Not Strong Enough [Part 2]
Summary: You loved dean. He was your everything. You follow him anywhere but what happends when the hunter tells you what you always wanted to hear.
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Warning: tear jerker/ fluffy/ some flirting/ some angst/
Fyi : i gotta carried away plus im not sure if it okay give me so reviews comment reblogg do what you do thanks
Hours had passed since dean left your hotel room sitting on the floor holding yourself. You knew in your heart he wasnt good for you but you didnt care he was the one man who held you when you were scared made you laugh when you needed it.
Tears flowing your heart beating so fast it was ready to pop out. Tears blurrying your vision you cloudnt help it. You were slowly falling asleep soon everything went dark.
Few hours later your eyes slowly started to open. As they opened you wonder what happened. You find your self in a warm bed.
"What the hell" you wonder to yourself. You look over to your left and your mouth opens wide. Its none other then dean laying next to you. You slowly start to move when you miss a step and a loud thud happends. Dean wakes up in a instant and points his gun at you. Seening you stare at him putting the gun and sighs laying back in bed rubbing his hand down his face.
"Hey sweetheart told you i would be back' he says flashing that smile that almost knocks the wind outta you.
"I saw you fell asleep on the floor when i came back so i though i be nice and put you in bed. He says smiling at you.
"I promise i was a good boy" he says winking at you.
You smile at him and returning to the bed. You look up at him as his green apple eyes sparkle.
You knew you wanted him right there and then. He was the man that made you feel dangerous and free. You couldnt resist his smile. Your heart was beating so fast that you could hear the veins in your body moving.
"Soooooo' he says clicking his tounge. You smile at him. Dean moves closer to you. You can feel the heat rise in your body. As he moves inches from you.
'Princess" he says. You close your eye tighly. You remember the name he gave you when you first met. It was a vampire hunt. You were the last survivor of your family. When dean found you all your clothes were soaked in blood. Tears in your eyes. You werent moving just a blank stare. It broke his heart to see you like this. He promised to help you slowly come out of your shell. He moved you into the bunker cleaned you up. Everynight he would talk to you and ask if you were okay all he got was blank stares and nothing. Slowly but surely you came out it.
Dean moves his left hand up to your cheek rubbing his thumb along your swollen lip. Feeling the sensation heat raiditing through your body. Closing your eyes trying your best not to fall for his charm like you did.
"Princess please talk to me" you look him straight in the eyes tears pouring your face. Staring at his lips. You move closer but push him away.
[Y/n) whats wrong" he says looking at you hurt.
'Dean i cant do this with you again i cant" you say tears streaming down your face.
'Do what" he says looking at you.
'We keep playing this game dean and i cant anymore' you say practical yelling at him.
"Princess you knew the deal when i needed someone you would do anything for me" he says getting up and putting his shirt on.
'Well excuse me i am not just someone you can dip and dash dean" you scream at him.
"Well you should have though about that before you came into my bed that one night. He says yelling at you.
"So me being scared that night was an invite to lets be sex partners.
"You know what im leaving you will never change dean" you say grabbing your keys and heading out the door.
Before you make it dean grabs your wrist and pins you to the motel wall. You look up at him to see angry pain sadness in his eye. You try to push him off only to have him push more weight.
'DEAN LET ME GO" you screaming smacking him and hitting him and he just stares and you and holds your grip and looks at you.
"NO' HE says. In a spilt second he went from pinning you to the wall to holding you tight. You werent sure what was going. You can feel the hug getting tighter. In a sense you could feel dean was scared to let go because if he did you disapear. You and dean held eachother close for about 10 mins. You were about to say something when.
Dean pulls you away from the hug looking up you see tears forming in his eyes. He smiles at you. Placing his fore head against yours his breath hitching.
"I cant let you go princess" he says smiling and crying. Moving his hand up your cheek.
"If i let you go baby i dont think i will be able to breath again" he says holding your face in his.
"Princess i know im not the best at these things and i am not even sure what this feels" dean says wiping away your tears.
He walks over to the bed. He sits on the king size bed. Rubbing his nose. Clicking his tounge.
"Princess before i met you nothing made sense. Living this life is not something any one should have. He says shaking his head.
Walking over to him you sit beside him you can see the pain and heartache. It was so hard see ning the man you love so broken bruised and trying to keep it together.
"For the longest time it was sam and me kid. He says looking up at you.
"Then that night when i saw you scared and bloody i promised myself that i wouldnt let anything else happen to you. He says sniffling.
"Dean" you say placing your hand in his as he holds it and places a kiss.
"When you came into my bed that night was when i knew i fell in love with you. He says looking down at the floor.
"I knew i loved you [y/n] but knowing my life style and having you was my weakness" he says
"Baby i couldnt let anything hurt you because if i lost you i knew a part of me would never be whole"
"Princess you are my home and my world you are what drives away the evil. He says smiling at you.
you move closer to him. His face against yours moving his hand up against your face. He smiles at you.
''Is it okay if i kiss you' he says running his thumb along your lip. You nod at him.
Inches away from each other feeling the heat between you both. Soon you feel his lip against yours. You both break apart.
"You still got it baby" he says winking at you.
The end or is it i may turn this into a series not sure yet. But i have more tear jerker angst on its way so look out for that sam cas not sure yet
