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Im not a "HER"

Im not a “HER”

I have been told to want less, but not all lover comes in with lofty promises, sweet and imaculate words. There is no dignity in lies, but to you i would have said anything you wanted to hear. Slow dances and messy romances almost brought me crying at your front door when you handed over me your beautiful printed wedding card – saying, im sorry i cant keep our hearts anymore. That day, i was…

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The Miracle.

The first time i prayed to god was when i was in a glass cathedral. Kneeling down dipping my both hands into the holy water, Tracing the trinity across my chest. I asked jesus to fix me, but when he didnt answer i kept myself in befriended silence in a hope that my sin would burn.My mother told me i wasnt a sin, instead a miracle. She said i could be anything i wanted to be. I decided to be a…

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Obsessions.

She should have kissed you before you fucked on your smoke. Before that fluorescent elevator lights illuminated the flaws; Because one morning you wake up with the dawn and find your wife beside you sleeping peacefully next to you under your white blancket. Her tender thighs gives you ease and her hairs brings you horripilations but soon she didnt look like the other obsessions that you used to…

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What if?

Someone said “we all break our rules for someone else” but what if that “someone break’s us for someone else?” My mother always told me there was two kinds of love – one you will want to keep close to, no matter how bad you become to make sure the one you love is yours , And the other- the one that you will sacrifice no matter how many years it pains you, bcz you care for their happiness. The…

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Home.

Its been an year mommy. Daddy says u r safe and happy in a beautiful place called heaven. Its my birthday today. Thanks for the present that u gave me through daddy this morning. How did u know i like oreo ice cream?, is it because you stay up in heaven and can see me from there,dad says so. I got in my school today. I got so many new friends who were so nice to me; But everyone kept asking me…

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The achievement

Its been years now that i have lost the old me,Who when ever would see you would run through various thought’s in her mind.They say, its sad nd upsetting to lose the old you.But for me, it is my achievement.The day i met u again, after years of our disconnection;Evrythn remained the same. The same you, maybe just a bit chnge in your apparence,But those same eyes that creaked small everytime u…

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LET GO :

I walked down the quite street, on a night when the skies kept on raining. Dark night with no lights, i knew i should not have got used to it, but i have gotten it now. I kept on walking down the street with a hoodie on which was almost wet now, and the hood covering half of my face, with my earplugs on. The rain kept on pouring heavily with the time passing by. The dispassionate wind converging…

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26.01.2021

Is India really an constitutional state? Are we now free from the clutches of the eagle eyed humanism?Flattering the tricoloured flag brings horripilations,But is India really in its federal state?Can women decorate themselves the way they wish for?Or did the rapist forever abandons their unholy sins?Can the advocacy of the rights of women be placed on the grounds of the equality of all sexes?Or…

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Someday.

_zinia. Someday you will walk past me with your arms wrapped around Her, And I’ll be laughing at the jokes He just cracked.Someday you’ll be with the one you love; And I’ll be with the one who had taught me how to be loved. Someday you will love her the way,perhaps i loved you. And he will love me the way, just never like you. ~zinia.

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