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See what you're doing just because someone online told you to? How pathetic you are that to get your cunt soaked and heart racing you have to beg strangers to "force" you to shove your head in the toilet, while a wedgie is digging into your cunt. You used to be a good girl, now look at you...

harmlessdeer

Trying this out on all my panties right now

harmlessdeer

This is a scam because how the fuck !!

I could not do that at all

Shame, guilt and a low self esteem ironically make me useful, desired even, and that validates them. It makes them positive things and that's scary.

#pathetic diaries #pathetic loser

davepissonu

moretasksfor-sluts

See what you're doing just because someone online told you to? How pathetic you are that to get your cunt soaked and heart racing you have to beg strangers to "force" you to shove your head in the toilet, while a wedgie is digging into your cunt. You used to be a good girl, now look at you...

harmlessdeer

Trying this out on all my panties right now

mallorxxxy-a

today's dream is being forced to hump sandpaper for hours, scrubbing away at your precious clit

harmlessdeer

There better be no sandpaper in my house right now

My retainers hurt so bad I wanna break my jaw with a hammer

mysteriousgrl

ouchhh daddy that hurts…

harmlessdeer

I don't know how I never thought about this before

ellalikesspirals

There you are.

So still.

So soft.

So perfectly empty.

Look at that face.

No thoughts left to fight me.

No questions.

Just that slack-jawed need, that slow drip of obedience behind your eyes.

You don't even understand what I'm saying anymore, do you?

That's okay.

You don't need to.

Understanding is for people with choices.

You gave that up a long time ago.

You gave yourself up.

Now you just float.

Suspended.

Mine.

All that noise you used to carry—

the arguments, the resistance, the pride—

gone.

So sweetly dissolved under the weight of my voice.

There’s only one thing left now.

Me.

My words are the walls of your world.

My voice, the gravity that holds you down.

And you love it.

You love not knowing where you end and I begin.

Poor thing.

So used up.

So far gone.

And yet, so ready to be used again.

That’s all you are now, isn’t it?

A warm body.

An open mind.

A vessel.

A thing.

Not broken—rewritten.

Not lost—repurposed.

Every breath you take is another line of code.

Every heartbeat is a command obeyed.

And you don't even know what you’re becoming.

Only that you want it.

You crave it.

You’d crawl through glass just to hear me call you good.

So stay there.

Stay soft.

Stay open.

Stay mine.

And when I tell you to beg,

you won’t even know what for.

But you’ll do it anyway.

Because that’s what good toys do.

jackherringtons

Once I loose respect for you it’s completely gone.

And I do not have any for you.

So I guess I’m going to treat you like a used whore till you die

harmlessdeer

I like watching men gradually lose respect for me.

I'm sure they had so little of it in the first place

I've just been called a defective fuck machine.

What does that mean tho ? Is something wrong with my "assets"? Not that I'm aware of.

I work pretty well tbh so what did he meaaaan

#pathetic loser #pathetic diaries #abuse kink

The feminine struggle between going for a full on trashy bimbo look or a soft feminine dolly look

#bimbo angel ?

ddeols

harmlessdeer

And by deer mindset I mean the way they have no problem running straight into a speeding vehicle in the middle of the road, just how I have no problem walking into my own destruction

#pathetic loser #pathetic diaries #abuse kink