twin. "Yeah, Suki helped me calm down." - he said, planting a big kiss onto her cheek.

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As soon as he has sat down and pulls her into his lap, she makes herself comfortable. Leaning back into his chest she places her hands on his arms.

When he starts to him stammer out his explanation she can feel his heart pounding at an extremely fast rate. She looks at him over her shoulder, eyes full of love and understanding as her hands start to caress his arms in a calming manner.

Seeing Minho approach, she looks up at him with understanding in her eyes. She still says nothing until she feels Jisung plant a kiss on her cheek and say she helped him.

"I have helped Sungie with his panic attacks before so when I called him an he was having one I made the decision to come up here to help." As she speaks she looks at each of the so they understand her being here is her idea. "I know you all have to practice and I promise I won't be in the way." She states, her hands still caressing Jisung's arms. She's not going to leave him until he feels comfortable letting her go.

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Jisung's face blossomed with a bright smile, pulling Suki closer to himself impossibly. He could feel himself calming down immensely, feeling safe now that she was there to comfort him.

"She knows me best, with how long we've known each other." - he said, nuzzling into her cheek and listening to her quiet giggle.

But he knew he couldn't just cuddle her there all day, not when the deadlines and the concerts were closing in on them so fast. And with a heavy heart he let her go, gently pushing her forward so he could sneak out from behind her.

"I'm sorry, we can go back to practicing now. I promise Suki won't distract me."

The others smiled at him with pity and understanding, knowing fully well how his anxiety could get. Chan approached him, placing a warm hand on his shoulder.

"If her presence helps you, of course she can stay. But are you sure you feel up for it? You can rest a bit more, you kno'." - his hyung said, voice soft as if talking to a frightened animal.

Jisung nodded and watched his bandmates look at each other and him a few times, nodding once again to reassure them.

Then the music started again and off he went, hoping his nerves wouldn't make a reappearance once again.

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@imjustsuki123

Jisung awoke to the sound of his alarm for the fifth time, lazily reaching over to put a stop to it. He groaned, still in the cluthces of sleep, lured in by Suki's gentle singing that still rang in his head.

Right, Suki!

He rubbed the sleep out of his eyes, checking his phone and sure enough, his girlfriend had already messaged him. His fingers happily typed in a reply, remembering that he had just an hour or two of free time in his schedule. Hopefully, if Suki was free, they could meet up and chat a little bit -maybe over a slice of cheesecake, who knows- before he had to go back to practicing.

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Suki had been working on something special all morning. A cute little jar full of chocolate kisses with a sign tied to the top. As soon as Jisung texted back she snaps a photo of it and sends it to him.

Since he has some free time she wants to spend it with him in their secret spot. She has a few ideas brewing in her mind and she wants to make sure she gets everything ready. It's a bright day so she decides to propose the idea of a picnic.

Setting the jar aside she reaches fore her phone and decides to call him. She sips on her cup of coffee while she waits for him to answer.

[hantheone]

Jisung's been getting ready for the day, not wanting to be late and be yelled at by anyone, especially Minho. His hyung could be really scary sometimes. Still, he heard his phone ringing, picking it up as he was brushing his hair.

"Hey baby, what's up?" - he said, waiting for her to talk and share her plans.

The thought of spending time with Suki, especially after that sweet gift she had made him just absolutely made him melt, giddiness nestling itself into his chest. Now he had something cute to look forward to in a hard day, and he couldn't be happier.

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"Hi baby, I had an idea for today. A picnic with something light to eat and a slice of the cheesecake I have to share. I'll bring everything. I even have a blanket we can use." she says, offering up the cute idea she has.

She already knows what she is going to make. Instead of just grabbing some takeout she's going to make the food herself. Putting him on speaker Suki moves about her kitchen getting things ready.

"Another busy day of practice today baby?" She asks as she starts to make food. The onigiri gets made first, then the gimbap.

[hantheone]

Jisung quietly squealed before catching himself, clearing his throat in embarrassment.

"That sounds perfect, baby, just like you." - he said, fighting with his pants before relenting and putting his phone on speaker, now able to dress freely.

"Yeah, sadly. There's dance practice before lunch, then a little break I get to spend with you, thank god, and then some vocal practice and a meeting. I'll probably get back to the dorms late today, so don't stay up for me, baby." - he replied, now fully clothed and still in time, miraculously.

He grabbed his phone after disabling the speaker mode, his small bag dangling from his shoulder that housed the essentials. His keys jingled as he went out the door, locking it behind; he was the last to leave the house, as everyone else had something to do quite early on in the day.

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Suki pouts even though she knows he can't see her. She can't stay up an wait for him tonight even if she wants to. She has to be up at a certain time tomorrow morning.

"I have a live stream tomorrow morning so I couldn't stay up anyway. But I will get to see you today so that helps." she replies, finishing up what she is cooking and putting everything together for later.

After the kitchen is clean she makes her way back to her room so she can get her outfit together. She can hear him heading out and she stops what she is doing for the moment.

"Have a good practice this morning baby. I know you will do well. I believe in you. We can meet up at our spot later for our picnic. I love you"

[hantheone]

Jisung smiled, fully aware of Suki's plans for tomorrow as he had set reminders for all her little streams. He had done so even before he realised she was his long lost friend and crush, but being a busy idol himself, he had to miss out on some of her live streams. However now as her boyfriend, he didn't want to do so, even if that meant he had to sacrifice some of his sleep.

"I know baby, that's why I said to not wait up. You need to rest up for tomorrow, hm?" - he said, now waiting for the elevator.

Soon the doors dinged and he could step in, thankful that he was alone.

"Thank you my sweet baby. I'll run to you as soon as I can, but until then, be a good girl without me. Love you too, princess."

And with that he ended the call, legs taking him towards his ride to the company meeting. He was already tired at the thought of the day ahead, but his little meeting with Suki provided him some comfort.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

She was still smiling when she hung up the phone. Setting her phone aside she gets the picnic lunch all set in cute little bento boxes before putting them in the fridge.

After a quick shower she's lounging on the couch listening to music and waiting for a text back from him. The message she gets has her sitting up almost immediately. Reading the messages makes her heart hurt.

Oh how she wishes she could be there to hug him. Deciding to do the next best thing, she immediately calls him after reassuring him that him being upset will not make her hate him.

The phone isn't ringing long before he answers. " Baby, slow breaths, inhale for three seconds, exhale for three seconds. Good, one more for me. Inhale three, exhale three. " she says softly, knowing that the first thing she needs to do is get him to slow his breathing and heart rate down.

It's not the first time she has done this for him. She has known about his anxiety a lot longer that the guys have, having helped him through many attacks before.

[hantheone]

Jisung was panicking, in all honesty. His chest felt tight, the air escaping him and tears constantly fell from his wide eyes.

Realistically, he knew his cat-like hyung didn't mean to snap at him like that when he messed up that one move again, but his body reacted before he could do anything and ran out the door. Now there he was, trying desperately to fight off a looming panic attack in a bathroom stall, of all places.

He tried his best to follow Suki's instructions, chest stuttering as he hiccuped into each breath, sobs wrecking his poor, shaking body. In, then out.

Come on, he could do this.

He willed his chest to follow Suki's gentle instructions, heart slowly calming down, yet the tears remained.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

"That's it baby, there we go. Your doing so well. Keep taking deep breaths." she instructs softly, her heart breaking at the sound of his sobs. She doesn't even think about anything else but him as she shoves herself off the couch. It takes seconds to pull on her shoes, snatching up her keys as she makes her way out the door.

Shes already made it down to her car before the next words are out if her mouth. " Your okay, baby. It's gonna be okay. Tell me three things can you see?" she encourages softly, cooing when she hears him answer. "Good that's good, two things you can touch?"

As she listens to his answers she's pulling away from her apartment and racing to him. Is it a good idea to be at his company right now. Probably not but she really doesn't care. He needs her right now. What's usually a 35 minute drive she makes in 15 minutes.

"That's good baby, your doing so good. Another deep breath for me. Good, now tell me one thing you can hear Sungie." she prods gently. As she waits for his answer she pulls her car into the company's parking garage.

In less than a minute she is out if the car and making her way inside. She listens to him try an answer her as she gets on the elevator. The moment the elevator door opens to the floor his practice room is on she is out and half way down the hall. She's in front of the bathroom door within the next few minutes.

"Baby, I'm here. Open up" she's knocking on the door as she speaks through the phone.

[hantheone]

Jisung nearly drops his phone as she knocks on it, afraid that one of the boys had come after him. But when he heard it was Suki he opened up, shaking hands immediately latching onto her petite form in a desperate hug.

He could feel her clothes soaking up his tears, the sobs now back with full force in his girlfriend's calming presence. His hands completely pulled her into his lap as they sat on the closed toilet lid, trying his best to quiet himself as anybody who walked inside could hear him.

"I'm sorry, I know it's stupid but everything's been a lot lately and I panicked and now you had to rush here and I'm so sorry." - he rushed out, hiding himself in the crook of Suki's neck firmly.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

"Shhh hey hey baby it's okay, don't apologize. You needed me so I'm here, I'm always going to be here when you need me." she states gently, holding him close to her.

Her hands run up and down his back in a slow soothing manner. She doesn't stop the gentle touch as she soothes him with soft words.

"Everything is okay my love. I'm right here. Your okay." she whispers softly, pressing kisses to his head. She places a hand on the side of his face. "Hey, look at me please, let me see those pretty eyes."

the moment he looks at her she's wiping the tears off his face with gentle fingers. Soft kisses of love and comfort are pressed against his face as she whispers over and over again that she loves him and he is safe.

[hantheone]

Jisung wasn't sure how long he just sat there, allowing Suki to pamper his face in kisses and comfort his frazzled mind with soft whispers. It could have been only seconds, or long minutes; frankly, he didn't really care.

His heart beat calmly now in his chest, panic and anxiety now pushed far back into his mind thanks to his girlfriend. She knew how he ticked by now, what to do and what to say whenever an attack took hold of him, and he couldn't be any more grateful to her for that.

"I love you so much." - he whispered out, tearless boba eyes staring back at her with so much affection he felt like he would burst at the seams.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

Suki places a gentle kiss on his lips, once then twice before pulling back and running her fingers through his hair slowly. "An i love you to the moon and back." she whispers back lovingly, continuously carding her fingers through his hair, nails lightly grazing his scalp.

She knows they can't hide in here forever, he has a practice to get back to after all. An yet she is perfectly content with sitting right here with him until he is ready.

She can hear his phone going off next to them. The guys probably looking for him. She runs her hand through his hair one last time before cupping his face with both hands.

"We should probably get you back to the practice room before the guys come searching for you. I can stay for a little while if you want me to" She offers, not fully pulling away from him yet. She will give him all the time he needs to be ready to go back to practice.

[hantheone]

That pit at the bottom of Jisung's stomach opened up once again, and he nervously looked down at his phone to see several texts from not only one, but a few members. He gulped, but before he could decide on what to do his phone started ringing and he flinched, now forced to pick it up.

"Oh thank god you picked up. Where are you, Sungie, are you okay? We've been looking for you everywhere." - Chan said, the relief audible in the male's voice. "I'm-, I'm fine, Hyung, I'll be right back. I'm sorry."

With that he ended the call, not wanting to hear anything else at the moment.

His eyes slid up to Suki's, a sheepish, yet grateful smile blooming on his lips. He pressed a soft kiss onto her plush lips before letting out a shaky breath, squeezing her hand with his.

"I think I would love that, baby. Thank you."

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

Suki gives him the sweetest smile, climbing out if his lap and helping him up. "No need to thank me baby, i have no problem staying here with you." she says reassuringly, squeezing his hand in hers.

Suki would lead him over to the sink an turn the water on. Grabbing some paper towels she wets them before gently running them over his face.

She motions for him to close his eyes so she can run the towel over them one at a time. She follows the gentle touch with a soft kiss. With every small action she is showing him that she is here and she will take care of him. Once she is done she tosses the paper towels in the garbage and takes his hand again.

"Ready baby?" She prods gently holding the door open for him. She walks back to the practice room with him, knowing the moment they step inside he's gonna get bombarded. Tightening her grip on his hand, she opens the door first and steps in leading him behind her.

The moment they are inside there is a cacophony of noise and the guys are making their way over to them. "Hey guys, hope you don't mind me hanging around for a bit?" She says, still holding tight to Jisung's hand to ground him.

[hantheone]

Jisung subconsciously made himself look smaller, hiding behind Suki and avoiding everyone's gaze, but mostly Minho's. He felt awful for panicking over such a small thing, shame tainting his skin red.

The boys were confused, although not blind; they could see how Jisung acted, his grip on Suki so desperate that they didn't hesitate to agree, letting the pair further into the room. Once the way was clear Jisung let himself be led to a corner, sitting down with his princess in his lap. That way he could still hide behind her and hold her, calming his racing heart.

Because he knew that he couldn't just stay silent.

"I'm sorry for running out, I just... I just panicked and Suki calmed me down. I'm sorry that we wasted so much time because of me..." - his voice trailed off, eyes adamantly staring at the floor in front of him.

A pair of shoes entered his vision, and he already knew who they belonged to.

"I'm sorry, Hannie. I didn't mean to snap at you like that. I know you sometimes have a hard time with some moves, and I always enjoy helping you. I'm just stressed, but that's no excuse." - Minho's soft voice rang in the air, urging Jisung to look up.

He felt a sharp pang at the apologetic and guilty expression on his hyung's face, rushing to say that everything was okay, that his panic wasn't caused only by that. Minho smiled softly, relenting as Jisung kept insisting about it.

"But are you okay now?" - it was Felix this time, his sunshine twin. "Yeah, Suki helped me calm down." - he said, planting a big kiss onto her cheek.

[hantheone]

@imjustsuki123

Jisung awoke to the sound of his alarm for the fifth time, lazily reaching over to put a stop to it. He groaned, still in the cluthces of sleep, lured in by Suki's gentle singing that still rang in his head.

Right, Suki!

He rubbed the sleep out of his eyes, checking his phone and sure enough, his girlfriend had already messaged him. His fingers happily typed in a reply, remembering that he had just an hour or two of free time in his schedule. Hopefully, if Suki was free, they could meet up and chat a little bit -maybe over a slice of cheesecake, who knows- before he had to go back to practicing.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

Suki had been working on something special all morning. A cute little jar full of chocolate kisses with a sign tied to the top. As soon as Jisung texted back she snaps a photo of it and sends it to him.

Since he has some free time she wants to spend it with him in their secret spot. She has a few ideas brewing in her mind and she wants to make sure she gets everything ready. It's a bright day so she decides to propose the idea of a picnic.

Setting the jar aside she reaches fore her phone and decides to call him. She sips on her cup of coffee while she waits for him to answer.

[hantheone]

Jisung's been getting ready for the day, not wanting to be late and be yelled at by anyone, especially Minho. His hyung could be really scary sometimes. Still, he heard his phone ringing, picking it up as he was brushing his hair.

"Hey baby, what's up?" - he said, waiting for her to talk and share her plans.

The thought of spending time with Suki, especially after that sweet gift she had made him just absolutely made him melt, giddiness nestling itself into his chest. Now he had something cute to look forward to in a hard day, and he couldn't be happier.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

"Hi baby, I had an idea for today. A picnic with something light to eat and a slice of the cheesecake I have to share. I'll bring everything. I even have a blanket we can use." she says, offering up the cute idea she has.

She already knows what she is going to make. Instead of just grabbing some takeout she's going to make the food herself. Putting him on speaker Suki moves about her kitchen getting things ready.

"Another busy day of practice today baby?" She asks as she starts to make food. The onigiri gets made first, then the gimbap.

[hantheone]

Jisung quietly squealed before catching himself, clearing his throat in embarrassment.

"That sounds perfect, baby, just like you." - he said, fighting with his pants before relenting and putting his phone on speaker, now able to dress freely.

"Yeah, sadly. There's dance practice before lunch, then a little break I get to spend with you, thank god, and then some vocal practice and a meeting. I'll probably get back to the dorms late today, so don't stay up for me, baby." - he replied, now fully clothed and still in time, miraculously.

He grabbed his phone after disabling the speaker mode, his small bag dangling from his shoulder that housed the essentials. His keys jingled as he went out the door, locking it behind; he was the last to leave the house, as everyone else had something to do quite early on in the day.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

Suki pouts even though she knows he can't see her. She can't stay up an wait for him tonight even if she wants to. She has to be up at a certain time tomorrow morning.

"I have a live stream tomorrow morning so I couldn't stay up anyway. But I will get to see you today so that helps." she replies, finishing up what she is cooking and putting everything together for later.

After the kitchen is clean she makes her way back to her room so she can get her outfit together. She can hear him heading out and she stops what she is doing for the moment.

"Have a good practice this morning baby. I know you will do well. I believe in you. We can meet up at our spot later for our picnic. I love you"

[hantheone]

Jisung smiled, fully aware of Suki's plans for tomorrow as he had set reminders for all her little streams. He had done so even before he realised she was his long lost friend and crush, but being a busy idol himself, he had to miss out on some of her live streams. However now as her boyfriend, he didn't want to do so, even if that meant he had to sacrifice some of his sleep.

"I know baby, that's why I said to not wait up. You need to rest up for tomorrow, hm?" - he said, now waiting for the elevator.

Soon the doors dinged and he could step in, thankful that he was alone.

"Thank you my sweet baby. I'll run to you as soon as I can, but until then, be a good girl without me. Love you too, princess."

And with that he ended the call, legs taking him towards his ride to the company meeting. He was already tired at the thought of the day ahead, but his little meeting with Suki provided him some comfort.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

She was still smiling when she hung up the phone. Setting her phone aside she gets the picnic lunch all set in cute little bento boxes before putting them in the fridge.

After a quick shower she's lounging on the couch listening to music and waiting for a text back from him. The message she gets has her sitting up almost immediately. Reading the messages makes her heart hurt.

Oh how she wishes she could be there to hug him. Deciding to do the next best thing, she immediately calls him after reassuring him that him being upset will not make her hate him.

The phone isn't ringing long before he answers. " Baby, slow breaths, inhale for three seconds, exhale for three seconds. Good, one more for me. Inhale three, exhale three. " she says softly, knowing that the first thing she needs to do is get him to slow his breathing and heart rate down.

It's not the first time she has done this for him. She has known about his anxiety a lot longer that the guys have, having helped him through many attacks before.

[hantheone]

Jisung was panicking, in all honesty. His chest felt tight, the air escaping him and tears constantly fell from his wide eyes.

Realistically, he knew his cat-like hyung didn't mean to snap at him like that when he messed up that one move again, but his body reacted before he could do anything and ran out the door. Now there he was, trying desperately to fight off a looming panic attack in a bathroom stall, of all places.

He tried his best to follow Suki's instructions, chest stuttering as he hiccuped into each breath, sobs wrecking his poor, shaking body. In, then out.

Come on, he could do this.

He willed his chest to follow Suki's gentle instructions, heart slowly calming down, yet the tears remained.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

"That's it baby, there we go. Your doing so well. Keep taking deep breaths." she instructs softly, her heart breaking at the sound of his sobs. She doesn't even think about anything else but him as she shoves herself off the couch. It takes seconds to pull on her shoes, snatching up her keys as she makes her way out the door.

Shes already made it down to her car before the next words are out if her mouth. " Your okay, baby. It's gonna be okay. Tell me three things can you see?" she encourages softly, cooing when she hears him answer. "Good that's good, two things you can touch?"

As she listens to his answers she's pulling away from her apartment and racing to him. Is it a good idea to be at his company right now. Probably not but she really doesn't care. He needs her right now. What's usually a 35 minute drive she makes in 15 minutes.

"That's good baby, your doing so good. Another deep breath for me. Good, now tell me one thing you can hear Sungie." she prods gently. As she waits for his answer she pulls her car into the company's parking garage.

In less than a minute she is out if the car and making her way inside. She listens to him try an answer her as she gets on the elevator. The moment the elevator door opens to the floor his practice room is on she is out and half way down the hall. She's in front of the bathroom door within the next few minutes.

"Baby, I'm here. Open up" she's knocking on the door as she speaks through the phone.

[hantheone]

Jisung nearly drops his phone as she knocks on it, afraid that one of the boys had come after him. But when he heard it was Suki he opened up, shaking hands immediately latching onto her petite form in a desperate hug.

He could feel her clothes soaking up his tears, the sobs now back with full force in his girlfriend's calming presence. His hands completely pulled her into his lap as they sat on the closed toilet lid, trying his best to quiet himself as anybody who walked inside could hear him.

"I'm sorry, I know it's stupid but everything's been a lot lately and I panicked and now you had to rush here and I'm so sorry." - he rushed out, hiding himself in the crook of Suki's neck firmly.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

"Shhh hey hey baby it's okay, don't apologize. You needed me so I'm here, I'm always going to be here when you need me." she states gently, holding him close to her.

Her hands run up and down his back in a slow soothing manner. She doesn't stop the gentle touch as she soothes him with soft words.

"Everything is okay my love. I'm right here. Your okay." she whispers softly, pressing kisses to his head. She places a hand on the side of his face. "Hey, look at me please, let me see those pretty eyes."

the moment he looks at her she's wiping the tears off his face with gentle fingers. Soft kisses of love and comfort are pressed against his face as she whispers over and over again that she loves him and he is safe.

[hantheone]

Jisung wasn't sure how long he just sat there, allowing Suki to pamper his face in kisses and comfort his frazzled mind with soft whispers. It could have been only seconds, or long minutes; frankly, he didn't really care.

His heart beat calmly now in his chest, panic and anxiety now pushed far back into his mind thanks to his girlfriend. She knew how he ticked by now, what to do and what to say whenever an attack took hold of him, and he couldn't be any more grateful to her for that.

"I love you so much." - he whispered out, tearless boba eyes staring back at her with so much affection he felt like he would burst at the seams.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

Suki places a gentle kiss on his lips, once then twice before pulling back and running her fingers through his hair slowly. "An i love you to the moon and back." she whispers back lovingly, continuously carding her fingers through his hair, nails lightly grazing his scalp.

She knows they can't hide in here forever, he has a practice to get back to after all. An yet she is perfectly content with sitting right here with him until he is ready.

She can hear his phone going off next to them. The guys probably looking for him. She runs her hand through his hair one last time before cupping his face with both hands.

"We should probably get you back to the practice room before the guys come searching for you. I can stay for a little while if you want me to" She offers, not fully pulling away from him yet. She will give him all the time he needs to be ready to go back to practice.

[hantheone]

That pit at the bottom of Jisung's stomach opened up once again, and he nervously looked down at his phone to see several texts from not only one, but a few members. He gulped, but before he could decide on what to do his phone started ringing and he flinched, now forced to pick it up.

"Oh thank god you picked up. Where are you, Sungie, are you okay? We've been looking for you everywhere." - Chan said, the relief audible in the male's voice. "I'm-, I'm fine, Hyung, I'll be right back. I'm sorry."

With that he ended the call, not wanting to hear anything else at the moment.

His eyes slid up to Suki's, a sheepish, yet grateful smile blooming on his lips. He pressed a soft kiss onto her plush lips before letting out a shaky breath, squeezing her hand with his.

"I think I would love that, baby. Thank you."

[hantheone]

@imjustsuki123

Jisung awoke to the sound of his alarm for the fifth time, lazily reaching over to put a stop to it. He groaned, still in the cluthces of sleep, lured in by Suki's gentle singing that still rang in his head.

Right, Suki!

He rubbed the sleep out of his eyes, checking his phone and sure enough, his girlfriend had already messaged him. His fingers happily typed in a reply, remembering that he had just an hour or two of free time in his schedule. Hopefully, if Suki was free, they could meet up and chat a little bit -maybe over a slice of cheesecake, who knows- before he had to go back to practicing.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

Suki had been working on something special all morning. A cute little jar full of chocolate kisses with a sign tied to the top. As soon as Jisung texted back she snaps a photo of it and sends it to him.

Since he has some free time she wants to spend it with him in their secret spot. She has a few ideas brewing in her mind and she wants to make sure she gets everything ready. It's a bright day so she decides to propose the idea of a picnic.

Setting the jar aside she reaches fore her phone and decides to call him. She sips on her cup of coffee while she waits for him to answer.

[hantheone]

Jisung's been getting ready for the day, not wanting to be late and be yelled at by anyone, especially Minho. His hyung could be really scary sometimes. Still, he heard his phone ringing, picking it up as he was brushing his hair.

"Hey baby, what's up?" - he said, waiting for her to talk and share her plans.

The thought of spending time with Suki, especially after that sweet gift she had made him just absolutely made him melt, giddiness nestling itself into his chest. Now he had something cute to look forward to in a hard day, and he couldn't be happier.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

"Hi baby, I had an idea for today. A picnic with something light to eat and a slice of the cheesecake I have to share. I'll bring everything. I even have a blanket we can use." she says, offering up the cute idea she has.

She already knows what she is going to make. Instead of just grabbing some takeout she's going to make the food herself. Putting him on speaker Suki moves about her kitchen getting things ready.

"Another busy day of practice today baby?" She asks as she starts to make food. The onigiri gets made first, then the gimbap.

[hantheone]

Jisung quietly squealed before catching himself, clearing his throat in embarrassment.

"That sounds perfect, baby, just like you." - he said, fighting with his pants before relenting and putting his phone on speaker, now able to dress freely.

"Yeah, sadly. There's dance practice before lunch, then a little break I get to spend with you, thank god, and then some vocal practice and a meeting. I'll probably get back to the dorms late today, so don't stay up for me, baby." - he replied, now fully clothed and still in time, miraculously.

He grabbed his phone after disabling the speaker mode, his small bag dangling from his shoulder that housed the essentials. His keys jingled as he went out the door, locking it behind; he was the last to leave the house, as everyone else had something to do quite early on in the day.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

Suki pouts even though she knows he can't see her. She can't stay up an wait for him tonight even if she wants to. She has to be up at a certain time tomorrow morning.

"I have a live stream tomorrow morning so I couldn't stay up anyway. But I will get to see you today so that helps." she replies, finishing up what she is cooking and putting everything together for later.

After the kitchen is clean she makes her way back to her room so she can get her outfit together. She can hear him heading out and she stops what she is doing for the moment.

"Have a good practice this morning baby. I know you will do well. I believe in you. We can meet up at our spot later for our picnic. I love you"

[hantheone]

Jisung smiled, fully aware of Suki's plans for tomorrow as he had set reminders for all her little streams. He had done so even before he realised she was his long lost friend and crush, but being a busy idol himself, he had to miss out on some of her live streams. However now as her boyfriend, he didn't want to do so, even if that meant he had to sacrifice some of his sleep.

"I know baby, that's why I said to not wait up. You need to rest up for tomorrow, hm?" - he said, now waiting for the elevator.

Soon the doors dinged and he could step in, thankful that he was alone.

"Thank you my sweet baby. I'll run to you as soon as I can, but until then, be a good girl without me. Love you too, princess."

And with that he ended the call, legs taking him towards his ride to the company meeting. He was already tired at the thought of the day ahead, but his little meeting with Suki provided him some comfort.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

She was still smiling when she hung up the phone. Setting her phone aside she gets the picnic lunch all set in cute little bento boxes before putting them in the fridge.

After a quick shower she's lounging on the couch listening to music and waiting for a text back from him. The message she gets has her sitting up almost immediately. Reading the messages makes her heart hurt.

Oh how she wishes she could be there to hug him. Deciding to do the next best thing, she immediately calls him after reassuring him that him being upset will not make her hate him.

The phone isn't ringing long before he answers. " Baby, slow breaths, inhale for three seconds, exhale for three seconds. Good, one more for me. Inhale three, exhale three. " she says softly, knowing that the first thing she needs to do is get him to slow his breathing and heart rate down.

It's not the first time she has done this for him. She has known about his anxiety a lot longer that the guys have, having helped him through many attacks before.

[hantheone]

Jisung was panicking, in all honesty. His chest felt tight, the air escaping him and tears constantly fell from his wide eyes.

Realistically, he knew his cat-like hyung didn't mean to snap at him like that when he messed up that one move again, but his body reacted before he could do anything and ran out the door. Now there he was, trying desperately to fight off a looming panic attack in a bathroom stall, of all places.

He tried his best to follow Suki's instructions, chest stuttering as he hiccuped into each breath, sobs wrecking his poor, shaking body. In, then out.

Come on, he could do this.

He willed his chest to follow Suki's gentle instructions, heart slowly calming down, yet the tears remained.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

"That's it baby, there we go. Your doing so well. Keep taking deep breaths." she instructs softly, her heart breaking at the sound of his sobs. She doesn't even think about anything else but him as she shoves herself off the couch. It takes seconds to pull on her shoes, snatching up her keys as she makes her way out the door.

Shes already made it down to her car before the next words are out if her mouth. " Your okay, baby. It's gonna be okay. Tell me three things can you see?" she encourages softly, cooing when she hears him answer. "Good that's good, two things you can touch?"

As she listens to his answers she's pulling away from her apartment and racing to him. Is it a good idea to be at his company right now. Probably not but she really doesn't care. He needs her right now. What's usually a 35 minute drive she makes in 15 minutes.

"That's good baby, your doing so good. Another deep breath for me. Good, now tell me one thing you can hear Sungie." she prods gently. As she waits for his answer she pulls her car into the company's parking garage.

In less than a minute she is out if the car and making her way inside. She listens to him try an answer her as she gets on the elevator. The moment the elevator door opens to the floor his practice room is on she is out and half way down the hall. She's in front of the bathroom door within the next few minutes.

"Baby, I'm here. Open up" she's knocking on the door as she speaks through the phone.

[hantheone]

Jisung nearly drops his phone as she knocks on it, afraid that one of the boys had come after him. But when he heard it was Suki he opened up, shaking hands immediately latching onto her petite form in a desperate hug.

He could feel her clothes soaking up his tears, the sobs now back with full force in his girlfriend's calming presence. His hands completely pulled her into his lap as they sat on the closed toilet lid, trying his best to quiet himself as anybody who walked inside could hear him.

"I'm sorry, I know it's stupid but everything's been a lot lately and I panicked and now you had to rush here and I'm so sorry." - he rushed out, hiding himself in the crook of Suki's neck firmly.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

"Shhh hey hey baby it's okay, don't apologize. You needed me so I'm here, I'm always going to be here when you need me." she states gently, holding him close to her.

Her hands run up and down his back in a slow soothing manner. She doesn't stop the gentle touch as she soothes him with soft words.

"Everything is okay my love. I'm right here. Your okay." she whispers softly, pressing kisses to his head. She places a hand on the side of his face. "Hey, look at me please, let me see those pretty eyes."

the moment he looks at her she's wiping the tears off his face with gentle fingers. Soft kisses of love and comfort are pressed against his face as she whispers over and over again that she loves him and he is safe.

[hantheone]

Jisung wasn't sure how long he just sat there, allowing Suki to pamper his face in kisses and comfort his frazzled mind with soft whispers. It could have been only seconds, or long minutes; frankly, he didn't really care.

His heart beat calmly now in his chest, panic and anxiety now pushed far back into his mind thanks to his girlfriend. She knew how he ticked by now, what to do and what to say whenever an attack took hold of him, and he couldn't be any more grateful to her for that.

"I love you so much." - he whispered out, tearless boba eyes staring back at her with so much affection he felt like he would burst at the seams.

[hantheone]

@imjustsuki123

Jisung awoke to the sound of his alarm for the fifth time, lazily reaching over to put a stop to it. He groaned, still in the cluthces of sleep, lured in by Suki's gentle singing that still rang in his head.

Right, Suki!

He rubbed the sleep out of his eyes, checking his phone and sure enough, his girlfriend had already messaged him. His fingers happily typed in a reply, remembering that he had just an hour or two of free time in his schedule. Hopefully, if Suki was free, they could meet up and chat a little bit -maybe over a slice of cheesecake, who knows- before he had to go back to practicing.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

Suki had been working on something special all morning. A cute little jar full of chocolate kisses with a sign tied to the top. As soon as Jisung texted back she snaps a photo of it and sends it to him.

Since he has some free time she wants to spend it with him in their secret spot. She has a few ideas brewing in her mind and she wants to make sure she gets everything ready. It's a bright day so she decides to propose the idea of a picnic.

Setting the jar aside she reaches fore her phone and decides to call him. She sips on her cup of coffee while she waits for him to answer.

[hantheone]

Jisung's been getting ready for the day, not wanting to be late and be yelled at by anyone, especially Minho. His hyung could be really scary sometimes. Still, he heard his phone ringing, picking it up as he was brushing his hair.

"Hey baby, what's up?" - he said, waiting for her to talk and share her plans.

The thought of spending time with Suki, especially after that sweet gift she had made him just absolutely made him melt, giddiness nestling itself into his chest. Now he had something cute to look forward to in a hard day, and he couldn't be happier.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

"Hi baby, I had an idea for today. A picnic with something light to eat and a slice of the cheesecake I have to share. I'll bring everything. I even have a blanket we can use." she says, offering up the cute idea she has.

She already knows what she is going to make. Instead of just grabbing some takeout she's going to make the food herself. Putting him on speaker Suki moves about her kitchen getting things ready.

"Another busy day of practice today baby?" She asks as she starts to make food. The onigiri gets made first, then the gimbap.

[hantheone]

Jisung quietly squealed before catching himself, clearing his throat in embarrassment.

"That sounds perfect, baby, just like you." - he said, fighting with his pants before relenting and putting his phone on speaker, now able to dress freely.

"Yeah, sadly. There's dance practice before lunch, then a little break I get to spend with you, thank god, and then some vocal practice and a meeting. I'll probably get back to the dorms late today, so don't stay up for me, baby." - he replied, now fully clothed and still in time, miraculously.

He grabbed his phone after disabling the speaker mode, his small bag dangling from his shoulder that housed the essentials. His keys jingled as he went out the door, locking it behind; he was the last to leave the house, as everyone else had something to do quite early on in the day.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

Suki pouts even though she knows he can't see her. She can't stay up an wait for him tonight even if she wants to. She has to be up at a certain time tomorrow morning.

"I have a live stream tomorrow morning so I couldn't stay up anyway. But I will get to see you today so that helps." she replies, finishing up what she is cooking and putting everything together for later.

After the kitchen is clean she makes her way back to her room so she can get her outfit together. She can hear him heading out and she stops what she is doing for the moment.

"Have a good practice this morning baby. I know you will do well. I believe in you. We can meet up at our spot later for our picnic. I love you"

[hantheone]

Jisung smiled, fully aware of Suki's plans for tomorrow as he had set reminders for all her little streams. He had done so even before he realised she was his long lost friend and crush, but being a busy idol himself, he had to miss out on some of her live streams. However now as her boyfriend, he didn't want to do so, even if that meant he had to sacrifice some of his sleep.

"I know baby, that's why I said to not wait up. You need to rest up for tomorrow, hm?" - he said, now waiting for the elevator.

Soon the doors dinged and he could step in, thankful that he was alone.

"Thank you my sweet baby. I'll run to you as soon as I can, but until then, be a good girl without me. Love you too, princess."

And with that he ended the call, legs taking him towards his ride to the company meeting. He was already tired at the thought of the day ahead, but his little meeting with Suki provided him some comfort.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

She was still smiling when she hung up the phone. Setting her phone aside she gets the picnic lunch all set in cute little bento boxes before putting them in the fridge.

After a quick shower she's lounging on the couch listening to music and waiting for a text back from him. The message she gets has her sitting up almost immediately. Reading the messages makes her heart hurt.

Oh how she wishes she could be there to hug him. Deciding to do the next best thing, she immediately calls him after reassuring him that him being upset will not make her hate him.

The phone isn't ringing long before he answers. " Baby, slow breaths, inhale for three seconds, exhale for three seconds. Good, one more for me. Inhale three, exhale three. " she says softly, knowing that the first thing she needs to do is get him to slow his breathing and heart rate down.

It's not the first time she has done this for him. She has known about his anxiety a lot longer that the guys have, having helped him through many attacks before.

[hantheone]

Jisung was panicking, in all honesty. His chest felt tight, the air escaping him and tears constantly fell from his wide eyes.

Realistically, he knew his cat-like hyung didn't mean to snap at him like that when he messed up that one move again, but his body reacted before he could do anything and ran out the door. Now there he was, trying desperately to fight off a looming panic attack in a bathroom stall, of all places.

He tried his best to follow Suki's instructions, chest stuttering as he hiccuped into each breath, sobs wrecking his poor, shaking body. In, then out.

Come on, he could do this.

He willed his chest to follow Suki's gentle instructions, heart slowly calming down, yet the tears remained.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

"That's it baby, there we go. Your doing so well. Keep taking deep breaths." she instructs softly, her heart breaking at the sound of his sobs. She doesn't even think about anything else but him as she shoves herself off the couch. It takes seconds to pull on her shoes, snatching up her keys as she makes her way out the door.

Shes already made it down to her car before the next words are out if her mouth. " Your okay, baby. It's gonna be okay. Tell me three things can you see?" she encourages softly, cooing when she hears him answer. "Good that's good, two things you can touch?"

As she listens to his answers she's pulling away from her apartment and racing to him. Is it a good idea to be at his company right now. Probably not but she really doesn't care. He needs her right now. What's usually a 35 minute drive she makes in 15 minutes.

"That's good baby, your doing so good. Another deep breath for me. Good, now tell me one thing you can hear Sungie." she prods gently. As she waits for his answer she pulls her car into the company's parking garage.

In less than a minute she is out if the car and making her way inside. She listens to him try an answer her as she gets on the elevator. The moment the elevator door opens to the floor his practice room is on she is out and half way down the hall. She's in front of the bathroom door within the next few minutes.

"Baby, I'm here. Open up" she's knocking on the door as she speaks through the phone.

[hantheone]

Jisung nearly drops his phone as she knocks on it, afraid that one of the boys had come after him. But when he heard it was Suki he opened up, shaking hands immediately latching onto her petite form in a desperate hug.

He could feel her clothes soaking up his tears, the sobs now back with full force in his girlfriend's calming presence. His hands completely pulled her into his lap as they sat on the closed toilet lid, trying his best to quiet himself as anybody who walked inside could hear him.

"I'm sorry, I know it's stupid but everything's been a lot lately and I panicked and now you had to rush here and I'm so sorry." - he rushed out, hiding himself in the crook of Suki's neck firmly.

[hantheone]

@imjustsuki123

Jisung awoke to the sound of his alarm for the fifth time, lazily reaching over to put a stop to it. He groaned, still in the cluthces of sleep, lured in by Suki's gentle singing that still rang in his head.

Right, Suki!

He rubbed the sleep out of his eyes, checking his phone and sure enough, his girlfriend had already messaged him. His fingers happily typed in a reply, remembering that he had just an hour or two of free time in his schedule. Hopefully, if Suki was free, they could meet up and chat a little bit -maybe over a slice of cheesecake, who knows- before he had to go back to practicing.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

Suki had been working on something special all morning. A cute little jar full of chocolate kisses with a sign tied to the top. As soon as Jisung texted back she snaps a photo of it and sends it to him.

Since he has some free time she wants to spend it with him in their secret spot. She has a few ideas brewing in her mind and she wants to make sure she gets everything ready. It's a bright day so she decides to propose the idea of a picnic.

Setting the jar aside she reaches fore her phone and decides to call him. She sips on her cup of coffee while she waits for him to answer.

[hantheone]

Jisung's been getting ready for the day, not wanting to be late and be yelled at by anyone, especially Minho. His hyung could be really scary sometimes. Still, he heard his phone ringing, picking it up as he was brushing his hair.

"Hey baby, what's up?" - he said, waiting for her to talk and share her plans.

The thought of spending time with Suki, especially after that sweet gift she had made him just absolutely made him melt, giddiness nestling itself into his chest. Now he had something cute to look forward to in a hard day, and he couldn't be happier.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

"Hi baby, I had an idea for today. A picnic with something light to eat and a slice of the cheesecake I have to share. I'll bring everything. I even have a blanket we can use." she says, offering up the cute idea she has.

She already knows what she is going to make. Instead of just grabbing some takeout she's going to make the food herself. Putting him on speaker Suki moves about her kitchen getting things ready.

"Another busy day of practice today baby?" She asks as she starts to make food. The onigiri gets made first, then the gimbap.

[hantheone]

Jisung quietly squealed before catching himself, clearing his throat in embarrassment.

"That sounds perfect, baby, just like you." - he said, fighting with his pants before relenting and putting his phone on speaker, now able to dress freely.

"Yeah, sadly. There's dance practice before lunch, then a little break I get to spend with you, thank god, and then some vocal practice and a meeting. I'll probably get back to the dorms late today, so don't stay up for me, baby." - he replied, now fully clothed and still in time, miraculously.

He grabbed his phone after disabling the speaker mode, his small bag dangling from his shoulder that housed the essentials. His keys jingled as he went out the door, locking it behind; he was the last to leave the house, as everyone else had something to do quite early on in the day.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

Suki pouts even though she knows he can't see her. She can't stay up an wait for him tonight even if she wants to. She has to be up at a certain time tomorrow morning.

"I have a live stream tomorrow morning so I couldn't stay up anyway. But I will get to see you today so that helps." she replies, finishing up what she is cooking and putting everything together for later.

After the kitchen is clean she makes her way back to her room so she can get her outfit together. She can hear him heading out and she stops what she is doing for the moment.

"Have a good practice this morning baby. I know you will do well. I believe in you. We can meet up at our spot later for our picnic. I love you"

[hantheone]

Jisung smiled, fully aware of Suki's plans for tomorrow as he had set reminders for all her little streams. He had done so even before he realised she was his long lost friend and crush, but being a busy idol himself, he had to miss out on some of her live streams. However now as her boyfriend, he didn't want to do so, even if that meant he had to sacrifice some of his sleep.

"I know baby, that's why I said to not wait up. You need to rest up for tomorrow, hm?" - he said, now waiting for the elevator.

Soon the doors dinged and he could step in, thankful that he was alone.

"Thank you my sweet baby. I'll run to you as soon as I can, but until then, be a good girl without me. Love you too, princess."

And with that he ended the call, legs taking him towards his ride to the company meeting. He was already tired at the thought of the day ahead, but his little meeting with Suki provided him some comfort.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

She was still smiling when she hung up the phone. Setting her phone aside she gets the picnic lunch all set in cute little bento boxes before putting them in the fridge.

After a quick shower she's lounging on the couch listening to music and waiting for a text back from him. The message she gets has her sitting up almost immediately. Reading the messages makes her heart hurt.

Oh how she wishes she could be there to hug him. Deciding to do the next best thing, she immediately calls him after reassuring him that him being upset will not make her hate him.

The phone isn't ringing long before he answers. " Baby, slow breaths, inhale for three seconds, exhale for three seconds. Good, one more for me. Inhale three, exhale three. " she says softly, knowing that the first thing she needs to do is get him to slow his breathing and heart rate down.

It's not the first time she has done this for him. She has known about his anxiety a lot longer that the guys have, having helped him through many attacks before.

[hantheone]

Jisung was panicking, in all honesty. His chest felt tight, the air escaping him and tears constantly fell from his wide eyes.

Realistically, he knew his cat-like hyung didn't mean to snap at him like that when he messed up that one move again, but his body reacted before he could do anything and ran out the door. Now there he was, trying desperately to fight off a looming panic attack in a bathroom stall, of all places.

He tried his best to follow Suki's instructions, chest stuttering as he hiccuped into each breath, sobs wrecking his poor, shaking body. In, then out.

Come on, he could do this.

He willed his chest to follow Suki's gentle instructions, heart slowly calming down, yet the tears remained.

[hantheone]

@imjustsuki123

Jisung awoke to the sound of his alarm for the fifth time, lazily reaching over to put a stop to it. He groaned, still in the cluthces of sleep, lured in by Suki's gentle singing that still rang in his head.

Right, Suki!

He rubbed the sleep out of his eyes, checking his phone and sure enough, his girlfriend had already messaged him. His fingers happily typed in a reply, remembering that he had just an hour or two of free time in his schedule. Hopefully, if Suki was free, they could meet up and chat a little bit -maybe over a slice of cheesecake, who knows- before he had to go back to practicing.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

Suki had been working on something special all morning. A cute little jar full of chocolate kisses with a sign tied to the top. As soon as Jisung texted back she snaps a photo of it and sends it to him.

Since he has some free time she wants to spend it with him in their secret spot. She has a few ideas brewing in her mind and she wants to make sure she gets everything ready. It's a bright day so she decides to propose the idea of a picnic.

Setting the jar aside she reaches fore her phone and decides to call him. She sips on her cup of coffee while she waits for him to answer.

[hantheone]

Jisung's been getting ready for the day, not wanting to be late and be yelled at by anyone, especially Minho. His hyung could be really scary sometimes. Still, he heard his phone ringing, picking it up as he was brushing his hair.

"Hey baby, what's up?" - he said, waiting for her to talk and share her plans.

The thought of spending time with Suki, especially after that sweet gift she had made him just absolutely made him melt, giddiness nestling itself into his chest. Now he had something cute to look forward to in a hard day, and he couldn't be happier.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

"Hi baby, I had an idea for today. A picnic with something light to eat and a slice of the cheesecake I have to share. I'll bring everything. I even have a blanket we can use." she says, offering up the cute idea she has.

She already knows what she is going to make. Instead of just grabbing some takeout she's going to make the food herself. Putting him on speaker Suki moves about her kitchen getting things ready.

"Another busy day of practice today baby?" She asks as she starts to make food. The onigiri gets made first, then the gimbap.

[hantheone]

Jisung quietly squealed before catching himself, clearing his throat in embarrassment.

"That sounds perfect, baby, just like you." - he said, fighting with his pants before relenting and putting his phone on speaker, now able to dress freely.

"Yeah, sadly. There's dance practice before lunch, then a little break I get to spend with you, thank god, and then some vocal practice and a meeting. I'll probably get back to the dorms late today, so don't stay up for me, baby." - he replied, now fully clothed and still in time, miraculously.

He grabbed his phone after disabling the speaker mode, his small bag dangling from his shoulder that housed the essentials. His keys jingled as he went out the door, locking it behind; he was the last to leave the house, as everyone else had something to do quite early on in the day.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

Suki pouts even though she knows he can't see her. She can't stay up an wait for him tonight even if she wants to. She has to be up at a certain time tomorrow morning.

"I have a live stream tomorrow morning so I couldn't stay up anyway. But I will get to see you today so that helps." she replies, finishing up what she is cooking and putting everything together for later.

After the kitchen is clean she makes her way back to her room so she can get her outfit together. She can hear him heading out and she stops what she is doing for the moment.

"Have a good practice this morning baby. I know you will do well. I believe in you. We can meet up at our spot later for our picnic. I love you"

[hantheone]

Jisung smiled, fully aware of Suki's plans for tomorrow as he had set reminders for all her little streams. He had done so even before he realised she was his long lost friend and crush, but being a busy idol himself, he had to miss out on some of her live streams. However now as her boyfriend, he didn't want to do so, even if that meant he had to sacrifice some of his sleep.

"I know baby, that's why I said to not wait up. You need to rest up for tomorrow, hm?" - he said, now waiting for the elevator.

Soon the doors dinged and he could step in, thankful that he was alone.

"Thank you my sweet baby. I'll run to you as soon as I can, but until then, be a good girl without me. Love you too, princess."

And with that he ended the call, legs taking him towards his ride to the company meeting. He was already tired at the thought of the day ahead, but his little meeting with Suki provided him some comfort.

[hantheone]

@imjustsuki123

Jisung awoke to the sound of his alarm for the fifth time, lazily reaching over to put a stop to it. He groaned, still in the cluthces of sleep, lured in by Suki's gentle singing that still rang in his head.

Right, Suki!

He rubbed the sleep out of his eyes, checking his phone and sure enough, his girlfriend had already messaged him. His fingers happily typed in a reply, remembering that he had just an hour or two of free time in his schedule. Hopefully, if Suki was free, they could meet up and chat a little bit -maybe over a slice of cheesecake, who knows- before he had to go back to practicing.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

Suki had been working on something special all morning. A cute little jar full of chocolate kisses with a sign tied to the top. As soon as Jisung texted back she snaps a photo of it and sends it to him.

Since he has some free time she wants to spend it with him in their secret spot. She has a few ideas brewing in her mind and she wants to make sure she gets everything ready. It's a bright day so she decides to propose the idea of a picnic.

Setting the jar aside she reaches fore her phone and decides to call him. She sips on her cup of coffee while she waits for him to answer.

[hantheone]

Jisung's been getting ready for the day, not wanting to be late and be yelled at by anyone, especially Minho. His hyung could be really scary sometimes. Still, he heard his phone ringing, picking it up as he was brushing his hair.

"Hey baby, what's up?" - he said, waiting for her to talk and share her plans.

The thought of spending time with Suki, especially after that sweet gift she had made him just absolutely made him melt, giddiness nestling itself into his chest. Now he had something cute to look forward to in a hard day, and he couldn't be happier.

[imjustsuki123-deactivated202602]

"Hi baby, I had an idea for today. A picnic with something light to eat and a slice of the cheesecake I have to share. I'll bring everything. I even have a blanket we can use." she says, offering up the cute idea she has.

She already knows what she is going to make. Instead of just grabbing some takeout she's going to make the food herself. Putting him on speaker Suki moves about her kitchen getting things ready.

"Another busy day of practice today baby?" She asks as she starts to make food. The onigiri gets made first, then the gimbap.

[hantheone]

Jisung quietly squealed before catching himself, clearing his throat in embarrassment.

"That sounds perfect, baby, just like you." - he said, fighting with his pants before relenting and putting his phone on speaker, now able to dress freely.

"Yeah, sadly. There's dance practice before lunch, then a little break I get to spend with you, thank god, and then some vocal practice and a meeting. I'll probably get back to the dorms late today, so don't stay up for me, baby." - he replied, now fully clothed and still in time, miraculously.

He grabbed his phone after disabling the speaker mode, his small bag dangling from his shoulder that housed the essentials. His keys jingled as he went out the door, locking it behind; he was the last to leave the house, as everyone else had something to do quite early on in the day.