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Trying to find colors that match this shirt so I can do something fun with my makeup on Saturday. I don't care if it ends up a big sweaty mess by the end of the night. Btbam is always worth it 🙃 #makeup #motd #btbam #morphe12p #nyx

#morphe12p #nyx #makeup #motd #btbam

My makeup AFTER the show last night. Thank god for UD primer. The eye shadows I'm wearing are Makeup Forever's Lime Green and Blue Cedar which are dupes for the Urban Decay Electric Palette's Thrash and Fringe, respectively. I'm stoked I found a dupe for Thrash because it's such a unique neon yellow/green and I don't want to buy the whole palette if I already have the other colors. I also used the yellow and green from the Morphe 12p palette as transition shades. #motd #makeupforever #morphebrushes #morphe12p

#morphebrushes #makeupforever #motd #morphe12p

I'm not very good at makeup but idc. Practice makes perfect. I'm so tired of wearing brown smoky eyes all the time so I've been playing around with color and conceptual eyeliner. Last night I used the colors from my @nekrogoblikonofficial shirt for inspiration! Shout out to @skelotim for encouraging makeup artists to find inspiration and beauty in ordinary things. I really want my makeup to be expressive rather than just a daily chore to cover up uneven skin.

I bought green lipstick finally and I'm feelin it. I think I'll wear it every day from now on Sorry my eye makeup is a mess. I cried it off twice then gave up

#me #I have bad skin

I feel so stuck. I don’t want to be in this body, I don’t want to be a woman. I don’t want to work for the next 40 years. I don’t want to go to college. I don’t want to be a vessel for my husband to have children and carry on his family name and lose mine in the process. I’m trapped here and death is so enticing. It’s literally the definition of freedom