“be a cupcake in a world of delicious muffins"

squee • 22 • she/her • scenester

[happyfunf3tti]

hiii!!!! i'm squee and this is my main blog where i just ramble about whatever comes to mind. i've been scene or a scenester ever since i was a teenager

interests: alternative subcultures, skulls, old internet, old technology, midcentury (50s-early 70s), cupcakes, hearts, polka dots, stripes, older shirt brands (junk food, loungefly, mighty fine, etc) , 50s-00s in general, skaters, unicorns, old anime, music

here are my other blogs:

art blog: @funf3ttidoodlez

selfship blog: @happyhugzz (somewhat inactive)

nostalgia blog: @sourcandi3z (somewhat inactive)

⚠️ neocities ⚠️ under construction 🏗️🚧

strawpage: cheesecakellama

dni: racist, transphobic, pedo, zionist, proship, etc please don't interact or follow me

[gregtom]

[k-simplex-deactivated20241001]

Happy Pride

[excitementshewrote]

[happyfunf3tti]

i’ve been in the process of getting rid of lots and lots of clothes to make way for some new ones that feel more like me. it’s been healing in the sense that it’s like “ha! you can try to control me all you want but you can’t change my sense of fashion!” my goal is to have a wardrobe of nothing but vintage clothing from older 00s brands (sone 90s too), one day i’m gonna go full on scene queen and another day i’ll walk around with my jnco jeans and affliction tee shirt

[happyfunf3tti]

even though i consider myself scene, i feel like my tastes occasionally lean into skater and a little bit of rave. i would love to go to a rave, but i have bad anxiety. also i adore flapjack the kandi kid’s style

[anphivenas]

Yuup Thats me. Youre probsbky wondering how i got my self into this situation . Welll, im a drainfly . We eat sludge and stagnnant water out of drains . (RECORD SCRATHCH) "ewwww! " What ! Are you kidding ! this stuff is the tastest EVER ! Come on , Ill Show you. MY LIFE AS A TEENAGE DRAINFLY

[happyfunf3tti]

i swear every once in a blue moon i’ll have the urge to redesign my entire neocities and this time it’s not even finished lol

[noelledeltarune]

before pride month ends does anyone wanna admit they have a crush on me

[noelledeltarune]

posting this on the first day of june so you all have plenty of time to gather your nerves and whatnot

[mynqzo]

oh these two wanna kill me with how much theyr in my brain

[myszkaa]

[myszkaa]

Compilation of animations I made for my ocs

[victoplomb]

[happyfunf3tti]

revamped my strawpage!! i felt like going with a different color for a change and not just red all the time. pink is nice. i'm debating on adding a section specifying who should follow me because i talk about stuff shows and movies that are sometimes graphic or pretty vulgar in nature. i don't like the idea of a young kid seeing what i post or talk about

i've decided to add selfship stuff to my shrines on neocites instead which i definitely need to work o. that includes sonas too

[happyfunf3tti]

it’s going to be very awkward going back to my final two semesters of college. i have tell my new therapist “yeah this bratty queen bee character has helped me understand why my narcissistic abusive stepdad acts the way he does” he always wants his daily dose of narcissistic supply, fuels on drama, and thrives being in control

[happyfunf3tti]

this sounds very weird to say but i guess analyzing mindy as a character in terms of narcissistic traits has helped me better understand the kind of horrendous shenanigans that are happening at home

[spongeified]

i needed more angry bob on here

[segamascott]

i don't like seeing him get like this 💔

[nostalgic-teddyy]

mind you he NEVER gets like that unprovoked.

[saeed-gaza]

Today my baby Saeed turns 7 months old… 💔

7 months have passed, and Saeed still doesn’t know what “home” means.

He was born displaced, growing up between fear and exhaustion instead of safety. We tried to return… we only managed to stay for one month, holding on to the hope of a simple life, but that hope didn’t last. The area became dangerous again, and our home was marked… then destroyed.

Saeed never played in his home, never laughed in it, never had a chance to feel that he belongs somewhere.

Today, at just 7 months old, he sits on the rubble of his home… as if his childhood has been buried there too.

My heart breaks every day seeing him grow up like this—without safety, without beautiful memories.

This is not what I wished for my child… and not what any child deserves.

If you can help, even a little, or simply share our story… please don’t leave us alone 🤍

Every support means life to us 🙏

Hope for Dounia and her family

💔 My name is Donia. I am 34 years old, and a mother of eight children.