everyone knows you as the good girl/nerd. except you’re so fucking tired of that image. (and you’re also very… horny.) so when you decide to be bold and finally go after hoseok — things don’t really go as planned. instead, you end up tangled in a fake relationship with his best friend/campus favorite fuckboy: jeon jungkook.
:: genre/tropes/au :: smau + written , fake dating / fake relationship , slow burn , strangers to friends (a little bit of frenemies?¿) to fuckbuddies to lovers
:: warnings :: no love triangle, university au, frat boys/frat parties, alcohol consumption, judgy!oc - oc is lowk mean, jungkook who’s full of himself, mutual pining, bad decisions, jealousy, eventual written smut, silly ahh fic.
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index:
𑣲 teaser [written]
𑣲 ch: 01 been on my worst [smau]
𑣲 ch: 02 don't need no savior [written]
𑣲 ch: 03 way outta line [smau]
𑣲 ch: 04 kinda like the way i feel [ lwritten]
𑣲 ch: 05 don’t give a fuck [smau]
𑣲 ch: 06 i’ll be there in five [smau]
𑣲 ch: 07 talk too much [written]
𑣲 ch: 08 show each other [smau]
𑣲 ch: 09 other ways to catch you up [smau]
𑣲 ch: 10 on the phone [smau]
𑣲 ch: 11 can you keep it secret? [smau]
𑣲 ch: 12 this time i know [smau]
𑣲 ch: 13 i’ll stay with you [written]
𑣲 ch: 14 just promise you won't [smau]
𑣲 ch: 15 no pics, no postin’ us [smau]
𑣲 ch: 16 just in my nature [written]
𑣲 ch: 17 to be a littlе troublemaker [smau]
𑣲 ch: 18 so wrong but so right [smau]
𑣲 ch: 19 you really likе the way i [smau]
𑣲 ch: 20 when we kiss [written]
𑣲 ch: 21 you reminisce [smau]
𑣲 ch: 22 this ain’t the last time [written]
𑣲 ch: 23 just stay by my side [smau]
𑣲 ch: 24 this ain’t no game [written]
𑣲 ch: 25 won’t play with you [smau]
⤷ch: 25.5 (extra) girl talk [written]
𑣲 ch: 26 you won’t say nothin’ [smau]
𑣲 ch: 27 don’t you be actin’ like that [smau]
𑣲 ch: 28 postin’ us [written]
𑣲 ch: 29 this love just ain’t disposable [smau]
𑣲 ch: 30 just take what’s yours, don’t run from it [written] the end.
a young man returns to a small town he hasn't seen in years, and a house he hasn't lived in since before the last president was born, only to find that a stray cat has given birth to kittens in his closet.
pairing: vampire!jeongguk x nerdy f veterinarian!reader (with a special interest in the science and biology aspect of the supernatural lol)
genre: sorta scifi-ish, fluff, minor angst, some smut later on
word count: 4.7k
warnings: none in this part (maybe anatomy talk/vet talk?), but there's gonna be like... inspection kink-stuff later on 🤪 more detailed warnings to come <3
You’re halfway through your lunch when Namjoon pokes his head into the break room, a stethoscope around his neck and thick-rimmed glasses low on his nose.
“Reception just got a call about a home visit.”
“Today?” you ask, your mouth full of chicken sandwich as you glance at your wristwatch. You and Namjoon are way too close for you to care about being ladylike.
“Mhm.”
You pause. Not many clinics in your small town offer home visits, and even fewer do it on short notice. For your clinic, it’s usually about an old dog being put to rest at home—incredibly sad, but not an emergency.
“Is it urgent?”
“Not on the minute, but needs done today.”
You glance at the patient chart on the table in front of you. “I think this’ll be quick. I’ll go after this one.”
“You sure?” Namjoon asks. “Technically, it’s my turn.”
“Yeah, it’s fine. You should see Oakley when he comes; he’s not very fond of me.”
Oakley, a returning patient with chronic stomach issues, has managed to spray paint you a yellowy brown on three different occasions. From both ends. It’s like he aims.
Namjoon snorts. He hasn’t been hit once.
Checking your watch again, you push the last bite of your sandwich into your mouth, chewing it while you grab the chart. Namjoon is already on his way to greet another patient and their owner, and you take a second to swallow and wipe any crumbs off your scrubs before you follow his lead, heading into the waiting area.
“Millie?” you call, smiling when a young woman rises from a chair, her red dachshund's nose practically glued to the clinic floor.
It’s two-thirty when you pull out of the clinic parking lot, the clinic’s old station wagon rattling faintly as you steer onto the main road. The address in the confirmation email is farther out than you expected but still technically within the town limits, and you watch the short apartment buildings give way to larger, more spaced-out houses as you drive.
You don’t often find yourself in this part of town these days, although you’re very familiar with at least one house here. Many Halloweens were spent here back in the day, kids dressed up as various creatures daring each other to fight through the overgrown lawn and peek inside the dark windows. Countless stories were told about the abandoned house, each one slightly more insane than the last. Of course, you were like… eight, and a large, seemingly empty white house with a big, black gable was doomed to be haunted.
Still, you’re very surprised when you stop at the red pin on your phone’s screen, and it’s outside that very house. Momo, who works the reception, must’ve forgotten to fill out the pet owner’s name on the confirmation form she sent you, so all you have is this address and a brief line of patient info.
Even though the sky is gray—fittingly enough threatening September rain—it’s not as scary as you remember. Probably because it’s not a dark Halloween night, and you’re not a kid anymore. It also doesn’t actually seem to be abandoned. To be fair, it was never really run-down aside from the lawn, but now there’s a big black SUV parked outside.
Getting out of the car, you grab the rectangular veterinary kit bag, accidentally shutting the trunk a little too hard. The sound echoes down the quiet street, letting anyone who wasn’t already aware know of your arrival. A chilly breeze has you pulling your softshell jacket tighter over your light blue scrubs as you lock the car.
When you turn back to the house, you pause to take it in once more. It’s a pretty house—two-story, painted white probably a long time ago but still holding up surprisingly well. Black shutters frame the dark windows, and the tall, black gabled roof reaches impressively toward the gray sky. The lawn has either been trimmed within the last few years, or your childhood imagination really exaggerated it because you can clearly recall it looking more like a thicket with tall grass than just… an overgrown lawn. You distinctly remember more... shrubs.
Climbing the shallow steps, you stop in front of the black-painted door and raise your hand to knock. As you wait, you tilt your head back, once again letting your gaze linger on the house. Who exactly are you here to meet? Maybe it’s some introverted old woman who rarely leaves her house? Or a grumpy old man? But then again, the SUV looked awfully modern. Maybe the ancient resident has a grandchild visiting?
A short moment later, the door opens with a slight creak.
It’s not an old lady; it’s a young man. A tall young man—probably the most attractive one you’ve ever seen—looking down at you. He’s broad-shouldered and lean, visibly fit even despite the thick, black hoodie and baggy jeans he wears. You try not to stare at the shadow created in the fabric between his pecs, or the way the oversized hoodie still somehow manages to cling to the top of his bicep as he keeps one hand on the door handle. His black, relatively straight hair doesn’t look styled, just like it naturally falls into its part, the sides of it a little shorter than the top. Everything about him screams effortless, like he just wakes up looking like that.
One thing’s for sure: he wasn’t who you expected to open the door.
“Uh, hi,” you introduce yourself, telling him your name, “Did you… call for a vet?”
For some reason, he looks almost as surprised as you. “Hey. I did, yeah. I’m Jeongguk.”
Though he smiles politely, he doesn’t offer his hand for you to shake. It’s not something you dwell on. Quite a few of the pet owners you meet prefer not to shake hands.
“Come in.”
You nod and step inside, having to almost squeeze past him in the narrow hallway as he shuts the door behind you. Like always when you enter a strange man’s home alone, you say a little prayer in your head. If it came to it, you’ve got a bunch of pointy things in your bag, but you’d still prefer it if he wasn’t crazy to begin with.
As you move past him, you’re almost surprised that you don’t… smell him. Men—at least in this town—are very fond of their colognes and sprays, but you don’t catch even the slightest whiff of him. You wouldn’t say that you particularly enjoy the strong… scents, but the total lack of one from a hunk like this is almost disappointing.
When you go to slip your shoes off, he stops you.
“Keep them on,” he says, voice kept low due to the distance. Or rather, the lack thereof. “It’s… not very clean.”
There’s something in the casual smile he gives you besides an attractiveness you’ve never seen before. Maybe it’s a tad of… sheepishness? It doesn’t matter; your skin still heats under his gaze
“Oh, okay,” you say, trying to remain unbothered and professional while waiting for him to take the lead. Luckily, you don’t think he notices.
Even with the heads-up, you’re not sure what surprises you more as you follow him into the house—the layers and layers of dust, or the Edwardian, neoclassical interior design. The faded, beige walls are paneled, and as he leads you toward a staircase, you catch a glimpse of what appears to be the living room through an open archway. In it, you spot a pale green velvet sofa and two upholstered armchairs, fitting right in. There’s also a rectangular fireplace, a gold-framed mirror above it, and what catches your interest the most: a chandelier. Its size is impressive, and so is the fact that it looks like it was made for real, live candles. The same goes for the brass wall sconces placed on either side of the fireplace. You’ve only ever seen those in movies.
“They’re up here,” he says, and you nod, reaching for the wooden railing as you follow him up the stairs.
The steps creak loudly beneath your weight—another reminder of just how old this house probably is. At the landing, he turns, leading you to a bedroom. It’s surprisingly small for a house this size, but it’s cozy and warm in a way you weren’t expecting. You guess the clouds outside have eased up a little because the smallest ray of sunlight filters through the practically sheer beige curtains and highlights the dust particles floating in the air.
The four-poster bed is made from dark wood, its canopy rails bare and the headboard curled softly. Like most things, the white sheets appear pretty much untouched, and the only real signs of life are the footsteps disturbing the dust on the floor. You've followed a path all the way from the door, and when you look closer, you see paw prints venturing outside it.
Noticing your lingering gaze, Jeongguk scratches the back of his neck.
“I haven’t been here in a while.”
You figured. It doesn’t look like anyone’s been here since… the late 1800s. Although it’s certainly a stylistic choice—and one you wouldn’t have expected from someone so young and otherwise modern-looking—it has its charm. Even if you’re not sure there’s even electricity or running water.
“I arrived earlier today and found them here,” Jeongguk continues, approaching a standalone wooden wardrobe placed against the wall. One door is already slightly ajar, but when he carefully opens it wider, you see them. The cat with kittens. “I read that you’re not supposed to move them.”
The mother cat, who looks to be all black, has made a little nest on top of a crisp white shirt that’s fallen from its hanger above.
“Oh,” you breathe, crouching slowly to get a better look. “They’re brand new.”
“Yeah. And I think one is smaller than the others.”
Your eyes travel over the small beings, each with varying patches of white to go with the black. None of them, from what you can tell, have even opened their eyes yet. The mother cat stops licking one of the kittens to give you a warning hiss. You listen, rising to your feet and turning away, a plan already in mind.
“Okay, I brought some food that might help lure her out,” you say, setting the bag down on the floor and crouching to reach into it. “This stuff’s usually pretty irresistible…”
But when you look back at the man—a jar gripped in your hand—he’s already holding the mother cat. Just straight around her middle, as if he’s never held a cat before. She doesn’t seem to mind very much, just hangs there, looking around.
Jeongguk looks at you, a little surprised too.
“Oh, okay. She seems to like you better,” you smile. You can’t help but think that he looks… sweet. A big, clearly very muscular and attractive man who’s liked by animals? It’s definitely both a green flag and a personal weakness for you.
The food goes back into the bag, and you reach for the equipment you’ll need instead. With a stethoscope around your neck, a small kitchen scale, and a thermometer, you kneel in front of the wardrobe. In the meantime, Jeongguk sits down on the bed, the cat perched on his lap. He keeps his large hands around her, gently keeping her in place in case she changes her mind.
Very gently, you reach for the smallest kitten first. It squirms in your hands, mouth open and paws sticking out in a silent protest.
“Sex is notoriously tricky to tell on kittens, especially this small, so I’m not even gonna try,” you say with a smile, giving the kitten a general once-over before focusing on its face. It’s a sweet little thing, crying a little as you inspect it. This one is mostly black but with two white front paws.
“Well, I’d definitely say they’re only a day or two old. This one has a suckle reflex but hasn’t opened its eyes yet. That usually happens between day five and fourteen. The umbilical stump is still attached too, and that usually falls off around day two to four.”
“So that’s… good?” Jeongguk asks, and when you look at him, the mother cat is bumping her head against his abdomen. He peers down at her on his lap, extending his veiny hand in a wordless offer. She accepts it, rubbing her head against his palm and letting him pet her.
“Yeah. That’s normal.”
You return your focus to the little being in your hands, carefully looking into its mouth again to check its gums and palate.
“Pink gums and no cleft. That’s good, too.”
With one hand, you grab the stethoscope from your neck, putting the earpieces in place. Getting a clear heart or lung reading on kittens this tiny isn’t easy. Their heart rate is fast, making it easy to miss abnormalities, and their small, wriggling bodies make it hard to even position the chestpiece properly in the first place.
Focusing, you hold the kitten still, placing the stethoscope on the left side of its chest just behind the elbow. Then you listen closely, trying to ignore the soft purring from the adult cat.
It sounds… good. Alright, at least. Shifting the stethoscope slightly, you first listen to one lung and then the other. You don’t notice anything abnormal there, either.
“Heart and lungs sound okay,” you declare, slipping the stethoscope back around your neck.
“What’s next?”
“Temperature,” you answer, reaching for the digital thermometer.
“What should their temperature be?”
“Somewhere between thirty-six and thirty-six point five degrees Celsius.”
“Isn’t that a little low? I mean, compared to a human?”
“Adult cats are more similar to humans, but kittens generally run a little colder,” you explain, focusing on getting the reading right. “They don’t have the ability to regulate their body temperature properly for the first couple of weeks.”
The thermometer beeps.
“Thirty-six point two,” you mumble. “So that’s within the range. A little low, but not necessarily dangerous.”
With one hand, you reach for the kitchen scale, setting it on the floor in front of you. It powers on, and once it’s ready, you place the kitten on it, keeping your hand floating above in case the little animal tries to wiggle off the tray.
The number settles, and you read it out loud. “Eighty-one grams.”
“Too small?” Jeongguk wonders.
“On the lower side, but not dangerously so. At least not yet.”
You take the kitten and carefully place it back in the makeshift nest for the moment. Before reaching for another kitten to examine in the same way, you grab a small notebook in your bag, quickly jotting down the numbers so you don’t forget them.
Jeongguk looks on as you inspect the rest of the four kittens, occasionally asking another question. It’s not unusual for pet owners to ask questions, but considering these aren’t even his cats—and from what you gathered, he only found them today—it makes your chest warm. Not everyone would go to such lengths for stray cats. It also doesn’t help your growing soft spot that you get to talk about animals and their anatomy to someone who seems to want to listen. After all, you’re a bit of a nerd, and this is your number one fascination.
One by one, the kittens get their clean bill of health and are placed back on the shirt, and then you shift your focus to their mother. She’s standing on Jeongguk’s lap, still headbutting his chest. While she’s preoccupied, you quietly reach into your bag for the microchip scanner, but the moment you try to get close, she notices and hisses.
“Give it a try, please?” You hold the scanner out to Jeongguk, keeping as much distance as you can. “Press this button and move the scanner over her, focusing on her neck and back.”
Jeongguk takes the scanner from your outreached hand, doing as you instructed and pressing the button. It beeps, and he begins to move it over her.
“Like this?” he asks, his eyebrows furrowed almost angrily as he focuses.
You nod encouragingly. “Yeah.”
“Is it to see if she has an owner?”
“Yes. But sometimes, even if they are microchipped, there's not a registered owner. But we can hope.”
He continues to search for a chip, but when nothing happens, he looks at you with those dark eyes, silently asking what to do.
“Try her belly and even her legs. Sometimes, they migrate.”
Adjusting his grip on the scanner, he moves it lower.
“Doesn’t seem like it,” he says a moment later, handing the scanner back to you.
“Yeah,” you sigh, taking it to put it back in the bag. Although disappointed, you’re not surprised. “Would you mind helping me check her out? She seems to really like you. A whole lot better than she likes me, at least.”
He matches the soft smile you give him. “Sure.”
“Okay, well, she seems to be in okay condition, but I need to rule out any birth-related injuries.
“What do I do?” he asks, scooting closer to the edge of the bed, the cat still happy to receive his attention.
“Just… hold her like that… Yes, exactly. And with your other hand, move her tail away for me?”
A little awkwardly, he follows your instructions again, and while you don’t think the cat particularly enjoys it, she doesn’t fight it. You move closer, trying to get a better look while doing your best not to stare at his veiny hands instead. In any other setting, they’d be way too much of a distraction, but knowing that this cat depends on you to evaluate her health, you divert your gaze.
“Alright… I don’t see anything... unusual, no swelling, no blood, no discharge. If she were injured, you’d usually spot it, but she’s not thrilled with me, so I won’t push it,” you chuckle, leaning back.
Having animals dislike you is unfortunately part of the job. Sometimes, it hurts your heart a little, but when you remember that it’s easy for an animal to associate the scrubs or equipment with something unpleasant and maybe even painful, it makes more sense. Briefly, you wonder if this cat has ever been to a vet or if her dislike for you stems from something else. It’s definitely normal for new mothers to have a bit of an attitude, but you’d think that would include every human in the room. Or maybe she doesn’t dislike you in particular; maybe she just really likes Jeongguk. Which... you know, fair.
Almost as if sensing that the examination is over, the black cat jumps down from Jeongguk’s lap, leaping past you to get to her babies.
“Alright,” you say, wiping your hands on your pants before you stand up. “It’s important not to disturb them too much, but they’ll still need some supervision—especially the small one—just to make sure they continue to eat and grow. And they’ll need a better place to nest, somewhere a little warmer, softer, and less… dusty. No offense.”
Jeongguk chuckles, standing up as well and brushing some cat hairs from his hoodie. “None taken.”
“So, if you want me to, I can take them with me. We have a foster program and a few great volunteers.”
Jeongguk looks down at you, his brows furrowed in confusion this time. “I thought they were too small to be moved?”
“Yeah,” you nod, bending down to quickly gather the rest of the used equipment and put it back in the bag. “Ideally, they wouldn’t need to be. But I understand if you can’t or don't want to look after a stray cat and her kittens.”
“No, it’s… uh… It’s fine,” he says, appearing to land in a decision and sticking by it, his eyes traveling to the little bodies nestled into the white shirt. “It’s not that hard, right? Just keep an eye on them? If you think I can do it, of course. I already have a litter box.”
You blink, a little surprised. “You just happened to have a litter box?”
“No, I asked some neighbors after I called you. I figured you'd have some tips about the other stuff. Like food and such.”
Your smile grows as you watch him. He is… oddly endearing. “Yeah. Of course,” you say, your voice softening. The fewer cats and kitten taking up the very limited space at the volunteers', the better. “Okay.”
You begin drafting an email to send to him. It includes everything you've talked about plus cat food recommendations for the mother cat and a link to a cat bed that’s cheap but comfortable enough for a nursing litter. While you write, you talk him through everything again, like what to watch for, when to weigh them, and what to do if anything seems off.
He asks a few questions, making it very clear—if it wasn’t already—that he doesn’t really have any experience with animals. While he’s never appeared scared or nervous during your visit, you can tell that he’s not quite sure what to do. He moves slowly, almost a little awkwardly around the cats, but it’s more like he doesn’t want to scare them.
“You really like animals,” he points out, watching you tuck your notebook back into the bag.
You glance up at him. His tone isn’t mocking but more... curious. Still, you nod, a little self-conscious of how nerdy you can be.
“Yeah, animals are incredible. Not only because they’re such good companions—some of them at least—but, they’re so fascinating? How they function and how they’ve evolved.”
But there’s something else in his curious gaze that you finally pick up on, and it dawns on you.
“You think I’m a freak too, don’t you?” you say with a smile, pulling the stethoscope you’d forgotten to pack from around your neck and tucking it into the bag as well.
“No, no,” he shakes his head.
You lift an eyebrow. “But you know about it? My paper?”
His eyes are so dark. “Yeah…”
You look away, trying not to let it affect your professionalism. Speaking about it brings up memories you’d rather not be reminded of. “I thought you said you hadn’t been here in forever?”
It’s weird, right? If he doesn’t live here and hasn’t been around in a long time, how would he know the gossip?
“Town called a few years ago. About the electrical wiring needing to be upgraded. So I came here to fix it.”
Oh. That makes sense, you guess. A few years ago was when it first happened. That’s probably also why the yard looked different from what you remembered.
“And you heard about it?”
He smiles apologetically. “Yeah. It’s a small town, I guess.”
“It’s not like I think Ariel is real. Or that dragons roam the sky or that Dracula lives in a dark castle somewhere, wearing a black cape over a white, frilly shirt,” you defend, slinging the bag over your shoulder. “I just wrote about how much we don’t actually know about the living organisms around us and how some of the 'supernatural' traits aren't really that crazy, anatomically speaking.”
“No, I get that,” he assures, sounding like he genuinely didn’t mean to upset you. “I found it very interesting.”
“So is that why you looked so surprised to see me? Because you recognized me?”
“No. Or… well, yeah. I spoke to the receptionist, and she told me a man’s name—Namjoon, I think—would come.”
“Oh.”
“But I did also vaguely recognize you, I think. From the image.”
Lifting your wrist, you glance at the watch. “I should start to head back. Lock the clinic up.”
“I didn’t mean to offend you,” Jeongguk says, and when you meet his dark eyes again, he looks genuine. “I don’t think you’re a freak, I promise.”
“It’s alright,” you say, offering him a quick smile. “I’m not supposed to be out this long anyway. I have to get back and finish up the bill. I’ll email it to you along with the advice, is that okay?”
He nods, clearly accepting that he did in fact upset you to some degree. “Okay. Thank you for the help.”
You smile again, relaxing your shoulders and taking a deep breath. Maybe you should cut him some slack. Technically, he wasn’t even the one to bring your paper up; that was all you. And besides very, very handsome, you haven’t once thought of him as anything other than sweet.
"No problem."
The drive back to the clinic is quiet. You don’t even turn the prehistoric radio on. It doesn’t matter because your thoughts are loud enough anyway, circling back to one thing. One thing and one person.
The paper you wrote in vet school was a mistake. Not that it was bad per se—it was a perfectly science-based paper, focused on the more unusual biological traits found in the animal kingdom.
Unfortunately, you made the grave mistake of connecting some of those traits to various mythical creatures and their ‘unbelievable’ biology. Some of your peers—predominantly men—found it absolutely ridiculous and teased you for it. The more you tried to defend yourself, the funnier they thought it was.
You’d think it at least would’ve stayed within whatever small circle vet med is, but when your small town happens to be known specifically for the vet med program, a surprisingly large chunk of the population has some connection to it. You’re lucky that not many wish to stay in town after graduating, or you would’ve been last on the list to get a job. You still remember your current boss’s inspecting eyes as she interviewed you, trying to make sure you weren’t actually batshit crazy. That was maybe five or so years ago, and you haven’t really had to think about the paper in probably at least a year.
Until today. Again, it wasn’t Jeongguk’s fault, you don’t think he even meant for it to be brought up. It still caught you off guard, though, because even if you don’t know him, he didn’t give off the same vibe as the people who laughed at you.
And now, you can’t stop thinking about him. About his build, and how the oversized clothes hung off his strong, muscular body. Or his large, veiny hands as he gently pet the mother cat. His dark eyes, sharp jaw, and strong eyebrows. Even his nose—with its straight bridge and softly rounded tip, creating such a striking, masculine profile—had a way of completely mesmerizing you.
Not only is he probably the most attractive man you’ve seen in a long time—maybe ever, but he seemed… warm. You wouldn’t expect a man like him to care for a stray cat and her newborn kittens, much less call a vet out to help, but he did.
Back at the clinic, you take a seat in front of the desktop computer, typing your notes into the chart and updating the bill. Besides the obviously tragic parts of dealing with sick and injured animals, the worst part is probably billing the owners. You need money to live just like everyone else, but you’ll always feel wrong charging worried owners to care for their family members. Even now, as you’re adding the services to… Jeon Jeongguk’s bill, you think about how the cats don’t even belong to him.
The cursor hovers over his name. Who is he? How did he come to be the owner of that house, and why own it if he’s not living there or at least visiting regularly? Why bother even fixing the electrical wiring if it’s just gonna stay empty? And just how long had it been empty?
The questions whirl in your head. Though it’s not really any of your business why he returned, maybe you could’ve at least asked him where he’s from? It would’ve been acceptable small talk, right? Could you also have asked why he felt the need to take care of the cats, even when you offered to take them off his hands, or would that have been rude?
Realizing that you’re not getting anywhere, you bill him for a standard home visit of half an hour—even though you stayed closer to one—and for the gas just so you don’t lose money on the visit. You don’t add the same day fee or charge him for the used materials.
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your maths home tutor throughout junior highschool, who also never took a single penny from you.
your school senior, the one you respected, looked up to, admired, and always rooted for like he was your own little secret hero. (he was)
your mom’s best friend’s son.
the guy who’d bring you strawberry milkshakes on those unbearable days because he knew they were the temporary cure to your sadness.
the person who accompanied you for your wisdom tooth removal, saw you in your most embarrassing state (god, you’re not forgetting this one! like, ever), and still praised and pampered you like you’d just saved a whole country from World War.
you always found yourself in these weirdly grandiose circumstances with him, the ones you’d randomly recall even if you had dementia at an old age.
and somewhere in the midst of those moments, before your friends and family even noticed. . . he somehow (very much on purpose) became the love of your life.
and god, you wished he hadn’t been your greatest heartbreak too.
𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: slowburn romance ➔ angst ➔ smut ➔ fluff.
𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐬: childhood acquaintances ➝ friends ➝ lovers (?) she fell first, he fell harder.
𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐬: YEARNING, mother’s best friend’s son, unrequited love (initially) misunderstandings, miscommunications, lots of yearning, invisible red string theory, age gap (7-8 years), older jungkook x younger oc, ROCD ( relationship obsessive compulsive disorder ), retrospective jealousy, toxic relationship dynamics, low self esteem, self destructive tendencies (with eventual growth & healing), oh and did I mention yearning?
𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭: foreplay, inspired by the kamasutra positions, oral sex, top-bottom dynamic, masturbation, clothed sex, unprotected sex (more detailed versions of the smut will be attached to the chapters)
𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠: 18+ | minors dni.
chapter index.
✦ chapter i — I knew you'd linger like a tattoo kiss and i knew you'd haunt all of my what-ifs.
✦ chapter ii — i knew I'd curse you for the longest time.
✦ chapter iii — i knew you'd miss me once the thrill expired, and you'd be standin' in my front porch light.
✦ chapter- iv — but we’re knee deep in the passenger seat and you’re eating me out, is it casual now?
✦ chapter- v — it’s a sexually explicit kind of love affair.
✦ epilogue — and I cry, it's not fair, I just need a little loving.
Summary - For years, they existed in the space between friendship and love, too close to be platonic, yet never enough to be real. He treated her like she was his in private, only to pull away the moment things became too serious.
The night she finally chose to walk away from the man who once consumed her entire world, she carried something else with her too.
Four years later, a little girl, or fate perhaps—bring them back to each other.
Genre : second chance romance, unrequited love (at first), slow burn, accidental pregnancy, Friends → strangers → lovers, angst, fluff
Themes : emotionally unavailable! Jungkook , unlabeled relationship, friends with benefits(kind of), fear of commitment, one-sided devotion, accidental pregnancy, absent father (he doesn’t know), girl dad! Jungkook, second chances, yearning, found family, angst with happy ending
Chapters :
Chapter1 - The Gravity Between Them
31.05.26 wc: 4.7k
Chapter2 - In Another Life.
04.06.26 wc: 4.2k
Chapter3 - The Life She Built
coming 10.06.26
Chapter4 -
Chapter5 -
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Note : Hii! so happy to be back:) How are you guys doing? This story might flop but it is what it is. I hope you all like it.🫶🏼
Summary: You husband Taehyung is anything but loving but that doesn't keep him from trying to hold onto you. But what happens when a kind stranger shows up and reminds you of your worth?
Pairing: Noona reader x Jeon Jungkook (she's 28 and he's 22)
Warnings: yändere, manipulative, domestic violence, self harm, cheating, explicit language, eventual smut, idk what else lol this is just the intro
In which you come to Seoul for a summer law internship already drowning in the pressure of qualifying as a solicitor, only for your carefully planned life to become ten times harder when you keep crossing paths with an annoyingly attractive stranger named Jungkook. You don’t know he’s South Korea’s most beloved star, and he doesn’t know why the only person unimpressed by him is suddenly the one he can’t stay away from.
Pairing: Idol!Jungkook x Law student!reader
Genre: Forced proximity | Romance | Slice of life | Slow burn | Fluff | Enemies to lovers | Comedy
Warnings/content: Jungkook x Reader, Law Student Reader, Summer Internship, Study Abroad, Hidden Identity, Slow Burn, Strangers to Lovers, Celebrity Romance, Secret Relationship, Opposites Attract, Tension, Flirting, Late Night Talks, Protective Jungkook, Jealousy, Emotional Slow Burn, Kisses, Mutual Pining, Seoul Summer, Career Pressure, Comfort, Angst, Fluff, Drama, Happy Ending
Word Count: 9.3k
A/N: This was such a fun one to write because as a law student myself the idea of spending a summer studying abroad has always sounded like a dream to me, so creating this story felt like living that fantasy a little. There’s just something about putting two stubborn people together and watching the tension build that makes me obsessed already, and i honestly loved writing a reader who has her own ambitions and goals outside of romance too. Sooo if you liked it, please drop me a like and repost, and let me know in the comments if you want a part 2 ;))
The second the sliding doors of Incheon International Airport opened, a wave of warm air hit your face, thick with summer heat and the unfamiliar scent of somewhere new.
You barely registered any of it.
Your suitcase bumped uselessly behind you while your eyes stayed locked on your phone, thumb scrolling through your emails before switching back to LinkedIn for the hundredth time that day. Empty inbox. No updates. No responses. No signs of life from any of the firms you’d applied to.
Then suddenly—your phone was gone.
“Oi—” You looked up sharply. “Are you insane?”
Hikari held your phone above her head with one hand, sunglasses slipping down her nose. “Are you insane? Babe, we just landed in South Korea and the first thing you do is open LinkedIn.”
“I was checking something.”
“You were checking unemployment.”
“I was checking my future.”
She barked out a laugh. “Your future can wait five minutes. There are men walking around built like final bosses and you’re reading rejection emails that haven’t even arrived yet.”
“No because that’s the issue,” you groaned, reaching for your phone and missing. “There aren’t even rejection emails. It’s been weeks since I sent like a hundred applications and not one firm has replied. At least tell me no so I can heal and move on.”
Hikari clutched her chest. “That is cruel. That is emotionally abusive.”
“Thank you.”
“That’s workplace harassment before you’ve even got the job.”
“Exactly!”
She handed your phone back at last. “You need serious help.”
“I need a training contract.”
“You need a man.”
You stopped dead in the middle of the pavement. “I need you to shut up.”
“I’m being so serious.” She hooked her arm through yours and dragged you toward the taxi rank. “You’re twenty-one, smart, mildly attractive on a good day—”
“Mildly?”
“Focus on the compliment. You literally know Korean. Utilise it.”
You stared at her in disbelief. “You know damn well I had no choice but to learn Korean for my poly-language course. I didn’t do it to hunt men.”
“Missed opportunity.”
“I did it to escape the trenches of public law.”
The two of you fell silent for a moment before physically shuddering in sync.
Hikari grimaced. “Don’t say that subject name around me again.”
“Judicial review,” you muttered.
She gagged dramatically. “You are vile.”
“Delegated legislation.”
“Stop talking.”
You laughed despite yourself, the tension in your chest loosening for the first time in weeks. Around you, taxis lined the curb, neon signs glowed in the distance, and the city hummed with energy that made your pulse quicken.
Maybe this was exactly what you needed. A few months away from deadlines, applications, and the constant fear of failing before you’d even begun.
Hikari squeezed your arm. “Calling it now. By the end of this summer, you’re either getting a job offer or getting railed.”
You nearly tripped over your suitcase. “Hikari!”
She shrugged. “I’m just manifesting options.”
You shook your head, muttering something about needing new friends as the two of you joined the taxi queue outside the airport. Around you, people moved in quick, purposeful streams—families reuniting, business travellers already on calls, tourists dragging suitcases twice their size. Everything felt fast, polished, awake.
You, on the other hand, were one inconvenience away from lying down on the pavement.
Hikari raised a hand the second a black taxi pulled forward. “See?” she said smugly. “The universe provides.”
“The universe is a licensed driver.”
“It’s still on my side.”
The driver stepped out to help with your luggage, and before you could stop her, Hikari cheerfully gestured to you. “Go on. Use your Korean.”
You blinked at her. “Why am I suddenly customer service?”
“Because I’m pretty and useless.”
“At least you’re self-aware.”
Suppressing a laugh, you greeted the driver in Korean and confirmed the hotel address. He nodded politely and loaded your suitcases into the boot while Hikari watched you like a proud stage mother.
“That,” she said as you climbed into the back seat, “was deeply attractive.”
“I said hello.”
“You said it internationally.”
The taxi pulled away from the terminal, merging into a stream of traffic as the airport lights gave way to long stretches of road and, eventually, the first hints of the city skyline. Tower blocks glimmered in the distance, neon signs flashing between darkened streets, everything looking cinematic in a way that felt almost unreal after months of grey lecture halls and library fluorescent lighting.
For a moment, neither of you said anything.
Then Hikari leaned over dramatically. “Do you think this driver knows any rich men?”
You closed your eyes. “I need silence.”
“You need networking.”
“I need eight consecutive hours of unconsciousness.”
She gasped. “You’re so negative.”
“I’m jet-lagged.”
“You’re spiritually jet-lagged.”
You turned to look at her. “What does that even mean?”
“It means your aura needs moisturising.”
“You make me tired.”
She patted your knee sympathetically. “That’s because I challenge you.”
The driver’s shoulders shook slightly, like he was trying not to laugh.
“Oh my God,” you whispered. “He understands English.”
Hikari straightened immediately. “Sir, if you know any successful single men under thirty, please let me know. My friend is in crisis.”
You lunged across the seat. “Ignore her!”
The driver finally laughed outright, and humiliation burned hot across your face while Hikari looked delighted with herself.
“This is why no firm emails me back,” you muttered. “Bad karma.”
“No,” Hikari said, checking her reflection in the window. “It’s because they fear powerful women.”
“They don’t know me.”
“They sense it.”
The hotel came into view twenty minutes later—glass-fronted, modern, far nicer than anything you’d expected when booking on a student budget. You sat up straighter immediately.
“Oh,” you said. “Wait. This is nice.”
Hikari smirked. “Obviously. Did you think I’d let us stay somewhere tragic?”
“I thought we were staying somewhere affordable.”
“Same thing if you’re strategic.”
“That sentence means nothing.”
Once inside, the lobby was all marble floors, soft gold lighting, and the kind of expensive scent that made you suddenly conscious of how creased your clothes were. Staff moved around with impossible elegance while you dragged your suitcase behind you like a goblin.
Hikari, meanwhile, somehow looked refreshed.
“How do you still look normal?” you asked while she approached reception.
“Discipline.”
“You have mascara under one eye.”
“Fashion.”
Check-in was smooth, and the second you were handed the room key card, relief nearly made you emotional.
The lift ride up was quiet except for Hikari taking selfies in the mirrored walls while you stared blankly at your own reflection.
“I look like I’ve seen war,” you said.
“You look travelled.”
“I look damp.”
The room itself was compact but gorgeous—two neatly made beds, floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the city, crisp white sheets, and air conditioning cold enough to heal trauma.
You dropped your bag by the door, kicked off your shoes, and threw yourself face-first onto the nearest bed.
The mattress accepted you instantly.
“This,” you mumbled into the duvet, “is where I live now.”
“Like hell you are.”
You felt the mattress dip as Hikari launched herself onto the opposite bed, then immediately bounced back up with renewed purpose. “We, my friend, are going to explore the city. Starting with what it has to offer my stomach.”
You didn’t move. “Tell your stomach I said congratulations.”
“It says thank you and get up.”
“I can’t.”
“Yes, you can.”
“No, physically I’m past that point. My body has clocked out.”
She stood over you with her hands on her hips. “You are being dramatic.”
“I am being realistic.”
“You’re horizontal in jeans.”
“That’s how serious this is.”
Hikari grabbed one of the pillows and smacked you with it.
You lifted your head just enough to glare at her. “Violence. In a foreign country.”
“Get dressed.”
“I am dressed.”
“You look like you lost a custody battle.”
You groaned and rolled onto your back, staring up at the ceiling. “Can we please just order room service and rot in peace?”
“No.”
“Why?”
“Because we did not come all the way to Seoul for you to fuse with hotel linen.”
“I came here for an internship.”
“You came here for character development.”
“I came here because every firm in London decided to collectively ignore me.”
The joke landed flatter than usual.
Hikari’s expression softened a little. She sat down at the edge of your bed and nudged your ankle. “Hey.”
You looked away toward the window. “I know it sounds stupid.”
“It doesn’t.”
“It does. We literally just got here and I’m sulking over emails.”
“You’re stressed,” she said simply. “There’s a difference.”
You exhaled slowly.
“It’s just…” You rubbed a hand over your face. “Everyone keeps acting like if I don’t get everything sorted now, I’m behind already. Vacation schemes, training contracts, applications, networking, grades. It never stops.”
Hikari was quiet for a second, then flicked your forehead.
“Ow.”
“Firstly, dramatic. Secondly, you are the smartest person I know.”
“That’s terrifying for society.”
“I’m serious.” She pointed at you sternly. “You work harder than anyone, you somehow survive on iced coffee and panic, and you’re going to qualify one day whether those firms reply this week or next year.”
“Next year would be suboptimal.”
“My point,” she said louder, “is don’t let silence from a few dusty firms convince you you’re failing.”
You snorted despite yourself. “Dusty firms?”
“Yes. Dusty, musty, probably using microsoft word 2007. They don’t deserve your tears.”
“I wasn’t crying.”
“You were spiritually close.”
You smiled into the pillow.
“Even smart people need breaks,” she continued. “Even future solicitors need to eat dumplings and touch grass.”
“I hate when you’re right.”
“I know. It’s my burden.”
She sprang up suddenly and clapped once. “Now get up.”
“No.”
Her eyes narrowed. “Don’t test me.”
“I have nothing left to lose.”
That was apparently the wrong answer, because she seized your wrist and began dragging you across the mattress.
You immediately went limp.
“Oh my God,” she snapped. “Did you just dead-weight me?”
“Yes.”
“You’re evil.”
“You’re stronger than you look.”
“You’re heavier than you look.”
“That was personal.”
With a heroic grunt, she managed to yank you upright until you were sitting on the edge of the bed looking deeply offended.
“There,” she said, panting slightly. “Vertical. We’re making progress.”
“I’ll remember this betrayal.”
“You can journal about it over dinner.”
Ten minutes later, after Hikari physically handing you a cleaner top and threatening to leave without you, the two of you were back in the lift heading downstairs.
You leaned against the mirrored wall. “If I collapse in public, tell people I died pursuing culture.”
“I’ll tell them you died being stubborn.”
The city hit differently at street level. Warm air, bright signs, traffic humming, groups of friends laughing outside convenience stores, music drifting from somewhere unseen. Everything felt alive.
You tucked your hands into your pockets as Hikari looked around like she’d personally built the place.
“Where are we even going?” you asked.
“Somewhere with food.”
“That narrows it down.”
“Somewhere cute with food.”
“Still broad.”
“Somewhere with food and potential husbands.”
“There it is.”
She linked arms with you and began steering you down the pavement. “You joke now, but one good bowl of noodles and one handsome stranger later, your whole attitude could change.”
“My attitude is grounded in reason.”
“Your attitude is grounded in fear.”
“My attitude is grounded in case law.”
Both of you shuddered.
“Disgusting,” she muttered.
“Public law,” you whispered back.
She recoiled. “Don’t ruin the evening.”
For the first time in weeks, your chest felt lighter. The emails, the deadlines, the pressure—they were still there, waiting somewhere beyond this trip. But right now there was only the city, your ridiculous best friend, and the smell of food drifting through the street.
Maybe that was enough for one night.
The streets were quieter than they’d looked from the hotel window, the late hour thinning the crowds to scattered groups of students, delivery drivers, and people who looked far too awake for two in the morning. Most shopfronts were dark, shutters pulled down, chairs stacked on tables behind glass.
You yawned as Hikari dragged you past another closed café. “So your brilliant plan,” you said, “was to search for food at two a.m. in a city we don’t know.”
“My brilliant plan,” she corrected, “was to trust destiny.”
“Destiny appears to be shut.”
She ignored you, peering dramatically left and right like a detective on a case. “There has to be something open. This city loves me too much to let me starve.”
“This city doesn’t know you.”
“It can feel my presence.”
You pulled your phone from your pocket, instinctively opening your inbox. Still nothing. Then Outlook. Still nothing there either.
Before you could refresh for the third time, Hikari snatched the phone clean out of your hand.
“You absolute menace—”
“No.” She held it away from you. “We are not doing corporate self-harm in the middle of the pavement.”
“I was just checking.”
“You checked six minutes ago.”
“A lot can happen in six minutes.”
“Not in graduate recruitment.”
You reached for it. She dodged you with offensive agility.
“Give it back.”
“When you stop acting like outlook is your situationship.”
“It’s not a situationship.”
“It leaves you on delivered and ruins your mood. That’s textbook.”
You hated how accurate that was.
Hikari tucked your phone into her bag for safekeeping and looped her arm through yours before you could protest. “There. Free at last.”
“You’re unbelievable.”
“I’m necessary.”
You wandered another block, passing a convenience store glowing fluorescent white and a group of lads laughing outside a karaoke bar. Somewhere in the distance, music thumped through a wall. The city felt softer now—less like a postcard, more like something alive and still moving long after it should’ve slept.
Then Hikari stopped so abruptly you nearly walked into her.
“There,” she breathed.
Across the street, tucked between a closed stationery shop and a laundrette, was a tiny restaurant lit entirely in pink and blue neon. Steam fogged the windows, and a handwritten sign in Korean hung crookedly by the door.
Hikari clutched your arm. “That one is calling my name.”
“You’re insane.”
“Don’t you hear it?” She tilted her head. “It’s literally whispering… Hikari…”
“It’s probably the fridge humming.”
“No. It wants me.”
“It wants paying customers.”
She gasped. “Why do you always reduce magic to economics?”
“Because I study law.”
“That explains so much.”
Before you could say another word, she tugged you across the road.
“You know,” she said casually, “places like this are where life-changing things happen.”
“You mean food poisoning?”
“I mean meet-cutes.”
“I rebuke that energy.”
“You’re too closed off.”
“I’m realistic.”
“You’re twenty-one and allergic to whimsy.”
“I’m allergic to men who say ‘what do you bring to the table?’”
She shuddered. “Fair.”
You reached the door, and she paused to inspect your face. “Actually, maybe tonight’s the night.”
“For what?”
“You meet someone mysterious. Brooding. Beautiful. Emotionally available but with edge.”
“You’ve just described a fictional man.”
“They exist.”
“Name one.”
She opened her mouth. Closed it. “That is not the point.”
You smirked. “Exactly.”
Hikari pushed the door open anyway, warm air and the smell of grilled meat rushing out to meet you. “Come on,” she declared. “Worst case scenario, no husband. Best case scenario, noodles and character development.”
You stepped inside after her. “Why is everything to you either romance or personal growth?”
She grinned over her shoulder. “Because both look good on you.”
The restaurant was small but warm, the kind of place that felt lived in. A few tables were occupied by night-shift workers and students hunched over steaming bowls, low conversation humming beneath the clatter of dishes from the kitchen. Neon light from outside painted the windows pink and blue.
Hikari slid into the booth first and immediately grabbed a menu.
“Oh my God,” she whispered reverently. “Look at this.”
You sat opposite her, shrugging off your jacket. “It’s a menu.”
“It’s an opportunity.”
“It’s laminated.”
She ignored you, eyes scanning wildly. “They have dumplings. They have fried chicken. They have noodles. They have rice bowls. They have desserts.”
“That tends to be how restaurants work.”
“I want everything.”
“You physically cannot have everything.”
“Watch me.”
“Hikari.”
“No, because imagine limiting yourself when life is this short.”
“Slow down before the waiter comes over and you embarrass us both.”
She gasped. “I have never embarrassed anyone in my life.”
You stared at her.
“Okay,” she amended, “not intentionally.”
A server approached with a polite smile and notepad in hand. Hikari instantly shoved her menu toward you.
“Your time to shine,” she whispered.
“You are shameless.”
“I am adaptive.”
You ordered in Korean, asking for two portions of dumplings, spicy noodles, fried chicken to share, and drinks. The server nodded, repeated the order back, then left with a small smile.
Hikari looked at you like you’d just levitated.
“Excuse me?” she said. “Since when was your Korean that good?”
You blinked. “What?”
“That was smooth. You sounded like you belong here.”
“I literally asked for food.”
“In another language.”
“Thank you.”
“No, seriously.” She pointed at you accusingly. “Why do you act like being impressive is casual?”
You laughed. “I learnt it for my degree, remember? International studies required a language component. I picked Korean.”
“And then just became fluent in secret?”
“I’m not fluent.”
“You just ordered chicken with confidence. That’s fluency.”
“That is hunger.”
She leaned back in her seat dramatically. “Brains, beauty, employable, bilingual. It’s honestly sickening.”
“Please stop trying to auction me off.”
“I’m just saying, if the law thing fails, marry rich.”
“The law thing is not failing.”
“It was a joke.”
“It wasn’t funny.”
“It was a little funny.”
You tried not to smile. “Maybe a little.”
She smirked. “There she is.”
The drinks arrived first, and the two of you immediately reached for the same one.
“Hands off,” she said.
“You ordered the wrong thing.”
“I ordered adventure.”
“You ordered peach soda.”
“Exactly.”
You laughed and took your own glass instead.
“So,” she said, stirring her drink, “how do you think your final assignment went?”
You groaned instantly. “Don’t bring academia into my safe space.”
“It’s a genuine question.”
“I think contract law went well.”
“Show off.”
“I said I think.”
“You say ‘I think’ when you know you ate.”
“I did not eat.”
“You devoured.”
You rolled your eyes. “Public law was rough.”
Both of you visibly recoiled.
“Vile subject,” Hikari muttered.
“Deeply unnecessary,” you agreed.
“Professor Bennett ruined constitutional theory for me.”
You frowned. “Bennett’s a man.”
“I know. I’m warming up.” She pointed a finger. “Dr Patel though? That woman hates me personally.”
You burst out laughing. “She does not know you.”
“She does. Every seminar she looks directly at me before asking the one reading I didn’t do.”
“That’s because you sit in the front row wearing sunglasses.”
“It’s confidence.”
“It’s insolence.”
Hikari clutched her chest. “Last month she asked me to define parliamentary sovereignty and when I paused she sighed like I’d killed her family.”
You were laughing too hard to respond.
“I’m serious,” Hikari insisted. “That woman has beef with me.”
“She has standards.”
“She has jealousy.”
“Of what?”
“My aura.”
You nearly choked on your drink.
At that exact moment, the food arrived in a wave of steam and glorious smell, cutting off your laughter. Dumplings, glossy noodles, crispy chicken piled high.
Hikari looked down at the table with tears in her eyes.
“See?” she whispered. “This city loves me.”
You looked down at the spread, then back at her. “This city tolerates you at best.”
“It nourishes me,” Hikari corrected, already reaching for a dumpling. “There’s a difference.”
“Can you at least wait two seconds?”
“No. Survival instincts.”
She bit into one immediately, then closed her eyes like she’d ascended.
“Oh wow.”
“You’re so dramatic.”
“This is a religious experience.”
You picked up your chopsticks and tried the noodles, heat and spice hitting almost instantly. Your eyes widened.
“Okay,” you admitted. “That’s incredible.”
Hikari pointed triumphantly with half a dumpling in hand. “Exactly. Trust me more.”
“I trust you selectively.”
“You wound me.”
“I protect myself.”
The next few minutes were spent in near silence apart from the occasional hum of appreciation and Hikari trying to steal from your plate every time you looked away.
“Why are you touching my food?” you asked, catching her hand mid-reach.
“Because yours looks better.”
“It’s the same dish.”
“It tastes different when it’s yours.”
“That sentence was nonsense.”
“It was intuition.”
You pushed the chicken farther from her. “Have boundaries.”
“Boundaries are western.”
“That is not true.”
She laughed and leaned back in her seat, satisfied for all of ten seconds before speaking again. “So... what’s the actual plan for the internship?”
You wiped your hands on a napkin. “Orientation Monday. Then I’m placed with their comparative constitutional team for six weeks.”
Her mouth dropped open. “That sounds sexy.”
“It sounds like unpaid labour.”
“It sounds impressive.”
“It sounds like I’ll be formatting documents until my hands cramp.”
She shrugged. “Still. International law girl summer.”
You snorted. “That is not a thing.”
“It is now.”
You looked down at your drink, tracing the condensation on the glass. “I just hope I’m good enough.”
Hikari’s expression changed immediately. Softer. Sharper. The nonsense dialed down.
“You are.”
“You don’t know that.”
“I literally do.”
“It’s different there. Everyone else applying probably has better grades, better experience, better everything.”
“Wrong.”
“That’s not an argument.”
“It’s enough from me.” She leaned forward. “You do this thing where you decide everyone else is more qualified before they’ve even opened their mouths.”
You said nothing.
“And meanwhile,” she continued, “you’re clever, hardworking, bilingual, doing a summer placement abroad, and somehow still convinced you’re behind.”
“I’m not convinced. I’m observing.”
“You’re spiralling.”
“I’m being realistic.”
“You’re being annoying.”
That pulled a laugh out of you. “There she is.”
“I never left.” She reached over and tapped your wrist with her chopsticks. “Listen to me. Some random firms not replying does not define your future.”
“They’re not random.”
“They are to me.”
“I hate when you simplify my problems.”
“I hate when you inflate them.”
You smiled despite yourself.
She smiled back. “Good. Better.”
Then, without warning, she reached into her bag and pulled out your phone.
You sat up. “Why do you still have that?”
“Because you can’t be trusted.”
She glanced at the screen and gasped theatrically. “Oh my God, she’s opening Outlook at the table.”
“I was not!”
“You absolutely were in your spirit.”
“Give it back.”
“No.” She tucked it under her thigh. “Phone jail until dessert.”
“There is no dessert.”
“Then sunrise.”
“Hikari.”
“Eat your noodles.”
“You’re a tyrant.”
“I’m a visionary.”
You glared at her for another second before taking another bite.
“Also,” she added casually, “if you do become a big-shot solicitor one day, I expect compensation for emotional support rendered.”
“You’ve caused most of my emotional distress.”
“Exactly. Full-circle healing.”
You laughed so suddenly you nearly inhaled a chilli flake.
She grinned, pleased with herself. “There it is again. That noise. Keep making it this summer.”
Something warm settled in your chest that had nothing to do with the food.
Hikari was mid-laugh—head thrown back, chopsticks still in hand—when someone bumped into her hard enough to knock her slightly sideways.
“Hey—what the hell?” she blurted, steadying herself on the table.
You looked up instantly.
A girl had just rushed past your booth without even apologising, phone clutched tight in her hand, eyes wide with something between panic and excitement.
Then another followed. And another.
Within seconds, the calm hum of the restaurant shifted. Chairs scraped. Conversations cut off mid-sentence. People started standing.
And then—movement outside.
A sudden wave of footsteps. Fast. Coordinated. Almost like a stampede.
“What is happening?” you said slowly, putting your chopsticks down.
Hikari leaned toward the window, squinting. “Why does it look like Black Friday but emotional?”
Another group of girls rushed past the glass, pressing close to the street outside. Some were filming. Some were running. All of them were heading in the same direction.
The staff inside the restaurant started glancing toward the door too, murmuring to each other in quick Korean.
You and Hikari exchanged a look.
“…We’ve been in the country for like three hours,” you said.
“And already there’s a cult forming outside,” she replied.
“That’s not what that is.”
“It might be.”
A loud wave of screaming erupted from somewhere down the street—sharp, excited, overlapping voices that made the hairs on your arms rise slightly.
Hikari slowly set her chopsticks down.
“Okay,” she said. “That is not normal food enthusiasm.”
You shifted in your seat, craning your neck toward the window. “Is there like… a sale?”
“At 2 a.m.?”
“Midnight capitalism?”
Before Hikari could respond, another burst of screaming cut through the air—closer this time—followed by a sudden surge of movement outside the restaurant windows.
People were running past now. Not walking. Running.
Phones up. Voices high.
Your stomach dropped a little.
“…Okay,” Hikari said slowly, turning fully toward the window now. “Something is definitely happening.”
You stood up slightly, peering through the glass. “Why does it look like everyone is chasing the same person?”
“Or running from the same person,” she muttered.
A beat of silence.
Then you both looked at each other at the exact same time.
“No,” you said immediately.
Hikari pointed at the window. “Don’t say no like that didn’t cross your mind.”
“It did not cross my mind.”
“It sprinted across mine.”
You grabbed your phone off the table instinctively, then stopped yourself mid-motion.
Hikari noticed immediately. “Don’t you dare open Outlook in a crisis.”
“I wasn’t!”
“You were spiritually logging in again.”
Outside, the crowd thickened—more voices, more flashing screens, the street suddenly packed in a way that didn’t match the quiet, sleepy vibe from earlier.
A chair somewhere inside the restaurant scraped loudly as another customer stood to look.
Hikari leaned closer to the glass, narrowing her eyes.
“…Okay,” she said again, slower this time. “Either someone very important just walked past…”
She trailed off.
You leaned in beside her. “Or what?”
Hikari swallowed. “Or we’re about to find out what this city is actually like at 2 a.m.”
And for the first time since you’d arrived, neither of you had a joke ready.
The flashes hit first.
Not inside the restaurant—but outside.
Bright, rapid, almost violent bursts of white light strobed through the windows like lightning trapped in glass. Conversations inside the restaurant faltered. Someone near the counter let out a confused laugh. A chair scraped back.
Hikari squinted. “Okay… why does it look like we’re being photographed by angry lightning bugs?”
You were already standing again, instinctively edging closer to the window. “That’s not normal.”
Another wave of screams rolled down the street—closer now, louder, more concentrated. The kind of sound that didn’t belong to confusion anymore, but certainty. Like everyone out there knew exactly who they were chasing.
And then the door of the restaurant opened.
A sharp rush of cold night air swept in.
First came a man dressed completely in black—cap pulled low, face covered with a black mask, moving with the kind of controlled urgency that made the entire room shift its attention without thinking. Behind him, a blonde-haired boy followed quickly, equally guarded, glancing back toward the door like he was used to this kind of chaos. Two security guards entered after them, scanning the room instantly.
The atmosphere changed.
Not loud. Not dramatic. Just… tense.
Like everyone suddenly remembered how to breathe quietly.
Hikari, however, was not part of that collective silence.
“Oh.”
You turned your head slowly. “Oh what.”
She was staring straight at the blonde boy like she’d just discovered oxygen. “Oh mama likey.”
You slapped her hand immediately. “No.”
“What?” she hissed, not looking away. “I’m appreciating art.”
“That’s a human being.”
“A very aesthetically curated human being.”
One of the security guards spoke briefly to the staff in quick Korean, and the staff immediately nodded, flustered, motioning toward a table further inside the restaurant.
The masked man didn’t sit yet. He paused near the entrance, scanning the room once—slowly, carefully.
For a second, the noise outside felt very far away.
Hikari leaned closer to you, whispering loudly, “Okay but blonde one? That’s my type.”
“You don’t even know him.”
“I know enough.”
“You know hair.”
“I know potential.”
You nudged her again as she tried to lean forward for a better look. “Stop objectifying strangers.”
“You’ve created an entire personality from three seconds of walking.”
“I’m efficient.”
The blonde boy glanced briefly in your direction while being guided to sit, then looked away again, slightly overwhelmed but polite. Hikari actually sighed.
“I’m in love,” she declared.
“You are insane.”
“Do you think they’re famous or something?” you murmured, eyes still fixed on the masked man as he finally stepped further inside.
Hikari didn’t even hesitate. “Either famous or running from a crime scene.”
“That’s not helpful.”
“It’s realistic.”
Outside, more screams erupted, louder again, like the crowd had just shifted direction. Phones pressed against the glass from the street, silhouettes clustering tightly outside the restaurant now.
One of the security guards stepped toward the door and shut it firmly, blocking the view of the chaos outside.
Inside, everything felt suddenly too quiet.
Hikari leaned back slowly. “Okay,” she said. “So we’re either in a restaurant…”
She paused.
“Or we’re in the opening scene of something very expensive.”
You swallowed slightly, still watching the masked man as he finally lowered himself into a seat deeper inside the restaurant, posture calm despite everything happening outside.
“…I don’t like this kind of quiet,” you admitted.
Hikari hummed. “Me neither.”
Then, softer—just for a second—she added, “But at least dinner got interesting.”
The two of them settled into the booth behind you almost silently—like they were trying not to disturb the air itself.
You felt it more than saw it at first. The shift. The presence.
Hikari, on the other hand, saw everything.
The second they sat down, she leaned forward slightly, eyes wide, trying to peek past your shoulder without being obvious about it—except she was absolutely failing at being subtle.
“Stop moving,” you muttered under your breath.
“I’m not moving.”
“You are vibrating.”
“I’m observing.”
“You’re staring.”
She pressed her lips together like that would somehow make her less obvious, but her attention kept flicking behind you every two seconds.
“Okay,” she whispered, voice barely contained. “The blonde one just sat down and I feel like I’ve been chosen by the universe personally.”
You tilted your head slightly, blocking her view with your shoulder on purpose. “We just got here. Please allow yourself to breathe before you start planning a wedding.”
“I’m not planning a wedding.”
“You said ‘chosen by the universe.’ That’s basically engagement.”
Hikari slapped your arm lightly. “Move. You’re tall, use it for good.”
“I am using it for good. I’m shielding the public from you.”
She tried to lean again, and you gently pushed her back into her seat.
“Behave.”
“I am behaving.”
“You are absolutely not.”
Hikari opened her mouth to argue, but then—mid-sentence—she stopped.
Completely froze.
Her expression changed so fast you almost laughed.
“…Okay,” she whispered. “Wait.”
“What?”
She didn’t answer. Just stared. Over your shoulder. Focused. Still.
You followed her gaze this time, turning slightly.
The blonde boy had stood up.
And now, without the mask, he was walking toward the counter at the front of the restaurant.
Up close, he was… unfair.
Not just attractive in a generic way—there was something almost unreal about how put together he looked even in a loose, late-night outfit. Blonde hair slightly messy, falling just enough into his eyes like it had been styled and then abandoned halfway through the night. He wore thin-framed glasses that made his features sharper somehow, more defined.
And as he turned slightly, you caught it—
A tattoo just behind his ear. Small. Clean. Intentional. Like it meant something.
He moved with quiet confidence, but not arrogance. More like someone used to being aware of every room he entered without needing to acknowledge it.
Hikari exhaled sharply.
“Oh,” she said.
You glanced at her. “Oh what.”
She didn’t look away. “Girl… I got a date with destiny.”
You blinked. “You don’t even know his name.”
“I don’t need it.”
“Yes you do.”
“No I don’t. The city already told me.”
“What city—?”
She grabbed your wrist briefly, eyes still locked forward like she was witnessing prophecy unfold. “I told you. This city loves me.”
“You’re delusional.”
“I’m intuitive.”
The blonde reached the counter, speaking quietly to the staff. Polite. Controlled. Nothing about him matched the chaos outside anymore. Like he’d stepped into a different world entirely.
Hikari leaned forward again, completely ignoring your attempts to physically contain her.
“Okay,” she whispered urgently, “if I don’t talk to him, I will regret it for the rest of my life.”
“You will regret it for five minutes and then forget.”
“That’s not true.”
“It is absolutely true.”
She finally tore her gaze away just long enough to look at you. “Do you think he likes confidence?”
“I think he likes peace.”
“Perfect. I’m peaceful.”
“You are currently plotting a romantic takeover.”
She sat back dramatically. “I’m not plotting. I’m aligning.”
You shook your head, laughing despite yourself. “We came here for food.”
“And I am getting food,” she said proudly. “And possibly destiny.”
The blonde laughed softly at something the staff said, the sound faint but noticeable even from across the room. Hikari immediately clutched your sleeve.
“Oh my God. He has a nice laugh too.”
“You’ve known him for twelve seconds.”
“And I already respect him.”
You sighed, leaning back. “Please just don’t embarrass me.”
Hikari gasped. “I would never embarrass you.”
A beat.
“…In public.”
You closed your eyes. “That is not reassuring.”
She leaned closer again, voice dropping into a conspiratorial whisper.
“If I go over there and come back with his number, you owe me silence for a week.”
“You will not go over there.”
“I might.”
“You will not.”
“I’m feeling brave.”
“You’re feeling hungry.”
“I’m feeling fated.”
You opened your eyes slowly. “Hikari.”
She grinned. “Relax. I’m just saying hello.”
“You never just say hello.”
Behind you, the blonde finished at the counter and turned slightly, as if preparing to return to his table.
Hikari straightened immediately, energy switching like a light bulb flicking on.
“Okay,” she whispered, gripping the edge of the table. “If I survive this, I want it noted I died doing what I loved.”
“You are not dying.”
“I might be socially.”
And before you could stop her again, she stood up.
The blonde had barely settled back into his seat when Hikari made her move.
You saw it happen in real time—no hesitation, no internal debate, just pure Hikari instinct kicking in like a switch had flipped. She wiped her hands on a napkin, straightened her posture like she was about to walk into a job interview, and stood up.
“Hikari—no,” you hissed, already halfway out of your seat. “Absolutely not.”
She didn’t even look back.
“Relax,” she called over her shoulder. “I’m just saying hi.”
“That is how horror stories start!”
But she was already walking.
At the table behind you, the blonde looked up first—mid-conversation with the man beside him—expression shifting from neutral to slightly surprised, then politely attentive. The man in black reacted instantly, body tightening, shoulders squaring as Hikari stopped directly in front of them like she belonged there.
“Hi,” she said brightly, clasping her hands together. “I’m Hikari.”
There was a beat of silence.
The man in black didn’t move for a second. Then slowly, he lifted his cap just enough to see better, and tugged his mask down so his voice came through clearer.
His eyes were sharp. Focused. The kind of look that didn’t miss details—it analysed them.
“If you’re a sasaeng,” he said flatly in Korean, “you need to stop following people like this. It’s an invasion of privacy.”
The temperature at the table dropped instantly.
Hikari blinked.
Once.
Twice.
“…I’m sorry?” she said, still polite, but now visibly confused.
The blonde immediately reacted—reaching out and lightly smacking the man’s arm.
“Bro,” he said, switching effortlessly into English, tone more amused than hostile. “That’s not nice.”
Then he looked at Hikari and softened immediately, offering a quick, reassuring smile. “Don’t worry about him. Be nice to the pretty lady. She’s clearly not from here.”
That did it.
Hikari visibly short-circuited for half a second at “pretty lady,” like her brain had paused buffering.
Then she recovered instantly, posture resetting.
The blonde tilted his head slightly, still smiling. “Hi, I’m Park Jimin.”
Before Hikari could even react properly, the man in black let out a quiet scoff and turned sharply toward him.
“Are you serious?” he said, switching into English now, voice lower but edged with irritation.
Jimin blinked. “What?”
“You know damn well there are foreign sasaengs too,” the man in black continued, tone controlled but sharp. “They act clueless like they don’t know us, and next thing you know they’re trying to break into your house, telling security they’re your friends.”
Hikari went completely still.
You could see it—she didn’t understand every word, but she understood enough. The tone. The accusation. The assumption sitting under it like a weight.
Her expression shifted immediately from excitement to offence.
And something in your chest snapped into focus.
You were already standing.
“Hikari,” you said quickly under your breath, but she didn’t hear you.
Or didn’t register it.
So you walked.
Not rushed. Not aggressive. Just firm—cutting cleanly through the space between tables until you were directly in front of her.
You positioned yourself without thinking, shoulder slightly angled to shield her.
Then you looked at the man in black.
Up close, the intensity was worse. Not threatening—but guarded. Like someone who had learned to assume danger first and apologise later. Cap low, dark clothing, jaw set in a way that suggested he was already regretting having to deal with this situation.
You spoke in Korean, calm but firm.
“My friend is not a stalker,” you said clearly. “And she would never break into anyone’s house. We don’t even know who you are. So maybe don’t assume the worst of people and—” your eyes narrowed slightly “—pipe down on the ego a bit.”
Silence.
The blonde—Jimin—snorted softly under his breath, leaning back in his chair like he’d just witnessed something mildly entertaining.
“Okay,” he muttered, half-laughing. “She got you there.”
The man in black blinked once, caught slightly off guard—not by the words, but by how directly they landed. His gaze flicked briefly between you and Hikari like he was recalculating the entire situation.
Jimin tilted his head, still amused. “You really needed that.”
Hikari, still behind you, whispered urgently, “Wait—am I in trouble or did I just get defended?”
“Both,” you muttered without looking back.
The air at the table shifted. Less sharp now. Less hostile. More… uncertain.
Not resolved. Just recalibrated.
You exhaled slowly through your nose, then reached back and grabbed Hikari’s wrist.
“Come on,” you said firmly. “We’re done. Sit down. Finish eating. We’re leaving.”
“I didn’t even get to introduce my personality properly,” she protested as you tugged her back.
“You introduced enough.”
She stumbled slightly as you guided her back into the booth, still twisting her head over her shoulder like she was trying to process the entire encounter in real time.
“Okay,” she said slowly once seated. “That was… not on my bingo card.”
“Yes,” you replied flatly.
She picked up her chopsticks again like nothing had happened. “But also… I think I just got called pretty by Park Jimin.”
“You got accused of breaking into someone’s house.”
“Details.”
You stared at her. “That’s not details. That’s the main issue.”
Hikari leaned forward slightly, lowering her voice like this was suddenly a private conversation again.
“I don’t think he meant it,” she said gently. “He was just… defensive.”
“That doesn’t make it okay.”
“I know.” She reached across the table and covered your hand with hers, grounding. “But I’m fine.”
You frowned slightly. “I don’t like people speaking to you like that.”
Hikari squeezed your hand once. “I know.”
A pause.
The noise of the restaurant slowly filled the space again—the clatter of plates, low conversation, the faint hiss from the kitchen. The world moving on like nothing had just shifted.
Then Hikari nudged your foot under the table.
“Also,” she said lightly, “you fully just told off a man in Korean like it was a court cross-examination. That was kind of terrifying in a hot way.”
You let out a short, reluctant laugh despite yourself. “Don’t start.”
“Oh I’m starting a campaign,” she said immediately. “Future solicitor energy. Ten out of ten intimidation factor.”
“I want to leave the country.”
“After dessert.”
You were still staring at the table when Hikari nudged your foot again, gently this time.
“Okay,” she said, voice lighter, deliberately pulling the air back up. “We are not spiralling. We are resetting.”
“I’m not spiralling.”
“You’re doing the silent angry chewing thing. That’s spiralling.”
You paused. Slowly swallowed. “It’s just… unbelievable.”
“I know,” she said immediately, softer. “But it’s done. Gone. Out of our timeline.”
“That’s not how time works.”
“It is in my system.”
You let out a breath through your nose, finally picking up your chopsticks again. The food was still warm, untouched chaos on the table between you.
Hikari leaned forward, resting her chin on her hand. “So. Internship.”
You looked at her. “What about it.”
“This is me redirecting your brain before it turns into legal rage soup.”
“I don’t have legal rage soup.”
“You absolutely do. It’s simmering.”
You huffed a laugh despite yourself. “I’m in comparative constitutional law for six weeks. It’s going to be reading, note-taking, and pretending I understand twenty-page judgments in one sitting.”
“That sounds sexy,” she said instantly.
“It sounds like suffering.”
“It sounds like future lawyer main character arc.”
You shook your head, finally relaxing back into the booth. “You’re ridiculous.”
“I’m supportive.”
“You’re delusional.”
“I’m optimistic.”
There was a pause, then Hikari tilted her head. “Okay but imagine. You walk into the firm, everyone’s stressed, everything’s formal, and then you walk in like—” she straightened her posture dramatically, voice dropping “—‘Good morning, I understand constitutional frameworks and I will ruin your ego in litigation.’”
You snorted. “That is not what I sound like.”
“It is in my dreams.”
“That’s terrifying.”
She grinned. “You’re going to be fine, though. You always are.”
You picked at your noodles. “I hope so.”
“You will be.” She said it more firmly this time. “You’re not the type to not figure things out.”
You glanced up at her. “That’s a lot of faith in someone who almost died emotionally over no internship replies.”
“I said almost.”
You rolled your eyes, but your shoulders had loosened now. “What about you, then? What’s your plan for this trip? Besides traumatising strangers in restaurants.”
“I don’t traumatise—”
“You absolutely do.”
“Fine,” she conceded. “Besides enriching the local economy and being culturally immersive.”
“You mean flirting.”
“I mean networking.”
“Same thing in your vocabulary.”
Hikari smiled, unbothered. “I’m going to find you a nice Korean man.”
You froze mid-bite. “Absolutely not.”
“Why not?”
“Did you miss the entire last ten minutes of my life?”
“That man was one experience,” she said, waving a hand. “We don’t judge an entire population on one emotionally constipated individual.”
“I am judging him specifically.”
“Fair. He was rude.”
“He called you a stalker.”
“He assumed incorrectly,” she corrected. “But still. We move.”
You stared at her. “We are not ‘moving’ into me finding a man.”
“Why are you so against it?”
“Because I didn’t come to Seoul for romance. I came for law. And peace. And maybe slightly less academic burnout.”
Hikari leaned in again, smiling mischievously. “And yet somehow you still got emotionally adopted by chaos in under three hours.”
“That was not adoption.”
“That was destiny.”
You pointed at her with your chopsticks. “Do not start that again.”
She raised both hands in surrender. “Okay, okay. No destiny. Just vibes.”
“Better.”
“But I am serious about one thing,” she added, softer now. “You need to stop letting one rude guy in a restaurant ruin your whole night.”
You exhaled. “He didn’t ruin my night.”
“You were two seconds away from prosecuting him in public.”
“He deserved it.”
“He might have been stressed too.”
“That’s not my problem.”
Hikari smiled gently. “Exactly. It’s not your problem.”
You looked at her properly then, tension slowly fading again. “You’re trying to distract me.”
“Yes.”
“It’s working a little.”
“I know.” She tapped her glass lightly against yours. “Now eat your food before I decide your next emotional crisis is dessert-based.”
You laughed under your breath. “That’s not a thing.”
“It can be.”
“You’re exhausting.”
“And yet,” she said proudly, “you love me.”
You shook your head, finally picking up another dumpling. “Unfortunately.”
“Good,” she said brightly. “Because tomorrow, we’re exploring properly. No phones, no LinkedIn spirals, no existential dread.”
“I don’t spiral.”
“You spiralled in the airport.”
“That was research.”
“That was despair.”
You were still halfway turned toward Hikari when you muttered, “I’m going to go pay before you decide dessert is a personality trait.”
Hikari didn’t even look up, just casually twirled her chopsticks like she had all the time in the world. “Too late. It already is.”
You shot her a look. “You’re actually impossible.”
“And yet,” she said, finally glancing up at you with a completely unbothered smile, “you’re still sitting here.”
“That’s not a choice. That’s survival.”
She laughed under her breath and waved you off. “Go. Before I order something dramatic.”
“You already did.”
“I can always escalate.”
You shook your head and walked to the counter.
The front of the restaurant was quieter—warmer somehow, like the noise from your table hadn’t fully reached here. The staff were moving slowly, cleaning up between orders. The woman at the register looked up with a polite, practiced smile.
You spoke in Korean, softer but clear. “Hi, can I get the bill for table—”
She glanced at the screen, then back at you.
“It has already been paid for,” she said gently.
For a second, you just stood there, trying to make that sentence fit into any version of reality that made sense.
“…That’s not possible,” you said slowly. “We literally just finished eating.”
“Excuse me.”
The voice came from just behind you.
Not loud. Not aggressive.
Just close enough that it cut cleanly through your thoughts.
You turned your head first—then fully turned.
And there he was.
The black-haired man from earlier.
But now, without the mask, without the cap, without the barrier of distance or chaos, he looked different in a way your brain didn’t appreciate.
Up close, his features were sharper—defined jaw, straight nose, lips that had a silver ring through the lower one that caught the restaurant lighting every time he moved. A small eyebrow piercing sat above one eye, subtle but impossible to ignore now that you’d seen it. His hair was dark, slightly messy, falling forward in a way that looked unintentional but somehow suited him too well.
His jacket was off, hanging loosely from one hand, revealing more of his frame and the full sleeve of tattoos running down his arm—intricate patterns layered like they meant something personal rather than decorative.
And his eyes—calmer now. Less defensive than earlier, but still alert, like he didn’t fully trust how this conversation was about to go.
He cleared his throat once, a small, controlled sound that made the space feel like it had shifted slightly toward him.
“I paid,” he said, voice steady but a little careful, like he was choosing every word. “For your table.”
You blinked once.
Then slowly turned your head toward the counter again like there was a second explanation hiding somewhere behind the register.
“…You paid…” you repeated flatly.
“Yes.”
You blinked.
Then immediately scoffed. “Why?”
His brows lifted slightly. “Because I wanted to apologise.”
You let out a short, disbelieving laugh. “No. That’s not an apology. That’s you trying to outsource accountability with noodles and guilt money.”
Behind him, the blonde at the table leaned back like he was watching the best free entertainment of the night.
The black-haired man exhaled through his nose. “That’s not what I’m doing.”
“It’s exactly what it looks like,” you shot back. “You don’t get to call my friend a stalker, embarrass her in public, and then think you can just… pay your way out of it.”
“I didn’t say I was buying forgiveness,” he replied, sharper now.
“You didn’t have to,” you snapped. “You did it anyway.”
A beat.
Then he tilted his head slightly, eyes narrowing. “You always like this? I’m starting to think you fight people for a living. You secretly in the special services or what?”
Then you stepped forward slightly, expression completely flat.
“Even worse,” you said.
He blinked.
You held his gaze dead steady.
“Law student.”
Silence.
Even the blonde stopped laughing for a second.
The black-haired man stared at you like he was recalibrating everything he thought he knew about the last five minutes.
“You’re a law student,” he repeated slowly.
“Yes,” you said. “So when I tell you you can’t just assume things about people and fix it with money, I’m not being difficult. I’m explaining reality to you.”
A faint exhale left him—half laugh, half disbelief.
“Oh,” he said. “That explains the attitude.”
Your eyes narrowed immediately. “Attitude?”
“Yeah,” he said, a small smirk forming now despite himself. “The whole ‘I will cross-examine you in public over noodles’ energy.”
“I’m holding you accountable,” you corrected.
“Same thing.”
“It is not the same thing.”
“It feels like the same thing.”
You stepped closer. “It feels like that because you’re wrong.”
He let out a quiet breath, shaking his head slightly. “You’re actually unbelievable.”
“And you’re actually insufferable,” you shot back.
Behind him, the blonde leaned forward again, clearly enjoying how quickly this had escalated again.
The black-haired man didn’t look back this time. His focus stayed on you.
“You really think you can just lecture strangers like that?” he asked.
“I think I can correct disrespect when I see it,” you said immediately.
“That sounds exhausting.”
“It’s called having standards.”
“It’s called entitlement.”
That landed sharper.
You pointed at him. “Entitlement? From you? You accused my friend of something serious, and then tried to erase it with a restaurant bill.”
“I already told you that wasn’t the point.”
“It doesn’t matter what your point was,” you snapped. “It’s still wrong.”
A pause.
He nodded slowly. “You’d be terrifying in court.”
“I know,” you said immediately.
That actually made him pause.
Then, almost like he was testing you now, he added, “You plus that ugly wig would honestly be lethal.”
Your expression went very still.
“Oh my God,” you said slowly. “First of all, those wigs are for barristers, not solicitors.”
He smirked, clearly amused that he’d touched a nerve.
You pointed at him. “Don’t get smug.”
“You were loud.”
“I was accurate.”
“You were rude.”
“I was cautious.”
“You were wrong.”
“I apologised.”
“That’s not enough.”
“What do you want then?” he asked, voice edging a little sharper again. “A formal apology? A written statement? A whole courtroom drama?”
You leaned in slightly. “Don’t tempt me.”
That made him pause.
Then he let out a short laugh. “You actually would enjoy that.”
“I would enjoy you understanding consequences.”
He looked at you for a second longer, then exhaled slowly like he’d decided this conversation was never going to end peacefully.
“You’re very intense,” he said, not as an insult this time, more like an observation he couldn’t ignore.
You scoffed immediately. “And you’re very comfortable insulting strangers you don’t know.”
“I didn’t insult—”
“You did,” you cut in. “You assumed intent without knowing anything about the situation.”
His lips pressed together briefly, then he nodded once. “Yeah. I did.”
That answer threw you off for half a second.
Not the denial you expected.
But you didn’t soften.
“Right,” you said instead. “So we agree on that part.”
A pause hung between you.
Then he spoke again, slightly lighter but still careful. “I’m Jeon Jungkook.”
He said it like it mattered.
Like it was supposed to land in a certain way.
You looked at him for a second, expression unchanged.
“Okay,” you said simply.
That clearly wasn’t the reaction he expected.
His brow lifted slightly. “That’s it?”
You shrugged faintly. “Should there be more?”
“I told you my name.”
“And I didn’t ask for it,” you replied evenly.
That made something in his expression twitch—half disbelief, half amusement trying to surface.
He leaned slightly on his heel, eyes still on you. “So you’re just not going to tell me yours?”
You tilted your head. “Why would I?”
A faint smirk appeared on his face now, like he was starting to enjoy this despite himself.
“Seems fair,” he said, voice a little lighter. “But still.”
You crossed your arms. “Still what?”
“You’re just going to leave me with nothing?”
You gave him a look. “You’re a stranger I argued with for ten minutes. I think you’ll recover.”
That made him actually huff a quiet laugh.
From behind him, the blonde leaned back further in his chair, clearly entertained now.
Jungkook glanced over briefly, then back at you, the smirk still there but softer at the edges.
“You don’t usually introduce yourself?” he asked.
“Not when I’ve just been accused of being in a hostage situation at dinner, no.”
His expression flickered—like he was reminded of earlier.
“…That wasn’t what I meant,” he said.
“It’s what you said,” you replied instantly.
Another pause.
Then he exhaled slowly. “You really don’t let things go, do you?”
You stepped slightly closer to the counter, grabbing your bag from where it rested. “I don’t let disrespect slide, no.”
He watched you for a second, then tilted his head slightly again.
“So what, I’m just supposed to accept being wrong and move on?”
“Yes,” you said simply.
“I apologised.”
“That was avoidance.”
He stepped slightly closer now, not aggressively, just enough that the conversation tightened again.
“You’re loud,” he said again, like he was revisiting the earlier conclusion.
“I’m clear,” you corrected immediately.
“That’s just loud with structure.”
“I’m going to ignore that sentence.”
“You can’t just ignore it.”
“I just did.”
He smiled slightly wider now. “You’re impossible.”
“And you’re still standing here arguing with me,” you shot back.
Then he said, quieter but amused, “So are you.”
That landed in a different way.
You stared at him for a second longer, then shifted your bag onto your shoulder.
Hikari had already gotten up behind you, hovering like she had no idea whether to be impressed or terrified.
You grabbed her wrist without looking away from him.
“Come on,” you said flatly.
“Wait—my food—” she started.
“You’ll survive.”
“I was in the middle of—”
“I don’t care.”
You finally looked away from him, just slightly, as you started walking.
No goodbye.
No closure.
Just the sound of your steps and Hikari stumbling slightly behind you.
Behind you, you could hear him still.
Not following.
Just watching.
And, just before the door, his voice cut through once more—lighter now, almost amused.
“You still didn’t tell me your name.”
You didn’t turn around.
“Pity.” you said instead before smashing the door closed behind you.
content/warnings: fuckboy!jeongguk; pov shifts, swearing,mentions of sex, fingering
a/n: no this is not apart of the fic series I’m currently writing—but! I wanted to do something for koo’s bday. So here’s something ancient from the drafts! It’s not finished yet so expect a part 2 soon.
word count: 2.4k
♪ Tell me tell me baby, that it's all mine ♪
♡ next part ♡
You wake up to the sensation of soft kisses trailing down your back. Eyes still closed, you breathe out a sigh of content. Fingers dance across your body, brushing against your cheek, dragging across your side, before finally smoothing across your thighs, sparking a memory of the night before. You remember exactly where those hands have been; touching and feeling all over you, inside you. And though you had already come down from the highest of highs, your body still tingled from his kisses, the feeling of his skin on yours, and the way your name sounded rolling off his tongue.
Slowly, you opened your eyes, giving yourself a moment to adjust to the light. Golden rays peaked through the curtains, warming your already heated skin. You pulled the sheets against your bare body and turned around, coming face to face with velvety brown eyes.
“Good morning,” you whispered.
Jeongguk smiled at you. “Actually, it’s early afternoon. You slept all day.”
Something about the way he said it made you smile, too. All day. There was a tease in his voice. As if the concept of you sleeping for so long was strange and out of the ordinary. Like he hadn’t kept you up all night. You rolled your eyes, “Gee, I wonder why.”
Truthfully, this was the norm and had been for some time now. You couldn’t exactly remember when your relationship changed from being best friends to friends with benefits, but you weren’t complaining. In fact, crossing that line might have been the greatest thing you ever did.
The thing about best friends is that they know everything about you. Jeongguk was no exception, there were no secrets between you two. You told each other everything and that included your sexual preferences. He knew what you liked, what you didn’t like, and exactly how to turn you on.
His touch was like a match and every time he touched you, you felt fireworks.
So you found yourself waking up in his bed again, and again, and again.
Staring at him now, you couldn’t imagine how this hadn’t happened sooner. Jeongguk was gorgeous, even now when he wasn’t trying to be. He lay in bed propped up on one arm, the other raised as he ran a hand through his raven locks. The lighting was perfect, sunlight was hitting him just right, his skin practically glowing. Your eyes pass over his bare chest, taking in the sight of his lean body and you bite your lip. In this statuesque pose, Jeongguk looked absolutely heavenly.
You mused over the thought of him being a son of Apollo in your head when Jeongguk arched an eyebrow, altering your perfect image. “What are you thinking about?”
“You,” you said, leaning in to kiss his pink lips. “And how good you look in natural sunlight.”
Jeongguk hummed against your lips and kissed you back with no hesitation. God, you loved the way he kissed you. He kissed you with purpose, speaking words without saying anything at all. This kiss said thank you. It was slow, and soft, and you melted when you felt him smiling against you at your previous compliment. But the sweetness only lasted for a second. Jeongguk kissed you deeper, tongue swiping against your bottom lip as his hands wrapped around your waist, bringing you closer. You could feel what was happening, the rush of heat, and you quickly drew away. “I should go.”
Jeongguk never stopped his advances, he simply relocated, placing kisses across your collarbone. “Stay,” he commanded.
The thought was tempting. You’d spent many days just like this, wrapped up in Jeongguk’s arms, the two of you in nothing but your underwear--or nothing at all. But you couldn’t stay, you already made plans for the day.
“I would if could--” you protested, trying to separate from his grasp “--but I’m meeting someone.”
All movement stopped as Jeongguk froze. “Oh.”
There was a beat of silence, then Jeongguk pulled away. He turned from you, coming to sit on the edge of the bed. Untangling yourself from the sheets, you started to get ready, picking up your clothing spread all across the floor. You threw on a t-shirt, then turned around in search of your bra when you noticed him.
Jeongguk sat on the bed, shoulders hunched over, jaw clenched tight. He had that same tense look in his eyes, the way he always did when he was upset. You stopped getting dressed.
“What's wrong?”
He shook his head, not meeting your eyes. “Nothing.”
Jeongguk was lying. He was feeling a lot of things right now, but ‘nothing’ wasn’t one of them.
He never liked this part. When you’d leave each other. Even though he slept around, he was never really the type for one night stands and early morning disappearances. He actually liked waking up next to the same person he’d been with the night before—especially when it was you. He couldn’t see why you would want to leave him for someone else after the night you spent together.
Jeongguk didn’t open up to people easily. Others thought him to be quiet. He could be friendly, sure. But never personal. You were the same way. It was one of the reasons why you were such good friends. You understood each other on a level no one else did. He could trust you with his deepest thoughts and eventually, Jeongguk came to trust you with his heart. You were his best friend and he never felt more right then when he was with you. Lately, you were the only person he wanted to be around. If he could spend all his time with you, he would.
So why didn’t you feel the same way?
He was angry and you could feel it. “Seriously, what's wrong?”
“I said, it’s nothing. Hurry up and get ready or you'll be late for your date.” He muttered, biting off the end of his sentence.
You picked up on the change in his tone instantly. “Woah, where's all this attitude coming from?”
Jeongguk didn’t answer you. His eyes were glued to the floor.
“Hey,” you said, moving to stand in front of him so you couldn't be ignored. “Don’t do that. Don’t ice me out. A hundred percent, remember?”
Hearing the words Jeongguk let out a grunt of annoyance. A hundred percent. It was your thing. You both made promises to be a hundred percent honest with each other, no matter what. It was the foundation of your friendship and he couldn’t break that promise even if he wanted to.
“Fine. Fine. A hundred percent.” He sucked in a breath, then looked you directly in the eye.
“I don’t like you going out with other guys.”
This time it was your turn to freeze up. You expected Jeongguk to be a little grumpy about you leaving so early, but this? This you were not expecting.
The first time you had sex it was incredible, too good to pretend it didn’t happen. Too hot to say it wouldn’t happen again. You were both single and free to do whatever (and whoever) you wanted. There were no ties or rules. It just so happened that what you both liked doing the most was each other. And you both knew that. Or so you thought.
At first you tried to laugh it off. This had to be some kind of joke. There was no way Jeongguk was actually jealous right? But your laughter died out when you realized he wasn’t laughing with you. You could tell by the look on his face he was dead serious.
“Jeongguk,” You started. “You know what this is--”
“--Yeah, I know what this is,” he snapped, standing up. For a moment, you were distracted by the sight of him in only his boxers, eyes ghosting over the faint lines of his abs. He was so tall you had to tilt your head up to see his face, but when you did you knew he was pissed. “We’re not together, so you can just go fuck whoever you want after you’re done with me, right?”
His words came out like a slap. You took a step back, bracing yourself from their impact.
Jeongguk sighed, frustrated. He didn’t mean to say it like that, but now the words were already out there and he couldn't take them back. He watched you process them, eyes blinking rapidly as your face flickered from shock, to hurt, then anger.
“What the fuck is your problem?” You yelled. “Since when do you talk to me like that? And you’re right. We’re not together. So yes, I can fuck whoever I want.”
Turning on your heel, you stormed away from him, snatching clothes off the floor and angrily putting them on. “You of all people, should not be giving me shit for this, Jeon Jeongguk!” As if he had any right to judge you. Jeongguk was a playboy in every sense of the word. Girls flocked to him, and in all the years you’ve been friends you’d never seen him turn anyone down. You once caught him sleeping around with two different girls on the same day.
Yet here he was, calling you out for going on one date? “I can’t believe you…” You grumbled.
“(Y/n), look I’m sorry, okay? Don’t leave like this. Stay.”
You stopped what you were doing and spun around to face him. “Why the hell would I want to stay here with you?”
Jeongguk squares his shoulders, hands bawling into fists. “Why the hell would you want to leave?” He snarled, taking a step towards you. His voice grew deeper with every word.
“Whoever you’re going to see, he’s not enough. Not for you.”
You frowned at him, annoyed. “You don’t even know him.”
“No, but I don’t have to.” Jeongguk taunted, eyes dark as he stepped towards you. “I know you. He’ll keep your interest for a week, maybe two, but sooner or later you’ll come right back to me because I’m the only one who can keep you satisfied.”
You stared at him, completely at a loss for words. You didn’t know where all this was coming from but you couldn’t deal with it. Not now. He was getting in your head, trying to work you up before your date and it was working. His words had you flustered. “Okay, I don’t have time for this—whatever this is.” You said, gesturing in the air with your hands. “I’m leaving.” Brushing against his side, you strided away from him, making a bee-line for the door. But before you could make it out of the bedroom, Jeongguk was standing in your way.
“You’re not going anywhere.” He growled.
Suddenly, he was all over you. He had you pressed against the door, teeth biting into your bottom lip as his hands slid under your shirt. You gasped, and Jeongguk took the opportunity to slip his hot tongue in your mouth.
Moaning at the taste of him, your hands acted on their own accord, wrapping around his body and pulling him tight against you.
It didn't make sense. You knew what he was trying to do. He wanted to keep you here, keep you distracted and away from your date. But you still couldn't stop yourself from kissing him back. Not when he was kissing you like this. With a passion and intensity you never felt before. Jeongguk was only ever gentle with you, sweet kisses and soft caresses. But now, the way he buried his hand in your hair, how his fingers dug into your skin—Jeongguk was being anything but gentle.
Jeongguk’s kiss was fierce and demanding as his hands reached up to cup your face. You found yourself melting at his touch, giving into every sensation. His lips were possessive, you could barely keep up with him—let alone breathe.
You put your hands against his chest, pushing him away but he grabbed hold of your wrists and pinned them against the door.
“Jeongguk,” You panted. “Let go.”
“No. I'm tired of sharing you with other men and I'm not going to do it anymore.”
That pissed you off. “You don't control me, Jeongguk. I've got my own mind. I do what I want. I sleep with who I want. I'm my own person. You don't own me.”
“You’re right. I could never control you.” He said, looking you in the eye. “But we both know I own your body. The things I do to you…” He chuckled and his lips curled into a smirk. “Your body is mine.” He reached in between you and cupped your heat through your jeans.
“This, is mine. . .”
Your entire body was on fire. You looked away, refusing to meet his gaze.
Jeongguk unbuttoned your jeans, his fingers slipping inside your panties. You tried to squeeze your thighs shut, to conceal your obvious arousal but it was too late. “Mhmm, that's what I thought. You're already so wet for me.”
He rubbed his thumb against you, applying the most delicious pressure. You covered your mouth to muffle your moans. As much as you hated it, he was right. Something about his touch always made you weak. He had you wrapped around his finger when it came to sex, but you'd be damned if you were going to admit that to him now.
Jeongguk wasted no time, gliding his fingers down your folds to plunge two fingers inside you. You tried to hold in your moans at his fast pace, beginning to feel the familiar sparks that always followed whenever Jeongguk touched you there. Eyes closed you let yourself go, giving into the feeling, but as quick as his movements started--they stopped.
Frustrated, you opened your eyes, taking in the sight of Jeongguk’s smug grin.
“Admit it, Y/n….” His soft lips tickled your ear as he whispered against it, “that sweet little pussy of yours is all mine.”
He leaned back, face inches away from your own as his eyes bore into yours.
“I want to hear you say it.”
His confidence had you dumbfounded. “You’re kidding me right? I’d have to be out of my mind before I’d ever say anything ridiculous like that out loud.”
Jeongguk smiled at you. “That can be arranged.”
Then he crashed his lips to yours.
One minute you’re pressed against the wall and the next Jeongguks grabbing you by the hips, lifting you onto his arms and tossing you into the bed. And just like that you’re under his spell again. Desperate for his kiss, his touch, anything he can give you. You rise on your forearms, chasing after his lips but Jeongguk pushes you down against the bed, straddling your hips. His stare is hot and heavy as his gaze rakes down your body and you know you're not in control of this situation anymore, he is.
➻ authors note: this is NOT a romantic, cute story. please read the warning tags & if you're not into this, don't read it. every person in this story is an adult and into this.
➻ warnings: contains SMUT as in unprotected sex [don‘t!], oral [f receiving], pussy spanking, fingering, overstimulation, primal play, stalking, degradation & humiliation kink, manipulation, cheating, toxic situationship, toxic behavior – MINORS DNI
The lecture hall is already half full by the time you arrive, conversations blending together beneath the low hum of fluorescent lights while students shuffle through notes and half-finished coffees like exhausted zombies. Normally you’d sit somewhere near the middle with your friends and mentally prepare yourself for two hours of academic torture.
Unfortunately, Jungkook is already there. Of course he is.
He’s sitting near the back row with one leg stretched lazily beneath the desk, black hoodie sleeves pushed up his forearms while he scrolls through his phone like he owns the entire fucking room. A few people glance toward him when they walk in, some nodding cautiously, others immediately avoiding eye contact altogether.
Jeon Jungkook has that effect on people.
Your stomach tightens slightly when his eyes briefly flick toward you before returning right back to his phone again like he couldn’t care less.
Asshole.
You immediately sit with your friends several rows away from him. The professor starts discussing narrative structure and eventually opens the floor for interpretation. After a brief silence, you answer confidently, explaining your theory while gesturing lightly with your pen.
“I think the protagonist’s unreliability is intentional,” you explain. “The contradictions in her narration aren’t flaws in the writing. They’re there to show how distorted her perspective became over time.”
Several students nod along thoughtfully. The professor looks pleased. “Exactly. Good observation.”
Then:
“That theory’s garbage.”
The room immediately goes quiet.
Your head snaps toward the back row where Jungkook sits slouched in his chair, spinning a pen lazily between tattooed fingers while staring at you with complete disinterest.
The professor sighs already. “Mr. Jeon…”
“No seriously,” Jungkook interrupts casually. “That makes absolutely no fucking sense.”
Heat flashes through your body instantly. “Maybe because you weren’t listening,” you shoot back.
A few students visibly tense. Nobody likes when people fight with Jungkook publicly because it almost always turns ugly.
Unfortunately for everyone involved… you genuinely don’t care anymore.
Jungkook leans back slightly in his chair, eyes dragging slowly over your face before one corner of his mouth lifts.
“No, princess,” he says calmly. “I was listening. That’s exactly the fucking problem.”
The nickname lands like a grenade in the middle of the classroom. Several heads immediately turn toward the two of you.
Your face burns instantly but you force yourself to ignore it.
“If you actually understood the material,” you reply sharply, “you’d realize unreliable narration doesn’t require logical consistency. That’s literally the point.”
Jungkook snorts quietly through his nose.
“Yeah? And if you actually understood character writing, you’d realize there’s a difference between unreliable and badly constructed.”
A few quiet “oh shit” reactions spread through the room.
You cross your arms immediately. “It’s called layered characterization.”
“No,” Jungkook says flatly. “It’s called lazy writing disguised as depth because people like you overanalyze every fucking thing to sound intellectual.”
The room erupts into nervous laughter.
“Oh my god,” you scoff incredulously. “You’re insufferable.”
“And you sound pretentious as hell.”
“At least I can form an argument without swearing every second sentence.”
That earns a low amused laugh from him.
“Cute,” he drawls lazily. “You think sounding polite automatically makes your argument smarter.”
Your jaw tightens instantly. “It’s called basic academic professionalism.”
“It’s called kissing professors’ asses.”
More laughter breaks out across the lecture hall while the professor looks moments away from developing a migraine.
You glare at Jungkook across the room. “You’re unbelievable.”
“And you sound stupid,” he replies flatly before tilting his head slightly. “Actually scratch that. Your whole argument sounds like something written at three in the morning during a mental breakdown.”
Several people choke on laughter immediately.
“Oh fuck you.”
Jungkook just grins. “Nah, you’re getting emotional now, princess.”
The nickname hits even harder this time because he says it so casually, like he genuinely doesn’t care that thirty people are listening to this conversation right now.
Your face burns hotter.
“You don’t even have an actual counterargument,” you snap. “You’re just insulting me because your ego can’t handle someone disagreeing with you publicly.”
That finally gets a reaction out of him. It’s not anger, it’s something worse…
Jungkook’s eyes narrow slightly while he slowly lowers the pen onto the desk beside him. The entire room seems to notice the shift immediately.
“You think this is about ego?” he asks quietly.
“Well it’s definitely not about intelligence.”
A few students audibly gasp. The professor looks ready to physically intervene.
Jungkook stares at you for a long second before leaning back again, completely relaxed despite the dangerous look settling into his expression.
Then his gaze drifts slowly over you once. Deliberately.
“Is there actually something behind those pretty eyes,” he asks calmly, “or are you just a nice pair of tits?”
The room goes dead silent for a mere second then: Audible gasps. Nervous laughter. A horrified “what the fuck?” somewhere near the front row.
A few people look genuinely offended while others stare at you wide-eyed waiting for your reaction, but nobody openly tells Jungkook off. Nobody wants to get on Jeon Jungkook’s bad side.
Heat crashes through your body so violently you nearly stand up. “You absolute fucking asshole-”
Jungkook immediately smirks then clicks his tongue softly. “Careful.”
The single word slides beneath your skin like a warning and the slight narrowing of his eyes makes your pulse stutter because suddenly you remember exactly who you’re talking to.
Exactly what happened in his apartment and how dangerous that calm look on his face actually is.
“Okay,” the professor interrupts quickly before things escalate any further. “Please keep the discussion respectful and civilized.”
Jungkook doesn’t even look remotely sorry.
Meanwhile you’re still staring at him across the lecture hall, chest heaving slightly while he lazily picks his pen back up like publicly humiliating you was just a casual little hobby to him.
And somehow the worst part? When your eyes accidentally lock again for half a second, the asshole smirks.
By lunchtime, apparently the entire campus has already heard about what happened.
You sit at one of the outside tables with your friends while they aggressively attempt to comfort you.
“He’s just an asshole,” one of them says immediately. “Ignore him.”
“Seriously,” another agrees. “He just wants to get under your skin.”
“Well congratulations,” you mutter while stabbing aggressively at your food. “Mission accomplished.”
Your friends laugh softly, trying to lighten the mood, but before anyone can continue the conversation, a shadow suddenly falls across the table.
Then Jungkook casually drops into the empty seat beside you. The entire table freezes- one of your friends nearly chokes on her drink. Jungkook completely ignores all of them.
“What do you want?” you ask flatly, not even looking up from your food.
“We have to study at your place tonight,” he replies calmly like he didn’t just publicly degrade you in front of an entire lecture hall two hours ago.
Your eyebrows pull together instantly. “…why?”
“Because.”
You open your mouth to argue again but then suddenly his hand lands against your thigh beneath the table.
You nearly jerk but nobody else seems to notice. From the outside, Jungkook looks completely relaxed, one arm stretched lazily across the back of his chair while he stares ahead like nothing’s happening.
Meanwhile beneath the table, his fingers squeeze slowly into the soft flesh of your thigh hard enough to make your pulse jump.
Possessive. Deliberate. Like he’s marking you with his fingertips.
Your breathing turns uneven immediately and Jungkook notices from the tiny glance he gives you before the corner of his mouth lifts slightly.
Then the asshole stands up again completely casually. “See ya later, princess.”
And just like that, he walks away.
The entire table stares after him in complete silence before all eyes slowly turn toward you instead.
“…what the fuck?” one of your friends finally blurts out.
You just stare down at your tray for a second before letting out a long exhausted sigh.
“Yeah,” you mutter weakly. “I don’t even know anymore.”
Late afternoon sunlight spills gold across campus, warm enough to make the concrete shimmer while groups of students drift between buildings in loud exhausted clusters.
Somewhere nearby music crackles softly from someone’s speaker and the whole courtyard carries that lazy end-of-day atmosphere where nobody’s really paying attention anymore.
Nobody except Jungkook.
He’s sitting outside one of the main buildings with a cigarette balanced between his fingers, one arm stretched lazily across the back of the bench while his friends talk around him about assignments and weekend plans he couldn’t care less about. Every now and then he hums absently like he’s listening, but his attention is somewhere else entirely the second you walk into view.
It locks onto you instantly- like instinct.
You’re crossing the courtyard alone, bag hanging loosely from one shoulder, sunlight catches against your face and for a second Jungkook simply watches you move through the crowd, calm and unreadable while smoke curls slowly from his lips.
Then your boyfriend appears behind you and Jungkook goes completely still.
He watches the guy wrap both arms around your waist from behind, pulling you back lightly against his chest, and your entire face softens immediately. The laugh that leaves you is quiet but real, warm enough to make something dark settle low inside Jungkook’s chest while he stares from across the courtyard with frightening stillness.
Your boyfriend turns you around inside his arms and kisses you like he’s done it a thousand times before, casual and affectionate and completely unaware that someone else is watching every second of it with predatory focus.
Technically, there’s nothing wrong with this. That’s your boyfriend.
Those are his hands on your waist. His lips against yours. His soft smile making you laugh again when he whispers something near your ear.
And yet the moment you turn your head and accidentally meet Jungkook’s eyes across the courtyard, your entire body reacts like you just got caught cheating.
The smile disappears from your face instantly. Not even slowly, it’s just gone. Like your body recognizes danger before your brain catches up.
Jungkook notices it immediately.
From this distance, he can practically see the panic bloom beneath your skin while your boyfriend keeps talking softly beside you, oblivious to the way your pulse suddenly starts racing. Jungkook takes another slow drag from his cigarette without looking away once, his gaze heavy enough to make your chest tighten painfully even from across the courtyard.
He doesn’t wave. Doesn’t interrupt. Doesn’t move at all. That’s what makes it worse.
Because he looks completely calm sitting there with smoke curling lazily around him while something sharp and possessive settles behind his eyes the longer he watches your boyfriend touch you.
Your boyfriend’s hand brushes your waist again and suddenly it feels wrong. Not because it is.
But because Jungkook is watching.
That horrifying realization crashes through you all at once and heat floods your body so fast it almost makes you dizzy. Guilt coils tightly beneath your ribs even though you technically did nothing wrong, but the problem is that somewhere along the way Jungkook already buried himself so deeply beneath your skin that your body reacts to him before logic even gets the chance.
Across the courtyard, the corner of his mouth slowly pulls upward.
It’s not a smile. Not really… Something worse. Something knowing…
Your stomach drops so hard it almost hurts. Because he sees it. He sees the guilt. The panic.
The way your body stiffens inside another man’s arms while staring directly at him like a deer frozen beneath a predator’s gaze.
And then, without breaking eye contact once, Jungkook slowly drags his tongue across his lower lip.
The gesture is small. Lazy.
But it sends a violent rush of heat through your entire body anyway. You swallow hard.
Jungkook notices that too. Of course he fucking does.
Your boyfriend finally pauses mid-sentence, brows pulling together slightly while brushing your arm.
“Hey,” he says softly. “You okay?” The words barely even register.
Because all you can focus on is Jungkook sitting across the courtyard looking at you like he already knows exactly what’s happening inside your head, exactly how guilty you feel right now, exactly how badly your pulse spikes every time his eyes drag over you.
And the most terrifying part? He looks pleased. Not jealous. Not angry. Possessive.
Like he’s watching someone else touch something that already belongs to him.
The sorority house feels unusually warm compared to the cold evening outside. Soft yellow lights filling the living room while some random reality show plays quietly in the background. You’re curled up on the couch between Minji and Soomin with your legs tucked beneath a blanket, phone resting against your stomach while your entire body still feels tight from everything that happened today.
Honestly, ‘tight’ might be an understatement. Your nervous system has been held hostage by Jeon Jungkook since approximately nine in the morning.
The classroom argument keeps replaying in your head against your will, followed immediately by the memory of him watching you across the courtyard afterward, cigarette between his fingers while your boyfriend kissed you completely unaware.
Just thinking about that goddamn smirk again makes heat crawl uncomfortably up your neck.
“You look traumatized,” Minji says finally, glancing over from the other side of the couch.
“I might actually be,” you mumble dramatically before dragging both hands down your face. “I genuinely don’t know if i’ll survive Jeon Jungkook today.”
That immediately earns a snort from Soomin. “Well then reschedule,” she says simply. “Tell him you have a headache or something.”
You roll your eyes instantly. “Yeah, because he’s definitely gonna believe that.” Still… Your gaze slowly drifts toward your phone.
Minji notices immediately. “Oh my god. You’re considering it.”
“No I’m not.”
“You literally are.”
You stare at the screen for another few seconds before finally sighing dramatically and unlocking your phone anyway.
“Fine,” you mutter. “But when this fails horribly, I want both of you to remember this moment.”
Soomin grins. “Yasss. Lie to that man.”
You quickly type out the message before you can overthink it.
you: migraine. can’t study tonight.
The reply comes so fast it almost feels aggressive.
jungkook: cute excuse. door better be unlocked when i get there.
Your jaw drops. “Oh my god,” you whisper in disbelief. “What the fuck is actually wrong with him?”
Minji immediately grabs for the phone. “LET ME SEE.”
You hold it away dramatically while glaring at the screen. “He’s such an asshole.”
Then, fueled entirely by irritation and poor decision making, you type back:
you: fuck off. i got a migraine fr and going to bed early. we’re rescheduling.
And before he can answer? You turn your phone off completely.
The girls immediately erupt beside you.
“AS YOU SHOULD!"
“Stand your ground, queen.”
A laugh escapes you despite yourself and for the first time all day, you actually feel slightly victorious. Maybe Jungkook finally pushed too far, maybe you’re finally growing a backbone.
Or maybe you’re just delusional.
Either way, you ride the confidence upstairs when you go to your room later, changing into comfortable pajamas before climbing into bed with your laptop balanced against your legs. Rain taps softly against the windows outside while Netflix loads quietly across the screen and slowly, little by little, your shoulders finally start relaxing.
See? Nothing happened.
Jungkook’s not here. The world didn’t end.
Everything’s fi-
tap.
You freeze. The sound is soft enough that you almost convince yourself you imagined it.
Then another tap comes a few seconds later. You pause your show while your heartbeat suddenly starts climbing.
Slowly, confused, your eyes drift toward the window andyour soul nearly leaves your body.
Jungkook crouches outside your second-story window with a cigarette between his lips, dark hoodie pulled over his head while rain dampens the edges of his hair. One hand rests casually inside his pocket and the second your eyes meet through the glass, he tilts his head slightly.
Like this is completely normal behavior.
Every single thought inside your brain evaporates instantly. There’s a terrifying mix of fear and heat rushing through your body so violently it almost makes you dizzy because what the actual fuck is he doing here?
Jungkook taps the glass once more before speaking through the window, voice low and calm enough to make it worse somehow.
“Open the window.”
You don’t move. You’re still sitting frozen in bed staring at him like prey spotting a predator too late.
Jungkook watches your expression carefully before taking a slow drag from his cigarette.
Then, just as calm: “Open the fucking window or I’m gonna break it.”
No anger nor a raised voice. Which somehow makes the threat feel completely real. Your pulse goes feral.
Slowly, almost mechanically, you push yourself out of bed and walk toward the window while Jungkook watches your every movement through the glass. The second you unlock it and slide it open, cold air rushes into the room together with cigarette smoke and rain.
And then he climbs inside. Like he belongs there.
Instinctively, you back away the moment his shoes hit the floor while your heart pounds violently against your ribs, but Jungkook only straightens calmly before pulling the cigarette from his lips and looking at you with that same terrifying composure he always has. He takes another drag before flicking the cigarette through the window.
“You turned your phone off,” he says simply.
Like that explains everything. He keeps looking at you like he already knows exactly what you’re thinking.
That’s the worst part.
Not the fact he climbed through your window. Not the rain still dripping faintly from the edges of his hoodie onto your bedroom floor. Not even the cigarette smoke slowly filling the room while your pulse spirals further and further out of control.
It’s the way he watches you: Calm. Patient. Completely aware.
Like he can see every panicked thought flickering behind your eyes before you even act on it.
“You know what’s funny?” he murmurs quietly while taking another slow step toward you. “You spent all day testing my fucking patience and now you look surprised I showed up.”
Your breathing turns uneven immediately.
“I didn’t test anything,” you argue weakly while instinctively backing away from him again.
Jungkook just hums beneath his breath.
“No?” Another step forward. “Calling me an asshole in front of an entire lecture hall wasn’t testing me?”
Heat flashes across your face. You keep moving backward slowly while he advances just as steadily, his gaze locked onto you with terrifying focus.
“Lying just to avoid me? Then telling me to fuck off over text?” he continues calmly. “Turning your phone off after I told you I was coming?”
Your legs hit the edge of the bed suddenly and you nearly stumble backward onto the mattress before catching yourself at the last second. Jungkook notices immediately, eyes flicking downward briefly before a smirk slowly pulls at the corner of his mouth.
“Oh, now it’s sinking in…,” he murmurs softly. “Starting to realize this might’ve been a bad idea.”
Instead of staying cornered against the bed, you quickly move around it, keeping distance between the two of you while your heart pounds harder and harder inside your chest. Jungkook watches the movement with obvious amusement.
“You’re dramatic,” you mutter, trying desperately to sound unaffected.
“Yeah?” His head tilts slightly. “Then why do you keep running from me?”
Because every instinct inside your body is screaming at you to. The realization alone makes panic and heat mix together so violently it leaves you dizzy.
Slowly, carefully, you start backing toward the bedroom door instead and Jungkook notices instantly. A quiet laugh leaves him while he watches your eyes flick nervously between him and the exit.
“Seriously?” he chuckles softly. “You really think you’re faster than me?”
Your breath hitches and for one tiny second you hesitate before you run for the door anyway.
Your fingers barely brush the handle before Jungkook is suddenly there, large hand slamming flat against the wood above it hard enough to make you gasp. The door rattles sharply beneath the impact and before you can even process how fast he moved, his other hand calmly reaches down and twists the lock into place.
Click.
The sound echoes through the room like a gunshot.
Your pulse goes feral. “Jungkook-”
You try slipping past him immediately, panic hitting hard enough now that all you can think is 'window window window’, but the second you turn, his hand catches your wrist effortlessly.
Then suddenly your back slams against his chest. A startled yelp escapes you before his large hand immediately covers your mouth, pulling you tighter against him while your heart nearly explodes out of your ribs.
“Shhh…” he murmurs softly against your ear. The sound sends a violent shiver down your spine.
Everything about him feels overwhelming like this. The warmth of his body pressed firmly against yours, the smell of rain and smoke clinging to his hoodie, the way his chest rises slowly behind you while yours heaves uncontrollably.
And somehow the calmness in him only makes your panic worse.
“You’re gonna wake the whole fucking house,” he murmurs, lips brushing lightly against your ear now.
Your fingers instinctively grip his wrist while your breathing turns shallow beneath his hand. Jungkook notices every second of it.
A low chuckle vibrates against the side of your neck before his teeth graze your earlobe softly enough to make your knees nearly give out beneath you.
“Are you scared of me?” he asks quietly.
The question wraps around your throat instantly because the answer is complicated- you are scared. Not of him hurting you. Not truly. But scared of what happens to you around him.
Scared of how quickly your body folds every single time he corners you like this. Scared of the heat flooding through you right now despite the adrenaline making your pulse shake violently. Scared of the fact that even now, pinned against him with his hand over your mouth and the bedroom door locked behind you… you still don’t want him to stop.
A small sound escapes you before you can help it. Half whine, half something else entirely. Jungkook goes very still behind you for half a second, then he laughs quietly.
It’s not loud, not even cruel. But satisfied.
“Good,” he murmurs softly against your ear while his grip tightens just slightly around your wrist. “You fucking should be.”
A sudden knock against the bedroom door cuts through the tension so sharply that your entire body jolts.
“Hey, babe?” Soomin’s voice comes through the wood a second later, slightly muffled. “Are you okay? We heard a really loud noise.”
Pure panic flashes through you instantly. Jungkook feels it.
A quiet chuckle vibrates against the side of your neck while his hand still covers your mouth, your back pressed tightly against his chest as rain taps softly outside the open window behind you.
Then his lips brush your ear again.
“Tell her you’re fine,” he murmurs softly. “Tell her you’re just a stupid, clumsy thing and something fell down.”
Heat crashes through your body at the words, humiliation and arousal twisting together so violently it leaves your head spinning. Before you can even react, his hand slowly slides away from your mouth and down your throat instead, fingers wrapping firmly around it.
Not enough to hurt, just enough to remind you he’s still controlling this. You swallow hard beneath his grip while your pulse pounds wildly.
“I’m okay, Soomin,” you call out finally, praying your voice sounds normal. “Just… clumsy. My laptop fell from the bed.”
Silence follows for a second. Then:
“Okay…” Soomin says slowly. “Well, it sounded really loud.”
Jungkook’s fingers tighten slightly against your throat. “Lie better,” he whispers calmly into your ear. A shiver runs violently through you.
Then suddenly he starts guiding you toward the door, one hand still wrapped around your throat while the other settles briefly against your waist.
“Open it.”
Your stomach twists.
Slowly, nervously, you unlock the door and pull it open just enough to peek outside while Jungkook slips silently behind it, completely hidden from view.
Soomin immediately raises her eyebrows the second she sees your face.
“Oh my god,” she says slowly. “You look… I don’t know.” Her eyes narrow slightly. “Your face is completely flushed.”
You let out one slow breath while your heartbeat threatens to explode.
“Caught me,” you mumble awkwardly. “I was actually, uhm…” You vaguely point toward the bed behind you.
Soomin’s eyes widen instantly. “Oh my god,” she gasps. “You were having special alone time and I interrupted?” Heat floods your face for real this time.
“God, I’m so sorry!” She quickly holds her hands up.
“Yeah…” you laugh weakly, cheeks burning. “I, uh… fell from the bed.”
“So that’s why it sounded like someone died,” Soomin snorts before grinning suddenly. “Damn. That intense, huh? You need to tell me your secrets next time.”
Behind the door, you can feel Jungkook shifting and you swallow nervously. Soomin completely misses it.
“Well,” she continues with a wink, “have fun, babe. I’ll tell the others it was the washing machine or something.”
“Thanks.”
“Love you!”
“Bye.”
You slowly close the door again, pulse still racing violently, and the second the latch clicks shut, Jungkook’s hand immediately comes into view beside you.
Click.
He locks the door again.
The sound echoes through the room while you remain frozen against the wood, breathing unevenly as Jungkook steps back into view.
A slow smirk spreads across his face.
“Some special alone time, huh?” he murmurs, amusement dripping from every word. “That’s the best you could come up with?”
Heat burns across your face instantly.
Jungkook’s eyes drag slowly over your expression before he steps closer again, one hand settling beside your head against the door while the other remains loosely around your throat.
“You really are a little slut.”
The word hits exactly where he wants it to.
Your eyes flash immediately and Jungkook catches the reaction in real time, sees the anger flare behind your expression, sees the way your body tenses like you want to shove him away or curse him out again.
And then the asshole smirks.
“Do it,” he murmurs softly, lips dangerously close to yours now. “I dare you.”
The second the word leaves his mouth, Jungkook sees it hit you. Not the anger first or the embarrassment.
No… something way worse.
Your breath catches sharply while your entire body goes tense beneath his hand and for half a second you look genuinely offended, lips parting immediately like you’re about to snap back at him again.
But then nothing comes out and Jungkook notices that too. A slow smile spreads across his face while his thumb drags lightly against the side of your throat, eyes locked onto yours with terrifying focus.
“There it is,” he murmurs softly. “That little look again.”
Heat burns straight through you. “Shut up.”
The words come out weak, almost breathless. Jungkook’s expression darkens instantly at that.
“Oh,” he says quietly, almost amused now. “That word got to you, huh?”
Your stomach twists violently. “No it didn’t.”
“Liar.”
He steps even closer until your back presses fully against the locked door behind you, one hand planted beside your head while the other stays loosely around your throat. His eyes drag slowly across your face before dropping briefly to your mouth.
Then lower.
Watching the way your thighs instinctively press together again. A rough chuckle leaves him immediately.
“Fuck,” he mutters softly. “You really do like this shit.”
Humiliation crashes through you all over again. “You’re delusional.”
“And you’re standing here letting me call you dirty names while you melt over it.” His head tilts slightly. “Interesting little situation you got yourself into, princess.”
Your pulse pounds harder and harder while he keeps looking at you like he’s slowly peeling every layer off you one by one.
Then suddenly his expression shifts into something mocking.
“What did your sweet boyfriend say to you earlier that made you laugh like that, huh?”
The question catches you completely off guard. A fake pout tugs at his lips while he leans down closer, eyes never leaving yours.
“Was he all sweet with you?” he asks softly, voice dripping with fake sympathy. “Telling you cute little things while you smiled up at him?”
Heat floods your face because yes- He was.Your boyfriend was sweet. Gentle. Affectionate.
And somehow standing here now with Jungkook pressed against you, cigarette smell clinging to his clothes while his hand grips your throat possessively, that memory only makes your stomach twist harder.
Jungkook sees the realization happen in real time. The smirk on his face sharpens immediately.
“Yeah,” he murmurs. “Thought so.”
His thumb presses slightly higher beneath your jaw while his eyes darken.
“What do you think he’d say if he knew I was in your room right now?” he asks quietly.
Your breathing turns uneven instantly. Jungkook leans down until his lips brush barely against yours.
“What would he say,” he murmurs softly, “if he knew I’m standing here calling you my little whore…” Your breath catches sharply.
Jungkook’s tongue drags slowly across your lower lip. Then he pulls back just enough to whisper:
“…about to fuck you dumb?”
The words nearly destroy you.
Heat crashes through your body so violently your knees almost give out and Jungkook notices every second of it, sees the exact moment your resolve completely starts crumbling beneath him.
Because the worst part? You’ve thought about it too. Late at night. Alone in bed.
Replaying every filthy thing he’s whispered to you so far while imagining exactly what it would feel like if he finally stopped teasing and actually touched you the way he keeps promising he will.
And judging by the dark look settling deeper into Jungkook’s eyes… he knows.
“Fuck,” he mutters quietly while staring at your face. “You’ve imagined it already, haven’t you?” You hate that your silence gives you away.
Jungkook laughs softly beneath his breath before leaning down once more, mouth brushing teasingly against yours again like he’s about to kiss you properly this time.
But instead he just licks slowly across your lips once more…
…and pulls away.
The loss of contact feels almost painful. You stare at him in disbelief while he casually steps backward toward your bed, eyes never leaving yours for even a second. Completely calm. Completely confident.
Like he already knows exactly what you’re going to do next.
Jungkook drops onto the edge of the mattress slowly before spreading his legs slightly, tattooed hand resting lazily against his thigh while he looks up at you with smoke-dark eyes.
Then he pats his lap once. “Sit on your throne, princess.”
Your stomach flips. Because somehow that’s the part that affects you most: Not the degrading words or the threats. Not even him climbing through your goddamn window.
It’s this- The terrifying ease of the command. The way he says it like your place is already there. Already decided.
And horrifyingly enough… your body moves before your brain can catch up.
Jungkook watches you cross the room toward him with something dark and satisfied settling behind his expression, eyes dragging slowly over your body while you finally stop between his legs.
Then, without a single word of protest, you sink down into his lap again.
Exactly where he wanted you.
Jungkook’s hands settle against your waist the second you sit in his lap, fingers spreading slowly like he’s memorizing the shape of you there. The room feels unbearably warm now, rain still tapping softly against the windows while your pulse pounds harder with every second he keeps looking at you without moving.
And god, the way he’s looking at you… Like he already won.
Your eyes drift toward his lips almost automatically, still slightly swollen from the cigarette pressed between them earlier, and for one dangerous second you think he’s finally going to kiss you properly.
But he doesn’t. He just sits there watching you. Waiting.
The intensity of it makes your stomach twist violently because suddenly you realize exactly what he’s doing. Jungkook wants you to choose this. Wants you to cross the line yourself so there’s no pretending afterward, no acting like he forced you into something you didn’t secretly crave from the start.
A slow smirk tugs at the corner of his mouth when he sees the realization hit. Then quietly, voice rough enough to send heat rushing straight through you:
“If you want something…” His hands tighten slightly against your waist. “…take it yourself.”
You blink at him for a second, breath uneven, brain struggling to catch up while his eyes stay locked onto yours with terrifying patience. Then you understand.
And suddenly you’re nervous again.
Which is ridiculous considering everything that already happened between the two of you, but somehow this feels different. More dangerous somehow. Because now he’s waiting for you to do it first.
To prove him right.
Slowly, almost shyly, you lean forward.
Your fingers curl against his shoulders first before sliding higher toward his neck, brushing through the damp strands of his hair while your lips finally meet his.
Soft. Careful. Tentative enough that it almost feels sweet. And Jungkook lets you.
He doesn’t take control immediately. Doesn’t grab your face or pull you closer. He just sits there beneath you while you kiss him first, hands still firm against your waist as if he’s letting you figure this out on your own.
The realization alone nearly melts you. So you kiss him again, longer this time. Your fingers tighten in his hair while confidence slowly starts replacing the hesitation and Jungkook finally reacts, a low groan vibrating against your mouth the second your lips part slightly for him.
The sound destroys whatever self-control you had left. Heat crashes through your body while you kiss him harder now, your hands sliding fully into his hair as his grip on your waist suddenly tightens enough to pull a gasp from you.
That’s all it takes.
One second the kiss feels slow and teasing and the next it turns messy almost instantly, Jungkook finally kissing you back with all the intensity he’d been holding back until now.
More tongue. More teeth. More heat.
His hand slides up your spine before gripping the back of your neck, holding you exactly where he wants you while your mouths move together desperately enough that neither of you can breathe properly anymore. The wet sounds of kissing fill the room together with uneven breathing and quiet curses slipping from Jungkook every time you tug at his hair.
“Fuck…” he groans against your lips when your hips shift instinctively against him. The sound goes straight through you.
Jungkook kisses like he does everything else, controlled right until the moment he suddenly isn’t. One second he’s calm and composed and the next his teeth catch your lower lip hard enough to make you gasp into his mouth while his fingers dig possessively into your waist. And somehow that only makes you kiss him harder.
Saliva glistens between your mouths every time he pulls back barely an inch before crashing back into you again, messy and hungry now while your fingers stay tangled tightly in his hair. Jungkook moans quietly when you tug harder and the sound nearly drives you insane because it’s the first time he’s sounded genuinely affected tonight.
Not smug or teasing just genuinely gone.
His forehead presses briefly against yours while both of you struggle for air, but even then he doesn’t let you get far. His mouth keeps brushing against yours between breaths, tongue dragging slowly along your lower lip again before he mutters lowly:
“There’s my princess…” And this time the words don’t sound mocking at all. They sound possessive. Jungkook kisses you like he’s trying to drag every reaction out of your body at once.
Your fingers stay tangled tightly in his damp hair while his hands grip your waist hard enough to keep you completely pinned against him, every messy slide of his mouth against yours making your head spin worse and worse.
The room feels overheated now, thick with smoke and tension and the quiet wet sounds of kissing while your breathing turns more uneven every second he keeps pulling those desperate little noises from you.
A low groan leaves him when your hips shift instinctively in his lap again.
“Fuck…” he murmurs against your mouth before dragging his lips slowly along yours once more. “I’m gonna make you feel so fucking good, baby…”
The words hit straight through you. A soft moan escapes before you can stop it and Jungkook immediately swallows the sound with another rough kiss, tongue brushing against yours while his hand slides higher up your back possessively.
Then suddenly… he pulls back slightly. Just enough that his lips still ghost against yours while both of you struggle for air.
And then, sweetly enough to make it worse, he whispers:
“But first…” His thumb brushes slowly along your waist. “…I’m gonna punish the shit out of you for today.”
Your eyes snap open instantly. The blood in your veins practically freezes. Jungkook sees the exact second the realization hits and the corner of his mouth twitches upward immediately.
Because he means it. Oh god. He actually means it.
Before you can even process what the hell that’s supposed to mean, Jungkook kisses you again hard enough to steal the breath from your lungs while one arm suddenly hooks around your waist.
Then the world flips.
A startled gasp tears from you when he throws you backward onto the mattress, your body bouncing slightly against the bed hard enough to knock the air straight out of your chest.
Jungkook climbs over you immediately. Terrifyingly composed despite the fact he was just kissing you like he’d lost his mind thirty seconds ago.
“Jungkook, I-”
“What?” he interrupts instantly, amusement dripping from every word while he settles between your legs. “You thought all’s good now?” A low chuckle leaves him. “Thought I’d just overlook everything?”
Heat flashes through you while your pulse starts climbing all over again.
“Cute.” The mocking tone nearly kills you.
Instinctively you try scooting backward across the mattress, some survival instinct finally kicking back in now that he’s towering over you like this, but Jungkook just grabs both your ankles effortlessly before dragging you right back toward him again.
The movement pulls a shocked sound from your throat. Jungkook’s eyes darken immediately.
“No more running,” he murmurs calmly while his hands slide slowly up your legs. “But keep fighting me.” A dangerous smirk spreads across his face. “Turns me the fuck on.”
Jungkook keeps you pinned beneath him for several long seconds after dragging you back across the mattress, one hand wrapped loosely around your ankle while the other braces beside your head. His breathing is slightly uneven from the kissing, dark hair falling messily across his forehead now, but somehow he still looks maddeningly composed.
Meanwhile your entire brain feels like it’s actively melting.
The room stays quiet except for rain tapping softly outside and both of your breathing slowly filling the space between you. Jungkook studies your face carefully, eyes dragging over every tiny reaction like he’s piecing something together.
Then finally he sighs softly through his nose.
“You really know how to piss me off,” he murmurs almost fondly.
Your stomach flips nervously. “Jungkook-”
“No.” His thumb brushes once against your ankle. “You don’t get to interrupt right now.”
Heat flashes through you immediately. A low hum leaves him while his gaze drifts slowly downward over your body before returning to your face again.
“You fought with me in class.” Calm. Casual. “Called me an asshole in front of everyone.” Another slight tilt of his head. “Ignored my texts. Turned your phone off. Tried to hide from me.”
Every word settles heavier and heavier inside your chest because he’s listing them like offenses being read aloud before sentencing.
And horrifyingly enough… part of you likes it.
Jungkook sees the realization flicker across your face instantly and the corner of his mouth twitches upward.
“Yeah,” he murmurs quietly. “That’s what I thought.”
Your thighs press together instinctively and his eyes flick downward immediately.
A rough chuckle leaves him. “Holy fuck.”
Heat burns through your entire body while Jungkook slowly sits back on his heels between your legs, one hand sliding lazily along your thigh.
Then, completely calm, like he’s asking what you want for dinner:
“You can choose.”
You blink at him. “…what?”
Jungkook’s expression barely changes.
“I’m either gonna spank your bare ass twenty times with my hand…” His fingers tap lightly against your thigh once. “…five with the belt…”
Your breathing catches sharply at that one. Jungkook sees it immediately and a slow grin spreads across his face.
“Oh?” he murmurs mockingly. “That scared you a little?”
“You’re insane.”
“Hm.” Completely unconcerned.
Then his thumb presses slightly harder against your thigh while his voice drops lower.
“…or ten against your bare cunt.”
Your entire body goes still. Jungkook watches it happen in real time and actually laughs quietly beneath his breath.
Not loud. Worse.
Genuinely amused.
“There it is,” he murmurs softly. “That’s the one.”
Your stomach flips violently. “No it’s not.”
“Princess.” His head tilts slightly while his eyes drag slowly over your flushed face. “Your thighs literally just closed.”
Humiliation burns straight through you because the worst part is that he sounds almost pleased by it.
Like he enjoys exposing you.
“You should see your face right now,” he says quietly, lips twitching again. “Cute little brain trying so hard not to imagine it.”
Your breath turns uneven immediately.
A rough exhale leaves him while his fingers slowly slide higher up your thigh until you physically tense beneath him.
“Fuck,” he mutters softly. “You really don’t know how obvious you are yet, huh?”
You glare up at him instantly. “Shut up.” But it comes out weak again. Breathless.
And Jungkook absolutely loves it. A dark grin spreads slowly across his face while he leans down closer, close enough now that his lips brush faintly against yours when he speaks.
“I can practically hear you thinking,” he murmurs quietly. “Trying to decide which one would hurt the most.” His thumb presses lightly between your thighs over your pajamas. “Meanwhile your body’s over here getting wetter every second.”
A soft sound escapes you before you can stop it and Jungkook’s eyes darken immediately.
“There she is,” he whispers.
Heat crashes through you so violently it almost hurts.
“You know what I think?” he asks softly while watching your expression unravel further. “I think part of you wants me to choose.” A low chuckle leaves him. “Because then you can keep pretending none of this is your fault.”
You glare at him instantly. “You’re an asshole.”
“Yeah.” Completely calm. “Still waiting for an answer.”
Then finally, when you still don’t answer, a slow grin spreads across his face.
“Okay then…”
Your stomach twists sharply because the second those words leave his mouth, you already know he’s choosing for you.
Jungkook watches the realization settle into your face with obvious satisfaction before slowly leaning down over you again, one hand spreading beside your head while the other drifts lazily along your thigh.
“Look at you,” he murmurs softly. “Completely gone already and I haven’t even started.”
Heat burns through your entire body while his fingers slide slowly upward beneath the hem of your pajama shorts, teasing without really touching where you want him most. Every movement feels deliberate now, like he’s dragging the anticipation out on purpose just to watch you squirm beneath him.
And the worst part? He looks like he’s enjoying this far too much.
His mouth brushes slowly against your jaw before trailing lower toward your throat while his fingers hook lazily into the buttons of your pajama top, undoing them one by one with agonizing patience.
Then quietly:
“Also…” His lips ghost softly beneath your ear. “…there’s something else that made me fucking mad, princess.”
Your stomach thightens at his words.
A low hum leaves him while another button slips free beneath his fingers, exposing more skin inch by inch while his eyes stay fixed on your face.
“Can you guess what it was?”
You blink up at him, still dazed from the kissing, from him dragging you across the bed earlier, from the way he keeps touching you like he already owns every inch of your body.
“I…” Your voice catches slightly. “I don’t know.”
Jungkook clicks his tongue softly. “Use that brain, dummy,” he murmurs against your skin.
His hand slips beneath the fabric of your pajama top then, fingertips dragging slowly across your stomach and your breath hitches hard enough to interrupt your thoughts completely.
Jungkook notices that too and a quiet chuckle vibrates against your throat. “See?” he murmurs mockingly. “Can’t even think properly anymore.”
You hate how weak your body feels beneath him. Hate how your brain keeps turning to static every time his hands move over you.
His lips trail lower along your neck before suddenly his teeth catch your skin hard enough to pull a sharp whine from your throat.
“There it is…” he mutters softly.
Then he sucks slowly against the sensitive spot beneath your jaw while his hand spreads possessively over your stomach, holding you still against the mattress while you squirm beneath him.
Your fingers clutch weakly at his shirt. “Jungkook…”
A low hum leaves him before he finally pulls back just enough to look down at you again. And somehow that calm expression is worse than if he looked angry.
Because he looks completely composed. Completely certain.
His thumb brushes slowly across your waist beneath your pajama shirt while his voice drops quieter now.
Too quiet.
“I told you yesterday,” he murmurs softly, “to fucking text me when you got home.”
Your eyes snap open instantly. Oh. Oh no.
“I…” Your stomach drops violently. “I forgot-”
Jungkook clicks his tongue immediately. “Stupid.”
Heat crashes through you all at once. Another soft kiss presses against your throat.
“Stupid little girl,” he murmurs almost affectionately before biting lightly at your skin again hard enough to make you gasp.
“I really forgot,” you whisper quickly, trying to explain while your pulse spirals harder and harder beneath him. “I didn’t mean to-”
“But you still forgot.” Calm. Casual. “After I told you to do one simple fucking thing.”
Humiliation curls hot in your stomach while Jungkook watches your face carefully, fingers slowly gliding higher beneath your pajama top.
“You know what I think?” he asks softly.
You barely manage a shaky breath. “What…?”
“I think you stopped taking me seriously for a second.” His thumb drags lightly across your skin. “Thought maybe I’d let things slide because i kissed you a little.”
Your stomach sinks because that’s almost exactly what happened.
Jungkook sees the realization spread across your face instantly and the corner of his mouth lifts slightly. “Yeah,” he murmurs. “That’s what I thought.”
His hand suddenly grips your waist firmly before he leans down close enough that his lips brush faintly against yours again.
“You’re learning though,” he whispers softly. “Slowly.”
Then another kiss against your mouth. Gentle this time, almost sweet.
The sudden softness catches you completely off guard after everything else tonight and before you can stop yourself, your body relaxes slightly beneath him. Your fingers loosen against his shirt while you melt into the kiss for one dangerous second, lips moving slowly against his while the hand beneath your pajama top drifts lazily across your skin.
And Jungkook notices immediately. A low hum vibrates against your mouth the exact moment you soften for him.
Then suddenly-
Pain flashes sharply through your chest when his fingers pinch your nipple hard enough to rip a loud whine straight from your throat.
Jungkook swallows the sound instantly with his mouth.
The kiss changes immediately after that, less gentle now, more possessive.
His hand tightens around your waist while his mouth moves hungrily against yours, tongue brushing forcefully against yours as another softer whimper escapes into the kiss. Jungkook groans quietly at the sound before pinching again just enough to make your back arch beneath him.
Heat crashes through your body violently while he keeps kissing you harder now, every movement deliberate, possessive, like he’s actively reminding you who’s in control again after letting you relax for those few stupid seconds.
Your fingers tighten in his shirt instinctively. A dark chuckle leaves him before his teeth catch your lower lip briefly.
“See what happens?” he murmurs softly. “The second you get comfortable, you stop thinking.”
Your breathing turns uneven again immediately, eyes glistening faintly once the sharp sting finally eases..
Jungkook’s mouth drags over your neck downwards to your chest until he softly takes the sensitive nub between his lips, gently sucking and kissing it.
“Good girl.” he mutters against your heated skin and you automatically arch your back against his mouth.
Jungkook finally releases your nipple with a quiet hum before sitting back slightly above you and for one horrible second you think maybe he’s done teasing now.
But then his hands move toward his belt. Your stomach drops instantly.
The metallic sound of the buckle sliding free cuts through the room while your pulse suddenly pounds harder beneath your ribs. You watch him slowly pull the belt from the loops of his jeans inch by inch and the moment leather slips fully free, your body instinctively squirms beneath him.
A low chuckle leaves him while he glances up at your face, dark eyes dragging slowly across your expression.
“Relax, dummy…” he murmurs softly.
Heat floods your face anyway because absolutely nothing about this feels relaxing right now.
The belt hangs loosely from his hand while he shifts closer again and before you can even ask what he’s doing, his fingers close around your wrists. Your breath catches sharply.
Jungkook calmly guides your hands above your head before threading the belt around them and securing it loosely against the headboard behind you. Not painful. Not tight enough to hurt. Just enough to stop you from pulling away.
“There,” he mutters quietly once he’s finished, eyes flicking over your restrained wrists with obvious satisfaction. “That’s better.”
Your pulse jumps violently when you test the movement slightly and realize you genuinely can’t move your hands now.
Jungkook notices that too and the corner of his mouth lifts faintly. “Cute,” he murmurs while settling back between your legs again.
The mattress dips beneath his weight while his hands slowly drag down your body- fingertips brushing over your stomach before hooking into the waistband of your pajama pants.
Your breathing turns uneven immediately.
Jungkook keeps his eyes on your face the entire time while he slowly pulls the fabric down your legs, watching every tiny reaction like he’s studying you.
Like he enjoys seeing you nervous. And honestly? He probably does.
The second the fabric disappears completely, his gaze drags slowly over your body before a quiet exhale leaves him beneath his breath.
“Fuck…” he mutters softly.
Heat burns across your face while you instinctively try to close your legs a little but Jungkook’s hand immediately settles against your thigh, stopping you.
“None of that.”
Your stomach twists harder.
Then his fingers tighten slightly against your thigh while his expression turns calm again. Focused.
Terrifyingly composed.
“You’re gonna count for me,” he says quietly. “And if you miss one…” His eyes lift slowly back toward yours. “…I’m starting all over again.”
Your breath catches sharply. For a second you just stare at him in shock, brain struggling to fully process what the hell is happening right now.
Jungkook waits patiently. Eventually you manage the tiniest nod and a slow smirk spreads across his face.
“Good girl.” The praise melts through you embarrassingly fast.
Then Jungkook’s hands slide firmly against the inside of your thighs before gently pushing them apart.
“Spread your legs.” And suddenly you realize exactly which punishment he chose.
The first slap catches you off guard- his hand lands exactly in the middle of your exposed pussy and a sharp sting spreads instantly through your body. You let out a strong gasp and instinctively try to close your legs but Jungkook holds them open with ease.
“Count.” he orders in the same calm tone as if none of this affects him at all. You swallow thickly before muttering a small “One” and he hums in return.
“Good girl.”
His fingers run through your wet folds a few times, pulling another shudder from you and a quiet moan slips beneath your lips just as his hand lands on the sensitive flesh once again.
“Fuck!” you yelp, eyes clenched shut but when you slowly open them again you see his raised eyebrows and quickly add, “Two…” He nods approvingly.
Jungkook hums softly in approval, fingers smoothing briefly along your thigh afterward almost absentmindedly before another slap follows only seconds later.
This one feels worse- not because it hurts more, but because now you’re expecting it.
Your entire body tenses in anticipation and Jungkook notices immediately, eyes flicking slowly across your face while another quiet sound escapes you.
“Three,” you whisper.
“Louder.”
Heat burns through your cheeks. “Three,” you repeat properly this time and a faint grin spreads across his face.
“That’s better.”
The room slowly fills with the sound of your uneven breathing mixed with the occasional sharp sting that keeps pulling broken reactions from your throat. Somewhere around four your legs start trembling slightly beneath his grip and Jungkook notices that too, thumb pressing lazily into your skin while he watches you try to hold yourself together.
“You’re sensitive already?” he murmurs almost mockingly. “Poor thing.”
You glare at him instantly despite the tears beginning to sting faintly at the corners of your eyes.
“Shut up.”
A low chuckle leaves him. Then another slap lands before you’re fully prepared for it and your back arches sharply against the mattress while a louder sound slips from your mouth before you can stop it.
“Fuck-”
Jungkook’s eyebrows lift. Your eyes squeeze shut in embarrassment before you quickly force out:
“Five.”
“There you go.” The praise feels humiliatingly good.
That’s the worst part. Not the punishment itself. Not even the sting.
It’s the way your body reacts every time he tells you you’re doing well, every soft “good girl” melting straight through your pride while Jungkook watches the effect it has on you with growing amusement.
By the time he reaches seven your breathing is completely uneven now, thighs twitching helplessly beneath his hands while your wrists pull instinctively against the belt every time another sting spreads through your body.
And somehow Jungkook still looks perfectly composed. Relaxed even.
Like he could do this all night.
“You keeping up okay, princess?” he asks softly after another sharp slap makes your head fall back briefly against the pillows.
You nod weakly. “Mhm.”
His hand grips your jaw lightly immediately, forcing your eyes back toward him.
“Use your words.”
“Yes.”
“Good.”
Then another slap lands suddenly and your entire body jerks beneath him hard enough that the next number completely slips from your brain.
Silence.
Oh no.
Your eyes widen instantly while Jungkook just watches you calmly.
“…what comes after seven?” he asks softly. Panic flashes through you immediately.
“Wait- give me a second please…”
“Too dumb to count properly?”
“Jungkook please-”
His head tilts slightly, expression almost thoughtful now while his fingers drag lazily over your wet folds again. “Think carefully, dummy.”
You try to breathe properly, cheeks burning with humiliation while your thoughts scramble uselessly around in your head.
“…eight,” you whisper finally.
Jungkook studies your face for another second before humming softly. “Correct.”
Relief crashes through you embarrassingly fast.
His thumb presses against your clit, drawing slow circles around the sensitive nub, pulling a deep moan from you. He increases the speed of his thumb, making you squirm beneath him while a slow smirk spreads across his face. Your eyes almost flutter shut as your thighs start to tremble, your orgasm building embarrassingly fast.
Just as your release is about to crash over you, he removes his thumb, delivering the last two slaps harshly against your pussy and bringing you over the edge. The final sting sends tears slipping fully down your cheeks despite how hard you try to hold them back.
“Oh my god-“ a strangled sob escapes you as pain and pleasure mix together and wash over you in intense waves. Jungkook lets out a satisfied hum as he watches your body writhe beneath him while he softly grips your waist.
Your body goes limp and you let yourself sink further into the mattress. You feel Jungkook’s weight shift on top of you and suddenly his lips are against your ear, softly whispering:
“Forgetting something, princess?”
You open your eyes in exhaustion. He’s already looking at you, waiting for your answer and you swallow thickly.
“Nine… ten…” your voice weak and small.
Jungkook studies your face for another second after the weak answer leaves your lips before a quiet satisfied hum finally escapes him.
“There you go,” he murmurs softly. “Knew you could do it.”
Your chest rises and falls unevenly while he reaches upward to loosen the belt around your wrists, fingers rubbing gently over the faint red marks left behind. The sudden softness after everything else tonight feels almost disorienting and your eyes flutter shut briefly when he brings one of your wrists toward his mouth, pressing a slow kiss against the sensitive skin there.
“So pretty like this,” he mutters quietly.
Heat spreads weakly through your exhausted body while Jungkook’s hands slide slowly down your arms afterward before one of them hooks beneath the hem of his hoodie. Your breath catches the second he pulls it over his head, revealing warm skin, dark tattoos and lean muscle beneath the dim light of your room.
And embarrassingly enough… you stare.
Jungkook notices it and slow smirk tugs at the corner of his mouth while he tosses the hoodie somewhere onto the floor, dark eyes flicking briefly toward your face when he catches the way your gaze drags helplessly across his chest. But he doesn’t tease you for it.
Instead he just leans back over you again slowly, one hand settling beside your head while the other glides lazily across your waist beneath your already open pajama top.
“You look exhausted,” he murmurs softly, lips brushing faintly against yours.
“You’re horrible,” you whisper weakly. A quiet chuckle leaves him.
“Yeah,” he hums against your mouth. “Still did so good for me though.” The praise melts straight through you again.
Jungkook kisses you slowly after that, deep enough to leave your thoughts hazy while his hand drifts lower over your stomach, fingers tracing absentminded patterns against your skin. Every touch feels unhurried now, almost lazy, like he has all the time in the world while he takes you apart piece by piece.
His mouth leaves yours eventually only to drag lower instead. Over your jaw. Your throat.
A soft shiver rolls through your body the second his lips press against one of the marks he left there earlier and Jungkook hums quietly at the reaction before kissing lower again.
“You get sensitive so fast,” he murmurs softly against your skin, sounding almost amused by it.
Heat curls low in your stomach while his hands slowly push the fabric of your pajama top further open again, exposing your chest completely beneath him while his mouth keeps wandering lower.
Every kiss feels deliberate. Possessive. Like he’s memorizing you now.
Your breathing turns uneven again the moment his lips brush over your chest, lingering there just long enough to make your pulse stutter while his hands tighten faintly against your waist.
“Jungkook…” you breathe softly.
A low hum vibrates against your skin in response before he kisses lower again, dragging his mouth slowly over your stomach while his fingers spread gently against your hips to keep you still beneath him.
And when his lips finally brush against the inside of your thigh? Your entire body jerks slightly.
Jungkook chuckles quietly at that, eyes lifting briefly toward your face while his thumb strokes lazily against your skin.
“So fucking reactive,” he murmurs softly. “Can barely touch you without you falling apart for me.”
You feel his hot breath right between your legs before his tongue drags lazily over your folds, settling at your clit where he starts sucking almost softly.
“Oh…” you breathe out, your back arching as everything is still sensitive and overstimulated. Jungkook just hums, giving your clit a lazy swirl with his tongue as he carefully pushes two fingers inside of you.
“So fucking tight…” he mumbles while curling his long fingers against your sweet spot over and over again. “You taste so sweet, baby.” He hums, then his mouth is on you again, this time more intense, latching onto you like he’s possessed and turning you into a writhing mess.
“C-close…” you gasp, one hand finding his hair as you give it a strong tug and he hums in response.
Your eyes flutter shut as he mercilessly sucks on your clit while his fingers continue to fuck you open with scissoring motions, and moments later your orgasm crashes over you so intensely that you grab the nearest pillow to muffle your screams.
Jungkook continues to help you ride it out until you try to close your legs and shove him away. He just chuckles and slowly lets go of your throbbing pussy before sitting back up. You’re still hiding beneath the pillow, your chest rising and falling as your breathing slowly returns to normal when he pulls it away, looking down at you with a smirk.
“Cute.”
His arm reaches out to brush the strands of hair clinging to your sweaty forehead out of your face. You look up at him, slowly blinking, and once again, almost instinctively, lean into his touch. You can see the way his jaw clenches at that, his eyes narrowing slightly.
Jungkook strokes your cheek one last time before slowly retracting his hand and settling it at his pants. Your eyes follow his movements as he opens them, hooking his fingers beneath the waistband of his pants and boxers before stepping out of them entirely, leaving him completely naked before you.
You swallow as you take in his whole form and something in your chest shifts slightly, but you quickly push it away as you sit up and peel off your pajama top, leaving both of you entirely bare. He hums, the corner of his mouth lifting as he slowly climbs above you.
“Are you on the pill?”
You blink. “What?”
“Can I fuck you raw?” He tilts his head and the way he licks his lips makes your heart stutter for a second.
“Y-yes…” you finally manage to say, and he smirks. “Yes, what?”
“Yes, please…” you whisper against his lips, your sense of shame already gone. All you want is Jeon Jungkook inside of you. Right now.
“Hm…” he hums, his tongue ghosting over your bottom lip. “I think you can do better than that, princess.”
“Jungkook…” you whine in frustration, which makes him chuckle, clearly enjoying it. “Please fuck me. There, happy?” You roll your eyes and he lets out a snort.
“Did you just fucking roll your eyes?”
You open your mouth to protest, but he already pushes you back into the mattress. “Shut up. Turn around, hands on the bed, ass up…”
“Wait, wha…” you don’t even finish the sentence before he grabs your waist and flips you onto your stomach, a surprised yelp escaping you.
Jungkook looks down at your figure lying beneath him as he wraps his hand around his cock, giving it a few pumps before lining himself up within your soaking entrance. His chest presses against your back, one hand wrapped around your throat as you finally feel him push inside.
He’s not fast with it. It’s slow, almost excruciating. And still, the stretch is so intense your walls try to refuse him at first.
“Jungkook…” you gasp. “…too much… I can’t…”
He lets out a low chuckle against your ear.
“You can and you will, princess. Listen to the cute noises your cunt makes every time my dick slides back in…”
To make a point, he pulls back only to thrust in again, the wet smacking sound echoing through the room.
You shake your head while clutching at the bedsheets. “Too big… you’re too big…”
“Aw.” He tuts with fake concern, his hand landing sharply against your ass. “Poor little baby can’t handle my dick. Where’d all the attitude go, huh?” His hips snap against yours as he sets a faster, rougher pace, making you whine into the sheets.
“Your mouth’s writing checks your ass can’t cash, dumb little brat,” he growls, grabbing a fistful of your hair and pulling a sinful moan from you that would usually belong in a porn.
The degradation should irritate you, should offend you, but instead you can feel yourself getting wetter by the second, and so can Jungkook.
“Fuck, you’re soaking. It’s literally running down your fucking legs…” His voice is hoarse, fingertips pressing into your skin as if he’s trying to brand you. And maybe he truly is.
His hand runs over the curve of your ass, kneading the soft flesh and spreading your cheeks when you feel his thumb against your back entrance. You freeze for a second and he notices immediately.
“Ever tried it before?” he asks calmly, and you let out a shy, “No,” earning a soft hum in response. His thumb circles the tight hole over and over before he finally says, “Relax. Not tonight.”
Before you can properly process his words, you feel his breath fanning against your cheek.
“But soon I’m gonna fuck that cute ass.”
Jungkook flips you around onto your back and increases the pace of his thrusts. His cock keeps hitting that special spot inside you while he reaches down to circle your clit.
“I’m gonna…” you bite your lip, desperately trying not to be too loud as you stare up at him. Sweat clings to his forehead, his hair messy, and suddenly all you want to do is bite that lip piercing of his. You grab him by the neck and pull him down, kissing him fiercely, which earns you a satisfied grunt from him.
“Fuck, baby…” he mumbles against your lips as his thrusts turn harsher, almost painful in the most delicious way. Your legs lock behind his back as your orgasm crashes through you, making you uncontrollably tremble beneath him. Jungkook follows seconds later, burying himself as deep as possible while his cum floods your swollen walls, slowly dripping out of you afterward.
“Holy fuck…” he breathes against your neck and you manage a weak nod. Your hand wanders absentmindedly through his hair and down his back, drawing lazy patterns against his skin.
For a long moment neither of you says anything.
The room feels heavy in the aftermath, warm and ruined and far too quiet now compared to everything that happened only minutes ago. Your body still buzzes pleasantly from the intensity of it all while Jungkook stays stretched out on top of you, one arm lazily wrapped around your waist as both of you slowly catch your breath again.
It should feel wrong. You should want distance after everything that happened tonight. Instead you feel… comfortable. Safe.
The realization settles unpleasantly in your chest. Dangerous.
Jungkook notices the shift immediately but instead of commenting on it his head tilts slightly toward the hoodie tossed somewhere beside the bed.
“Mind if I smoke?”
Usually you would. Usually you’d complain about the smell, roll your eyes dramatically, tell him he’s disgusting or slowly killing himself. But right now your brain still feels hazy and unfocused, caught somewhere between exhaustion and the terrifying realization slowly creeping up your spine.
“Huh?” you blink before quietly shaking your head. “Yeah… no. Go ahead.”
Jungkook goes still for the briefest moment beneath you. Not enough for anyone else to notice. But you do.
His eyes flick briefly toward your face like he’s trying to figure out what exactly is happening inside your head right now. Then, surprisingly, he doesn’t push.
Doesn’t tease. Doesn’t pry.
He just hums softly before reaching for the hoodie beside the bed and pulling a slightly crushed cigarette pack from the pocket.
Then suddenly his hands settle on your waist. Before you can even react properly, Jungkook flips the two of you over effortlessly until he’s lying beneath you instead, one arm tucked behind his head while the other brings the cigarette toward his lips.
You let out a startled sound immediately. “The fuck-”
A low chuckle rumbles beneath you. “Relax, princess.”
The lighter flicks softly in the dim room before smoke slowly curls upward between the two of you. You stay sprawled half on top of him afterward, your cheek resting against his chest while you continue tracing his tattoos absentmindedly.
It’s quiet.
Not awkward quiet. Just… still. The kind of silence that feels strangely intimate.
Jungkook smokes lazily above you while your fingers drift over the ink on his ribs and chest, your thoughts growing heavier and heavier the longer this silence stretches.
Because this doesn’t feel like hooking up anymore. It feels dangerously close to something else. And that realization honestly scares the shit out of you.
After a while your eyes drift upward toward the cigarette between his fingers.
“Can I try it?”
Jungkook immediately looks down at you with raised eyebrows. “Smoking kills.”
You stare at him flatly. “Are you serious right now?”
A grin slowly spreads across his face before he finally brings the cigarette toward your lips anyway.
“Go on then.”
You carefully lean upward and inhale way too much immediately.
The second smoke hits your lungs, violent coughing tears out of you while you jerk back against his chest in horror.
“Oh my god-” you choke out between coughs. “That is disgusting!”
Jungkook starts laughing instantly. Not the quiet amused chuckles from earlier. Actually laughing.
Deep enough that you can feel it rumbling through his chest beneath your cheek while he steadies the cigarette away from you.
“You looked confident for a second there too,” he grins.
“Shut up,” you cough weakly, smacking his chest which only makes him laugh harder.
Asshole.
Eventually the room settles again afterward, smoke curling lazily through the dim light while your fingers wander back toward the tattoos stretched across his chest.
You trace one slowly. Then another.
Jungkook watches you quietly this time, dark eyes half-lidded while the cigarette rests between his fingers near his lips.
Then softly: “Something going on in that head of yours?”
Your stomach tightens immediately. Because yes. Way too much. But there’s absolutely no fucking way you’re saying any of that out loud.
So instead you just shrug slightly against him. “Tired.”
Jungkook studies your face for another second like he knows you’re full of shit but decides to let it slide for now.
The silence stretches again after that until eventually the question slips from your mouth before you can stop it.
“…are you staying?”
Jungkook’s gaze flicks back down toward you immediately. “Do you want me to?”
The answer should be no. It absolutely should. Instead you hesitate and think about it.
Then slowly nod.
And something unreadable flickers briefly across Jungkook’s face before he leans back further into the pillows again.
“I would’ve stayed anyway.”
You immediately smack his chest again. “You’re so annoying.”
A low chuckle leaves him while his hand slides lazily up your back once more, fingers brushing through your hair.
“Yeah,” he murmurs softly. “Still not leaving though.”
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➳❥ Synopsis: you just moved into a new apartment complex, ready to reinvent your life and finish your final year of psychology. Until… your upstairs neighbor. loud, reckless, and running a life he keeps in the shadows. He becomes impossible to ignore. everything you’d clinically diagnose as a bad idea. but the closer you get, the more you see someone trying to outrun himself. and the harder you fall, the more you realize some things can’t be fixed only felt.
❤︎ Warnings: explicit language, explicit content & language, drug use & dealing, drug paraphernalia.
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❀ 001 : excuse you?!
❀ 002 : can you stfu.
❀ 003 : uhh are you okay?
❀ 004 : fml
❀ 005 : oh he got a friend too?
❀ 006 : this ain’t mine but I’m curious.
❀ 007 : what type of timing you on?
❀ 008 : I dont smoke random peoples weed
❀ 009 : knock knock
❀ 010 : I love my life
❀ chapters [11-??] 🔒👀
Note: heyy reader! This is my first ff so pls go easy on me 😭 I hope you enjoy what I have in store. I will most likely post 1 or 2 new chapters every week! I’m trying something new by adding a new song to describe each chapter for any readers who like to listen to music and read (like me). Enjoy reading! 💜 start date: 5/9/26
namjoon's younger sister has been beside bts since their trainee days. everyone treats her like family. everyone except jungkook, because somewhere between endless bickering, shared beds after exhausting schedules, hidden midnight conversations...things stopped feeling platonic. unfortunately for them, the internet notices first.
pairing: idol!jungkook x y/n warning/genre: fluff | friends to lovers slow burn idol!au clingy jungkook | reader&jungkook are annoying asf| they are very intimate | they practically all live together
teaser | chapter1 | chapter2 | chapter3
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Chapter1
The world knew them as BTS.
Global superstars. Record breakers. History makers.
But long before sold-out stadiums and flashing cameras, before the screaming crowds and luxury brand deals, there had only been seven boys cramped inside a tiny company building with impossible dreams, and Y/N.
Y/N had been there since the very beginning.
She was there when they recorded their first song, nervously stumbling over lyrics in a studio far too small for seven teenagers and their ambitions. She was there during their first performance, standing backstage with trembling hands while the members tried to hide how terrified they were. She was there for their first award, crying harder than all of them combined while Seokjin laughed at her through his own tears.
And now, years later, she was still here.
When the world called them worldwide icons, Y/N remained exactly where she had always been, beside them.
It had started with RM.
The day Namjoon first walked into BigHit as a trainee, he had brought his little sister with him. At first, Y/N trained too, awkwardly practicing choreography and vocal exercises alongside the others, though it quickly became obvious that her interests wandered elsewhere.
While the others obsessed over music and performance, Y/N found herself more fascinated by fabrics, sketches, makeup palettes, and stage concepts.
She liked creating things.
Fixing torn sleeves moments before evaluations. Styling hair between practice breaks. Turning cheap accessories into something expensive looking with nothing but creativity and steady hands.
Over time, she became part of the team in a different way.
By the time BTS debuted, BigHit had officially hired her to assist the styling staff. A few years later, she became one of BTS’s main stylists, a decision many considered one of the company’s greatest accidents of luck.
Because Y/N was talented.
Not just talented enough to dress idols prettily, but talented enough to create identities through clothing. She could look at a concept once and already imagine textures, silhouettes, colors, moods. She could sew, alter, sketch, paint, and somehow turn chaos into art.
Most importantly, she understood the members better than anyone else. She had grown up with them. And the fans knew it too.
To ARMY, Y/N was never exactly a member of BTS, but she was never separate from them either. She existed beside them so naturally that people simply accepted her presence like a permanent part of their story.
Where BTS went, Y/N followed.
Award shows. Concerts. Airports. Behind-the-scenes videos. Always somewhere nearby.
The members treated her like their shared little sister, despite her being the same age as Jungkook. They looked after her constantly, sometimes lovingly, sometimes dramatically, often while yelling.
But Jungkook was different.
Jungkook and Y/N operated on a language nobody else fully understood.
They fought over everything. Food, blankets, phone chargers, hoodies, skincare products, who was more annoying, which, according to both of them, was always the other person.
They complained about each other endlessly, snitched on each other to the members, and sometimes act like married couples who are divorcing. Yet somehow, they were inseparable.
Jungkook followed her around like instinct.
Y/N reached for him without thinking.
They shared hoodies, shared secrets, occasionally shared beds after exhausting schedules, and defended each other viciously whenever staff or members scolded one of them.
To outsiders, it looked strangely intimate. To them, it was simply normal.
Some fans shipped them. Most fans thought they behaved more like chaotic siblings than anything romantic. Honestly, even the members weren’t completely sure anymore.
Jungkook showed up at her apartment more often than his own.
Half his hoodies lived there permanently. His favorite protein drinks filled her fridge. He fell asleep on her couch so often that Y/N eventually bought an extra blanket specifically for him.
Nobody questioned it anymore.
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By seven in the morning, Y/N already regretted giving Jungkook her passcode.
“Who used my face wash?”
Her voice echoed through the apartment while she stood in the kitchen, hands on her hips and her hair still messy
From the living room, absolutely nobody answered.
Cowards.
The apartment was unusually crowded today. Most of the members had stayed over after a late-night schedule and apparently decided leaving was too much effort. Typical. At this point, Y/N’s apartment had unofficially become a second home for BTS years ago.
“I didn’t use it,” Yoongi said calmly from the couch, not even bothering to look up from his phone.
Y/N narrowed her eyes. “You don’t even know which one I’m talking about.”
“That’s exactly how I know it wasn’t me.”
A laugh escaped Taehyung somewhere behind him.
Across the kitchen island, Seokjin slid a plate of toast toward her with the careful expression of a man trying to prevent violence before breakfast. “Eat first,” he advised wisely. “Then continue threatening people.”
Y/N accepted the plate immediately. “Thank you. I’ll resume my anger in five minutes.”
“Seven,” Hoseok corrected while pouring himself coffee. “You’re scarier when you’re hungry.”
Namjoon barely looked up from the emails open on his tablet. “Did you check Jungkook’s bag?”
The apartment fell suspiciously quiet. Slowly, Y/N turned toward the hallway leading to her bedroom.
“Oh, I’m going to kill him.”
Almost instantly, a loud crash sounded from somewhere inside her room.
“JEON JUNGKOOK!”
“No—listen—”
“YOU USED MY FACE WASH?”
“It was an emergency!”
“What emergency requires my skincare products?”
“My skin was dry!”
The entire apartment burst into laughter.
A second later, Jungkook appeared from the hallway wearing black sweatpants and one of her hoodies this time, hair messy from sleep, holding her face wash in his hand and absolutely shameless.
“It smelled expensive,” he defended.
“Because it is expensive!”
“You’re dramatic.”
“You used half the bottle!”
Jungkook grinned lazily before stealing a piece of toast directly off her plate.
Y/N gasped in betrayal.
Hoseok sighed. “Divorced couple.”
“We are not a couple,” both of them answered immediately. That only made everyone laugh harder.
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By noon, the apartment had settled into familiar chaos. Music played quietly from a speaker somewhere in the background while garment bags and accessories covered nearly every surface of the living room.
Y/N sat cross-legged on the floor sorting jewelleries for an upcoming performance, occasionally making notes on her tablet.
Three belts. Two rings. One missing silver chain.
Her eyes narrowed instantly. “Where’s Hobi’s chain?”
Silence.
Slowly, she looked up.
Across the kitchen, Jungkook froze mid-motion with a strawberry halfway to his mouth.
Y/N pointed at him immediately.
His eyebrows lifted innocently. “Why are you looking at me?”
“Because last time you said stealing accessories counted as styling.”
“It does count as styling.” He argued.
“Where is it?”
With the deepest sigh imaginable, Jungkook reached into his pocket and tossed the silver chain toward her. “Criminal,” she muttered, catching it easily and returning to her work.
Two minutes later, Jungkook dropped onto the floor beside her hard enough to shake the coffee table.
“Move,” she complained immediately.
“No.”
“You’re laying on imported fabric.”
“Then I’m improving it.”
Y/N shoved his shoulder. Jungkook shoved her back. She shoved harder. He grabbed her wrist. Without hesitation, she grabbed his ear.
“OW—”
“Let go.”
“You first.”
“No.”
“Then no.”
They glared at each other stubbornly while the others ignored them with the exhaustion of people who had witnessed this exact interaction thousands of times before.
Hoseok glanced up briefly from the couch.“Should we stop them?”
“No,” Namjoon answered calmly without looking away from his laptop. “Remember this is their natural habitat.”
As if proving him right, Y/N released Jungkook’s ear and then Jungkook let go of her wrist.
Without warning, he stretched out across the floor and dropped his head directly into her lap. Nobody reacted. Not even Y/N.
Instead her fingers moved automatically into his hair while she continued organizing with one hand. Jungkook’s eyes closed almost instantly.
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That night, the apartment was finally quiet. Most of the members had already gone home after schedules ended, leaving behind empty coffee cups, forgotten jackets, and complete silence for the first time all day.
Y/N walked into the living room to find Jungkook asleep on her expensive silk and viscos rug which Taehyung presented her as a house warming gift.
The television still played softly in the background. Shaking her head, Y/N bent down to switch off the TV.
Before she could move away, Jungkook’s hand wrapped around her wrist instinctively. Even half asleep.
“Sleep here tonight,” he mumbled quietly. Her expression softened immediately. Almost instantly, his grip relaxed again.
Without opening his eyes, Jungkook shifted slightly to make room for her beside him like it was the most natural thing in the world. Maybe it was.
Y/N settled onto the floor beside him, shoulders brushing lightly in the small space between them.
Not quite cuddling. Not distant either. Just familiar. Comfortable. The kind of closeness built over years instead of words. Within minutes, both of them had fallen asleep.
Later that night, Namjoon stopped by to pick up a folder he had forgotten earlier. He paused at the entrance of the living room when he noticed them. Jungkook and Y/N asleep under the dim light of the living room, leaning unconsciously toward each other like gravity itself kept pulling them closer.
Namjoon only smiled softly.
Then he draped a blanket over them, switched off the lamp, and quietly left the apartment.
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a/n : chapter 1 yayyy!
still can’t believe this many people were interested from just the teaser omg thank u sm.
i was thinking of adding little fan/twitter interactions throughout the story (like fans reacting to their moments, edits, rumors, etc.) but idk should i?
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[ 🐚 ] : stranded in an abandoned lighthouse in the middle of the ocean surrounded by blood hungry sharks, two enemies are forced from wanting to kill each other into survival, where desire slowly begins to take place between their pain and hatred, with no way to escape or call for help things grow even more terrifying when they realize they aren’t the only ones in the lighthouse, someone is sabotaging them.. almost feeding off their fears, who will strike first — the thing hunting them or their own feelings?
✶ PAIRING › shark specialist!jungkook x investigator!f.reader
✶ GENRE › survival au, forced proximity, enemies to lovers, grumpy x grumpy, dark romance, marine biologist!jungkook, forensic investigator!reader, one night stand, slowburn, psychological horror, mystery thriller, fwb, forbidden attraction, pining and yearning, love/hate relationship, crime, romance, smut, fluff, angst
✶ WARNINGS › 18+, explicit sex scenes, mature themes, emotional abuse and trauma, dark aspects, paranormal aspects, violence, blood and gore, drowning themes, shark attacks and details of injury, paranoia, panic attacks, fear play, masochism, mention of deaths, smoking and alcohol consumption, fear of love, self-harm, love confessions and confrontation, each chapter contains their individual warnings (reader discretion is advised due to the dark and potentially triggering content)
Summary: Your best friends sets you up to an Blind date.
What you don´t know is that your date is none other than Jeon Jungkook.
A/N: I hope you guys like it, I never wrote storys longer than one chapter but after my last one got so much love I tried it again.
The steam from the spicy tteokbokki rose between you and Minho, blurring the neon lights of the small, crowded eatery. It was one of those dinners you had every few weeks a tradition that usually involved Minho complaining about his choreography and you complaining about your boss.
"You're doing that thing again," you said, pointing your chopsticks at him.
Minho paused, a piece of fish cake halfway to his mouth. "What thing?"
"The 'I’m-about-to-mess-with-your-life' face. Just say it."
Minho grinned, leaning over the table. He looked around to make sure no one was eavesdropping before dropping his voice. "I’m setting you up. Blind date. This Friday."
You groaned, leaning back into the plastic chair. "Minho, no. The last time you set me up, the guy spent forty minutes explaining the 'lore' of his NFT collection. I'm still recovering."
"This is different," Minho insisted, his expression shifting into something unusually serious. "He’s a good person. Genuine. But he’s… well, he’s in a position where it’s hard for him to meet people who don't want something from him. I told him about you. I told him you’re the most grounded person I know."
"Who is he?" you asked, suspicious of the sudden mystery.
"I’m not telling you his name. If I do, you’ll look him up, you’ll get in your head about it, and you’ll ruin the vibe. Just show up at The Gilded Lily at 8:00 PM. Wear something nice, but be yourself."
You squinted at him. "Is he a criminal? Why the secrecy?"
"The opposite," Minho laughed, picking up his phone. He started typing rapidly, a mischievous glint in his eyes. "I’m actually texting him right now to confirm. I’m telling him exactly who he’s dealing with."
"What are you saying?"
Minho read the screen aloud as he typed: "She’s like a little sister to me, so if you're awkward, I’ll find out. But more importantly, if you break her heart, I’m the one who’s going to make your life miserable."
"Minho!" You reached for his phone, but he pulled it away, laughing.
"I’m serious, Y/N," he said, his tone softening as he tucked his phone back into his pocket. "He’s a big deal to the rest of the world, but he needs someone who sees him for who he is. Just promise me you'll give him a chance. No research, no googling. Just a dinner."
You sighed, looking at your reflection in the window of the shop. "Fine. One dinner. But if he talks about NFTs, I’m calling you to come 'rescue' your best friend."
"Deal," Minho smirked. "But somehow, I don't think you'll be calling me for a rescue this time."
The nervous energy was finally starting to settle in your chest as you stared at the contents of your wardrobe. Friday had arrived far too quickly, and Minho’s cryptic warnings were playing on a loop in your head.
With a frustrated huff, you grabbed your phone and hit the video call button. Naemi’s face popped up almost instantly, her screen shaky as she propped her phone up against a pile of books.
"The time has come!" she squealed, not even waiting for you to say hello. "Show me the options. And don't you dare suggest that oversized beige sweater."
"Minho said 'nice,' but not 'trying too hard,'" you murmured, holding up a floral wrap dress and then a silk skirt.
"Boring. Next," Naemi countered, leaning closer to her camera. "Y/N, this guy is a big deal according to Minho. You need to look like the girl who is completely unfazed by a big deal."
After ten minutes of debating, your eyes landed on something at the back of the closet. You pulled it out: a black, long-sleeve midi dress. It was made of a soft, ribbed material that hugged every curve of your silhouette, ending just below the knee with a subtle side slit.
"That's the one," Naemi said, her voice dropping to a whisper of approval. "Put it on. Now."
While you changed, you kept the conversation going. "I'm still annoyed Minho won't tell me his name. It feels like I'm walking into an ambush."
"Or a fairytale," Naemi countered. "Just think... if Minho is acting this protective, the guy must be someone special. Now, what are we doing with the hair?"
You sat down at your vanity, unpinning the large clips you’d used to set your hair. As you brushed it out, thick, glossy waves tumbled over your shoulders. You decided to leave it open, the dark strands contrasting perfectly against the black fabric of the dress.
"You look incredible," Naemi said, her expression softening. "Seriously, Y/N. You look like a dream. Whoever this mystery man is, he’s going to be the one who's nervous, not you."
You took a final look in the full-length mirror. The dress was sleek, the waves were soft, and you felt more like yourself than you had in weeks.
"Okay," you breathed out, grabbing your small clutch bag. "I'm heading out. Wish me luck."
"You don't need luck," Naemi winked before hanging up. "Just don't forget to text me the second you see his face!"
You took one last deep breath, checked your reflection, and headed for the door. The Gilded Lily was waiting, and so was he.
The cool evening air of Seoul hit your face as you stepped out of the subway station. Even in your heels, the walk to The Gilded Lily was short. You navigated the bustling sidewalks, the black fabric of your dress catching the glow of the overhead neon signs.
As the restaurant's elegant gold-trimmed door came into view, your heart did a nervous little somersault. You smoothed your dress one last time and pushed through.
The interior was draped in soft amber light, smelling of expensive wine and roasted herbs. You scanned the room, your eyes landing on a table in a private corner.
Your breath hitched.
Sitting there was a man who looked like he had been pulled straight from a cinematic masterpiece. Even in a simple, crisp button-down shirt with the sleeves rolled up and dark jeans, he radiated an effortless, magnetic energy. His dark hair was styled softly, framing a face that was too beautiful to be sitting alone at a blind date table.
There’s no way, you thought, feeling a sudden urge to turn around and check if you were in the right restaurant. Minho must have sent me to the wrong place.
Someone like Jeon Jungkook doesn't get set up on blind dates.
You hesitated, frozen near the host stand, when his eyes met yours. A look of recognition and then a genuine, shy smile broke across his face. He stood up immediately, his movements graceful yet slightly nervous.
"Y/N?" he asked, his voice a smooth, low melody that made your toes curl in your shoes.
"Yes," you managed to breathe out, finally finding your feet and walking toward him. "And you’re... Jungkook?"
"I am," he said, stepping out from behind the table to greet you. Instead of a stiff handshake, he gave a polite, respectful bow, his eyes never leaving yours. "Minho didn't lie. He said I’d recognize you the moment you walked in because you’d be the one making everyone else in the room disappear."
Well he was charming.
He pulled out your chair for you, his hand briefly hovering near the small of your back in a protective, gentlemanly gesture.
"I hope the subway wasn't too crowded," he added softly as he sat back down, leaning in as if there was no one else in the world but you. "Thank you for coming. I know Minho was being... difficult with the details."
"Difficult is an understatement," you laughed, finally starting to relax under his warm gaze. "He treated your name like a state secret."
Jungkook chuckled, a rich, boyish sound. "In his defense, I asked him to. I wanted tonight to just be... us. Not the big deal he probably warned you about. Just Jungkook."
As the waiter approached, you realized that despite his fame, the man sitting across from you wasn't looking for an audience. He was looking at you, and for the first time all night, the drama of who he was felt miles away.
The waiter left two menus on the table, and for a moment, a heavy, silence settled between you. It was that classic, awkward first date tension, the kind where you’re suddenly hyper-aware of how you’re sitting, where your hands are, and the fact that you’re essentially strangers tasked with being charming.
The fact that he was Jeon Jungkook added a layer of surrealism, but the awkwardness was human. It was the way he fiddled with the corner of his cloth napkin, and the way you took a very long, unnecessary sip of water.
"So," you both said at the exact same time.
Jungkook let out a breathy laugh, ducking his head. "You go first."
"I was just going to say," you started, giving him a small, sheepish smile, "that Minho told me I wasn't allowed to Google you. So, I spent the whole train ride here trying to fight the urge to open Safari."
Jungkook’s eyes lit up, his shoulders finally losing some of their rigidity. "And? Did you win the fight?"
"I did. But mostly because the 3G in the tunnel was terrible," you joked.
He laughed, a genuine sound that reached his eyes, crinkling the corners. "I’m glad. It’s... it’s actually a relief. Usually, people have a whole biography of me memorized before we even say hello. It makes me feel like I’m auditioning for my own life."
He leaned forward, resting his forearms on the table. The sleeves of his shirt were pushed up, revealing the intricate ink on his arm, but his expression was soft.
"To be honest," he admitted, lowering his voice, "I’ve been sitting here for fifteen minutes rehearsing how to say hello without sounding like a dork. Minho is like a brother to me, and he was very clear that if I messed this up, he’d make me do extra choreography for a month."
You felt a bridge forming over the awkwardness. "He told me the same thing. He said if you were boring, I should call him for a 'rescue.'"
Jungkook tilted his head, a playful smirk dancing on his lips. "And? Are you reaching for your phone yet?"
"Not yet," you replied, meeting his gaze. "The night is young, Jungkook. You still have time to tell me about your NFT collection or something equally tragic."
He let out a loud, delighted bark of laughter that drew a few eyes from the neighboring tables, but he didn't seem to care. The stiff idol energy was gone, replaced by a warmth that felt surprisingly intimate.
"I promise," he said, raising a hand as if taking an oath, "no NFTs. Just good food and hopefully... a version of me that isn't on a poster."
As the waiter returned to take your order, the blind date jitters began to melt away, replaced by the effortless hum of a conversation that felt like it had been waiting to happen for a long time.
The appetizers arrived a delicate beef tartare but the food quickly became secondary to the rhythm of the conversation. You realized that the best way to handle his fame was to simply ignore it, treating his stories about world tours with the same casual interest you’d give a friend talking about a business trip.
"You're remarkably calm," he noted, tilting his head as he watched you expertly navigate the conversation. "Usually, when I mention the members or a stadium, there’s a flicker of... something. But you just want to know if the catering was any good."
"Well, was it?" you asked with a grin. "I have my priorities, Jungkook. High-production sets are cool, but a cold buffet is a tragedy."
He grinned, leaning back. "It was actually pretty good. But honestly? I’d rather be in my kitchen at home. I’ve been getting really into making my own ramen broth lately. It takes like twelve hours, and I just sit there watching it simmer like a madman."
"A perfectionist in the kitchen," you teased. "I should have guessed."
"It's therapeutic," he admitted, his eyes sparkling. "Just like gaming. Sometimes I lose track of time. I’ll start a round at 10:00 PM and suddenly the sun is coming up, and I realize I’ve been yelling at a monitor for six hours. It’s the only time I’m not 'Jungkook' I’m just a guy getting frustrated by a laggy connection."
As the main course was served, he pulled out his phone, but not to check social media. "Wait, I have to show you the real boss of my house."
He flipped the screen around to show a photo of a massive, sleek Doberman with soulful eyes. "This is Bam. He looks intimidating, but he’s basically a giant, oversized lap dog. He’s the only one who doesn't care about my schedule or my awards. He just wants his ears scratched."
You leaned in, looking at the photo of the dog leaning against Jungkook's leg. "He’s beautiful. He has your eyes."
Jungkook let out a bright laugh, tucking the phone away. "I’ll take that as a compliment."
The conversation drifted naturally. He told you about the quiet moments in Busan, the smell of the sea, and how he sometimes misses the simplicity of just being a kid. There were moments where his reality seeped in mentioning security protocols or the strange feeling of seeing his own face on a bus but he said it without ego.
It was just his "normal," and you listened without making it a spectacle.
By the time the dessert menus arrived, the initial awkwardness had completely vanished. You weren't thinking about his millions of followers or his chart-topping hits.
You were thinking about the way he gestured with his hands when he was excited about a new game, and how he seemed genuinely curious about your life in return.
"You know," he said softly, stirring his coffee, "Minho was right about you."
"Oh? What did he say?"
"He said you wouldn't be impressed by me," Jungkook smiled, his gaze intense yet kind. "And that's exactly why I’d actually be able to talk to you. He was right. This is the first time in a long time I haven't felt like I'm on a stage."
You felt a flush creep up your neck, the black fabric of your dress suddenly feeling a little warmer. "I’m glad, Jungkook. You’re much more interesting than a poster anyway."
As the dinner came to an end, the waiter discreetly placed the bill on the table. Before you could even reach for your clutch, Jungkook had already tucked his card into the leather folder with a practiced, effortless flick of his wrist.
"Jungkook, wait—" you started, but he held up a hand, a playful but firm smile on his lips.
"Don't," he said softly. "It’s been a long time since I got to just be a guy taking a girl out for a great dinner. Let me have this."
You gave him a mock-reproachful look but relented. As you both stood up and headed toward the exit, the cool night air of Seoul greeted you again. The street was quieter now, the city lights reflecting in the dark windows of the boutiques.
Jungkook turned to you, his hands tucked into his denim pockets. He looked effortlessly cool, but there was a flicker of hopefulness in his eyes. "My car is parked just around the corner. Can I drive you home, Y/N? It’s getting late."
You looked at him for a moment, then slowly shook your head with a small, knowing smile. "It was a wonderful night, Jungkook. Truly. But I have a rule: I don't let dates drive me home on the first night. It keeps things... grounded."
Jungkook paused, clearly surprised for a split second, before a wide, boyish grin broke across his face. He let out a soft chuckle, nodding his head in respect. "Grounded. I like that. Honestly, I should have expected that from a friend of Minho’s."
"It’s just a few stops on the Green Line," you added, adjusting your bag over your shoulder. "I'll be fine."
"Promise to text me when you’re inside?" he asked, stepping a bit closer. The scent of his subtle, woody cologne caught in the breeze.
"I'll text you," you promised.
He stood there, watching you as you began to walk toward the glowing entrance of the subway station.
Just before you descended the stairs, you turned back. He hadn't moved an inch; he was still standing under the streetlamp, a lone, handsome figure in a simple shirt and jeans, looking like a dream you might wake up from.
He raised a hand in a small wave, his grin still visible even from a distance.
As you swiped your card at the turnstile and waited for the train, your heart was thumping a rhythm that had nothing to do with the city's pace. You pulled out your phone and saw a message from Minho: 'Is he a dork? Should I come get you?'
You smiled to yourself, typing back: 'Put your phone away, Minho. He's definitely not a dork.'
The train pulled into the station, and as you stepped on, you were already thinking about the way Jungkook’s eyes crinkled when he laughed and wondering if there would be a second time.
Once you were safely inside your apartment, the silence of the room felt loud compared to the hum of the evening. You kicked off your heels with a sigh of relief and immediately reached for your phone.
To: Jungkook
Just walked through my door. Thank you again for tonight, the food was amazing, but the company was even better. Sleep well!
You watched the screen for a moment. Almost instantly, the "typing" bubbles appeared.
A small, fluttering feeling took hold in your chest. You set the phone down and headed to the bathroom, pulling your hair back into a messy bun. As you swiped a cotton pad soaked in micellar water across your skin, removing the makeup Naemi had helped you perfect, your phone began to vibrate on the counter.
It was Minho. You picked up on the second ring.
"So?" his voice boomed through the speaker, sounding far too energetic for the hour. "Do I need to find a new best friend or a new brother?"
"Hi, Minho," you laughed, leaning against the sink and looking at your bare face in the mirror. "No one needs to be replaced. Yet."
"He texted me," Minho said, his tone shifting to one of pure smugness. "All he said was: 'She didn't let me drive her home. I like her.' You really pulled the first date rule on a global superstar?"
"He’s not a 'superstar' when he’s talking about his dog and burnt ramen, Minho. He’s just a guy. A very polite, slightly nervous guy."
"He was nervous?" Minho sounded delighted. "Good. He should be. But seriously, Y/N... you liked him? The real him?"
You softened, tracing the edge of the sink with your finger. "Yeah. I did. He’s... he’s a lot more than I expected. He’s grounded, despite everything. It didn't feel like a blind date with a celebrity. It just felt like a date."
"I knew it" Minho murmured, and for once, there was no teasing in his voice. "He needed someone who wouldn't treat him like a trophy. And you needed someone who could actually keep up with you."
"Don't get ahead of yourself," you warned, though you couldn't stop smiling. "It was just one dinner."
"One dinner that ended with him 'still smiling,'" Minho countered. "I’ve known that kid for years, Y/N. He doesn't say things like that just to be polite. Get some sleep. I have a feeling your phone is going to be busy tomorrow."
After you hung up, you finished your skincare routine and crawled into bed. Just as you were drifting off, your phone buzzed one last time. It wasn't Minho.
From: Jungkook
I’m heading to Busan for a few days to see my family. It’s quiet there. I’d love to show it to you properly while I’m there?
You bit your lip, the moonlight filtering through your curtains. The drama of his world felt far away, but the spark of something new was very, very close.
You stared at the message, a playful spark lighting up your eyes. You knew Busan was his sanctuary, a place away from the flashing lights of Seoul, and the fact that he was already mentioning it made your heart do a little somersault.
You typed out your reply, keeping the tone light and just a bit teasing.
To: Jungkook
Busan? You’re moving fast, Mr. Jeon. Do you usually take every girl you meet to your hometown after just one dinner? 😉
You paused, then added another line:
But honestly, I’ve always wanted to go to Busan. I’ve heard the ocean air there is different.
You hit send and tossed your phone onto the pillow, rolling onto your side. A few minutes later, the screen lit up again.
From: Jungkook
Only the ones who make me forget my own name for a second. And you're right the air is different. It’s better. I’ll start planning.
You fell asleep with a smile on your face, the sound of the city outside your window fading into dreams of crashing waves and pepperoni pizza.
The next morning, the sunlight streaming through your window felt a little brighter than usual. You were lounging on your sofa with a cup of coffee when your phone buzzed. Naemi’s face flashed on the screen. You took a deep breath, bracing yourself; you knew she was going to grill you for every single detail.
"Spill! Everything!" she screamed the moment you picked up. "I stayed up until 1:00 AM waiting for a text! Did he have two heads? Was he a weirdo? Please tell me he was at least handsome."
You leaned back, a small smile playing on your lips. "He definitely didn't have two heads, Naemi. And yes... he was incredibly handsome. Like, 'forget-how-to-breathe' handsome."
"Oh, thank god," Naemi sighed dramatically. "And? Was he boring? Did he talk about his crypto-wallet?"
"Not once," you laughed. "Actually, he was the opposite. He was shy, really polite, and we ended up talking for hours about... normal things. Cooking, his dog, how much he loves gaming. He’s actually a huge dork."
"A handsome dork? That’s the most dangerous kind," she warned, though you could hear her grinning. "So, who is he? Minho acted like he was the King of Korea. Is he a CEO? An actor? A secret billionaire?"
You hesitated. You weren't ready to drop the 'Jungkook' bomb just yet. You wanted to keep this feeling the feeling of him just being a guy you liked a little longer before the reality of his fame crashed in.
"He’s... successful," you said vaguely. "In a creative field. Minho was being dramatic because they've known each other for a long time. But honestly, Naemi, it didn't feel like a big deal date. It just felt like... a connection."
"You're being suspiciously mysterious, Y/N," Naemi narrowed her eyes at the camera. "But I'll let it slide for now because you look happy. You have that first date glow. So, is there going to be a second one?"
"He actually already asked," you admitted, your heart fluttering again. "He’s in Busan right now visiting family, and he suggested I come down there to see it with him."
"Busan?! On a second date?" Naemi shrieked. "Girl, he is not playing around! That’s a serious move. Are you going?"
"I think I am," you whispered, looking at the text from Jungkook still sitting on your screen. "I’ve always wanted to see the ocean there."
"Well," Naemi smirked, "just make sure you pack that black dress. Or maybe something even better. If this guy is taking you to the coast, you need to look unforgettable."
You laughed and chatted for another hour, keeping his identity tucked away like a precious secret. You knew the drama would come eventually, but for now, it was just you, a girl with a crush, and a train ticket to the sea.
The excitement was a low hum in your veins as you pulled your small weekend bag from the top of the closet.
You folded a breezy, sundress in a soft cream color, perfect for the coast, and tucked in a pair of minimalist strappy sandals. A few essentials, a light cardigan for the sea breeze, and your favorite book went in next. As you zipped the bag, you felt a flutter of nerves. This wasn't just a trip to the beach it was a trip into his world.
You pulled up the KTX booking app on your phone, scrolling through the departures from Seoul Station. Once you found a seat on the Saturday morning express, you took a deep breath and opened your chat with Jungkook.
To: Jungkook
I just finished packing. I hope you’re ready, because I officially booked my ticket. I’ll be arriving at Busan Station on Saturday at 11:30 AM. Don't worry, I brought comfortable shoes just in case you try to make me hike a mountain.
You stared at the sent icon, feeling a mix of adrenaline and shyness. A minute later, your phone vibrated.
From: Jungkook
11:30 AM. Noted. I’ll be the one waiting at the platform looking way too excited. And don’t worry about hiking the only thing I have planned involves zero cardio and a lot of carbs. See you soon, Y/N. Safe travels.
You leaned back against your bed, clutching your phone to your chest. The reality was setting in: you were going to Busan. You were going to see his home, the place that shaped him before the world knew his name.
As you looked around your quiet apartment, you realized that whatever happened next, the normal life you had before that dinner at The Gilded Lily was already starting to change.
The next morning, the sun was barely over the horizon when you dragged your weekend bag to the front door. You checked your reflection one last time casual, light makeup, and a comfortable outfit for the train ride.
You picked up your phone and dialed Minho. He had insisted on being your official chaperone for this journey, mostly because he wanted to tease you one last time before you left his sight.
"I’m outside," Minho groaned into the phone, sounding like he hadn't had nearly enough coffee. "And you owe me big time for this, Y/N. Driving at this hour is against my religion."
You laughed, heading down the stairs. "You're the one who set this up! Consider this your duty as a matchmaker."
When you climbed into his car, Minho was hidden behind a pair of dark sunglasses and a hoodie. He looked over at your small bag and then at your face.
"You look nervous," he noted, pulling out into the quiet Seoul streets.
"I am," you admitted, staring out the window at the passing city. "It’s just... it’s Busan, Minho. It’s his home. It feels like a big step for a second date."
Minho softened, his grip on the steering wheel relaxing. "Look, Jungkook doesn't do things halfway. If he asked you to come down there, it’s because he feels safe with you. Just... keep being yourself. Don't let the BTS stuff get in the way. To his mom and his brother, he’s just the kid who eats too much and leaves his socks everywhere."
"I'll try to remember that," you smiled.
The drive to Seoul Station was quick. As Minho pulled up to the curb, he turned to you, his expression unusually serious. "Have fun, Y/N. And seriously... text me if you need anything. I’m only a couple of hours away."
"I will. Thanks, Minho. For everything."
You stepped out of the car and headed into the massive, glass-walled station. The energy of hundreds of travelers blurred around you, but you were focused on one thing: the platform for the KTX to Busan.
As you settled into your seat and the train began to hum, picking up speed until the Seoul skyline was a distant memory, you pulled out your phone.
To: Jungkook
Just left Seoul. Minho says hi, but mostly he just complained about the traffic. See you in a few hours.
You leaned your head against the cool glass of the window, watching the green countryside of Korea fly by, wondering what the boy from Busan had waiting for you at the other end of the line.
The train slowed to a rhythmic halt, and as the doors hissed open, the salty scent of the sea seemed to drift through the station, even before you reached the exit. You gripped the handle of your bag, your stomach doing nervous flips as you followed the crowd toward the arrivals platform.
Then, you saw him.
Jungkook was leaning against a pillar, looking remarkably casual. He was wearing loose, comfortable shorts and an oversized black long-sleeve shirt that made him look cozy and approachable. A baseball cap was tucked low over his eyes, but it didn't hide the way his face lit up the second he spotted you.
He didn't wait for you to reach him. He stepped forward, effortlessly closing the distance between you.
"You actually came," he said, his voice warm and filled with relief.
"I told you I’d be here," you laughed, feeling the tension in your shoulders melt away at the sight of his grin.
He reached out, naturally taking your bag from your hand. "I know, but I’ve spent the last twenty minutes pacing this platform thinking maybe I dreamt the whole dinner in Seoul."
"Well, I’m definitely real," you teased, brushing a stray wave of hair behind your ear. "And I'm definitely hungry."
"Good," he said, adjusting his cap. He looked around for a split second, a quick, instinctual check for cameras, before turning back to you with a soft expression. "Because the first stop isn't fancy, it´s just my favorite place"
As you walked beside him toward the exit, his hand occasionally brushed against yours. In the crowded station, no one seemed to realize that one of the most famous men in the world was walking right past them, carrying a girl's weekend bag and talking about the best pizza place in Busan.
After he stowed your bag in the back of his car, he took you to a small, hidden gem of a restaurant tucked away in an alley near the coast. It was the kind of place that didn't have a flashy sign, just the smell of incredible food and the sound of the locals chatting.
As you both sat at a small wooden table, digging into steaming bowls of Dwaeji Gukbap (pork soup), the conversation picked up exactly where it had left off in Seoul. He seemed even more relaxed here, the salt air of Busan doing wonders for his spirit.
"You know," he said, setting his chopsticks down and looking at you with a shy, hopeful glint in his eyes. "This lunch... it was just the welcome to my city part. It doesn't officially count as our second date."
You raised an eyebrow, a playful smile tugging at your lips. "Oh? So this is just the orientation phase?"
Jungkook laughed, leaning in across the table. "Exactly. I was thinking... if you aren't too tired from the train ride, maybe we could start the actual date tonight? I have a spot in mind. No fancy suits this time, just the beach, some wine, and the best pizza in the city."
He paused, his thumb tracing the edge of his water glass as he waited for your answer. Even though he was a global star who performed for millions, he looked genuinely nervous about whether you'd say yes to a second night in a row.
"A picnic on the beach with pizza?" you asked, tilting your head.
"And wine," he added quickly. "I checked the weather it’s going to be a clear night. We can actually see the stars out here."
You looked at him, really looked at him and saw how much he wanted to share this quiet side of his life with you. "I think Date Two sounds perfect, Jungkook."
His entire face brightened, that famous bunny-smile making a full appearance. "Great. Then eat up. We have a few hours to kill before sunset, and I want to show you the view from the cliffs first."
As you finished your meal, the weight of his fame felt lighter than ever. In Busan, away from the frantic energy of the capital, it felt like you were finally getting to know the boy behind the name.
And as the afternoon sun began to dip lower in the sky, you realized that you were just as excited for this date as he was.
The afternoon turned into a blur of laughter and salt-crusted air. As you walked along the coastal paths, Jungkook pointed out landmarks from his childhood, telling you stories of how he used to run around these cliffs long before the world knew his name. He was funny, surprisingly clumsy at times, and made you feel so comfortable that you almost forgot he was someone who sold out stadiums.
As the sky began to turn a bruised purple and gold, he pulled the car over near a secluded stretch of the beach, far away from the main tourist spots.
"Stay here," he said, holding up a finger as he turned off the engine. "No peeping."
"Jungkook, it’s a car, not a blindfold," you laughed, but you stayed put, watching his silhouette move around the trunk and head down toward the sand.
Ten minutes later, he jogged back and tapped on your window, looking slightly out of breath but wearing a triumphant grin. "Okay. The VIP lounge is ready."
You stepped out of the car and followed him down to the shore. On a small patch of sand, tucked away between two large rocks, he had laid out a mismatched, slightly frayed blanket.
In the center sat two steaming pizza boxes and a bottle of red wine propped up in a shallow hole he'd dug to keep it from tipping over.
There were no fancy picnic baskets or crystal glasses just a stack of napkins he'd clearly grabbed in a hurry and two plastic cups.
"It’s a bit trashy, I know," he admitted, rubbing the back of his neck as he sat down and patted the spot next to him. "I realized halfway through that I forgot real wine glasses. And the pizza place didn't have any plates left, so... we're going caveman style."
"It’s perfect," you said sincerely, settling onto the blanket. The contrast was striking the most famous pop star on the planet, sitting on a sandy blanket with a plastic cup of wine and a box of pepperoni pizza. "Honestly, if it were too perfect, I’d think you hired a professional."
"Just me," he smiled, popping the lid of the pizza box. The steam hit your faces, smelling like heaven. "I wanted it to be real. No managers, no stylists, just us."
As you both ate, the atmosphere shifted from the playful energy of the afternoon into something more intimate. The sound of the waves hitting the shore was the only music you needed.
"You know," he said softly, staring out at the dark horizon where the sea met the sky. "People think my life is all gold and lights. And sometimes it is. But sitting here, getting sand in my shoes and eating lukewarm pizza with someone who actually wants to talk to me... this is the only time I feel like I can actually breathe."
He looked over at you, the moonlight reflecting in his dark eyes. The playful dork from the afternoon was gone, replaced by a man who was opening up his world to you, one quiet confession at a time.
The air was getting cooler as the sun disappeared entirely, leaving only the silver glow of the moon dancing on the waves. You shifted on the blanket, drawn to his warmth, and slowly leaned your shoulder against his. To your surprise, he didn't pull away; instead, he adjusted his posture so you could rest your head comfortably against his arm.
"You know, Jungkook," you whispered, watching a distant ship on the horizon. "For someone who has the whole world watching him, you’re actually pretty cool."
He let out a soft, breathy laugh that vibrated through his chest and against your shoulder. He tilted his head slightly, his temple resting against the top of your hair.
"Cool, huh?" he teased, his voice dropping an octave in the quiet of the night. "Most people use words like 'unreachable' or 'intimidating.' I think 'cool' is my new favorite."
He went quiet for a moment, the only sound being the rhythmic pull of the tide against the sand. You felt him shift slightly, and then his hand found yours on the edge of the blanket, his fingers lacing through yours with a gentle, hesitant pressure.
"You're pretty cool too, Y/N," he said softly, turning his face toward you. "Actually, you're more than cool. You’re the first person in a long time who hasn't looked at me like I’m a finished painting. You look at me like I’m still being sketched out. I like that."
You looked up at him, and in the dim light, the distance between you felt non-existent. The pizza was forgotten, the wine was untouched, and for a few minutes, the rest of the world, the fans, the tours, the fame was just noise. Here, on a sandy blanket in Busan, he was just a boy who felt understood, and you were the girl who had managed to see past the gold.
"Do you really mean that?" you asked.
"Every word," he promised, squeezing your hand. "I think Date Two is going even better than Date One. Which is a relief, because I have no idea how I’m going to top this for Date Three."
You smiled, closing your eyes and breathing in the scent of the sea and his woody cologne. "Don't worry about topping it, Jungkook. Just being here is enough."
The wine had made you feel light, but the sound of the crashing waves made you feel alive. Without a second thought, you reached down and tugged off your shoes and socks, tossing them carelessly onto the edge of the blanket.
"What are you doing?" Jungkook asked, his eyes widening with a mix of surprise and amusement.
"I’ve never seen the ocean this close before," you shouted over your shoulder, already sprinting toward the dark, shimmering shoreline. The sand was cool and damp beneath your bare feet, and the moment the icy Busan water swirled around your ankles, you let out a breathless gasp of pure joy.
You turned back to see him still sitting there, silhouetted against the moonlight. "Come on, Superstar!" you laughed, gesturing wildly. "Don't tell me you're afraid of a little salt water!"
That was all the provocation he needed. Jungkook kicked off his own shoes and was on his feet in a second. He was fast terrifyingly fast. You shrieked and began to run along the shoreline, your feet splashing through the shallow surf, but he was gaining on you with effortless, athletic strides.
"You're going to pay for that Superstar comment, Y/N!" he yelled, his voice full of boyish mischief.
You tried to pivot, but the wet sand was slick. Just as you felt his hands reach out to catch your waist, your heel hit a soft patch of silt. You lost your balance, letting out a yelp of surprise as you tumbled backward. Jungkook, unable to stop his momentum, tried to grab you to steady you, but instead, he ended up going down with you.
Splash.
The shock of the cold water hitting your back made you lose your breath for a second. You surfaced, drenched from head to toe, your cream-colored dress clinging to your skin. Jungkook was right there next to you, sitting in knee-deep water, his black long-sleeve soaked through and his hair dripping into his eyes.
For a heartbeat, there was silence. Then, Jungkook pushed his wet hair back and started to laugh a deep, chesty sound that echoed off the rocks.
"I thought we agreed on zero cardio!" he choked out, wiping salt water from his face.
"You pushed me!" you accused, though you were laughing so hard your stomach hurt.
"I tried to save you!" he countered, splashing a bit of water toward you. He looked at you then, his laughter softening into a warm, wet glow. "You're a mess, Y/N."
"We're both a mess," you replied, looking at his dripping clothes.
He reached out, his hand wet and cold but his touch incredibly gentle, and brushed a wet strand of hair away from your cheek. The playfulness lingered, but as you sat there in the surf, the waves bubbling around your waists, the atmosphere shifted.
He was looking at you with an intensity that made the cold water feel like it was simmering.
"Best second date ever" he whispered, his face just inches from yours.
A violent shiver raced through your body. Your teeth began to chatter, the adrenaline of the fall fading into the reality of the freezing water.
Jungkook noticed immediately. His playful expression vanished, replaced by instant concern. "Wait right here," he said firmly, standing up and wading out of the surf with much more grace than before. He jogged back to the car, his own wet clothes clinging to him, and pulled a thick, oversized wool blanket from the backseat.
He was back at your side in seconds. He didn't just hand you the blanket, he stepped behind you and wrapped it tightly around your shoulders, tucking the edges in so that you were completely cocooned in the warmth.
"I'm sorry," he murmured, his voice laced with guilt as he rubbed his hands over your arms through the fabric to generate heat. "I should have been faster. I shouldn't have let you fall."
"It was... worth it," you managed to say through your shivering, looking up at him.
He let out a small, relieved huff of air, his forehead resting against yours for a brief second. "You’re freezing. Come on, let's get you back to the car. I’m turning the heater on full blast."
As he led you back toward the car, his arm stayed firmly around your waist, holding you close to his side. Despite the wet clothes and the shivering, there was a warmth radiating from him that had nothing to do with the car's heater. You realized then that for all the Superstar titles he held, the way he was looking at you right now full of protective, genuine care was the most impressive thing about him.
The moment you stepped into the car, the blast of the heater felt like a warm embrace. Jungkook quickly adjusted the vents toward you, making sure the heat reached your shivering frame. He reached for the console, and a second later, a soft, acoustic melody began to play low enough to be intimate, but loud enough to fill the comfortable silence.
You sank into the leather seat, wrapped tightly in the wool blanket, feeling a deep sense of contentment. Despite the wet hair and the cold sand between your toes, you were genuinely happy.
Jungkook glanced over at you, a soft smile playing on his lips as he saw you relaxing. "Feeling a bit better?" he asked softly, his hand lingering near the gear shift. "I don't want you catching a cold."
"I'm okay now," you laughed, pulling the blanket closer to your chin. "It’s actually really cozy in here."
He nodded, though his eyes remained focused on you for a beat longer than necessary. "I should probably get you somewhere warm where you can take a hot shower. Where am I taking you, Y/N? Which hotel are you staying at?"
"It’s just a small place near Gwangalli Beach," you told him, giving him the name of the boutique hotel you had booked. "It’s not far from here."
"I know the spot," he said, shifting the car into gear. "It’s quiet. Good choice."
As he drove through the winding streets of Busan, the city lights blurred outside the window.
When he pulled up to the front of the hotel, he turned off the engine and looked at you. "I'll wait here until I see you’re safely inside. And Y/N?"
"Yeah?"
"Today was... it was exactly what I needed," he said, his voice sincere. "Thank you for not making me feel like a superstar tonight."
You smiled, reaching out to squeeze his hand briefly. "Goodnight, Jungkook. Get some dry clothes on."
"I will," he promised. "I'll text you tomorrow."
The hotel room was warm, and the scent of the hotel’s lavender soap lingered on your skin after a long, steaming shower. You were huddled in a plush white robe, drying your hair with a towel, when your phone lit up with a video call request.
Naemi.
You propped the phone up on the desk and hit accept. Her face appeared, illuminated by the glow of her laptop. She was wearing a sheet mask and holding a glass of wine.
A giggle escaped your lips.
"Finally!" she exclaimed, leaning into the camera. "I've been staring at my phone for hours. How is Busan? Did the mysterious creative guy sweep you off your feet, or did he turn out to be a local fisherman in disguise?"
You couldn't help the massive grin that spread across your face. "It was... incredible, Naemi. Better than the first date."
"Ooh, look at that blush!" she teased, pointing a finger at the screen. "Details. I need details. What did you do? Did he take you to a fancy yacht club?"
"Actually," you said, tucking a damp strand of hair behind your ear, "we had a picnic on a secluded beach. Pepperoni pizza and red wine on a beat-up blanket. It was the most trashy-chic thing I’ve ever done."
Naemi paused, her brow furrowing under the sheet mask. "Wait. A picnic? On a blanket? That sounds... surprisingly normal. I thought you said he was a big deal."
"He is," you said, trying to keep your voice steady. "But he’s also just... really grounded. We ran into the ocean well, I ran, he chased meand we both ended up falling into the surf. I'm pretty sure I ruined my favorite dress, and he’s probably sneezing right now, but I haven't laughed that hard in years."
"He fell in the water with you?" Naemi’s eyes widened. "Okay, he’s definitely a keeper. Most guys wouldn't want to mess up their hair. So, what’s his vibe? Is he still being all mysterious?"
"He's just... sweet," you whispered, leaning your chin on your hand. "He wrapped me in a blanket and turned the seat heaters on in his car until I stopped shivering. He’s very protective, but in a quiet way."
"You’re falling for him," Naemi stated, her voice softening. "I can see it in your eyes. Y/N, when am I going to get a name? Or at least a photo? I’m starting to think you’re dating a ghost."
"Soon," you promised, a playful glit in your eyes. "I just want to keep him to myself for a little bit longer. Before the rest of the world gets involved."
"Fine, keep your secrets," she huffed, though she was smiling. "But if Date Three involves a private jet, you’re calling me immediately. Deal?"
"Deal," you laughed. After you hung up, you looked at your reflection in the mirror. You knew the secret couldn't last forever especially once you went back to Seoul but for tonight, in this quiet hotel room in Busan, he was still just the boy who liked pizza and his dog.
The sleep that followed was deep, influenced by the salt air and the lingering warmth of the heater, but your mind wouldn't let go of the evening.
In your dream, you weren't at a crowded restaurant or a dark beach. You were in a vast, sun-drenched studio filled with blank canvases. The windows were open, and you could hear the distant, rhythmic crashing of the Busan waves, but the air smelled like expensive oil paints and fresh laundry.
Jungkook was there, but he looked different older, perhaps, or just more at peace. He wasn't wearing a cap or a mask. He was standing by a window, the sunlight catching the gold in his skin, and he was painting. Not a landscape or a city, but a flurry of colors that looked like the way laughter feels.
In the dream, you walked up behind him, and without turning around, he reached back and found your hand, lacing his fingers through yours just like he had on the beach.
"I was waiting for you to wake up," he whispered, his voice echoing as if it were underwater.
He turned then, and his eyes weren't the eyes of a pop star or a "big deal." They were just dark, warm pools of sincerity. He leaned in, his face inches from yours, and you could feel the ghost of a breath against your lips a promise of something that hadn't happened yet in the real world.
Just as his lips were about to touch yours, the scene shifted. Suddenly, you were back in the surf, the cold water splashing against your skin, and you heard him calling your name, his voice fading into the sound of the tide.
You woke up with a start, the morning light of Busan filtering through the hotel curtains. Your heart was drumming against your ribs, and for a split second, you reached out to the empty side of the bed, half-expecting to feel the wool of his blanket.
You sat up, pushing your hair back, the dream still vivid behind your eyelids. You realized then that the "drama" wasn't just the paparazzi or the fame it was the fact that he was starting to occupy the spaces in your head where you usually kept yourself safe.
Your phone buzzed on the nightstand.
From: Jungkook
Good morning. I hope you didn't catch a cold. I’m already thinking about Date Three... I hope you like cooking, because I want to show you my 'chef' side back in Seoul.
You smiled, the dream fading as the reality of him took its place. The kiss in the studio had been a dream, but as you started typing back, you had a feeling it wouldn't stay that way for long.
You looked at your phone, a playful spark in your eyes as you sat up in bed. He was certainly confident, wasn't he? You decided to tease him just a little bit, keeping the ball in your court.
To: Jungkook
You sound very sure of yourself, Mr. Jeon. Why are you so certain there’s going to be a Date Three? I haven't even given you a review of Date Two yet! 😉
You tossed the phone onto the duvet and walked over to the window, opening the curtains to reveal the stunning view of Gwangalli Beach. The ocean was calm today, a sparkling blue that reminded you of the night before.
A few minutes later, your phone chimed.
From: Jungkook
Because I’m a high-achiever. And also because you didn't run away when I accidentally dragged you into the ocean. Most people would have called a taxi right then, but you stayed and shared a blanket with me.
The "typing" bubbles appeared again almost immediately.
From: Jungkook
Plus... I haven't made you my signature ramen yet. It’s my secret weapon. You can’t leave me without at least considering it.
You laughed softly to yourself, leaning against the window frame. He was charming, there was no denying that. He wasn't relying on his fame or his status; he was relying on his cooking and his personality.
To: Jungkook
A secret weapon, huh? Bold claim. I guess I'll have to stay on my guard. Get some rest, Jungkook. I’ll see you back in Seoul.
From: Jungkook
Count on it. Safe trip back. See you soon, Y/N.
As you started to pack your bag, you realized that despite your teasing, you were already looking forward to seeing what his chef side looked like. The transition back to the reality of Seoul was coming, but for now, the warmth of the Busan sun was enough.
As the KTX pulled into Seoul Station, the transition from the quiet, salty air of Busan back to the frantic energy of the capital felt like a bit of a shock. You navigated the crowds with your weekend bag until you spotted a familiar tall figure leaning against a sleek black SUV.
Minho was leaning against the door, checking his watch, looking every bit the high-powered agent. But the second he saw you, he broke into a smirk and waved you over.
"Look at you," he teased as you reached the car, taking your bag and tossing it into the back. "You’ve got sand in your shoes and that I just spent the weekend with a heartthrob glow. I’m almost offended I didn't get a play-by-play text every hour."
"I was busy, Minho," you laughed, climbing into the passenger seat. "Actually enjoying the scenery for once."
"Right, the 'scenery,'" he mimicked, pulling out into the Seoul traffic. "I’m starving. Since I’m the one who provided the shuttle service and the romantic lead, you’re coming with me to get some real food. My treat."
He took you to a quiet, high-end barbecue place in Hannam-dong, a spot where the booths were deep and private the kind of place where people in the industry went to talk without being overheard.
As the waiter laid out the side dishes and started the grill, Minho leaned forward, his playful demeanor shifting into something a bit more curious. "So, seriously. How was it? I know he took you to the beach. He told me he was nervous about the trashy picnic idea."
"It wasn't trashy," you defended, a smile tugging at your lips as you remembered the cold wine and the soggy pizza. "It was perfect. We actually fell into the ocean."
Minho stopped mid-pour of his water, staring at you. "You what?"
"We fell in. Both of us. Completely soaked," you explained, unable to stop laughing at the memory. "He looked like a drowned cat, but he was so worried about me getting cold. He’s... he’s really not what I expected, Minho. He’s so normal when the cameras aren't there."
Minho watched you for a moment, a genuine, soft smile crossing his face. "That’s exactly why I set it up, Y/N. He’s lived in a bubble since he was fifteen. Most people treat him like a god or a product. You treat him like a guy who’s clumsy in the surf. He needs that."
"He asked for a third date," you admitted, poking at a piece of kimchi. "He wants to cook for me back here in Seoul."
Minho whistled low. "The cooking date? Wow. He’s bringing out the big guns. Just a heads up if he makes the ramen, clear your schedule for the next day. He takes that broth very seriously."
He grew a bit more serious then, glancing toward the door. "But listen, Y/N. Now that you’re back in Seoul... it gets trickier. Busan is his fortress, but here? People are always looking. Just be careful, okay? I want this to stay normal for you guys as long as possible."
"I know," you sighed, the weight of the city pressing in. "But for now, I’m just looking forward to the ramen."
Monday morning hits you like a bucket of cold water. You’re back at your desk, the hum of the office and the click of keyboards replacing the sound of the Busan waves. But as you look around, you realize you can’t escape him not even here.
There’s a BTS calendar on your coworker's desk. A Jungkook themed coffee mug sits by the printer. Even the background music in the office kitchen is a remix of one of bts tracks. Before, these were just pop culture artifacts, part of the background noise of living in Seoul. But now? Now it feels crazy.
You find yourself staring at a poster in the hallway, your eyes drifting to the center. There he is Jungkook. He’s wearing leather, his hair perfectly styled, his gaze intense and "unreachable," exactly like he told you people see him.
That’s the guy who forgot the wine glasses.. you think to yourself, a suppressed smile tugging at your lips.
That’s the guy who looked like a drowned cat in the surf and worried about me catching a cold.
It’s a surreal disconnect. To the rest of the world, he’s an icon, a symbol of perfection. To you, he’s a guy who yells at his computer screen when his game lags and talks to his dog like it’s a human being.
Your phone buzzes in your pocket. You pull it out, shielding the screen from prying eyes.
From: Jungkook
Found a new game last night. It’s terrible, but the graphics are cool. Also, I’m currently staring at a mountain of groceries. Operation: Date Three is officially in motion. Try not to work too hard.
You look back at the Superstar on the poster, then down at the text message. The contrast is almost overwhelming. You realize that you’re holding a secret that millions of people would die for, but to you, the most valuable part isn't the fame it’s the fact that he feels comfortable enough to be terrible at games with you.
"Y/N? Are you okay? You've been staring at that wall for three minutes," a colleague asks, walking by with a stack of papers.
"Oh! Yeah," you stammer, quickly locking your phone. "Just... thinking about what to have for dinner."
"Relatable," she laughs, nodding toward the BTS calendar. "I wish I had a dinner date with one of them."
You just nod and head back to your desk, your heart racing. If only she knew.
You bite your lip, trying to maintain a neutral expression as your colleague, Min-ji, practically vibrates with excitement. She pivots her chair toward you, her eyes wide as she taps frantically on her phone screen.
"Y/N, did you see them? The new high-res shots from the Calvin Klein campaign?" she gasps, turning the phone toward you. It’s a shot of him in denim cool, effortless, and undeniably a global heartthrob. "I mean, how is he even real? Look at that jawline. He’s literally a god walking among us."
You look at the photo, and for a second, you’re paralyzed by the surrealism of it all. This is the man who, just forty-eight hours ago, was sitting on a sandy blanket with you, picking pepperoni off a pizza and laughing about his wet socks.
"He... yeah, he looks great," you manage to say, keeping your voice as casual as possible.
"Great? He looks like a masterpiece!" Min-ji continues, oblivious. "I heard he’s back in Seoul now. Can you imagine just bumping into him at a cafe? I think I’d actually stop breathing. I’d probably faint right on the spot."
You feel a weird mix of guilt and amusement. You want to tell her that he’s actually quite shy and that he worries about his ramen broth being too salty, but you know that would be like dropping a thermal detonator in the middle of the office.
"I don't know, Min-ji," you say, turning back to your computer to hide your face. "Maybe he’s just a normal guy who puts his pants on one leg at a time."
"Please," she scoffs, rolling her eyes. "Jungkook doesn't do anything normally. Everything about him is legendary."
Your phone vibrates in your lap. You glance down, hidden by the desk.
From: Jungkook
Just accidentally dropped a whole bag of flour on the floor. Bam is currently licking it up and now he looks like a ghost. This cooking date might be a disaster. Send help.
A small, genuine laugh escapes your throat before you can stop it. Min-ji looks at you, suspicious. "What’s so funny?"
"Nothing," you say, your heart thumping. "Just... a funny meme. Back to work, right?"
As you type away at your spreadsheets, the legendary image on Min-ji's phone feels like a character from a movie, while the ghost dog story in your pocket feels like home. The double life is officially getting complicated, but as you think about seeing him tonight, you wouldn't trade it for anything.
The tension in the office is the perfect cover for a little bit of mischief. While Min-ji is still gushing over his billboard-sized abs, you decide to test just how much the Superstar can handle when things get a little real.
He’s been blowing up your phone all afternoon, clearly excited about his "Chef JK" debut.
From: Jungkook
Okay, the flour is cleaned up. Bam is back to his normal color. Everything is set. So... are we officially on for tonight? Date Three? I need to know when to start the broth.
You wait. Ten minutes. Twenty. You watch the clock tick as you sip your lukewarm office coffee. Finally, you type back, keeping your face a mask of professional boredom.
To: Jungkook
I don’t know, Jungkook. I’ve been thinking a lot today... seeing your face everywhere in the city is a lot. Honestly? I’m starting to wonder if we’re even a good match. We live in completely different worlds. Maybe we’re just too different.
You hit send and put your phone face down. You feel a little mean, but you want to know if he’s willing to fight for this "normalcy" he claims to crave.
Five minutes later, your phone starts vibrating. It’s not a text. It’s a call. You decline it. Then another text.
From: Jungkook
Wait, what? Y/N, what do you mean? Is it the Calvin Klein stuff? I can explain that, it’s just work! Please tell me you’re joking. I’ll cancel the billboards! (Okay, I can’t do that, but I’ll try!). Did I do something wrong in Busan?
He’s spiraling. You can practically hear the panic in his typing. Suddenly, your phone rings again, but this time the caller ID says Minho.
You step into the hallway to answer. "Hello?"
"Y/N! What the hell did you say to him?" Minho’s voice is frantic, but there’s a hint of suppressed laughter in the background. "Jungkook just called me sounding like the world is ending. He’s pacing his kitchen so loud I can hear it through the phone. He’s convinced you're breaking up with him before the third date even starts!"
"I just told him I wasn't sure if we were a match," you say, struggling to keep your voice flat.
"He’s in full panic mode, Y/N! He just asked me if he should send a truck with flowers to your office. I told him that would definitely make the 'different worlds' problem worse. Are you actually serious or are you just torturing the poor kid?"
"Maybe a little bit of both," you admit, a smile finally breaking through.
"You're dangerous," Minho sighs, though he sounds relieved. "Look, just put him out of his misery soon, okay? He’s currently staring at a pot of water like it’s his last hope for happiness. And for the record? He’s never been this stressed about a girl. Ever."
You hang up, feeling a warm glow in your chest. He isn't the untouchable icon from the posters; he’s a guy who’s terrified of losing the one person who treats him like a human being.
You head back to your desk and pick up your phone.
To: Jungkook
Stop pacing, you’ll ruin the floor. And tell Bam I’m sorry for the flour incident. I’ll be there at 7:00. But that ramen better be life-changing, Superstar.
The reply comes back in less than three seconds.
From: Jungkook
I hate you. (I don't). 7:00. Don't be late. I'm doubling the garlic just for you.
You stand in front of your mirror, taking a final look. The satin skirt catches the light with every movement, hugging your silhouette before falling elegantly, perfectly contrasted by a simple fitted top and your cleanest sneakers.
Then, the address arrives via text. It’s a luxury complex in Hannam-dong, a place where the air itself seems to cost more.
When you arrive at the massive iron gates, your heart sinks. This isn't just an apartment building; it’s a fortress. Two stone-faced security guards in sharp suits step out of the booth, looking at your casual sneakers with professional disdain.
"I'm here to see... a friend," you say, your voice sounding smaller than you intended. "In the penthouse wing."
The lead guard checks his tablet, his brow furrowed. "Name?"
"Y/N."
He scrolls slowly, his expression hardening. "You aren't on the cleared list for today, Miss. And the resident has strict 'no-visitor' protocols in place."
"Can you check again? Jeon Jungkook? He’s expecting me," you plead, feeling the heat rise in your neck.
The guards exchange a look—the kind of look that says they’ve dealt with a thousand "delusional fans" before. "Look, we get this every day. No name, no entry. You need to move your car; you're blocking the private lane."
The embarrassment hits you like a physical weight. After your joke earlier, this feels like a cold slap of reality. You’re standing outside a literal wall, being treated like a trespasser, while the man inside lives behind layers of protection you'll never truly understand. The "different worlds" argument you used to tease him suddenly feels painfully, hauntingly true.
You turn away, blinking back tears of frustration. You aren't going to beg. You pull out your phone, your fingers trembling as you start to type.
To: Jungkook
I’m at the gate, but I’m not on the list. The security is treating me like a stalker. Honestly, Jungkook, maybe this was a mistake. I think I’m just going to go home.
You’re already halfway to the sidewalk, looking for a taxi, feeling foolish for ever thinking a satin skirt and some sneakers could bridge the gap between your life and his.
You are just about to raise your hand to hail a passing taxi, your heart heavy with the realization of how difficult this "normal" relationship actually is, when you hear the frantic scuff of leather shoes on pavement.
"Miss! Wait! Please, wait!"
You turn around to see the lead security guard, the one who had been so cold just moments ago, actually jogging toward you. He looks breathless and, more notably, terrified. His professional mask has completely shattered, replaced by a look of sheer panic.
"I am so incredibly sorry," he gasps, bowing so low it’s almost a 90-degree angle. "There was... a massive oversight. Mr. Jeon just called the main office. Personally."
He looks like he’s just survived a hurricane. "Please, follow me. We have an elevator waiting. Truly, Miss Y/N, we had no idea... he was very clear about your importance."
You walk back toward the gate, feeling a strange mix of vindication and shyness. As you pass the security booth, you see the other guard standing at attention, looking straight ahead as if he’s afraid to even blink in your direction. Whatever Jungkook said over that phone line, it clearly carried the weight of a king protecting his queen.
The elevator ride is silent and swift, whisking you up to a floor that requires a private keycard. When the doors finally chime and slide open, you find yourself standing in a foyer that looks like something out of an architectural magazine minimalist, expensive, and smelling faintly of that same woody cologne from the beach.
Jungkook is standing right there. He’s wearing a simple apron over a white t-shirt, his hair a bit messy, and he’s holding a wooden spoon like a weapon. He looks stressed, but the moment he sees you, his shoulders drop in a massive exhale of relief.
"Y/N," he says, stepping forward and taking your hands. His palms are slightly damp maybe from the steam, or maybe from the panic of almost losing you at the gate. "I am so sorry. I’m such an idiot. I was so focused on the sauce that I forgot to update the registry. I almost ran down there in my slippers to fight them myself."
He looks into your eyes, his expression soft and pleading. "Please tell me you're not still thinking about going home. I've been stirring this broth for three hours, and Bam really wants to meet the girl who 'bullied' his dad today."
You look at him the apron, the spoon, the genuine worry on his face and the frustration from the gate melts away. You realize that while the world builds walls around him, he’s doing everything in his power to pull you through the door.
"The sneakers stay on," you say with a small, teasing smile. "And the ramen better be worth the drama."
"It is," he promises, leaning in to kiss your forehead before leading you into his world. "I promise."
"I've seen enough of the kitchen for now," you say, a playful spark returning to your eyes. "I want to see the real star of this apartment. Where’s Bam?"
Jungkook’s face breaks into a proud, slightly nervous grin. "Oh, he’s been waiting. He knew someone was coming the second the elevator chimed."
He walks over to the heavy glass doors leading into the expansive living room and slides them open. For a split second, there’s silence—and then, a blur of dark fur comes charging across the polished floor. Bam, a massive, energetic Doberman, doesn't just greet you; he practically launches himself at you, his tail wagging so hard his entire back half is wiggling.
"Whoa!" you yelp as seventy pounds of pure excitement hits your legs, nearly sending you stumbling back into the foyer.
Jungkook’s eyes go wide. "Bam! No! Down, boy!" He reaches out instinctively, grabbing your arm to steady you, his face pale with sudden worry. "I’m so sorry, Y/N! I should have leashed him. Is he too much? Did he hurt you? He’s a giant, I know, I should have—"
His frantic apologies are cut short by the sound of your laughter. It’s a loud, genuine sound that echoes through the high-ceilinged room. You’re already down on your knees, despite the satin skirt, letting Bam lick your face while you scratch behind his floppy ears.
"He’s perfect!" you laugh, buried under a flurry of happy nudges and wet nose boops. "He’s just like his dad, a total sweetheart with zero chill."
Jungkook freezes, his hand still hovering in the air. Seeing you on the floor, completely unfazed by the giant dog, seems to do something to him. The tension drains out of his face, replaced by a look of pure, unadulterated adoration.
"You're not mad about the skirt?" he asks softly, leaning against the doorframe as he watches the two of you.
"It’s just fabric, Jungkook," you say, looking up at him with a bright smile while Bam tries to climb into your lap. "Besides, I think I have a new favorite Jeon."
Jungkook laughs, a deep, relaxed sound. "Hey, watch it. I’m the one making the food. Bam only offers emotional support and hair on your clothes."
He walks over and crouches down beside you, his hand resting on Bam’s head, but his eyes stay locked on yours. "You’re amazing, you know that? Most people are terrified of him because of his size. But you... you just dove right in."
"I told you," you say, giving Bam one last pat before standing up. "I’m not 'most people.'"
"I'm starting to realize that," he whispers, standing up with you. The kitchen timer beeps in the distance, breaking the moment. "That’s the broth. Come on, let's see if I can actually live up to the hype."
He reaches into a drawer and pulls out a spare black apron, stepping behind you to loop it over your head. His hands linger for a second as he ties the strings around your waist, his chest brushing against your back, before he hands you a knife and a pile of green onions.
"Alright, sous-chef," he says with a playful wink. "Show me your skills. And try to keep your fingers intact, Minho will kill me if I send you home with a bandage."
As you both stand side-by-side at the massive marble island, the atmosphere is light and domestic. You find yourself laughing as he tells you a dramatic story about a cooking fail he had during a livestream, gesturing wildly with a wooden spoon. But as the conversation flows, your focus starts to shift from the vegetables to the man beside you.
You pause for a moment, resting your knife, and just watch him.
He’s focused on dicing garlic, his sleeves pushed up to his elbows. The harsh kitchen lights catch the sharp lines of his profile, but it's his hands that hold your attention. As he applies pressure to the knife, the veins in his forearms and the backs of his hands become prominent, corded and strong. There's a raw, effortless masculinity in the way he moves, a stark contrast to the soft, apron-clad "chef" he’s trying to be.
He looks so incredibly attractive in this lighting, stripped of the stage makeup and the designer clothes, just a man in his kitchen with messy hair and a concentrated gaze.
Jungkook must feel your eyes on him, because he tilts his head, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth without him even looking up.
"Is my chopping technique that impressive?" he asks, his voice dropping into that low, honeyed tone that always makes your heart skip. "Or do I have flour on my face again?"
"Neither," you admit, your voice a little breathier than you intended. "I was just thinking that the Superstar look has nothing on the Chef look."
He finally stops, turning fully toward you. He leans one hip against the counter, the veins in his arms still standing out as he crosses them over his chest. His gaze is intense, dark, and filled with a heat that has nothing to do with the stove.
"Careful, Y/N," he says softly, stepping a fraction closer. "If you keep looking at me like that, the ramen is definitely going to burn."
You feel the heat rush to your cheeks, turning them a deep shade of crimson as you quickly look back down at the cutting board. You start dicing the green onions with a sudden, renewed intensity, trying to hide the fact that your heart is practically doing gymnastics in your chest.
"Just... finish the sauce, Jungkook," you mutter, though you can’t keep the smile off your face.
Beside you, you hear him let out a soft, triumphant chuckle. He knows exactly the effect he has on you, but he mercifully turns back to the stove to give you a moment to recover.
While his back is turned, you feel a heavy weight settle against your leg. You look down and see Bam sitting perfectly still, his large brown eyes tracking every movement of your hand with laser-like focus. He’s the picture of a "good boy," but his tail is thumping a rhythmic thud-thud-thud against the floor.
You glance over your shoulder. Jungkook is busy adjusting the flame under the pot, humming a soft melody to himself.
Quick as a flash, you grab a small, choice scrap of beef from the beef broth. You lower your hand behind your skirt and drop it. Gulp. It’s gone in a literal blink. Bam licks his chops, looking at you with what can only be described as pure, undying devotion.
"What are you two doing back there?" Jungkook asks, turning around just as you pull your hand back up.
"Nothing!" you say, perhaps a bit too quickly, as you toss the onions into a bowl. "Just... bonding."
Jungkook narrows his eyes, looking from you to the suspiciously happy Doberman. "Y/N... did you just feed my dog? He has a very strict diet, you know."
"I have no idea what you're talking about," you say, reaching over to pat Bam’s head. Bam, the traitor, lets out a small, satisfied burp.
Jungkook bursts out laughing, shaking his head as he walks over to you. He stops just inches away, the scent of garlic and his warm cologne wrapping around you. "First you bully the dad, then you bribe the son. You really are a piece of work, aren't you?"
He reaches out, his thumb catching a stray smudge of flour on your cheek, his touch lingering just a second too long for it to be accidental. "Good thing I like your style."
You freeze, your breath hitching as he steps into your personal space. The distance between you disappears until you can feel the warmth radiating from his chest. He leans down slightly, his gaze dropping to your lips and then back to your eyes, his hand moving from your cheek to cup the back of your neck. His touch is firm yet incredibly gentle, and for a moment, the entire world, the kitchen, the city outside, even Bam simply ceases to exist.
Jungkook’s eyes flutter shut as he begins to tilt his head, his nose brushing against yours. You can feel the ghost of his breath on your skin, and you instinctively lean in, closing the final inch between you...
BEEP. BEEP. BEEP.
The oven timer blares with a sharp, piercing shrillness that cuts through the romantic tension like a knife.
Both of you jump, startled. Jungkook flinches so hard he nearly hits his head on the kitchen vent, and you stumble back, your face burning a shade of red that would put a tomato to shame.
"The... the pork!" Jungkook exclaims, his voice an octave higher than usual. He frantically spins around, grabbing a pair of oven mitts and fumbling with the oven door as a cloud of savory steam billows out.
From the corner of the room, Bam lets out a sharp, confused bark, wondering why the mood suddenly shifted from "soulmates" to "emergency response team."
"I, uh... I should probably check that," Jungkook mumbles, his ears glowing bright red as he hunches over the oven. He looks completely flustered.
You lean against the counter, trying to catch your breath and steady your racing heart. You let out a small, shaky laugh, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. "Saved by the timer, Jeon. I think the universe is telling us that the ramen needs to come first."
Jungkook glances back at you over his shoulder, a sheepish, lopsided grin on his face despite his embarrassment. "The universe has terrible timing, Y/N. Truly terrible."
You move over to the sleek, minimalist dining table that overlooks the sparkling lights of Seoul. Jungkook follows shortly after, carefully carrying two steaming bowls of ramen. The presentation is surprisingly professional, perfectly placed soft-boiled eggs, charred pork belly, and bright green onions.
"Here we go," he says, setting the bowl down in front of you with a nervous pride. "Operation: Date Three is officially served."
"Thank you, Jungkook. It looks incredible," you say, genuinely impressed.
He smiles, the tension from the almost-kiss still lingering in the air, making every movement feel a bit more charged. He reaches for a bottle of red wine and pours two glasses, the deep crimson liquid catching the soft glow of the apartment's mood lighting.
As you pick up your chopsticks, a soft, lo-fi beat begins to pulse through the hidden speakers in the room. You recognize the style it's one of BTS´s unreleased tracks, something raw and acoustic that he’s probably been tinkering with on his soundboard. It’s intimate, like he’s sharing a piece of his private thoughts with you.
"To the chef," you say, raising your glass.
"To the girl who survived the Busan ocean and my security team," he counters, clinking his glass against yours.
The first bite is a revelation. The broth is rich and complex, warming you from the inside out. "Oh my god," you whisper, closing your eyes. "Jungkook, this is... you weren't kidding about the secret weapon."
He leans back, watching you eat with a look of pure satisfaction. "I told you. I don't lose when it comes to ramen." He takes a sip of his wine, his eyes never leaving yours. "So, does this mean I'm officially 'good enough' for you, despite the billboards?"
You look at him the way the music seems to wrap around both of you, the warmth of the meal, and the way he’s looking at you like you’re the only person in the world and you realize the different worlds don't feel so far apart anymore.
You lean back in your chair, swirling the last bit of wine in your glass, a playful yet genuine smile on your face. "Alright, I'll admit it," you say, looking at him across the table. "Date Three isn't so bad. In fact, between the ghost dog and this broth, you might actually be winning me over."
Jungkook beams, his eyes crinkling at the corners. He looks incredibly relieved, the earlier panic of the different worlds conversation finally fading away. "Only 'not so bad'? I’m going to have to work even harder for Date Four then," he teases.
He notices your bowl is empty and immediately stands up. "Wait, you can't stop now. I made enough to feed a small army, and you haven't even tried the extra spicy oil yet."
Before you can protest, he’s already back at the stove, humming along to the low music coming from the speakers. He returns with a second, smaller portion, carefully topping it with another perfectly marinated egg.
"Here," he says, sliding the bowl toward you. "A little extra for the sous-chef."
As he sits back down, the atmosphere in the apartment feels incredibly cozy. The city lights of Seoul are flickering outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, but in here, with the soft beats and the smell of savory broth, it feels like your own private bubble. You realize that despite the fame and the chaos, he’s managed to make this high-end penthouse feel like home for the evening.
"You're going to have to roll me out of here," you laugh, picking up your chopsticks again.
"That's fine by me," Jungkook replies softly, resting his chin on his hand as he watches you eat. "I’m not in any rush for you to leave."
You set your chopsticks down, the warmth of the second bowl still lingering. "You know, it hit me today at the office," you say, shaking your head slightly. "My colleague, Min-ji... she's completely obsessed. She was showing me your new Calvin Klein campaign and talking about you like you're some kind of untouchable myth. It was so surreal sitting there, knowing I was texting the guy who was currently covered in flour and panicking over his dog."
A small, thoughtful smile plays on your lips. "It made me realize just how huge your world is. To her, and to millions of others, you’re this perfect icon. It’s a little intimidating when I actually stop to think about it."
Jungkook’s expression softens, turning a bit more serious. He leans back, swirling the wine in his glass as he looks out at the glowing Seoul skyline.
"I get it," he says quietly, his voice dropping a notch. He nods slowly. "It’s a blessing and a curse, honestly."
He looks back at you, his eyes searching yours. "The blessing is the love, the music, and being able to do what I love on such a massive scale. I’m grateful for it every single day. But the curse..." He sighs, a short, tired sound. "The curse is that the 'myth' usually swallows the person. People stop seeing me. They see the posters, the stage, the 'Superstar.' Sometimes it feels like I’m living inside a gold-plated cage where everyone is watching, but no one really knows me."
He reaches across the table, his fingers lightly brushing the back of your hand. "That’s why Busan was so important. And why tonight is important. With you, I don't have to be the masterpiece your colleague was talking about. I can just be the guy who’s bad at dicing garlic and forgets to update the security list."
He gives your hand a small, reassuring squeeze. "The myth is for the world, Y/N. But the normal guy? He's the one who’s really glad you stayed for the second bowl of ramen."
You stand up and start gathering the bowls, ignoring his protests. He keeps telling you to leave it for the housekeeper or that he'll do it later, but you just give him a firm look. "You cooked, I clean. That’s the rule, Superstar," you tease.
As you stand at the sink, the warm water running over your hands, the soft lo-fi track from his soundboard shifts into a slow, melodic rhythm. The apartment is quiet, save for the hum of the city far below and the gentle clinking of the dishes.
Suddenly, you feel a presence behind you.
Slowly, almost tentatively, two strong arms reach around your waist. He doesn't pull you in tight immediately; instead, he rests his hands lightly against your stomach, his touch hesitant, as if he’s waiting for a sign that it’s okay. It’s a side of him that the world never sees the vulnerable man behind the icon, asking for permission to be close.
You let out a soft breath and lean back, resting your head against his shoulder. Taking the hint, Jungkook exhales a long sigh of relief, his grip tightening just a fraction as he pulls you flush against him. You can feel the steady, rapid thrum of his heart against your back.
The two of you begin to sway slowly to the music. It’s not a formal dance it’s just a gentle, rhythmic movement in the middle of the kitchen. There are no cameras, no screaming fans, and no security gates between you. Just the scent of his cologne, the warmth of his body, and the quiet magic of the moment.
"This," he whispers into your hair, his voice vibrating through your chest. "This is better than any award show."
You close your eyes, letting the music carry you both. For the first time since you met, the noise of his fame feels miles away, replaced by the simple, beautiful reality of being held by the man who made you ramen. You just stay like that, drifting together in the dark, enjoying a peace that belongs only to the two of you
Slowly, you turn around within the circle of his arms, never breaking the connection. You reach up, lacing your fingers behind his neck, pulling yourself just a little closer. He reacts instantly, his hands sliding down to rest firmly on your waist, drawing you into the slow, rhythmic pulse of the music.
Being this close to him is overwhelming. His scent a dizzying mix of expensive woodsy cologne, clean laundry, and a faint hint of the savory kitchen spices is absolutely undoing you. It’s warm and masculine, and it seems to wrap around your senses until all you can focus on is him.
The lighting in the kitchen is dim, casting long shadows across his face and making his dark eyes appear even deeper, more intense. As you sway together, his gaze never leaves yours. He looks at you with a mixture of awe and raw affection, as if he still can't quite believe you're standing here in his kitchen, in his arms.
"You're making it very hard to focus on the music," he murmurs, his voice a low, gravelly vibration that you feel in your very bones.
He leans down, his forehead coming to rest against yours. The tip of his nose brushes yours, and you can feel the slight heat of his skin. Every time you move, the soft fabric of your satin skirt brushes against his legs, a gentle friction that only adds to the electricity between you.
In this moment, the superstar from the billboards is gone. There is only this man, the weight of his hands on your hips, and the way he’s holding you as if you’re the most precious thing he’s ever touched. You find yourself tightening your grip on his neck, pulling him down just a fraction more, completely lost in his scent and the quiet, private world he’s built for you tonight.
The air between you is thick, charged with the kind of tension that makes your skin tingle. Jungkook’s gaze drops to your lips, his thumb tracing a slow, rhythmic circle against the satin of your skirt. He starts to lean in, his movements slow and deliberate, giving you every chance to pull away.
You can feel the heat radiating from him, that intoxicating scent of his pulling you closer like a magnet. But just as his lips are a breath away from yours, you tilt your head back slightly, a playful, challenging smirk playing on your mouth.
"Just one kiss," you whisper, your voice steady despite the way your heart is hammering against your ribs. "The rest... well, the rest has to be earned, Mr. Jeon."
Jungkook pauses, a surprised but delighted huff of a laugh escaping him. He looks at you, his eyes dark with a mix of frustration and deep admiration. "You really like to make me work for it, don't you?"
"I think you're used to getting things a little too easily," you tease, your arms still looped around his neck. "I like to keep things interesting."
"Fair enough," he murmurs, his voice dropping into a low, husky register that makes your knees weak. "Challenge accepted."
He doesn't wait another second. He closes the distance, his lips meeting yours in a kiss that is soft, lingering, and tastes faintly of the wine you shared. It’s a gentle exploration, a promise of everything that’s still to come, but it’s over almost as soon as it began.
He pulls back just an inch, his forehead resting against yours, his breath hitched. He looks slightly dazed, his hands still anchored firmly on your waist.
"One kiss," he repeats, a lopsided, breathless grin spreading across his face. "Okay. But just so you know? I’m a very fast learner, and I’m definitely planning on earning the rest."
He gives you one last, lingering look before reluctantly letting go of your waist, though he keeps one of your hands in his, lacing your fingers together as the music continues to play softly in the background. The boundary has been set, but the look in his eyes tells you he’s more than ready for the chase.
The cool night air of Seoul greets you as he leads you out onto the sprawling balcony. The city stretches out below like a sea of neon lights, but the atmosphere out here is quiet, shielded by the height of the penthouse.
Jungkook sits down on one of the oversized, plush outdoor chairs and gently pulls you down with him. You end up right on his lap, your satin skirt draping over his knees. One of his arms curls around your waist, holding you securely, while his other hand rests on your thigh.
He leans his head back against the chair, looking up at the stars for a moment before letting out a long, dramatic sigh.
"Okay, I’ve been thinking about it for exactly three minutes," he murmurs, his voice vibrating against you. He looks up at you, his dark eyes sparkling with a mix of mischief and genuine longing. "How do I do it? What’s the fastest way to earn another one? Do I need to cook a five-course meal? Learn a new dance? Win a gold medal in something?"
He pouts slightly. "Tell me the criteria, Y/N. I’m very competitive."
You look down at him, watching the way the moonlight softens the lines of his face. He looks so hopeful and so completely focused on you that your "strict" rules melt away in an instant. You can't help but grin at how charmingly desperate he’s acting for someone who literally has the world at his feet.
"Actually," you whisper, leaning down until your face is just inches from his. "I think you just earned one for being cute."
Before he can even process the words, you press your lips to his.
This kiss is different from the one in the kitchen it’s deeper, more confident, fueled by the quiet intimacy of the balcony and the way you’re tucked perfectly into his space. Jungkook makes a low sound of surprise in the back of his throat before his hand moves to the back of your head, deepening the contact, his fingers tangling in your hair.
When you finally pull back, both of you are a little breathless. He looks up at you, dazed and wearing a triumphant, toothy grin.
"If that's the reward for being cute," he whispers, pulling you closer into his chest, "then I'm never acting like a cool superstar again."
You lean your head against his shoulder, watching the tiny lights of the cars moving far below like glowing ants. The silence of the night feels heavy, but in a comfortable, grounding way. You trace the edge of his sleeve with your finger before looking up at him, your expression becoming a bit more soft and serious.
"You know," you say, your voice barely a whisper in the cool breeze. "I actually had a rule. A pretty strict one, actually."
Jungkook tilts his head, his curiosity piqued as he brushes a stray lock of hair from your forehead. "A rule? About what?"
"About this," you gesture between the two of you. "I told myself I’d never kiss anyone before a fourth date. I always thought you needed that much time to really know if someone was worth the trouble. It was my safety net."
Jungkook stays silent for a moment, his dark eyes searching yours. The teasing smirk he had a moment ago softens into something much more genuine. He shifts slightly, pulling you a little tighter against his chest, as if he’s trying to absorb the weight of what you just admitted.
"So..." he starts, his voice low and incredibly tender. "I broke the safety net on Date Three?"
"You did," you admit with a small, helpless laugh. "I don't know if it was the Busan ocean, the flour-covered dog, or that ridiculous secret-weapon ramen, but... you made me forget about the count."
Jungkook exhales a breath he seemed to be holding, a look of pure, humble pride crossing his face. He doesn't brag or make a joke this time. Instead, he leans down and presses a soft, lingering kiss to your temple.
"I'm glad," he murmurs against your skin. "Because I don't want to be someone who just fits into a rule, Y/N. I want to be the exception. Thank you for letting me be the one to break it."
He rests his chin on your shoulder, both of you looking out at the city, and for the first time, the "Superstar" doesn't feel like a title he's carrying he just feels like the man who managed to win your heart a little ahead of schedule.
The night stretches on, the frantic pace of the world below feeling like a distant memory.
You talk about the small things your favorite childhood memories, the songs that make you cry, and the things that actually keep you up at night. He tells you about the pressure of always being "perfect" and how he sometimes misses the simple smell of the sea in Busan. You tell him about your dreams, the ones you haven't shared with your colleagues, and how you sometimes feel like you're just playing a role in your own life.
Deepening the Connection, Jungkook opens up about his fears of the future and the loneliness that often comes with fame. You realize that behind the tattoos and the sold-out stadiums is a man who just wants to be understood.
You find out he’s surprisingly good at drawing, and he finds out you have a secret talent for mimicry. He makes you laugh until your sides ache, and you make him feel a sense of peace he hasn't felt in years.
Sometimes, the talking stops, and you both just sit there, listening to the muffled sounds of the city and the steady rhythm of each other's breathing. It’s the kind of silence that doesn't need to be filled the kind that only happens when two people are truly comfortable.
As the clock ticks toward the early hours of the morning, Bam eventually trots out onto the balcony, letting out a soft whine and resting his large head on Jungkook’s knee.
"I think he's jealous," Jungkook whispers, his voice thick with a mix of tiredness and affection. He looks down at you, his eyes reflecting the city lights. "I don't remember the last time I just... sat and talked like this. Thank you, Y/N. For not treating me like that.'"
You reach up, tracing the line of his jaw. "Thank you for the ramen, Jungkook. And for being exactly who you are."
He pulls you closer, tucking your head under his chin. The world is vast and complicated, and tomorrow the security guards and the billboards will still be there but for tonight, in this quiet bubble high above Seoul, it's just the two of you and a very sleepy Doberman.
You shift slightly in his lap, the cozy warmth of his body making your eyelids feel incredibly heavy. As much as you want to stay in this bubble forever, reality is starting to tug at your sleeve.
"Jungkook," you mumble softly, your voice thick with sleepiness. "If I stay here any longer, I’m going to fall fast asleep right on your shoulder. I should probably head home while I can still keep my eyes open."
He doesn't let go immediately. Instead, he tightens his hold for a brief second, burying his face in the crook of your neck with a quiet, reluctant hum. "Just five more minutes?" he pleads, his voice vibrating against your skin. "The city looks better with you here."
"I have work tomorrow, Superstar," you remind him with a small smile, pulling back just enough to look at him. "And unlike someone I know, I can't just show up whenever I want."
He sighs, a dramatic but sweet sound, and finally nods. "Fine. You're right. I don't want you falling asleep at your desk and blaming my ramen for it."
He helps you stand up, steadying you as you find your balance in your sneakers. As you walk back through the quiet penthouse toward the door, the atmosphere has shifted from high-energy tension to a soft, lingering intimacy.
At the door, he grabs his keys and a hoodie. "I'm calling a private car for you, and I’m walking you down to make sure those guards don't give you a hard time again. Actually," he adds with a mischievous glint in his eyes, "I want them to see exactly who they almost turned away."
"Jungkook, you don't have to—"
"I want to," he interrupts gently, taking your hand and interlacing his fingers with yours. "I'll see you all the way to your door."
As the elevator descends, he doesn't let go of your hand. The night might be ending, but the way he's looking at you makes it clear that Date Three was just the beginning of something much bigger.
The elevator ride down is quiet, the digital numbers ticking away the final moments of the night. Jungkook doesn't let go of your hand for a single second. When the doors slide open, the lobby is silent, bathed in soft moonlight and the glow of security monitors.
The guards from earlier snap to attention, their eyes widening as they see the "Superstar" himself personally escorting you out, his hand firmly interlaced with yours. Jungkook doesn't even look at them; his focus is entirely on you as he leads you to the sleek black car waiting at the curb.
The cool night air hits your face, waking you up just enough to realize the night is truly over. He stops by the open car door, turning to face you. The streetlights catch the sparkle in his eyes and the slight, nervous curve of his lips.
"Text me the second you're inside," he says, his voice low and protective. "I won't sleep until I know you're safe."
You look up at him, feeling a wave of warmth that has nothing to do with the temperature. You reach up, cupping his face with your hands, and pull him down for a soft, lingering kiss. It’s gentle a quiet "thank you" for the effort, the honesty, and the way he made a billionaire's penthouse feel like a home.
"It was a beautiful evening, Jungkook," you whisper against his lips, pulling back just enough to see his stunned, happy expression. "Truly."
He looks a little breathless, a faint blush creeping up his neck. "Yeah," he breathes out, a dazed smile spreading across his face. "It really was."
He stands there on the sidewalk, hands shoved into his hoodie pockets, watching as the car pulls away. As you look through the back window, you can see him waving a lone figure under the streetlights, looking less like a global icon and more like a guy who just had the best night of his life.
The cool sheets feel amazing against your skin as you collapse into bed, but your mind is anything but restful. Every time you close your eyes, you feel the ghost of his touch on your waist and the incredible softness of his lips. You’re still wearing that faint scent of his cologne, and it’s making your heart race all over again.
Your phone buzzes on the nightstand. You don't even have to guess who it is.
Jungkook:
I’m staring at the empty chair on the balcony. It looks lonely. Bam is currently moping by the door because his favorite 'bribing' guest left.
You:
Maybe Bam just misses the snacks. And I'm pretty sure that chair is fine, it’s a very expensive chair.
Jungkook:
It’s not the chair, Y/N. It’s the person who was sitting in my lap. My heart is beating so loud I’m surprised you didn't hear it down the street. Is it weird that I already miss you?
You:
A little bit... but only because I feel the same way. My rule about Date Four didn't stand a chance against you tonight.
Jungkook:
I’m going to spend the whole night thinking about that kiss. And the way you looked in that skirt. And how you laughed at me when I panicked over the security guards. I’m completely gone, aren't I?
You:
We both are, Jungkook. It's a disaster.
Jungkook:
The best kind of disaster. I’m serious, though..I’ve never felt this normal and this crazy at the same time. Get some sleep, beautiful. Dream of me (and maybe a little bit of the ramen).
You:
Goodnight, Superstar. I think the ramen has some serious competition for my dreams tonight.
You set the phone down, clutching your pillow to your chest with a wide, helpless grin. You’re staring at the ceiling, completely lost in him, knowing that somewhere across the city, a global icon is doing exactly the same thing.
The different worlds don't feel like a problem anymore. Tonight, you were just two people, one kitchen, and a kiss that changed everything.
The next afternoon, you're sitting in a small, tucked-away cafe with Naemi. You’ve been trying to act "normal," but you’re glowing so much that even the steam from your latte can’t hide it.
Naemi narrows her eyes at you over her cup. "Okay, spill. You’ve been staring at your phone and smiling like a lunatic for twenty minutes. How was the guy last night?"
"It was... a lot," you say, trying to stay vague. "He made ramen. We sat on his balcony. It felt very real."
"Ramen? On a balcony?" Naemi leans in, her voice dropping to a whisper. "Y/N, is he rich? Does he live in a nice place? Is he a secret CEO?"
"Not a CEO," you laugh, the memory of him in that apron hitting you. "He's just... he’s very intense. And he has this dog, Bam, who is basically a giant teddy bear. We ended up dancing in the kitchen and—" You bite your lip, the words slipping out before you can catch them. "And his kiss was literally the best thing that's ever happened to me."
Naemi’s jaw drops. "You kissed him?! On Date Three? What happened to your legendary Date Four rule? Who is this guy, James Bond?"
You feel your face heating up. "His name is Jungkook, okay? And he’s not James Bond, he’s just... Jungkook."
The name hangs in the air for a second. Naemi’s eyes go wide. She freezes, her spoon halfway to her mouth. "Jungkook? As in... Jeon Jungkook? The Golden guy? The one whose face is currently on a three-story billboard outside my office?"
You realize your mistake instantly. You reach across the table, grabbing her arm. "Naemi, please! You cannot tell anyone. Especially not Min-ji! I wasn't supposed to say his name."
"ARE YOU SERIOUS?" she shrieks, then immediately covers her mouth as people turn to look. She leans in so close you can smell her peppermint gum. "You are dating the Jungkook? The superstar? And you're telling me you were making ramen and kissing him on a balcony while the rest of the world is literally screaming for a glance at his tattoos?"
She looks like she’s about to have a physical meltdown. "Y/N, I need details. Everything. Does he smell like heaven? Is he actually that muscular? Oh my god, wait... you meet the dog? The famous Bam?!"
You bury your face in your hands, half-laughing and half-terrified. "Yes, he smells amazing, yes, the dog is huge, and yes, I'm a complete goner. But if this gets out, I’m dead. He’s just a guy to me, Naemi. A very sweet, very panicked-about-security guy."
Naemi just stares at you, shaking her head in disbelief. "A 'guy.' She calls a global legend a 'guy.' I need another coffee. Or a shot of tequila. My best friend is dating the most famous man on earth."
Naemi takes a long, slow breath, visibly trying to bring her heart rate back down to a human level. She reaches across the table and firmly squeezes your hand, her expression turning from pure shock to fierce loyalty.
"Okay," she whispers, her voice low and steady. "I’m locking this in a vault. I promise. I won't say a word not to Min-ji, not to my mom, not even to my diary. Your secret is safe with me."
She looks around the cafe one more time to make sure no one is eavesdropping before leaning back in her chair. "But Y/N... be careful. Not because of him, but because of everything around him. If my brain just short-circuited hearing his name, imagine what the rest of the world would do."
You nod, feeling a weight lift off your shoulders. Having one person know the truth makes the whole thing feel a little more grounded and a little less like a fever dream.
"I know," you say softly. "That’s why he’s so protective. He just wants to be a normal guy for a few hours. And honestly? When he’s pouting because I won't give him another kiss, it’s easy to forget who he is to everyone else."
Naemi giggles, shaking her head. "You’re the only person on the planet who would make Jeon Jungkook 'earn' a kiss. I think that’s exactly why he’s so obsessed with you. You don't see the billboard; you just see the guy who’s bad at dicing onions."
She takes a sip of her coffee, a mischievous glint returning to her eyes. "But just so we're clear... if you ever need a double date, I am available. I’ll even bring my own ramen."
"Don't push it, Naemi," you laugh, finally feeling like you can breathe again.
Your phone vibrates on the table. A text from him. You don't even have to look to know you're smiling, and Naemi just rolls her eyes. "Go on," she sighs dramatically. "Answer your Superstar. I'll just sit here and pretend my life is half as exciting as a K-Drama."
Four days have passed, filled with endless text messages that kept your phone glowing late into the night. The anticipation for "The Official Date Four" has been humming in the background of your entire week.
True to his word, Jungkook didn't just send a text; he sent a handwritten note delivered via his private driver. It simply said:
The safety net is gone, and I’ve had four days to plan. Wear something comfortable but warm. I’m picking you up at 7 PM. No ramen tonight, I’m taking you to my favorite place in the world.”
When 7:00 PM rolls around, the familiar black SUV is idling outside your apartment. But this time, Jungkook isn't hiding in the back. He’s standing by the car, wearing a bucket hat pulled low and an oversized leather jacket. The moment he sees you, his entire face lights up, that bunny-smile breaking through his incognito look.
"You're on time," he teases, opening the door for you. "I was worried you’d make me wait just to keep me on my toes."
"And miss seeing what you have planned? Not a chance," you reply, sliding into the seat.
As the car moves through the city, you realize you aren't heading toward the glitzy district of Gangnam or his penthouse. Instead, the car winds its way toward the outskirts of the city, eventually pulling up to a private trailhead near the Han River, far from the usual tourist spots.
"A hike?" you ask, looking at the dark path lit only by the moon.
"A walk," he corrects, reaching into the back for a small backpack. "And a view."
He takes your hand, his grip firm and warm, and leads you up a gentle incline. After about fifteen minutes of walking and easy conversation, you reach a small, secluded wooden deck overlooking the river. The entire skyline of Seoul is spread out before you, reflecting off the dark water like a million fallen stars.
There’s a blanket already laid out with a small lantern and a thermos.
"Since I already earned the kiss on Date Three," he says, stepping closer until your shoulders touch, "I decided Date Four should be about this. No billboards, no managers, no security guards within earshot. Just the wind, the river, and us."
He looks down at you, the moonlight catching the silver of his piercings. "I told you I wanted to be the exception to your rule. So, how am I doing so far?"
You let out a soft, surprised giggle as he reaches into his backpack. Instead of more snacks or wine, he pulls out two small, portable canvases and a compact set of acrylic paints.
"Painting?" you ask, eyebrows raised in amusement. "You know I’ve seen your sketches, Jungkook. This feels like a trap. You’re a professional, and I haven't picked up a brush since middle school."
He grins, the moonlight making his eyes sparkle with mischief. "It’s not a competition! Well... maybe a little bit. But the rule is: you have to paint me, and I have to paint you. No looking at the other person's canvas until we're finished."
He hands you a brush and sets up the small lantern between you so you can see your palettes. You sit cross-legged on the blanket, the cool night air nipping at your nose, but the warmth of his presence keeps you perfectly comfortable.
For the next hour, the only sounds are the gentle rustle of the wind in the trees and the soft scritch-scratch of brushes against canvas. You find yourself peeking over the top of your frame, trying to capture the exact curve of his nose and the way his hair falls over his eyes. Jungkook is intensely focused, his tongue poking out slightly in the corner of his mouth a habit he only has when he's deeply concentrated.
"No cheating!" he scolds playfully, catching you staring.
"I’m not cheating, I'm observing my subject!" you defend yourself with a laugh.
Finally, he claps his hands together. "Done. Okay, on the count of three. One... two... three!"
You flip your canvases around at the same time.
Your painting of him is... well, it's spirited. You captured his big eyes and his bunny teeth, even if the proportions are a little wonky. But when you look at his canvas, your breath hitches.
He hasn't painted a realistic portrait. Instead, it’s a beautiful, atmospheric blend of colors—mostly deep blues and purples like the night sky—with a silhouette of you in the center, glowing with a soft, golden light. It captures exactly how you felt on the balcony four days ago.
"Jungkook..." you whisper, touched by the raw emotion in the piece. "It’s beautiful."
He looks at your version of him and lets out a hearty, melodic laugh, pulling you closer until your side is pressed against his. "I love mine too. It really captures my... essence."
He sets the canvases aside and looks at you, his expression turning soft and serious. "I wanted to paint you because I wanted to show you how I see you. Not as a rule, or a date, or a person I met by accident. But as the light in all this darkness."
He leans in, his hand cupping your jaw, his thumb stroking your cheek. "So, did I earn another one yet?"
You nod breathlessly, and before he can even finish his sentence, you close the gap. This isn't the soft, hesitant thank you kiss from the sidewalk. This is the culmination of four days of frantic texting, the tension of the kitchen, and the raw honesty of the night air.
The moment your lips meet, the kiss intensifies. It’s deep, hungry, and slightly desperate, as if you’re both trying to make up for all the rules and barriers that have stood in your way. His hand, previously gentle on your jaw, slides back into your hair, his fingers tangling in the strands to pull you closer, while his other arm locks around your waist.
With a low, guttural groan that vibrates against your lips, Jungkook shifts, lifting you effortlessly and pulling you onto his lap. You straddle him, your hands sliding from his neck to his chest, feeling the frantic thrum of his heart through his leather jacket.
The world around the small wooden deck disappears. The city lights, the river, the paintings none of it matters. There is only the heat of his body, the scent of his skin, and the way his hands are now gripping your hips, anchoring you to him.
He pulls back for a fraction of a second, his breath hitching, his forehead resting against yours. His eyes are dark, hooded, and completely focused on you. "Y/N," he rasps, his voice a low, rough shadow of itself. "I told you... I’m a fast learner."
He doesn't give you a chance to respond before he’s claiming your lips again, his touch becoming more confident, more demanding. The cool night air is forgotten, replaced by the electric heat radiating between the two of you. In this hidden spot, far away from the cameras and the noise, the Superstar is completely gone, leaving only a man who has finally found exactly what he’s been searching for.
The air on the secluded deck is thick with a heat that defies the cool night breeze. Jungkook’s hands have found their way under the hem of your top, his palms warm and slightly calloused against the sensitive skin of your waist. He pulls you even tighter, lifting you so you’re pressed flush against his chest, leaving no space between your racing hearts.
His kisses transition from your lips to your jawline, trailing fire down to the crook of your neck. A soft, involuntary moan escapes you as his teeth graze your skin, and his grip on your hips tightens, his breathing coming in ragged, shallow hitches. You can feel the tension in his muscles, the raw strength he’s trying so hard to keep in check, but the way he’s holding you tells you he’s just as lost in this as you are.
Every touch feels electric, amplified by the silence of the forest around you. Your hands slide under his jacket, feeling the warmth of his shoulders, your fingers tracing the firm lines of his back. He groans low in his throat, a sound of pure, unadulterated want that sends a shiver straight down your spine.
Just as his hand begins to wander higher, seeking more of you, and your head lolls back to give him better access to your throat—
BRRRRRRT. BRRRRRRT. BRRRRRRT.
The vibration is violent against the wooden deck, echoing like a jackhammer in the quiet night.
Jungkook freezes, his lips still pressed against your collarbone. He lets out a frustrated, muffled growl against your skin, refusing to move for a few seconds.
BRRRRRRT. BRRRRRRT.
"Ignore it," he rasps, his voice deep and thick with desire, his eyes dark as he looks back up at you. He tries to lean back in for another kiss, but the phone starts a third round of relentless vibrating.
"Jungkook," you breathe out, your face flushed and your hair a mess. "It might be important. Nobody calls this late unless it’s an emergency."
With a heavy sigh that practically rattles his ribs, he reaches into his jacket pocket and pulls out the glowing device. He looks at the screen, and his expression immediately shifts from passion to utter annoyance.
"It’s Namjoon-hyung," he mutters, rubbing a hand over his face. He looks at you, then back at the phone, then back at you his gaze lingering on your swollen lips. "If he’s calling to ask where I put the studio headphones, I’m actually going to retire."
He answers with a sharp, "Hyung, this better be a life-or-death situation," but he doesn't let you off his lap. He keeps his arm wrapped firmly around you, pulling you back against his chest as if to make sure you don't go anywhere while he deals with the real world for a moment.
The harsh reality of the phone call acts like a bucket of ice water. Even though you’re on a secluded deck, the sudden intrusion of the real world via Namjoon’s voice makes the surrounding shadows feel a little too open. Your heart is still thudding against your ribs, but the spell is broken.
You gently disentangle yourself from his arms, sliding off his lap. The cool air hits your heated skin instantly, making you realize just how far things had escalated.
Jungkook looks up at you, his eyes still dark and dazed, his hand reaching out instinctively as if to pull you back. He’s still holding the phone to his ear, listening to Namjoon, but his focus is entirely on your sudden retreat.
"I... I should eat something," you whisper, smoothing down your clothes and tucking a stray lock of hair behind your ear. You reach for the small container of snacks he’d brought, your fingers trembling slightly as you pick up a piece of fruit.
Jungkook watches you, his expression a mix of lingering heat and sudden concern. He realizes the shift in your energy the way you’re now looking around at the dark trees instead of at him. He speaks quickly into the phone, his tone clipping Namjoon’s explanation short.
"Yeah, Hyung. I get it. I'll check it when I'm back. Okay. Bye."
He ends the call and tosses the phone onto the blanket with a frustrated thud. He doesn't get up immediately; he just sits there, his elbows on his knees, watching you eat in silence.
"Y/N," he says softly, his voice finally losing that rough edge. "We're safe here. I checked it myself. No one knows about this spot."
He crawls forward a few inches on the blanket, stopping just short of your space, respecting the distance you just created. "Are you okay? Did I... did I go too fast?"
You shake your head quickly, wanting to ease the look of worry crossing his face. You reach out, placing a hand on his knee to ground both of you.
"No, Jungkook, it’s not that," you say softly, your voice gaining more confidence. "I enjoyed it. Really. You’re... you're amazing." You feel your cheeks heat up again, but you meet his eyes. "It’s just that the phone call reminded me that we’re not actually in a vacuum. It made me realize where we are."
Jungkook lets out a long, relieved breath, his shoulders finally dropping. He covers your hand with his own, his thumb tracing the back of your knuckles. "You scared me for a second," he admits with a small, lopsided smile. "I thought I'd messed up the Date magic."
He reaches for a piece of the fruit you were eating, popping it into his mouth before leaning back on his elbows. The tension has shifted from something heavy and heated into something much more comfortable and sweet.
"I get it," he says, looking out at the river again. "It’s hard to switch it off. One minute I’m just a guy on a date, and the next, I’m BTS Jungkook answering a work call. I hate that it broke the moment for you."
He turns back to you, his eyes soft. "But I'm glad you liked it. Because I've been thinking about doing that since the moment you walked into my kitchen and told me my ramen was okay."
You laugh, the last bit of nerves finally melting away. "It was better than okay, and you know it."
"The ramen or the kiss?" he teases, moving closer again, though this time he just settles next to you, shoulder-to-shoulder, as you both look out at the city lights.
"Both," you admit, leaning your head on his shoulder. "But definitely the kiss."
He kisses the top of your head, resting his cheek there. For the rest of the night, the phone stays face-down on the blanket, completely forgotten, as you finish the snacks and talk about everything and nothing at all.
The walk back to the car is quiet and comfortable, with Jungkook’s hand firmly anchored in yours. But the moment he slides into the driver's seat and pulls off his oversized leather jacket, the comfortable vibe shifts back into something much more dangerous.
He’s wearing a simple, well-fitted black t-shirt now, and as he starts the engine, the dim glow of the dashboard lights up the sharp angles of his jaw and the focused intensity in his eyes. He throws the car into reverse, resting his right arm on the back of your headrest as he looks over his shoulder to back out of the trailhead.
Watching him drive is a complete sensory overload. He drives with a relaxed, effortless confidence, one hand casually on the steering wheel while the other rests on the gear shift.
You find yourself mesmerized by the way the muscles in his forearm flex every time he turns the wheel, and how the light catches the intricate tattoos on his hand.
He catches you staring at him from the corner of his eye and a small, knowing smirk tugs at the corner of his mouth.
"You're very quiet over there," he murmurs, his voice low and smooth over the soft hum of the engine. "Something on your mind, or am I just that interesting to watch?"
"You're just... very good at driving," you manage to say, trying to sound casual, though your heart is doing that familiar double-thump again.
He lets out a low, melodic chuckle, his fingers tapping a rhythmic beat against the steering wheel. "I'll take that as a compliment. Just keep looking at me like that, and I might accidentally take the long way back to your apartment."
He reaches over, briefly squeezing your hand before returning it to the wheel, but the look he gives you dark, heated, and full of unspoken promises tells you that even though the date is technically winding down, he's nowhere near ready to let the night end.
The car is stopped at a red light, the interior filled with the soft, rhythmic clicking of the turn signal. The tension from earlier the heat of the balcony and the intensity of his driving finally boils over. You unbuckle your seatbelt and lean across the center console, your hand finding the back of his neck, where his hair is softest.
You kiss him one more time, and it’s deep and lingering, tasting of the night air and the sweet fruit you shared. Jungkook lets out a low, surprised hum of approval, his hand leaving the gear shift to cup your cheek, his thumb grazing your lower lip as he pulls you closer into his space. For a few seconds, the high-end SUV feels like the smallest, most private world in all of Seoul.
The light turns green, and a car behind you honks, breaking the moment. Jungkook pulls back with a breathless, boyish grin, looking completely ruffled and thoroughly satisfied. "You're definitely trying to make me crash," he mutters, though he looks like he wouldn't mind at all.
When he finally pulls up to the curb of your apartment building, the playful energy settles into something more tender. He kills the engine, and the silence of the street wraps around the car.
"I'm not leaving until I see your light go on," he says, his voice dropping into that protective, low register. He leans over, brushing his lips against your forehead. "Thank you for tonight, Y/N. Date Four was... everything I hoped it would be."
You step out of the car, the cool air hitting you, and walk toward your entrance. As you reach the door, you turn back to see the dark SUV still idling at the curb. Through the tinted windshield, you can just make out the silhouette of him watching you, making sure you’re safe.
Once you’re inside, you head straight to your window and flick the lights on and off twice, your secret signal. Only then do you hear the low growl of the engine as he finally pulls away, leaving you alone in your quiet apartment, still feeling the heat of his touch and the weight of a night that changed everything.
The next day, you’re back with Naemi, hiding away in the corner of a quiet park with some takeout coffee. You can’t stop fidgeting with your sleeves, the adrenaline from last night still humming under your skin.
"He is so incredibly attractive, Naemi," you breathe out, staring blankly at the grass. "I mean, I knew he was handsome the whole world knows.. but when he’s just there, driving the car or looking at you in the dark... it’s completely different. It’s overwhelming."
Naemi nudges your shoulder with a smirk. "So, I’m guessing Date Four lived up to the hype? You look like you’ve been struck by lightning."
Your smile fades slightly, replaced by a flicker of genuine nerves. You lean in closer, lowering your voice. "It was perfect. But that’s the problem. Things got... intense. And now I’m starting to panic."
Naemi frowns, her playful tone shifting. "Panic? Why? He seems like he’s head-over-heels for you."
"He is, and I am for him too," you admit, twisting your coffee cup. "But Naemi... I’ve only ever been with one person. My experience is basically zero. And look at him. He’s this global icon, he’s confident, he’s powerful... I’m terrified that when the time comes, I’m going to be a total disappointment. What if he expects someone who knows exactly what they’re doing? I’m scared to sleep with him because I feel like I’m going to ruin the magic by being so... inexperienced."
Naemi watches you for a moment, her expression softening into something very grounded and supportive.
"Y/N, listen to me," she says firmly. "That guy didn't spend four days planning a painting date because he’s looking for a 'pro.' He’s looking for you. From everything you’ve told me, Jungkook is the one who’s been nervous around you. He’s the one asking for permission and trying to earn your kisses."
She takes a sip of her drink and looks you straight in the eye. "If he’s as into you as he seems and trust me, he is! he’s not going to care about your 'stats.' He’s going to care about the connection. Just be honest with him when the time feels right. Someone like him probably finds your sincerity way more attractive than some rehearsed performance."
You let out a long, shaky breath, wanting to believe her. "I hope you're right. It’s just hard not to compare myself to the idea of who people think he should be with."
"Forget the 'Superstar,'" Naemi reminds you. "Just focus on the guy who made you ramen. He’s the one who’s waiting for your next text."
You pull your coat tighter against the evening chill as you walk out of your office building, the first thing on your mind being the sound of his voice. You dial his number, and he picks up on the second ring, though the background is filled with the muffled, heavy beat of a bass track and the squeak of sneakers on a dance floor.
"Hey," he breaths out, sounding completely winded. "Y/N. I was just thinking about you."
"Are you still at the company?" you ask, leaning against a lamp post. "I was calling to see if you were free to grab dinner or just... see each other for a bit."
You hear him let out a frustrated groan, followed by the sound of him walking into a quieter hallway. "I’m so sorry. We’re deep into choreography for the new tour. The instructors are being real perfectionists today. I probably won't be out of here for another three or four hours."
You can hear the genuine disappointment in his voice, and for a second, you feel that sharp tug of longing. But you don't want to be the reason he feels guilty for working.
"Oh, Jungkook, it’s no big deal! Truly," you say, trying to sound as cheerful as possible. "You’re a busy man, I get it. I’ll just head home, order some food, and have an early night. Don't overwork yourself, okay?"
"I hate this," he mutters, his voice dropping into that low, intimate register that always makes your stomach flip. "I finally get to call you mine and I’m stuck in a practice room with six sweaty guys instead of with you. Are you sure you're not mad?"
"I'm 100% sure. Go back in there and kill it. We’ll see each other soon."
"Soon isn't fast enough," he sighs. "Text me when you're home? I’ll call you the second I’m in the car, even if it’s 2:00 AM."
As you hang up and head toward the subway, you feel a mix of pride for him and a little bit of that lingering nervousness. Part of you is almost relieved to have a night to yourself to process everything Naemi said but the larger part of you already misses the way he looks at you.
The train ride home feels longer than usual. You stare at your reflection in the dark subway window, Naemi’s words echoing in your head. He’s not looking for a pro. He’s looking for you.
You try to convince yourself of that, but the image of him in the dance studio sweaty, focused, powerful only fuels your intimidation. By the time you get to your apartment, the silence feels heavy. You’ve just changed into your oversized pajamas and a pair of thick socks when your phone pings. It’s a video clip.
It’s only ten seconds long. It’s Jungkook in the practice room, his hair damp and sticking to his forehead, wearing a loose sleeveless shirt that shows the full sleeve of his tattoos. He looks exhausted but incredibly sharp. He looks at the camera, wipes sweat from his brow, and blows a kiss before the video cuts off.
Jungkook:
Thinking of you keeps me going through the 100th run-through of this choreo. Eat something delicious for me, okay?
You spend the next few hours trying to distract yourself with a book, but around midnight, your phone rings. It’s a FaceTime call. You hesitate your hair is a mess and you have no makeup on but you answer anyway.
His face fills the screen. He’s in the back of a car, the streetlights of Seoul blurring past behind him. He looks drained, leaning his head back against the seat, but his eyes brighten the moment he sees you.
"There she is," he rasps, his voice even deeper from exhaustion. "I missed that face."
"You look tired, Jungkook," you say softly, tracing the screen with your thumb. "You should just go straight to sleep."
"I will. But I needed to hear you first." He studies you through the camera, his expression turning curious. "You're quiet tonight. Is everything okay? You didn't sound like this on the phone earlier."
You bite your lip, the familiar wave of insecurity hitting you. "I'm just thinking. About... everything. About how different our lives are. Sometimes I see you in videos like the one you sent, and I remember who you are to the world. It’s a little intimidating."
Jungkook is silent for a moment, his gaze intense even through the digital connection. He leans closer to his phone. "Y/N, look at me. In that video, I’m 'Jungkook of BTS.' But right now? I’m just a guy who’s so tired he can barely sit up, and the only thing making me feel better is talking to you."
He pauses, as if sensing there’s something more you aren't saying. "Whatever you're worried about... we'll figure it out. Together. Okay?"
You nod, feeling a little bit of the tension melt. You don't tell him about your fear of the first time yet, but the way he looks at you even through a tiny screen makes you feel like maybe, just maybe, Naemi was right. To him, you aren't a "stat" or a "case." You're the person he chooses at 2:00 AM.
The anticipation for Date Five is different. It’s not about the thrill of a secret location or the adrenaline of a grand gesture; it’s about the quiet intimacy of just being together.
When you arrive at his penthouse, you’ve opted for a low-effort look. You’re wearing loose, comfortable lounge pants that hang low on your hips, paired with a fitted, ribbed white tank top. It’s casual, but the thin fabric hugs your curves perfectly, highlighting the shape of your breasts in a way that is effortlessly enticing.
The moment the door clicks open, you aren't greeted by the superstar, but by a frantic, tail-wagging Doberman.
"Bam! Hey, big guy!" you laugh, dropping to your knees immediately.
The dog is all over you, his giant paws thumping against the floor as you wrestle with him, scratching behind his ears. Your top shifts as you move, the neckline dipping slightly as you lean over to kiss the top of Bam’s head. You’re so distracted by the dog’s excitement that you don't notice Jungkook standing in the hallway, leaning against the doorframe.
He’s wearing oversized sweatpants and a simple tee, but he’s gone completely still. His gaze is locked on you or more specifically, the way you look on the floor, flushed and laughing, with the light catching the soft curves emphasized by your tight top. He swallows hard, his throat moving visibly.
"I'm starting to think he likes you more than he likes me," Jungkook finally says, his voice a bit huskier than usual.
You look up, still breathless from playing, and give him a bright smile. "Can you blame him? I give better ear scratches."
Jungkook walks over, reaching down to give you a hand up. As he pulls you to your feet, his eyes linger on your chest for a split second longer than intended before he meets your gaze. The air in the room suddenly feels much warmer.
"You look... really good, Y/N," he murmurs, his hands staying on your waist a beat too long after you're standing. "I thought we were just doing a 'lazy' movie night."
"I am lazy!" you tease, gesturing to your pants. "This is my peak comfort level."
"Well," he says, his thumb absentmindedly brushing against the side of your ribs, sending a jolt of electricity through you. "Your version of 'comfortable' is very dangerous for my concentration."
He leads you over to the massive, cloud-like sofa where he’s already set up a mountain of pillows, blankets, and of course an array of snacks. But as you settle in next to him, the movie feels like a very secondary thought. The way he’s tucked you into his side, his arm draped over your shoulders and his fingers tracing patterns on your arm, tells you that Date Five might be the night where all your fears and his patience finally meet.
You’re both snuggled deep into the cushions of his oversized sofa, a glass of red wine in your hand and the glow of the TV flickering across your faces. A Spider-Man movie is playing, and as Tom Holland appears on screen during an action sequence, you lean back and let out a thoughtful hum.
"You know," you say, taking a sip of your wine, "I never realized it, but he’s actually really good-looking. There’s something so charming about him."
Beside you, Jungkook stiffens almost imperceptibly. He reaches for a handful of popcorn, his eyes narrowing slightly at the screen. "He's okay," he mutters, his tone suddenly flat. "I mean, if you like that 'boyish' look, I guess."
You peek at him over the rim of your glass, catching the way his jaw is set and how he’s pointedly not looking at you. He’s actually jealous. The global heartthrob, the man millions dream about, is pouting because of a movie star.
It’s the most adorable thing you’ve ever seen.
You set your wine glass down on the coffee table with a soft clink. The liquid courage is buzzing in your veins, making you feel bold. You turn toward him, looking him dead in the eye, and then slowly crawl across the cushions until you're straddling his lap.
Jungkook’s breath hitches. His hands fly to your waist to steady you, his eyes wide and dark as they search yours. The movie is completely forgotten.
"He's charming," you whisper, leaning in until your nose brushes against his. "But he doesn't look like this."
You trace the line of his tattoos with your fingers before sliding them up to cup his face. You don't give him a chance to respond. You lean down and kiss him deep, slow, and full of the intent you've been hiding all night.
The jealousy vanishes instantly, replaced by a low, hungry groan. Jungkook’s grip on your waist tightens, his fingers digging into the fabric of your leggings as he pulls you flush against him. His tongue sweeps against yours, demanding and possessive, as if he's trying to erase any thought of anyone else from your mind.
Your heart is hammering against your ribs. You can feel his heat through your thin tank top, and for a moment, the fear of your inexperience is drowned out by the sheer, overwhelming pull of him. He tastes like the wine and looks like everything you've ever wanted, and right now, in the dim light of his living room, the rest of the world has ceased to exist.
The movie on the screen is nothing but a blur of flickering light and distant noise as Jungkook’s focus narrows entirely to the woman in his lap. The jealousy from moments ago has morphed into a raw, territorial heat. He pulls back from the kiss just enough to look at you, his pupils so blown that his eyes appear almost entirely black. His large, tattooed hands slide from your waist, slipping beneath the hem of your ribbed tank top. The sensation of his skin against yours makes you gasp, his palms warm and slightly rough as they travel upward, molding over the undersides of your breasts. He groans into your neck, his teeth grazing your collarbone, while his thumbs rhythmically brush against your nipples through the thin fabric, making them ache with a sudden, sharp need.
He doesn't stop there. One hand remains anchored to your back, pulling you flush against his chest, while the other slides down, disappearing into the waistband of your loose lounge pants. You let out a broken whimper against his lips as he finds the damp heat blooming between your thighs. Jungkook is patient, his long, slender fingers moving with a devastating precision that belies his own frantic breathing. He finds your center, his touch feather-light at first, circling and teasing until you are arching your back against him, your fingers tangling desperately in his hair. He begins to slide two fingers inside you, the length of them filling you so perfectly that your head lolls back, your eyes fluttering shut. He uses his thumb to maintain a relentless, rhythmic pressure above, and the combination sends jolts of electricity through your entire body.
"Jungkook," you sob out, your hands clutching at his shoulders as the tension in your core winds tighter and tighter. He watches you with a fierce intensity, his jaw clenched, as he picks up the pace. His fingers move deep and rhythmic, perfectly attuned to the way your body trembles and clenches around him. The world begins to tunnel, the only thing real being the friction and the heat and the low, encouraging murmurs he’s whispering against your ear. When the peak finally hits, it’s a violent, white-hot explosion that leaves you breathless, your internal muscles spasming around his fingers in a long, agonizingly beautiful release. You collapse against him, your forehead resting on his shoulder as you sob for air, your body still twitching with the aftershocks of the most intense sensation you've ever felt.
As your breathing slowly begins to level out, the vulnerability of the moment hits you, but it’s quickly replaced by a fierce desire to give back the pleasure he just gave you. You shift, sliding off his lap and down onto the plush rug between his knees. Jungkook watches you, his breath coming in ragged hitches, his hands resting on the edge of the sofa as he stares down at you. You look up at him, your lips swollen and your eyes glazed, before your hands reach for the drawstring of his sweatpants. You pull them down, freeing his length, which is already straining and slick with anticipation. You take him into your hands, marvelling at the heat and the weight of him, before leaning forward to take him into your mouth. The sound he makes is a raw, guttural animal noise, his head snapping back against the sofa cushions as his fingers dig into the fabric. You move with a slow, deliberate focus, using your tongue and the suction of your lips to drive him to the same edge he just showed you, relishing the way his entire body trembles under your touch.
The air in the room is heavy and still, the only sound the ragged, uneven rhythm of your shared breathing. As Jungkook reaches his limit, his hands find their way into your hair, his fingers gripping gently but firmly as he lets out a low, shuddering groan that seems to vibrate from deep within his chest. When he finally releases, you stay there for a moment, the intimacy of the act settling over you both like a warm blanket.
You eventually pull back, wiping your lip with the back of your hand, looking up at him through your lashes. Jungkook looks completely wrecked. His head is still resting against the back of the sofa, his eyes half-closed and his skin glowing with a light sheen of sweat. He looks down at you, and the sheer tenderness and gratitude in his gaze make your heart swell even more than the physical act did.
"Y/N," he whispers, his voice nothing more than a raspy shadow. He reaches down, hooking his arms under your pits to lift you back up into his space.
You collapse against him, your head tucking into the crook of his neck. You're completely speechless. Any lingering fear you had about your inexperience or "not being good enough" has been incinerated by the last twenty minutes. You feel empowered, connected, and thoroughly exhausted in the best possible way.
"That was..." you start, but the words fail you. You just shake your head against his skin, breathing in the scent of his cologne and the heat of his body.
"I know," he murmurs, his arms wrapping around you so tightly it's as if he's trying to pull you inside his own ribcage. He kisses the temple of your head, his lips lingering there. "Don't say anything. Just stay right here."
He reaches for the discarded blanket on the floor, draping it over both of you, shielding you from the rest of the world. For a long time, neither of you moves. The movie has long since reached the credits, the white text scrolling silently over a black screen, but in the quiet of his living room, everything feels loud and clear: the Superstar and the Rule are gone. There is only this.
You are completely under his spell. Lying there in the quiet aftermath, wrapped in the warmth of his arms and the soft weight of the blanket, everything else feels like a distant memory. You feel a sense of belonging that scares you and thrills you all at once. You are utterly, hopelessly fallen.
The heavy, romantic silence is suddenly shattered by a wet nose poking insistently at your shoulder.
Bam, who had been patiently waiting in the corner of the living room, has decided that the humans-doing-nothing portion of the evening has gone on quite long enough. He lets out a sharp, playful bark and starts zoomie-ing around the massive sofa, his paws thumping rhythmically against the hardwood floor.
He skids to a halt, head tilted, before pouncing on the edge of the blanket and trying to tug it away with his teeth, his tail wagging so hard his entire back half is wiggling.
The sheer absurdity of the moment breaks the tension. You burst into a genuine, tired laugh, your shoulders shaking against Jungkook’s chest.
"Bam! No! Not now!" Jungkook groans, though he’s laughing too, his deep chest-rumble vibrating against you. He tries to grab the corner of the blanket back, but the Doberman is faster, leaping back and letting out a "woof" that sounds suspiciously like a challenge.
"I think he's jealous," you manage to say through your giggles, sitting up slightly and trying to fix your hair, which is a complete disaster. "He wants in on the cuddle pile."
"He's a menace," Jungkook says, but his eyes are full of affection as he watches his dog act like a puppy. He reaches out and ruffles Bam's ears, then turns back to you, his expression softening as he catches the sight of you flushed, messy, and laughing in his living room.
"See?" he whispers, leaning in to give you a quick, sweet kiss on the tip of your nose. "Even he knows you belong here."
You look at him, still slightly breathless from the laughter and the lingering heat of the night. As much as you want to stay in this bubble, the habit of being careful is hard to break.
"Will you drive me home?" you ask softly, your hand resting on his chest, feeling the steady thrum of his heart. "It’s late, and I don't want to get in the way of your schedule tomorrow."
Jungkook doesn't move. His grip on your waist actually tightens a fraction, and he looks at you with an expression that is so sincere it makes your breath hitch. He doesn't look like he's ready to let go of the warmth between you just yet.
"Stay," he murmurs, his voice low and a little bit vulnerable. "Sleep here tonight. I have plenty of room, and Bam clearly won't let you leave without a fight anyway."
He leans in, resting his forehead against yours, his dark eyes searching yours. "I don't want to drop you off at a cold apartment and then drive back to this big, empty place alone. I just want to wake up and see you there. No pressure, no expectations. Just us, some coffee, and maybe a very confused dog."
He brushes a stray hair from your face, his touch incredibly tender. "What do you say? I have a spare toothbrush, and I promise I’m an excellent cuddler."
The offer is tempting so tempting that the fear of your inexperience or the rules of the relationship feels a thousand miles away. You look at his expectant face, then at Bam, who has finally settled down at the foot of the couch, and you realize there's nowhere else you'd rather be.
"Okay," you whisper, a small smile spreading across your face. "I'll stay."
Jungkook’s entire face lights up with that triumphant, boyish grin. He pulls you into one last, lingering kiss before standing up and offering you his hand. "Best decision you've made all night. Come on, let's get you settled."
The hot water feels like a dream against your skin, washing away the lingering salt and heat of the night, but it does nothing to calm the butterflies in your stomach. After drying off, you spot the oversized black T-shirt he left out for you. You pull it on, and it’s so large it reaches mid-thigh, the fabric heavy and soft, smelling exactly like his signature woody, slightly spicy cologne. It feels like a warm embrace before you’ve even stepped back into the room.
When you finally push open the heavy door to the master bedroom, you’re struck by how perfectly the space is. It’s a sanctuary of dark, moody aesthetics and high-end luxury. The walls are a deep charcoal, the lighting is dimmed to a soft, golden amber, and the floor-to-ceiling windows offer a breathtaking, silent view of the Seoul skyline. Everything from the state-of-the-art speakers tucked into the corners to the massive, plush bed that looks like a dark cloud screams comfort and sophistication.
Jungkook is already in bed, propped up against a mountain of pillows with a tablet in his hand, likely checking his schedule one last time. He’s wearing nothing but a pair of low-slung black pajama pants. The sight of his bare, tattooed chest and the way the dim light plays over his muscles makes you pause in the doorway.
He looks up, and the moment his eyes land on you in his shirt, the tablet is forgotten. It clatters onto the nightstand.
"Wow," he breathes out, his gaze traveling slowly from your damp hair down to your bare legs. A soft, satisfied smirk tugs at his lips. "I think that shirt looks significantly better on you than it ever did on me."
He reaches out, patting the empty spot beside him. The luxury of the room is intimidating, but the look in his eyes is nothing but warm and welcoming.
"Come here," he murmurs, his voice a low rumble in the quiet room. "I’ve been waiting to see how you fit in this bed."
You climb in, the silk sheets cool against your skin, but the moment you slide next to him, he pulls you into his side. You rest your head on his chest, listening to the steady, calm beat of his heart. Out there, he’s the world’s biggest star, but in this dark, luxurious room, he’s just the man holding you tight, finally letting out a long sigh of contentment.
As you settle against him, the steady rhythm of his heart acting like a lullaby, Jungkook reaches for his phone on the nightstand. You expect him to just set an alarm or check a final message, but instead, he angles the camera toward the two of you.
You look up, blinking sleepily at the lens. He’s grinning, looking completely relaxed and smugly happy, while you are tucked firmly under his chin, wearing his oversized shirt and looking soft from the shower.
Click.
"What are you doing?" you mumble, your voice thick with sleepiness as you watch his thumbs fly across the screen.
"Just sending a little update to Minho," he says, his voice vibrating through his chest and into your ear. "He’s been texting me all night asking if 'Date Five' was a success. I think this counts as a pretty definitive 'yes'."
He hits send before you can protest. You can only imagine Minho’s face on the other end the shock, the inevitable teasing, and the realization that his friend is officially, deeply gone for you.
"Jungkook! He's going to never let us hear the end of this," you laugh softly, hiding your face in the crook of his neck.
"Let him talk," Jungkook murmurs, dropping the phone back onto the nightstand and pulling the heavy duvet up over your shoulders. He wraps both arms around you, locking you into place as if he’s afraid you might float away. "I want the whole world to know eventually. But for tonight, Minho is the only witness."
He kisses the top of your head, his breath warm against your hair. "Now, go to sleep, Y/N. You’re exactly where you’re supposed to be."
As the silence of the dark, luxurious room settles back in, you drift off to sleep feeling more secure than you ever thought possible, knowing that while he might be a superstar to millions, he’s chosen to share this quiet, private reality only with you.
The sleep you get is the deepest you’ve had in months. Wrapped in the scent of his cologne and the weight of his arm draped protectively over your waist, you don't even stir when the sun begins to peek through the gaps in the heavy blackout curtains.
But peaceful mornings in the Jeon household are apparently a rare luxury.
Suddenly, the mattress dips violently. A heavy, rhythmic thud-thud-thud of a tail hitting the duvet is followed by the sound of muffled huffing. Before you can even open your eyes, a giant, wet nose is pressed directly against your cheek, and a massive paw lands squarely on your hip.
"Oof!" you grunt, your eyes flying open to see Bam’s giant Doberman face just inches from yours, his tongue lolling out in a goofy, morning grin.
Beside you, Jungkook groans, burying his face deeper into his pillow. "Bam... no... it’s too early," he mumbles, his voice thick and gravelly with sleep. He reaches out a blind, tattooed arm, trying to grab the dog's collar to pull him away, but Bam is too excited. The dog lets out a sharp, playful boof and starts walking over both of you, his paws digging into the mattress as he tries to find a spot right in the middle.
"He's a literal alarm clock," you laugh, your voice scratchy as you try to sit up while a seventy-pound dog treats your legs like a bridge.
Jungkook finally cracks one eye open, squinting at the chaos. When he sees you messy hair, his oversized shirt slipping off one shoulder, and his dog trying to lick your face—his grumpy expression melts into a lazy, lopsided smile.
"I told you he liked you," he rasps, reaching out to pull you back down into the pillows, dog be damned. He tucks his head into the crook of your neck, his morning stubble tickling your skin. "Good morning. Ignore the monster. Stay for five more minutes?"
Bam, feeling left out of the cuddle, lets out another bark and flops his entire heavy body across your feet, effectively pinning you both to the bed. It’s not the quiet, sophisticated morning you’d imagined in a luxury penthouse, but as Jungkook kisses your shoulder and the dog wags his tail against your shins, it feels a lot more like home.
The chaos of the dog alarm slowly subsides as Bam realizes that if he wants to be part of the pack, he has to match the energy. With a heavy, dramatic sigh, he circles three times at the foot of the bed before flopping down, his chin resting right on your ankles.
The weight is grounding, and the room is still cool and dark, shielded from the morning rush of the city outside.
Jungkook doesn't let go. If anything, he pulls you even closer, his front pressed against your back, his breath steady and warm against the nape of your neck. His arm is a heavy, comforting weight across your stomach, his fingers lazily interlaced with yours.
"See?" he mumbles, his voice barely audible, vibrating through your skin. "Even he knows... it’s too early for the real world."
You feel yourself drifting again, the safety of his embrace and the rhythmic breathing of the dog at your feet acting like a powerful sedative. The luxury of the penthouse, the pressure of his career, and your own lingering nerves all fade into a soft, hazy blur.
In this cocoon of silk sheets and quiet breathing, time seems to stop. You fall back into a deep, dreamless sleep, knowing that for the first time in a long time, you don't have to be anywhere else. You’re exactly where you belong, tucked between a sleeping giant and the man who makes the rest of the world feel like background noise.
When you wake up the second time, the sun is higher, casting long, golden streaks across the dark floor. Jungkook is still out cold, sprawled across the bed with one arm thrown over where you were just lying, his face looking incredibly soft and peaceful in sleep.
You slip out of bed quietly, trying not to disturb him. You find your clothes from the night before, pull them on, and head out to the living room. Bam is already waiting by the door, his ears perking up the second he hears your footsteps. He lets out a tiny, hopeful whine, his tail thumping against the wall.
"Okay, big guy," you whisper, smiling at his enthusiasm. "Let's give your dad some peace and quiet."
You find his leash near the entrance a sturdy, professional-looking lead and clip it onto Bam’s collar. The dog is surprisingly well-behaved, sitting patiently as you get him ready, though his whole body is vibrating with excitement.
Stepping out of the penthouse and into the crisp morning air is refreshing. The neighborhood is quiet, upscale, and lined with manicured greenery. Walking Bam feels like a glimpse into a completely different side of Jungkook's life the mundane, everyday responsibility he handles when the cameras aren't rolling.
Bam is a dream on the leash, walking proudly by your side, his head held high. You spend about thirty minutes wandering the nearby paths, enjoying the silence of the city as it slowly wakes up. You feel a strange sense of pride, walking his dog through his neighborhood, like a secret part of his world has been handed over to you to look after.
By the time you head back toward the building, you’re feeling energized and far more relaxed about "Date Five" and everything that happened. As the elevator rises back up to the penthouse, you wonder if the sleeping giant in the bedroom has realized his two favorite distractions are missing yet.
When you let yourself back into the apartment, the air is silent except for the low hum of the air conditioning. You unclip Bam’s leash, and he immediately trots off toward the bedroom to check on his master. You follow slowly, stopping at the kitchen island to pour yourself a glass of water, feeling a strange but beautiful sense of belonging in this high-tech, silent sanctuary.
You’ve just set the glass down when you hear the heavy thud of footsteps. A moment later, Jungkook appears in the hallway.
He’s a mess of morning-after perfection. His hair is standing up in every direction, his eyes are puffy and half-closed, and he’s still only wearing those low-slung black pajama pants. He’s rubbing his face with one hand, while the other is buried in Bam’s fur as the dog circles his legs.
He stops when he sees you standing there in the light of the kitchen. A slow, relieved smile spreads across his face, and he leans his shoulder against the doorframe, watching you.
"I woke up and the bed was cold," he rasps, his voice even deeper and scratchier than it was earlier. "I thought maybe I’d dreamed the whole thing. Then I saw Bam was gone too and I figured you’d both made a run for it."
"We just went for a little walk," you say, leaning back against the counter. "I wanted to let you sleep. You looked like you needed it."
Jungkook walks over to you, his bare feet silent on the floor. He doesn't say anything at first; he just steps into your space, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling you against his warm, bare chest. He buries his face in the crook of your neck, taking a deep breath of your scent.
"I needed this more," he murmurs against your skin, his grip tightening. "Thank you for taking care of him. And for staying."
He pulls back just enough to look down at you, his thumb tracing the line of your jaw. The intensity in his eyes from last night is still there, but it’s tempered with a new kind of softness—a quiet domesticity that feels even more intimate than the sex.
"Hungry?" he asks, his stomach let out a timely, loud growl that makes you both laugh. "I might not be a Michelin-star chef, but I can make a mean breakfast. Or we can just stay hidden in here all day and pretend the rest of the world doesn't exist. Your choice."
Jungkook is in full "chef mode," moving around the high-end kitchen with a focused energy that is surprisingly endearing. He’s crackling eggs into a pan and toasting thick slices of bread, the morning light catching the muscles in his back as he moves.
You’re perched on the edge of the marble island, your legs swinging slightly, wrapped in the warmth of a mug of tea. You watch the way he handles the spatula with the same precision he uses for everything else, a small, content smile on your face.
"You know," you murmur, taking a slow sip of your tea and glancing at his sleek, professional coffee setup, "for a place this fancy, you’re missing something vital."
Jungkook looks over his shoulder, one eyebrow raised in a challenge. "Oh yeah? What did I forget? I have every gadget known to man in these cupboards."
"A matcha station," you say, gesturing to a clear spot on the counter. "I’m talking the real deal. A traditional ceramic bowl, a bamboo whisk... the whole ceremony. It would fit right in here."
Jungkook pauses, the spatula mid-air, as if he’s actually visualizing it. A thoughtful look crosses his face. "A matcha station, huh?" He turns back to the stove, flipping the eggs with a flick of his wrist. "I usually just go for the strongest espresso I can find to survive practice, but... I like the sound of that. It sounds peaceful. Very you."
He plates the food and slides it over to you, leaning his elbows on the counter so he’s eye-level with you. The smirk returns to his lips, that playful, competitive glint in his eyes.
"Tell you what," he says, his voice dropping into that smooth, intimate register. "Next time you come over, there’ll be a matcha station right there. But on one condition."
"And what’s that?" you ask, leaning in closer.
"You have to be the one to teach me how to use the whisk properly," he murmurs, reaching out to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear, his fingers lingering on your skin. "I have a feeling I’m going to be a very slow learner. You might have to spend a lot of time here making sure I get the technique right."
He leans in and steals a quick, breakfast-flavored kiss before you can answer, looking thoroughly pleased with his plan to keep you coming back.
You take a bite of the eggs he prepared, surprised by how perfectly he seasoned them. The kitchen is quiet, save for the hum of the refrigerator and the occasional sound of Bam’s claws clicking on the floor as he hopefuly patrols for fallen scraps.
"So," Jungkook says, leaning back against the sink and crossing his arms over his bare chest. He watches you eat with a look of pure, unadulterated satisfaction. "Now that I've officially fed you and my dog has accepted you as his new leader, does this mean I get to keep you here for the rest of the day?"
You look up from your plate, a bit of toast halfway to your mouth. "Don't you have practice later? You said last night they were being perfectionists."
Jungkook groans, throwing his head back and looking at the ceiling. "Don't remind me. I have a mid-afternoon session, but that gives us a few more hours." He looks back at you, his eyes softening. "Honestly, I just want to do nothing. No cameras, no choreography, no 'Golden Maknae' stuff. Just... sitting here with you. Maybe you can show me those matcha sets online so I can order the best one?"
He moves closer, sliding into the space between your knees as you sit on the counter. He rests his hands on your thighs, his touch grounded and warm. "I was serious, you know. About the station. I want this place to feel like somewhere you want to be, not just somewhere you're visiting."
The weight of his words hits you. It’s a subtle shift from dating to building something, and it makes your heart do a nervous little dance. You reach out, running your fingers through his messy morning hair, smoothing down the stray strands.
"I think I already want to be here, Jungkook. Whisk or no whisk."
He grins, pulling you forward by the waist until your chest is pressed against his. He kisses you a soft, lingering morning kiss that tastes like coffee and home.
"Good," he whispers against your lips. "Because I'm already planning Date Six, and it involves significantly less Tom Holland and significantly more of me having you all to myself."
He pulls back just enough to wink at you, his thumb tracing the hem of your shorts. "But first, show me this matcha bowl. It better be a nice one."
The morning air eventually shifts from that slow, lazy haze into the reality of his schedule. Jungkook checks his phone and lets out a long, dramatic sigh, leaning his forehead against your shoulder.
"The perfectionists are calling," he mumbles, his voice full of mock despair. "I have to be at the studio in forty minutes."
You laugh, sliding off the counter and giving him one last squeeze. "Go. Go be a superstar. I should get going too; I have a mountain of things to catch up on."
The atmosphere changes as you both get ready to leave. The intimate, skin-on-skin warmth of the bedroom is replaced by the rustle of denim and the search for misplaced keys. Jungkook pulls on a hoodie and a bucket hat, the public version of him slowly snapping back into place, though he keeps looking over at you with a soft, private smile that belongs only to the kitchen you just shared.
At the door, Bam is pacing, sensing the departure. Jungkook kneels down to give him a final pat before standing up and turning to you. He reaches out, pulling you into his arms for a long, firm hug that feels like he’s trying to memorize the sensation of you.
"I’ll call you the second I get a break," he says into your hair. "And I meant what I said. By the next time you're here, that matcha station will be waiting."
"I'll hold you to it," you tease, looking up at him.
He leans down, giving you a deep, lingering kiss that tastes like a promise. "I'm serious, Y/N. This wasn't just a one-time sleepover. Stay safe, okay? Text me when you're inside your apartment."
You step out into the hallway together, the heavy door of his penthouse clicking shut behind you. As you walk toward the elevator, you feel a strange mix of emotions a bit of a comedown from the high of the night, but also a solid, grounded sense of security. You’re leaving his home, but for the first time, it feels like you’re leaving a piece of yourself there, too.
When the elevator doors close, you catch your reflection in the mirror flushed, slightly messy, and wearing a look of quiet happiness that even the busiest Monday couldn't ruin.
The high of that morning in the penthouse starts to fade, replaced by a cold, hollow silence that grows heavier with each passing day. At first, you tell yourself he’s just busythose instructors he mentioned must be pushing them to the limit. But when Day 3 turns into Day 7, and Day 7 turns into Day 10, the silence starts to feel like a message.
You check your phone a thousand times a day. Your last few texts sit there, marked as "Read" or sometimes not even acknowledged.
You: "Hope practice is going well! Don't forget to eat." (Sent 6 days ago)
You: "Hey, just checking in. Everything okay?" (Sent 2 days ago)
No reply.
What makes it hurt more is that he isn't missing. You see the updates. Fans post clips of him leaving the building, looking tired but laughing with Jimin. He posts a story of Bam running in a park, captioned with a simple heart. He looks fine. He looks like he’s having fun. He looks like he’s moved on to the next thing, while you’re still wearing the phantom scent of his cologne on your skin.
The thoughts you tried to suppress start to poison your mind. Maybe Naemi was wrong. Maybe I was just a case to him. Maybe I was too much, or maybe, after he got what he wanted on that couch, the mystery was gone. You feel a deep, burning embarrassment when you think about how you looked after his dog and talked about a matcha station. You feel like a fool for thinking you were building a home with a man who belongs to the world.
You don't tell anyone. Not even Naemi. You don't want to hear the "I told you so's" or the pity. You go to work, you come home.
You’ve stopped checking the news, but the notifications still find you.
On the tenth night, you’re sitting in your dark living room, the silence of your apartment feeling deafening compared to the memory of his laughter. You pick up your phone to delete his contact to just end the torture of waiting when your screen finally lights up.
It’s not a text. It’s a call. But it’s not from Jungkook.
It’s Minho.
You stare at the screen, your thumb trembling as you slide to answer. Part of you hopes desperately that he’s calling to say Jungkook lost his phone, that there’s a reason for the radio silence.
"Hello?" you whisper, your voice thin and brittle.
"Y/N! Hey!" Minho’s voice is loud, booming over a chaotic wall of sound. You hear the unmistakable thumping of a club beat, the clinking of glasses, and the high-pitched shriek of laughter. "I wasn't sure if you'd pick up! It's been a while, right?"
"Minho? Where are you?"
"We're at that new place in Gangnam the private lounge!" he shouts, sounding like he’s already had a few drinks. "The guys finally finished the main choreo block, so we're celebrating! You should hear the noise in here, it’s insane."
In the background, a familiar voice yells something indistinct, followed by the unmistakable, boisterous laugh of Jin. Your heart doesn't just sink; it shatters. They are out. They are celebrating. They are fine.
"Is... is Jungkook there?" you ask, the words feeling like shards of glass in your throat.
"Yeah, he’s right over wait, JK! Move your head!" Minho laughs, and you can practically hear the movement of the phone. "He’s right in the middle of it, Y/N. He’s been going hard all night. I think he’s finally blowing off some steam."
You hear Jungkook’s voice then, muffled but clear. He isn't asking for the phone. He isn't asking about you. He’s shouting a lyric to a song, his voice full of energy and alcohol-fueled joy. He sounds... happy. He sounds like a man who hasn't spent a single second of the last ten days wondering why he stopped answering the woman who slept in his bed.
"Listen, I gotta go, tae is trying to start a dance-off," Minho says, oblivious to the silence on your end. "I just wanted to see if you were coming by later? Or... wait, did he not call you?"
"No," you say, your voice finally going cold. "He didn't call. I have to go, Minho. Have a good night."
You hang up before he can respond. You drop the phone onto the sofa as if it burned you. The silence of your apartment returns, but now it’s suffocating.
Ten days of silence. Ten days of you worrying, overthinking, and feeling like you were "too much." And the whole time, he was just... moving on. The matcha station, the morning cuddles, the way he looked at you after Date Five it was all just part of the show.
You walk to your kitchen and look at the empty counter. You feel a wave of nausea. You weren't a girlfriend. You weren't a partner. You were just a temporary stop on his way to a celebration you weren't invited to. You sit down on the floor, pull your knees to your chest, and finally let the first tear fall. The dream hasn't just ended; it’s been demolished.
plot | Once upon a time, there was a crowd-favorite crown princess who found herself romantically involved with a famous rockstar. See how they will try to navigate the world and maybe live happily ever after.
genres | angst, fluff, modern royalty!au, celebrity!au, established relationship!au
pairing | rockstar!jungkook x princess!reader
note | now a short series!
main masterlist | spotify playlist
CHAPTERS: PROLOGUE | I | II | III | IV | V | VI | VII | VIII | IX | X
DRABBLES
spotted! - the first time you and jungkook met.
taking chances - after taking your chances with Jungkook three months ago, you two cross paths again. this time, the rockstar takes risks to ask Zafiro's royal princess out.
can't take my eyes off you - Sweet September surprises their fans with their own rendition of the classic song.
her majesty - This is how the rumors began between a princess and a rockstar.
You never planned on taking in a hybrid. Especially not one like him.
You offer him food. A place to stay. Rules.
He offers you obedience. Tension. Trouble.
Because hybrids like him don’t know how to exist without earning their place and you’re about to learn that kindness, to someone like Jungkook, can feel just as dangerous as cruelty.
A/N: if you’re here for emotional damage, slow-burn tension, and a little bit of chaos–then yeah. let’s go.
this fic is messy in all the ways: hurt, comfort, trust issues, and a hybrid who doesn’t really know how to be safe even when he finally is.
The night clings to you like a damp rag as you drag yourself through the alley after your shift at the bar, the sharp click of your heeled boots scraping against uneven pavement. Your jacket is zipped tight over your too-short skirt, but it does little to keep the cold from seeping in. Exhaustion weighs heavy in your limbs, pulling at every step.
This shortcut is the only way you’ll make it home before dawn, but the alley is a mess. Overflowing trash cans choke the narrow path, the stench of rot thick in the air, sticking to the back of your throat with every breath.
You spot two hybrids hunched over a bin, ears twitching as they rummage for scraps.
Their feral eyes lock on you under the sputtering bulb, panic flashing before they bolt like startled rats, vanishing deeper into the dark.
You keep walking.
In this world, hybrids are nothing but slaves, collared and owned by humans who buy them for work, pleasure, or status. The lucky ones get kept; the rest end up abandoned, haunting alleys, scavenging to survive or pleading with passersby to claim them before the authorities drag them off.
You'd never had a hybrid. Couldn't afford one. Couldn't even afford to properly feed yourself most of the time, honestly. The bar paid just enough for rent and ramen (on good weeks). On the bad ones, all you had were late-night prayers that the power wouldn’t get cut off.
You veer into the next alley, narrower and colder. An older woman emerges from a shadowed doorway, bleach-blonde hair stark under the streetlight, long coat swishing around her legs as she wobbles on sky-high heels. A silhouette peels from the darkness; a lean boy bunny hybrid, black ears flopping slightly as he blocks her path.
He says something out toward the woman. His voice is quiet, too quiet for you to make out the words from where you are. The woman recoiles immediately.
"Fuck off, filthy mutt," she spits, shoving past, coat flapping like a dismissal.
His shoulders slump, but those endless doe eyes snap to you. Up close, he’s pretty—devastatingly so. Dark, messy black hair clings to his pale forehead, a black hoodie hanging loose over his lean, taller frame, torn trousers slipping low on narrow hips. A fresh bruise shadows his cheekbone, vivid purple against skin so white it almost glows. His lips are full, slightly parted, breath uneven—and above it all, dark bunny ears twitch faintly, tense and alert.
Your heart clenches, caught between pity and unease, as you try to slip past him. “Excuse me.”
He shifts, blocking you. 'Wait. I'll make you feel so good. I'm... good with my tongue. Please.' His voice dips low, ears twitching forward.
Your stomach drops.
He is young. Younger than you, maybe. Definitely younger. Tall but thin. Lean in the way that isn't natural, but is the product of too many missed meals.
''I really don't have money,' You say, clutching your bag.
''Please.'' The plea cracks, and before you can dodge, he crowds your back against the rough brick wall.
You gasp as the stone digs into your spine, his taller frame pinning you with peer desperation. His mouth finds your neck, lips warm and insistent, they move against your skin with a practiced, mechanical precision; kissing, open-mouthed, trailing slowly up toward your jaw.
He smells like rain and his soaked hair brushes your cheek, droplets cold on your skin. He must've stood here through the earlier downpour.
You push his chest, hands fisting the wet hoodie. "Stop—"
But he captures your lips, kissing deep and messy. His tongue slips past resistance, teasing yours with expert flicks. One hand cups your jaw, angling perfectly; the other braces the wall. You shove harder, but he chases, nipping your lower lip, sucking it soft and swollen until your knees weaken.
He's too good. Knowing just how to unravel reluctance.
His hand shifts, no longer bracing the wall, and instead slips beneath the edge of your jacket, brushing against the bare skin of your waist. The touch is cold at first, then burning, sending a sharp shiver through you that you can’t control.
A sound almost escapes you. You force it down, breath catching, and jerk your head back, breaking the kiss.
But he doesn’t stop. His lips drag down, grazing your jaw before pressing against your throat again, slow and insistent. You feel his breath shudder against your collarbone. His body is close enough that you can feel how cold he is, how the hoodie does nothing against the night air, how his body almost leeches warmth from yours as he presses in. He is doing this to survive.
"Wait—stop," You pant.
He pulls back slightly, dark eyes locking on yours, breath ragged. You fumble for your wallet, fingers clumsy as you pull out the last of your cash. Pressing it into his palm. "Here. Buy food. Please, just... eat something.''
His fingers curl around the money, but confusion clouds his gaze. He looks down at it. Then back up at you. The bruise on his cheek looks worse up close. You can see the fine detail of it–the way the skin had broken slightly over the bone. Someone had hit him hard. Recently.
Where do you want me?" he asks, voice low.
You blink. "What?"
"Where." He glanced down the alley, then back at you. "Here? Or— somewhere else?"
The realization hit you like cold water.
He thinks this is a transaction. That the money is a down payment. That you’ve given him something and now you expect something in return. Because that’s how it works. That’s the only way his world works. Humans don’t just give. They buy. They trade. Every kindness has a price tag, and he’s already calculating what he owes you.
"Oh—no. No, no, that's—" You shake your head quickly, heat rising in your face. "You've got it wrong. I don't want anything from you. I was just—"
You pause. He is staring at you like you are speaking in a language he'd lost the translation for.
"I don't want anything," you repeat, quieter this time. "You look like you need it more than me. That's all."
"Do you really think I'm gonna take your money for free?" Hurt sharpens his tone, ears pinning back.
You open your mouth but he starts talking, faster now, stepping back like you had burned him.
"You really despise me that much? Rather throw money at me like pity than let me earn it?" A bitter sound escapes him. "Hybrids earn what we get. You think I don't know what this looks like?" He gestures at himself, and the motion is furious, self-loathing, like he is presenting evidence to a jury. "Am I so repellent that you'd rather throw cash at me so I'll just fuck off—"
"What? No, that's not—" Your voice comes out strangled. Guilt hits you so hard it feels physical, a fist closing around your throat. And in your peripheral vision you see it: the bills crumpled in his hand, clutched so tight his knuckles have gone white, and suddenly they look filthy, something you'd done wrong, something you should have known better than to offer so carelessly.
“You don’t know what it’s like,” he says, looking down, voice tight. “You get to walk around with your money, your choices… your decency.” His fingers curl slightly, like he wants to throw the cash back but can’t. “But I don’t. I don’t get to just exist without earning my place.” He lets out a shaky huff, jaw clenching. His eyes flick back up to yours. “You think this is kindness, but you’re just making it worse. Because now I owe you, and I can’t even pay it back, because you won’t let me.”
A single drop hit the pavement between you.
Then another. You felt the first fat raindrop land on your shoulder, soaking instantly through the thin fabric of your jacket, cold as a needle. Then one on your cheek and the back of your neck.
He stops talking. He lookes up at the sky for half a second, just long enough for the lamplight to catch the hollow beneath his eyes where it seems that proper sleep hadn't been in a long, long time. He looks back at you, but his expression had closed. Gone flat. The anger had burned through whatever fuel it had found and now there is just a raw, exhausted emptiness underneath it, and somehow that is worse.
"Forget it," His voice is barely audible, swallowed almost immediately by the rain.
He reaches out. Opens his fist. He holds the wet bills toward you.
You look at the money in his outstretched hand. Rain pools in his open palm.
And for one second–one shameful, honest second, you hesitate. Because you need that money. Tomorrow's lunch. The electric bill you're already behind on. You look at those bills and your brain does the math automatically, the broke-person math that never turns off, the constant low hum of can I afford this, can I survive without that...
But then you look at him.
Ears flat. Shoulders curled in. Standing in front of you with his palm outstretched like he's offering back the only thing of value he's been given in what might be weeks, because he'd rather go hungry than owe a debt he can't repay.
Your fingers close around his wrist. Firm enough to stop him, to push his hand back toward his own chest.His dark eyes flick to your face. Wary. Waiting for the catch.
"Let's go to my place. It's two blocks away.''
Surprise flickers across his bruised face, his eyes widening for a fraction of a second before he nods and steps back.
You lead, heels splashing puddles, his footsteps shadowing yours as rain blurs everything toward your flat. As soon as you get to the building, the damp chill seems to settle right into your bones. Water streams off your jacket in heavy rivulets, soaking through to your skin. You can feel his eyes on you, heavy with unspoken expectation, as you fumble with keys. The lock sticks as always, gritty old steel fighting back, and finally, after a few frustrated tugs, you shove it open.
The stairwell smells stale and mildew. The apartment is on the third floor, at the end of the hall. Your apartment isn't big, but it has enough space for a sagging couch, a kitchenette, a bedroom that's more closet than anything plus a small bathroom.
You flick on the single bulb overhead, casting shadows that stretch long across the wood, and kick off your boots by the door, toes aching from the shift.
The bunny steps in behind you, dripping on the worn wood. Without a word, he bends to peel off his sodden boots. Then he moves to unzip the black hoodie. He shrugs it off, letting it drop to the floor with a dull thud.
Your breath hitches.
Underneath, he doesnt have anything but a lean torso marked by jagged scars. thin white lines crisscrossing his ribs and shoulders, remnants of who knows what abuse. Bruises bloom darker on his arms, pale skin stretched tight over muscle that's wiry.
He stands there, bare-chested and shivering. His wet black hair is plastered to his forehead. Heavy drops of water run down his neck, over the scars on his collarbone, dripping onto the floor. His huge, dark doe eyes are shadowed with exhaustion, but they are fixed on you with a stubborn intensity. Waiting for the command.
You swallow hard, running a hand through your own soaking wet hair to push it back from your face. Clothes are plastered to your body, freezing cold.
Your gaze flicks to the small radiator. The towel you’d hung there earlier, hangs freshly washed, still faintly warm. You grab it without thinking and toss it toward him.
He doesn’t catch it.
It slips through the air and lands near his feet with a soft sound.
“Just… dry off or something,” You mutter.
He looks down at the towel, then back at you, teeth sinking into the inside of his cheek.
"I can make tea..."
He straightens, glossy eyes locking on yours, ears drooping slightly over his messy black hair. ''I won't be useless,'' he murmurs, voice low and edged with resolve, stepping closer.
You instinctively take a step back, as he aproaches, then another, until the back of the sofa presses against your butt, stopping you short. There is something in his look that silences you. Something fragile. You can’t push him away when he already looks this broken.
And suddenly he’s there, on his knees in front of you, hands sliding up your bare legs under the skirt, pushing the fabric higher. Your breath hitches as his fingers hook into your panties, tugging them down with efficient pull, exposing you to the cool air.
'Wait—' You start, but his mouth is already there, head vanishing under the hem of your skirt, tongue pressing flat against your pussy in one long, wet lick that makes your knees buckle.
He eats you out like it's his profession. Skilled, unrelenting, lips sealing around your clit with gentle suction while his tongue circles and flicks, dipping lower to thrust inside you, tasting every fold, black ears tickling your thighs.
Wet sounds fill the small space, his nose bumping your mound as he works deeper, one hand gripping your thigh to hold you steady while the other braces your hip. Pleasure coils tight and fast, unbidden, your body betraying any denial as slick heat builds between your legs.
You didn't want this. Didn't ask for it, but oh God, it feels good. His mouth hot and urgent, drawing gasps from you that echo off the walls.
Your hands flail, grasping the arm of the couch behind you to stay upright, fingers digging into the fabric as your legs tremble. It's hard to stand straight. The intensity hits you like a wave, your pussy throbbing under his assault.
Suddenly he hooks one of your legs over his shoulder, the muscle there flexing under your calf as he tilts your hips forward. His tongue plunges even deeper into your soaked entrance. You yelp. The new angle letting him fuck you with it, swirling and probing your walls.
One of your hands that was grasping the couch now dives under your skirt. You grab a fistful of his damp hair, trying to shove him away. But he groans into your core, the vibration rumbling through your clit, refusing to detach, tongue thrusting relentlessly, slurping up your arousal, as his bunny ears twitch wetly between your thighs.
You know this is wrong. Your mind screams it even as your pussy clenches around his invading tongue. The heat of his breath overwhelming your senses.
In a surge of panic, you seize his long ears, and yank his head back hard. His head emerges from under your skirt, dark eyes locking onto yours with a feral intensity. His lips are plump and rosy, swollen from the sucking, your juices smeared across his chin and cheeks in a glossy sheen. He looks utterly wrecked, wild and unhinged, breath coming in heavy pants.
Your leg stays draped over his shoulder, pussy exposed and throbbing, suddenly cold without his mouth sealed to it. A trickle of your slick runs down your thigh. You pant heavily, heart racing as you stare down at him.
"You don't like it?" He rasps, his voice husky and edged with challenge, tongue darts out to lick a stray drop of your slick from his lower lip.
"It's great, really," you breath out, voice shaky, as your grip loosens on his ears just a fraction, "but that's enough."
"But I didn't finish," he murmurs, eyes narrowing as he leans in again, trying to bury his face back against your heat. You tighten your hold on his ears again, holding him back inches away, the wet fur slipping through your fingers.
"Let go," he growls, a hint of whine threading through the command.
After a moment of hesitation, you release his ears reluctantly, and in an instant, he's diving back in. His teeth sink into the soft flesh of your inner thigh, a sharp sting that makes you hiss, the pain blooming hot and immediate under his molars before his tongue soothes it with a broad lick.
You gasp, but before you can react, his tongue shoves deep inside your pussy, burying to the hilt in one brutal thrust, fucking your walls with insistent strokes that make you throw your head back, a sharp cry escaping as the pleasure overwhelms you. Your knees buckle, your body arching as you nearly collapse on the spot.
One of his hands clamps around the leg over his shoulder, fingers digging into your thigh with bruising force, while he pushes you back, pinning your ass against the solid back of the couch. The fabric yielding under your weight, letting you slump against it for support as he spreads you wider.
Dazed, your hand dives back into his hair, not pushing this time but yanking him closer, pulling his face flush against your heat in a haze of need. He moans into your cunt, the sound muffled and vibrating through your sensitive nerves, his tongue drilling deeper, with a rhythm that make your vision blur.
You'd heard whispers that bunnies were infamous for their stamina in bed, wild lovers who could go all night, but you never imagined this; This voracious, mind-melting devotion, his mouth turning your resistance to ruin.
You moan, the pleasure twisting sharper, a tear welling in the corner of your eye from the overwhelming stretch of his tongue spearing you open.
You are close. Warmth pooling inside of you, impossible to ignore. He senses it, pulling back just enough to whisper hot against your pussy, "Cum for me," before his teeth graze your outer lips in a teasing bite, gasping into your folds as he laps harder, faster.
You can't take it anymore. Your walls flutter wildly around him, release crashing through you in violent spasms, thighs quaking over his head as you soak his face, the sweet tang of your cum flooding his mouth. He keeps licking through it, drawing out every aftershock, until you're a boneless, panting mess.
He drags one final, languid lick through your spasming pussy. You slump fully against the backrest of the coach now, all flushed and trembling, skin prickling with sweat. Slowly, he rises from under the hem, while your leg slides off his shoulder.
His cheeks are flushed, lips parted, chin slick. He lifts the back of his palm to his mouth and wipes slowly, smearing away the mess absentmindedly.
He stays on his knees.
His hands rest on his own thighs, and he looks up at you with those dark doe eyes. His eyes search your face carefully, almost anxiously, like he’s trying to read something you haven’t said yet.
It hits you: He’s waiting for a reaction. The way a worker waits for a supervisor to inspect the job. The way a dog waits to be told it did the trick right.
You're still breathing hard. Your fingers grip the edge of the couch cushion, knuckles white, chest heaving. "You did well," you manage, voice a little shaky.
His ears twitch. Straight up. Completely vertical, almost comically fast, the dark fur catching the light. "Really?"
"You… yeah. You did really well." You nod, swallowing, still catching your breath. "You deserve a meal," you add softly, hoping it’ll make him eat with you.
His head tilts slightly, brows furrowing as he searches your face. “I do?”
You straighten a little, tugging your skirt down over your thighs, trying to pull yourself together. “Yeah,” You breath out. “I… I’ll make us something.”
Your gaze slips, unintentionally, over his bare, skinny abs, and then downward, noticing the bulge in his pants where his palm rests. Heat creeps up your neck. Your eyes flick around the room for a moment, cheeks burning. Embarrassment creeps in. You clear your throat. When he doesn’t move or say anything more, you add, “You can stand up.”
He blinks, gaze flicking down at his own knees pressed to the worn wood floor. Then back up at you.
“You don’t have to stay down there,” you murmur, watching him.
You can see the war happening behind his eyes. The trained instincts, drilled into him for obedience and control, clash with something new: this unfamiliar thread of kindness, the gentle permission you’re giving. He doesn’t know how to respond, how to act when softness isn’t met with command or expectation.
Slowly—very slowly—he begins to rise, careful, almost reverent, eyes never leaving yours. Like he's waiting for you to revoke the permission mid-motion, to tell him to get back down, to change your mind.
“Yeah… okay,” you mumble, more to yourself than to him, shifting awkwardly as you step toward the kitchen. You don’t know what to do with yourself. You look around, your gaze drops, and lands on the grey towel still crumpled on the floor.
“You know what…” you mutter, bending down quickly to pick it up. You walk back to him and hold it out. “Take this,” you say, voice steadier now. “Go to the bathroom. Shower." You point toward the bathroom so there’s no confusion. "There's hot water—well, warm water, the landlord's water heater is questionable... Just turn the handle to the left. Take your time. I'll make something for you to eat."
For a second, he just stares at the towel.
Then, slowly, he reaches out, fingers brushing the fabric before gripping it. He nods once.
You turn away. Then stop. Your eyes drop to his clothes: The soaking wet hoodie on the floor, the ruined trousers clinging to his legs, torn and filthy and probably the only things he owns. The thought of him putting them back on after a shower makes your stomach turn.
“Wait—” You snap your fingers lightly, already pivoting. "Hold on. Don't— just wait a second."
He freezes mid-step, one hand on the bathroom doorframe, ears snapping upright.
Before he can respond, you’re already moving, disappearing into your room. You dig through your drawers, pushing past your own clothes until you find something that’ll fit: An oversized blouse and a pair of basketball shorts your ex left behind.You hesitate for a second, staring at them. Then you grab them and head back out.
He’s still standing where you left him. You hold the clothes out. “Here. Change into these. Put your wet stuff in the washing machine. I’ll deal with it later.”
There’s a small pause before he answers, voice quiet. “…Okay.”
He takes the clothes, and then turns, disappearing into the bathroom. The door clicks shut.
A beat of silence.
Then the shower starts. The pipes groan and rattle loudly through the walls, making you wince. You hate how everything in this building sounds like it’s about to fall apart any second. Ancient. All of it.
You let out a slow breath. Then you turn and head to your room. Your clothes are still plastered to your skin, cold and heavy, and you peel them off mechanically, dropping the whole damp pile into the corner without a second thought.
You reach for the first things your hands land on: a big sweater from a second-hand shop, black with faded pink straps stitched across it, soft from too many washes. You pull it over your head, then grab a pair of shorts and slip them on, finishing with your worn slipper shoes.
Your hair is still damp, clinging in wet strands down your back. You gather it up lazily, twisting it into a loose bun, securing it with a pen you snatch off the nightstand, too tired to bother looking for a proper hair tie.
Then you head to the kitchen.
You stand in front of the open fridge. The light illuminates what you already know is there (almost nothing.)
You work with what you have. Some leftover meat. A half-wilted green onion, edges soft but still usable. A couple of mushrooms. You slice everything quickly, efficiently, like you’ve done this too many times before. Soy sauce. Mirin. A small knob of ginger, grated in.
You fill a pot with water, setting it on the stove, the quiet clink of metal grounding you as the flame flickers to life.
By the time the noodles have softened and the broth has taken on that simple, savory smell, you’re already reaching for the bowls, moving quickly, efficiently.
Just as you’re about to serve, the bathroom door opens.
You glance up. The bunny hybrid steps out barefoot, damp hair clinging to his forehead. The oversized blouse you gave him hangs comfortably on his frame, sleeves brushing past his wrists. The basketball shorts sit low on his hips, and for a moment, you notice how much comfier and fresher he looks than before.
He sniffs the air. A small, sharp intake through his nose, his head tilting slightly to the side, and his ears perk up,. His eyes drift toward the stove, where steam curls from the pot and pork sizzles softly in the pan.
“I’m—almost done,” you say quickly, turning back to the pot, ladling the broth into the two bowls. You arrange the pork on top in uneven slices, fan the mushrooms beside them, scatter the green onions across. You grab chopsticks for both of you, hesitating for a second before adding a spoon to each bowl too, just in case.
Then you carry everything over to the coffee table by the sofa, setting the bowls down carefully. You lower yourself onto the fluffy carpet, crossing your legs. You pat the floor.
"Sit down."
He does. No hesitation this time, or maybe just less of it. He lowers himself onto the carpet across from you, legs folding awkwardly beneath him, and his eyes drop immediately to the bowl in front of him. He stares at it. The steam curls up from the surface, and his dark eyes track it like it might disappear.
It's not a feast. Not even a proper recipe. Just sad-pantry udon. But it’s warm. And it’s better than nothing.
You pick up your chopsticks and spoon. "Eat," you say. "Before it gets cold."
You dig in, slurping the noodles as your gaze flicks up to him. Across the table, he picks up his chopsticks. His grip is wrong. Fingers positioned awkwardly, the sticks held at an angle that makes them look more like weapons than utensils. You realize he might not even know how to use them. Still, somehow, he manages to hook a few noodles and lift them to his mouth.
He takes the first bite, and his eyes widen. A low, involuntary sound slips from the back of his throat as he swallows.
Then he starts eating fast. Too fast.
The chopsticks are abandoned within seconds. He grabs the spoon. Noodles barely make it to it before he’s pulling them in, swallowing quickly, barely chewing. The broth follows in hurried gulp. The spoon scraping the bottom of the bowl, tilting to catch every last drop.
You stop eating.
Your chopsticks hover halfway to your mouth, noodles dangling from them, forgotten. You just... watch him: The way his ears stay up the whole time, trembling slightly with each motion. The way his throat bobs when he swallows, the pale column of it working rhythmically. You watch him eat like a person who has been starving. Because he has been starving.
Before you’re even halfway through yours, he’s done. The bowl is empty. Not a drop of broth left. He looks up at you, cheeks flushed, eyes wide.
You look at your own bowl. Half-full. Noodles swelling in the cooling broth, the pork going soft. You put down your chopsticks and push your bowl across the table, until it stops in front of him. “Here. Eat mine. "
"That's yours," he says, eyes flicking to you, suspicious, hesitant.
"Im not hungry."
It's a bit of a lie. Your stomach isn't full, and the smell of ginger and soy is still pulling at something low and empty inside you. But it's not your first meal of the day. You had cereal before your shift. A cheap granola bar on your break. The kind of nothing‐calories that keep you standing but don't actually fill anything.
But the way he's looking at the bowl... the way his fingers are still wrapped around his own empty one, lingering on the porcelain like he can't bear to let go of the last thing that fed him– makes you not want to eat.
“I ate while I was cooking,” you shrug, trying to sound casual. “I’m full. I don’t want this to go to waste. So eat.”
He stares at you.
That look again. The one that scans your face, hunting for the lie. You hold it. Keep your expression steady, hands relaxed on your knees, and you pray your stomach doesn't growl and ruin the whole act.
You exhale when his hand moves. He pulls the bowl toward himself. Slowly. He eats again. Less desperately this time. Not slow. You don't think he's capable of slow when it comes to food, but this is definitely more measured.
You watch him from across the table. Knees pulled to your chest, chin resting on your folded arms. The rain taps against the window in a rhythm that's starting to feel almost soothing.
You can't help but notice that he looks so much softer now.
Softer than how he looked earlier, when he was on his knees between your legs. The thought makes heat crawl through your neck.
You clear your throat. Loudly. Possibly too loudly. He glances up, spoon frozen halfway to his mouth.
You sit up straighter, uncurling from your ball, pressing your palms flat against your knees like you're grounding yourself. Your face is still burning. You hope he can't tell.
"Hey," you say. "I just realized something."
He waits. Dark eyes watching.
"I don't know your name."
His eyes flicker. The spoon hover above the bowl single drop of broth falls from its curved edge back into the soup with a soft plip. He looks at you like he's weighing whether this is safe. Whether he can give you an act of trust.
He swallows the food in his mouth. Hard. His tongue slides over his bottom lip, catching the salt left behind.
"Jungkook," he says finally.
Jungkook.
You repeat it over in your mind. You think it suits him.
"I'm Y/N," you say. Only fair. He gave you his name; so you give him yours.
He blinks. Then nods, his eyes scanning your face briefly, before his gaze drifts past you. Toward the window behind your shoulder, where a harsh white flash illuminates the room for half a second before fading.
You follow it
The sky outside is black, broken only by the occasional crack of lightning that bleaches everything for a split second. The wind howls. The rain hammers.The storm is rolling in fast.
You look back at him.
"Stay for the night," you say.
He looks at you. Ears flick. "What?"
"The storm." You nod toward the window. "It's not safe to sleep out there. You can take the couch."
He glances at the sagging couch. Then back at the window, where a crack of thunder rattles so loud the lightbulb overhead flickers. His jaw works. Something complicated passes behind his eyes. Not gratitude, not relief. Something harder.
"Why do you care?"
The question lands like a stone in still water. Raw demand of someone who's been burned by kindness too many times to accept it without interrogation.
You exhale. "No one should sleep outside when it's like this."
He stares at you for a long moment. Then his gaze drops to his hands, still resting around the bowl. "Im used to it."
You shake your head, pushing yourself up to your feet. “Don’t be stubborn. Just stay. One night won’t kill you.”
You reach up and pull the pen from your hair. The bun unravels immediately, damp strands falling heavy past your shoulders. You shake it out with one hand, fingers raking through the tangles.
He's watching you, curiously.
You pad toward the bathroom. Halfway there you stop, not turning around fully, just glancing over your shoulder. "Put the bowls in the sink when you're done," you say. "And use the blanket on the couch. It's not a request."
Your slippers tap softly against the floor as you continue to move, the sound quiet in the otherwise still apartment.
“Y/n.”
His voice stops you just as your hand settles on the doorknob. You glance back, slightly, hair swaying over your shoulder.
“I’ll be out in the morning,” he says quietly. “I won’t overstay.”
“Okay.”
“Okay,” he echoes.
For a second, you just look at him. Then you turn away and step inside. The door clicks shut behind you.
[ 𓏵 ] --- A new apartment was supposed to change everything for you… but then Jungkook happens. Loud, confident, cocky and impossible to ignore. After constant clashing and teasing, the tension builds fast. And soon, it’s more than just a problem.. it’s something neither of you can walk away from.
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Introductions ⋮
전정국 (Jungkook) age : 29
mbti : ESTP
occupation : rock band frontman
personality : cocky, playful, stubborn, attention-seeking
likes : loud music, cigarettes, teasing you, late-night drives
dislikes : being ignored, early mornings, rules
fun fact : owns three guitars but only uses his favorite
윤예린 (Y/N) age : 21
mbti: INTP
occupation : an author with three published book
personality : sarcastic, independent, hot-headed, observant
likes : silence, coffee, rainy days, finishing chapters at 3am
dislikes : interruptions, arrogance, messy people
fun fact : keeps a notebook hidden everywhere she goes
