There are some things that can only be said out loud when it's between friends who have signed a contract in blood. Such things are very serious, especially to ninken. It's in a ninja dog's nature to value loyalty, trust and companionship and when a summoning contract is signed it's a bond for life. A bond like that is very good to have when you're the sort of person who's uncomfortable talking about his likes, dislikes or dreams for the future with people, but still has lots of feelings going on inside.
It's not that Kakashi and Pakkun have regular, in-depth, heart-to-heart conversations about important topics. They're not those kinds of dogs. Sometimes though, every now and then, there is something on Kakashi's mind that needs to be said out loud to a friend. Pakkun will listen then, nod sagely and offer whatever wisdom or helpful advice he can. He doesn't always have words good enough to put Kakashi's mind at ease but paw pads are usually better than words anyways.
Pakkun has very soft paw pads that can soothe all kinds of worries and banish the most persistent of bad thoughts. He can often tell when Kakashi might be in need of paw pads during missions and will happily jump up on his head or shoulder and hold on with steady paws of loyal companionship. People might think Pakkun rides on Kakashi's shoulder because he's lazy or tired, since his legs are so short, and all those things are true, BUT he's also offering Kakashi support without anyone knowing. It's a very effective secret ninken love tactic <3
"We are perpetually trapped in a never ending spiral of life and death. Is this a curse? Or some kind of punishment? I often think about the god who blessed us with this cryptic puzzleā¦ and wonder if weāll ever get the chance to kill him." - 2B NieR Automata
"Where lies the strangling fruit that came from the hand of the sinner I shall bring forth the seeds of the dead to share with the worms that gather in the darkness and surround the world with the power of their lives while from the dimlit halls of other places forms that never were and never could be writhe for the impatience of the few who never saw what could have been. In the black water with the sun shining at midnight, those fruit shall come ripe and in the darkness of that which is golden shall split open to reveal the revelation of the fatal softness in the earth. The shadows of the abyss are like the petals of a monstrous flower that shall blossom within the skull and expand the mind beyond what any man can bear, but whether it decays under the earth or above on green fields, or out to sea or in the very air, all shall come to revelation, and to revel, in the knowledge of the strangling fruitāand the hand of the sinner shall rejoice, for there is no sin in shadow or in light that the seeds of the dead cannot forgive. And there shall be in the planting in the shadows a grace and a mercy from which shall blossom dark flowers, and their teeth shall devour and sustain and herald the passing of an age. That which dies shall still know life in death for all that decays is not forgotten and reanimated it shall walk the world in the bliss of not-knowing. And then there shall be a fire that knows the naming of you, and in the presence of the strangling fruit, its dark flame shall acquire every part of you that remains." - from Annihilation by Jeff Vandermeer
Leave a note that this is not official art or screenshots :D
I just got a little carried away with the rendering, while making these matching phone wallpapers/avatars.
Thereās so much cosmic harmony art for Jayvik, so I went for moments when they were farthest apart from each other.
No but imagine after a long day of being yelled at by the farspace fleet colonel you log onto moments and see ur literal boss comment āXDā and ā:Pā under some girlās post
No. I'm taking away HIS autonomy. Everyday he's gonna fly back home to cook me a five star meal. There is a ring on his finger and the wedding is this weekend. He knows if he looks at another woman for too long I'm thieving his balls.
Optimal Reading Order for Caleb's Storyline (with an infographic)
Last Edit: February 4th
The Old Days timeline was wrong, I fixed it š« š« š«
SO! I HAVE COLLECTED ALL THE CARDS AND HERE IS MY THEORIZED TIMELINE FOR PRESENT DAY CALEB! TRUST ME, WHEN READ IN ORDER THIS SHIT HITS SO HARD. CALEB'S WRITING TEAM INHALED SOMETHING AND I WANT WHAT THEY HAD.
THE TIMELINES
REASONING FOR PRESENT DAY (small tonal spoilers, you'll still be largely blind if you read this!)
I felt like I watched an entire TV Drama when reading through the cards in this order. Please read it in this order for optimal experience because you genuinely get to see the growth Caleb and MC get to have in this weird situation where they're adults trying to figure each other and their feelings out. I am a Sylus girlie (I KNOW I HAVEN'T MADE ENOUGH STUFF FOR HIM SO IT DOESN'T LOOK LIKE IT, SHUT UP, I THIRST FOR HIM IN PRIVATE, IT COUNTS) but even I have to admit, this shit? Fire. Actual fire. Caleb's writing team is beautiful, and I hope they have good things happen to them.
...also BEG INFOLD TO MAKE A FUNCTION WHERE WE CAN LIST MEMORIES IN CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER, THIS HIT SO HARD AND I WAS LUCKY I GUESSED RIGHT FOR MOST OF THE MEMORIES THE ONLY ONES I FUCKED UP WAS HIDDEN WAVES COMING AFTER MYTH, BUT ITS OK--
if i had a nickel for every time a beloved childhood friend you grew up with "died" and became a villain with a metal arm i'd have two nickels. which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice
oh my favorite trope? two people who go through something so unique and agonizing and entirely beyond words that they have no choice but to create a bond that transcends all other types of love, thus acting as the sole point of understanding for the other person in a world that cannot fathom what theyāve been through
ā [ nsfw ] kissing, dry humping, first kiss + theyāre both virgins
ā wc :: 1.2k
caleb likes to think heās in control of everything that happens around him. heās always been pretty good at controlling his emotions and schooling his expressions and he tries not to overreact.
āØthatās the problem with her, she throws him off balance in the best and worst ways and it leaves him feeling so unsettled.
the thing about college, itās supposed to be the best years of your life and he doesnāt know if he agrees or disagrees with that. if he really thinks about it, itās bullshit but he knows why he feels that way.
he keeps himself composed most days, he has no reason to act out of character but this is something new to him.
caleb wasnāt naive enough to think this would never happen, he just always thought heād be able to handle it well but he cannot. his hands feel clammy and his hot around his neck. is this even normal? he doesnāt fucking know.
he wants to lie and say heās completely normal about her having other guy friends but heās definitely not. his skin crawls whenever they touch her shoulder, grab at her wrists even if itās completely platonic and innocent.
āØhe especially hates when they lean in to close to talk to her when theyāre at a party and the music is too loud. those are the nights caleb avoids alcohol like it personally offended him.
he cannot trust himself to be sober in these situations, he doesnāt want to imagine what heād do with his evol even if the thought sends a thrill through him. he knows he has a problem, heās just not going to deal with it.
not in a healthy way at least.
ācaleb?ā
he snaps out his thoughts, smiling down at where sheās laying on the floor in his dorm room. sheās supposed to be studying but sheās distracted and he shouldnāt enable her but he always does. sheās just too pretty, she has a face you cannot say no to and youād be insane to disagree.
āØheād like someone to disagree, that would be a fun day for him and a very unfortunate one for them.
āiām listeningā he lies. if he had been, he wouldāve heard what she asked him and understand why sheās being all shy right now.
āwait.. what?ā he sits up, looking at her properly. he definitely has a problem if heās thinking about her so much and sheās right next to him.
ā.. itās stupidā she frowns
āitās notā he reassures. he means it sincerely because he is willing to do whatever she wants. he hopes she doesnāt know that.
āi just .. i havenāt had my first kiss yet and i know some people think itās a big deal and maybe it is but how will i know?ā she looks up at him and she looks so upset by this so he tries not to panic.
āØwas she seeing someone? did she like someone and thatās why she was thinking about kissing?
caleb could tell her itās too early to worry about that and maybe she could just focus on college but that would be selfish of him. so selfish.
āi could teach youā he says and itās out before his brain can even process any of that shit but itās too late now because her eyes widen and she sits up so fast.
āwhat?ā she asks because even he canāt believe what he just said.
āi just mean if youāre that curiousā he smiles, playing it cool.
āyouād do that for me?ā she stands now, moving to sit on his bed right in front of him and he will kill his roommate if the fucker comes back now.
āyou know i wouldā he shrugs like itās nothing even though his heart his beating so fast.
and thatās the thing about control, he always believed he was in control of everything in his life but the moment their lips touch, he feels his entire world shift and he doesnāt know if heās breathing but she trusts him.
he has his hands on the side of her face before he can stop himself and she gasps softly into the kiss that he canāt help but lightly bite her bottom lip. she likes that, or so it seems because she doesnāt push him away.
her lips taste like the peach flavoured lipgloss she likes to wear and her skin is soft beneath his fingertips.
āis this okay?ā he asks, running his thumb across her lower lip. sheās so beautiful, it hurts.
āyesā¦ā she nods, āā¦ can we do more?ā
āmore?ā he tries not to show how excited that makes him.
āwith tongueā she whispers
he doesnāt need to be told twice and her moan makes it hard to focus on anything other than her lips against his and how hard he suddenly is.
he slips his tongue into her mouth and she learns pretty quickly, he hasnāt even kissed anyone either but heās seen enough videos and heās always been a pretty fast learner himself and he would be damned if she had this experience with anyone that wasnāt him.
she moves closer, her arms around his neck and he canāt pull her onto his lap. if heās being honest, heās been hard since she said yes to the kiss but he would never want to overwhelm her. her first kiss is special because itās them, he wouldnāt rush this.
āØthat is something he can control.
ādoes that feel good?ā he asks because her comfort is the most important thing to him.
āyesā she sounds less shy now, more like herself and sheās smiling so sweetly he canāt help but lean back in and this time she takes the lead and he likes how she lightly pulls at his hair. he didnāt know heād be into that but heās learning a lot about himself since being in college.
she climbs onto his lap on her own and if she feels how hard he is, she doesnāt comment on it which he appreciates. sheās always been considerate and just so perfect he thinks he might combust.
āput your hands .. on my waistā she tells him and he nods, as if heās in some sort of trance now.
heās not embarrassed about the grinding or the fact that he cums in his pants 10 minutes later. heās still a fucking virgin and she doesnāt seem to care because she moans loud enough for him that he knows everyone down the hall heard her and only a small part of him hates that, he knows when heās alone heās going to be pissed that they heard how pretty she sounds but right now he wants to keep kissing her.
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