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upcumming fics:

Gracerocky mating ficccc

Parker/Farya really strange, really miserable medkink 2

Tina/Eddie/Volt

Doug mutual masturbation?

some hot old men are boyfriends. some are yaois. but some? some are father figures.

#i saw mads mikkelson hannibal and just fuckin. I couldn'ttttt. He was medium ugly but looked exponentially hotter in those outfits and I was #so ready to thirst over him for months but it just wasn't there yk. WIll Graham can have this one they're clearly meant for each other <3 #but now there's this wave that washes over me when I rewatch hannibal (2013) where I feel so comforted by his vibe/aura. The way he acts w #Abigail Hobbs is sooooo... artificial and distant but loving nonetheless smh that's what I need to fix meee #get you a father figure who keeps you around treats you w utmost care and kindness but ultimately only uses you as a weapon against the #sympathies of his crush <3

pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease don't unpost the fics pleadse

Just putting them as "anonymous" so they don't show up on my profile. They're not disappearing from ao3! Hell, if you browse my fic tags you can still find them linked to my Tumblr.

#asks #Love the game always but I'm doing a lot of work mentally! And that extends to fixations #It's fun to obsess over things. It's ALSO a matter of 'does this interfere with your daily life'#and 'do you escape to it when you feel uncomfortable or unpleasant'#Just notttt good to use a fake cartoon game to dissociate. Especially if your brain projects negative feelings you associate w specific #people with DE characters. Now instead of e.g. 'this person I know irl was really invasive and deprived me of normal things I deserved' it'#'hot video game character does ALL THAT & MORE but it's for sexual gratification' and you're just exposing yourself to the same painful exp #suffered irl over and over with a pretty filter

this is genuinely how it feels trying to converse like a neurotypical

#Youtube

hannibal vs. white lotus oriental themed background music contest

raising an eridian baby as a homoplatonic interspecies polycule

#phm

Might anonymise a bunch more fics. 17 PUBLIC WORKS for a self-insert video game is mad. I can't imagine how many it would be with anon + unposted ones.

it's really awkward only being attracted to men in fiction it's like.

doug (date everything) the character whose entire purpose is being a mean-ass fuckboi who degrades and objectifies you: lookin' good, PLAYER CHARACTER o_o

me: awww, you're sweet >.<

actual IRL man who is interested in me as a person: heyyy what are you doing this weekend? :)

me: hello, human resources?!!!!

being an outsider to whatever the mutuals are obsessed with at the moment is funny asf you'll open tumblr and 500 gifs of the same scene are on your dash and you find out it's the most emotionally resonant moment of the series that won every actor 14 emmys each and it looks like this