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@haruzan-blog1
Hello everyone, sorry I was gone for so long but I am now at maemyo, for anyone wondering and if you want to start a thread, please don't hesitate to ask.
An iconless post because i'm not using my computer. I haven't been active! at! all! I'm so sorry alright it's just that school has kept me really stressed and busy and i'm also hitting myself in the face everyday because I've been spending some time with my crush and it just gets really hard for me because I have the tendency to overthink everything and when I say everything I mean EVERYTHING. So I ge't really cring-y when I think about my time with him because I feel like I looked really stupid or something so In order to not think I end up falling asleep instead and it's probably the dumbest thing ever but I do that and SIGHH. Anyways yeah, i'm also working really hard on a new blog that i'll be posting hopefully by the end of this week so you guys can follow! Or not you know if you want to. Though yeah, I'm still working on bios because these are gonna be OC and i'm making icons and all of that jazz.
I hope you understand! I just can't work under too much stress and this isn't even nearly as much stress as some of you have but i'm very stupid and afraid of things okay thank you I love you all!!!!
Going to work on a theme, i'm gonna go offline for a while~
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"No, i didn’t know them. Although even if i had known them, they would have done it anyway." Aoi mutters as he casts honey colored hues down, it was sad, but it was true. Even if it had been his siblings, they would have done it as well. It didn’t matter who it was, most everyone he knew would have done it to him. The boys gaze lifted upon hearing the latter’s next words, most particularly his tone of speaking. His tone had taken a harsher tone. He lifted a hand, waving it in dismissal at Yuzan.
"No i didn’t know them. Please, don’t worry yourself too much. I’m used to it.." Aoi muttered, meeting Yuzan’s gaze, the look in his eyes had too changed, it too held a hardness that had the pinkette concerned for what this male would do next.
⌠Ỿ⌡⊶ Used to it? So this person went through this plenty enough to be 'used to it'? Yuzan felt disgusted. If there was one thing he resented the most, it was happenings like these. People taking advantage, disrespecting, or harassing others really made it for him. There were even witnesses, people who have seen into Yuzan's eyes as he repeatedly beat them after doing something as described above. Even his own brother fears him, and that's a lot to say, because his brother is possibly one of the most violent people you could ever meet. You could say it was due to the fact that Yuzan severely hurt a boy who hurt his brother, leaving the other boy tormented by the thought of Yuzan for years, making even the mention of his name a nightmare.
❝That really pisses me off, you know?❞ There was no real reason for Yuzan to be angry, just the fact that he absolutely couldn't stand these type of things. And there also wasn't a reason for him to be showing anger towards the boy, if he was the one who was attacked. It was just that by listening to his words, Yuzan couldn't hold his anger back anymore. He needed to hurt whoever caused this, even if it was the last thing he did.
~#~❁}}}} As for Mei, she didn’t really think anybody worried about her.Her Dad had worried a lot when he was still around, and she guessed her Mother worried too. Other than them, nobody really cared at all about her. Well, she believed that, but we all know that wasn’t true.
"I already know it is." She informed him, turning her head to stare at her feet. Maybe she didn’t speak to many people at all, but she witnessed first-hand betrayal. Girls at school would bitch about people they just minutes before were laughing with. Boys would trip eachother over and fight over small things. It was awful.
⌠ℋ⌡-▷ ❝Some guys tried to rob me, it was really annoying.❞ He spoke after she admitted to it. Haru looked at the girl for a moment, seeing her sudden change in mood. It didn't feel like something Haru could understand so easily, even though his mood would drastically change many times a day-- probably due to the fact that he let other people decide wether he would smile that day or not. He let out a small 'Hm', leaning down to meet Mei's gaze. Of course, Haru never learned anything in the past about respecting people's personal space. And in this case, his face was too close to her's to be considered something a normal stranger would do.
"The name’s Yamato!"
"How about you?"
⌠ℋ⌡-▷ ❝That's right-- it's customary to exchange names!❞
❝My name's Haru, just call me Haru.❞
✎ ____ ❝Ahh— w-well, a-are you sure..? I-I mean, it might cause you a lot of trouble if you keep it.. A-And if you bring it to school i-it might trouble people.. B-But if you don’t mind then I guess it’s fine..!❞ She stuttered, being a bit nervous from his sudden change of expression.
⌠ℋ⌡-▷ ❝Not at all! I used to have a chicken, so my teachers will let me. I'll just keep it there till someone takes it home.❞ Haru spoke with a proud smile on his face. ❝If you can't keep it, the Chicken coop is still there. We'll just modify it fit for a duck!❞ Feeling happy with the outcome of things, Haru let out a small chuckle as he took his hand behind his head, glad that he met the girl and the duck both at the same time.
❝Come on, let's go get it.❞
Jian sighed as he sat down on the bench beside the female, bringing a hand up to the back of his neck as he twisted it around. Heaving another sigh, he turned back to Natsume and stared down at her ankle, contemplating her question.
After a long pause, he nodded. “Even if it isn’t as bad as we think it is, we still need to have it checked as soon as possible. Who knows what could have happened to it…”
Jian paused before sighing, exasperated, and looking away, eyebrows furrowed. “The problem now would be how the hell are we going to get you there in this condition…”
⌠ℕ⌡-{❀} Natsume sat quietly looking at the boy as he thought, feeling like she was causing too much trouble-- way to much trouble. She leaned back a little as the boy sat down, and stared as he lifted his hand behind his neck, letting out endless clues of exhaustion. She felt sorry for him, and felt angry at herself for making him go through this. The girl listened as he spoke, not removing the bag of ice from her ankle. She nodded, looking down at her lap. Well, it was better to be sure than sorry.
Hearing the boy's words almost made her jump, realizing that it would be difficult for them to reach a doctor. Great, just more problems for him. ❝Y-you don't have to worry, i'll go on my own.❞ She smiled, unsure of what she was saying. In honesty, Natsume was just trying to cause less predicament for him, and she figured the only way she could possibly do that was by them parting off, even if she would have her own struggle of trying to get around on her own... especially in this condition.
The pinkette stared up at the latter as he looked him over, curiosity and pity lingering in the depths of his gaze, causing a scowl to mar the smaller males normally stoic features. He didn’t like pity, he hated pity, pity was fake. Aoi waved a hand at Yuzan, keeping his sleeve pressed to his lip, “It will be fine, a band aid won’t do any good, i simply have to wait for it to stop bleeding.” It’s a good thing the man didn’t know about his other various bruises and marks.
"I got in a fight. Three guys cornered me thinking i was a girl and were sorely disappointed to find i wasn’t and well, here i am."
⌠Ỿ⌡⊶ ❝Well.. Do as you like.❞ Yuzan responded. If his smaller brother ever came home looking like that when they were younger-- let's just say it wouldn't become safe for the person who inflicted pain to walk around freely anymore. Yuzan became silent as the boy gave the reasoning of the blood dripping from his lips, feeling his blood boil underneath his skin. It almost felt like the temperature had dropped, because you could practically feel the the anger rushing through his body.
❝Do you know them?❞ It was like he was a completely different person. The kind look on his eyes had changed to an almost sinister one, and his voice had become deeper.
⌈ ★ ⌋ That was slightly reassuring, because she always got so nervous when she called someone by the wrong honorific. “Than Yuzan-san it is~” She chimed, actually feeling quite confident in her choice of words. The girl chuckled a bit, it had been a long time since she heard someone call her by her last name. It felt so weird to hear, but there was nothing wrong with it. “You can call me Miharu if you’d like, I don’t mind.” More like she’d prefer it but she wasn’t going to be picky with what name she was going to be called. Her fingers idly went into the bigger box, pulling a smaller one out and opened it. She then popped a small piece of chocolate into her mouth, chewing on it slowly.
⌠Ỿ⌡⊶ Yuzan nodded as he chewed the chocolate, other then letting it melt as he usually did. In a social situation, playing with it in your mouth would be rude, right? Well, at least Yuzan was trying to take the advice he was given. He softly smiled, glad that he would get to call the female by her first name. It always made him happy to be given trust upon of, of the simple knowledge of someone being comfortable around him. ❝Minharu it is, then!❞ He happily cheered, finishing his chocolate. ❝Oh Minharu, do you specialize in sweets? It's just that these chocolates are too good to be someones first time making them.❞
Pew pew pew-- it's been a week with terrible activity. I really apologize for that, it's just that school has really been beating me up, which is no surprise. Also, i'm working on a new blog with OC characters that i'm really excited about, so i've been working on there with detailed Bios, icons and a nice theme... I have a long way to go. Anyways, My activity from now own might be a bit iffy until I finish this blog and well, don't have so many projects coming up. Hope you understand! By the way, welcome new followers, I really wan't expecting you.
Golden optics flicker up to meet the taller males gaze before he presses the edge of his sleeve to his busted lip. “I know, don’t worry about it, it will stop bleeding eventually.” Lips tended to bleed for quite some time, and he was used to it, at this point it wasn’t even a concern to him. He wouldn’t out right tell the male why he was beaten up, he would have to ask if he wanted to know.
⌠Ỿ⌡⊶ Yuzan stared back at the young boy, a confused expression mixed with surprise was what his face displayed as he listened. This person got hurt and they're not taking care of it? Also, why are they so calm? ❝Well-- you should probably cover it with something.❞ Yuzan suggested. ❝Maybe a band-aid will do.❞ He added, not looking away from the other's face.
❝What happened to you, anyways?❞
~#~❁}}}} “Hai.” Though, her lips curled downwards at the mention of the place. Today had not been a good day at all. Girls were merciless, especially when a person they liked talked with someone other than them.
“You shouldn’t just skip. People will worry about you.”
⌠ℋ⌡-▷ ❝Oi-- your school is full of douches.❞ He complained, crossing his arms. He remembered the way those guys tried to rob him, and he also saw the picture in his head of them lying in the sidewalk with bloody noses as he held ones collar.
❝--Worry?❞ Haru questioned. His eyebrows furrowed as he went into thought.. Worry.. He--he had people who cared about him? Well, of course he did, though, did they really worry? He kept thinking, pictures of his friends flowing into his mind with a 'worried' expression on their faces. ❝Worried-- They worry!❞ Haru laughed shyly, his cheeks blushing. ❝I've seen something like that on TV, though I didn't know it happened in real life. I will force it upon them to not worry about me! Well, that's what I saw the protagonist do... Is that really the way to go about it?❞
✎ ____ Sawako was shocked as well when seeing that the other almost jump from his seat. ❝Ah, w-well, I-I can try… I-I’m not sure if my parents will allow me though.. I-I-I think we should have a back up plan, j-just in case..❞
⌠ℋ⌡-▷ Haru stood up--suddenly filled with energy as he impatiently listened to the girl's words. ❝I'll just take it to my school!❞ He replied in a loud tone, his expression brighter and happier than before. Yes-- give your teacher a bigger hardship if this girl can't keep the duck, Haru.
⌈ ★ ⌋ “Well… i’ll continue to practice!” A soft chuckle left her lips, actually feeling quite timid from the comment. Her self-confidence in her skills outside of art wasn’t high so she was quite doubtful but hearing it actually made her thing otherwise. Just a little anyways. Miharu lowered her head into a bow, in return of hearing the boy’s name. “Will do Yoshida-san… or would you prefer to be called Yuzan-san?” For the longest, the girl was awkward about what to call people so now she’s accustomed to asking before she offends someone without trying.
⌠Ỿ⌡⊶ Yuzan nodded and smiled at the girl's motivation, taking another piece of chocolate in between his thumb and pointer finger. ❝Whatever makes you feel comfortable.❞ Yuzan said in response to the girl's question. Even though he tried to skip formalities and usually liked being called by his first name, he was scolded by his cousin because apparently some people aren't 'comfortable' with that. ❝Will it be Miyahara-san for you?❞ He asked in return, placing the piece of chocolate in his mouth.
Whoa whoa sorry I wasn't online yesterday-- I just had a lot of homework to take care of and ended up taking a nap in the end. I still have a lot of homework to take care of but i'm here! [whispers] replies may be slow
I'm going offline for a while, I suddenly have a really big headache and it hurts to think. Ah-- I'll probably have dinner or something.. I haven't eaten since the morning..[AGGRESSIVELY BLAMES ALL OF YOU]
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