hi guysss its marian the owner of the very cleverly named blog you know as hashslingingslashton :) i have a new blog its peachy-g00dness.tumblr.com if you wanna follow it (ITS NOT 5SOS BUT THERES THE OCCASIONAL REBLOGS OF THEM BC I CANT HELP IT I LOVE THEM) it's basically like this blog but like not as much 5sos agh but i still love them. this isn't why i wanted to make this though. i made this blog almost two years ago, and during the time i was really sad and depressed and i never thought id be happy. i did things that I regret doing to myself and i was just not happy at all. one year after i made the blog i fell in love with someone and a couple months after that my heart was completely shattered and it still isn't completely fixed. and i turned to my old habits and my old self just like i was when i first made this blog. i had a suicide date planned out, for December 31st, two days ago. i told myself that if I wasn't happy and that my depression was just worse than it was at the time, id just put myself out of my misery. its January 2nd and i have never been more happy in my entire life, it's the happiness ive been wanting ever since i made this blog two years ago. its not the happiness i found in a person. its the happiness i found in myself. if youre going through tough times please keep your chin up babe I promise you that you're going to find happiness. please strive for happiness because you will find it. you will wake up and look at your beautiful self and pick out all of the amazing qualities that you obtain, and you will learn love yourself. you'll learn to love the scars on your body, and your stretch marks, and the crinkles by your eyes when you smile. you'll learn to love your melodious laugh, and the hair on your body, and your chubby lil adorable tummy. you'll love yourself inside and out. it's okay to cry, you can cry, you can scream into your pillow and rant and blast your music as loud as you can. but please dont ruin yourself. don't give up on yourself. i love you all so very much. i have a queued post that'll remain anonymous for a while until the time coming (: but for now this is the last post on this blog. love yourself, be happy, because you deserve it. you deserve the universe.
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