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From my notes 3

You appear to be upset with me, this silence of yours makes me restless. How long do I hide it in my heart, you are my only hope, listen to me once How do I explain, talk to me once, I know this world is a fair of unfaithfulness, it is hardly anyone true here, but as long as the heart is not broken then how will the heart open?

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Lost childhood

Where do they go?Vanished in air orabsorbed on the ground? Where?I look back to past,Time has ticked fastJust once I wanna go backAnd relive once againthe tasty candies, flowing paper boats,making sandcastles, sleeping on mother’slap, creating toy stories, pure friendships, dancing in the rain and the cheerful life… This heart of mine reminisces those days ,Cause now just these memories staysWas…

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I hope you understand

Maybe I was wrong or said that you did not try. I would have liked it if you had heard my story, but you resisted your own heart. I wish you could know the reason for my silence or know the depth of those few words of mine. But, like these seasons, you kept on changing. I wish you tried, I wish you could understand me. I detest this world, doesn’t feel connected except to you. I wish you could…

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Brighter side

Lately I have been losing my patiencewhat life wants from me?When I’m being addicted,To you!These emotions bottled upMaking myself battled upbut here I here I want to say…I’m getting tiredThese emotions getting wiredOh just hold my handLet me let me lay my head on your shoulder, let me let me cry on your arms, let’s go to the brighter sideLet’s go to the brighter side togetherLately I’ve been…

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Letter to Beloved

I trust him,with every breath I take I’m getting close towards him.His divinely contrast blinding my eyes,his giggles makes my ears bloom,his smile I can’t lgaze away,his eyes revealing the whole universe, his smell the most sweetest scent I’ve ever known.How did I get so lucky to be around him?Miracles doesn’t happen quickly but every time I think about him I’m getting closer making my life…

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Slow Poison

Feeling like I’m dying…Breathes are getting slowAm I underneath a mountain?Am I losing myself again? Oh why why why this happens Guess I know this feeling Oh baby you’re giving me slow poisonI thought we were friends againBut now just see me how I’m crawling Don’t you have a shame?Being always my villainThis is not what I dreamt forOh just end your dirty game Say that you hate meCause I can’t…

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Restless Wings

There lies a strange sadness in my heartSeems like my world is falling apartYet I find ways to be happyBut these walls are incompatibleI can’t live with this restlessnessMy wings are eager to flyTired of this game of manaclesHow long will I be imprisoned?

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From my notes 2

Is keep trying really worth it? I mean how much I try doesn’t makes sense my efforts go vain. My story is like I try to prove myself that I have worth I deserve things that I want but in the end I feel the same worthlessness. Some voices keep telling me “nah you don’t deserve it” “you proved yourself wrong again” “your efforts are waste” “don’t try, just give up” But nah I gotta collect…

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Dusty Winds

I thought I was alone butsuddenly bumped into somethingand I realized I’m not alone. They were whispering in my earscomforting me that I don’t have to fear. That touching sense,reminiscent of a long-lasting hug. I am not crying these dusty windsblowing up on me. These winds gave me directionmaybe it’s my resurrection.

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