Hate to be Human

Reminiscence of a Lackluster. Looking for senses in meanings and meanings in senses.

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deceased, defunct, departed, extinct, gone, inanimate, late, lifeless, passed away, perished, pushing up daisies, apathetic, callous, cold, dull, frigid, glassy, glazed, indifferent, inert, lukewarm, numb, paralysed, spiritless, torpid, unresponsive, wooden, barren, inactive, inoperative, not working, obsolete, stagnant, sterile, still, unemployed, unprofitable, useless, boring, dead-and-alive, dull, flat, ho-hum, insipid, stale, tasteless, uninteresting, vapid, dead beat, exhausted, spent, tired, worn out.

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For quite some time now, I've felt dead inside. I really feel like I'm an empty vessel devoid of normal feelings and emotions. I'm alive in the sense that I walk, talk, eat, drink, sleep and breathe but emotionally I feel like I don't exist. All I tend to experience is irritability and frustration. I seemingly have no empathy and am isolated from society. Nothing excites me or makes me happy and my mental state has deteriorated so rapidly over the last few weeks and months that I'm now having violent fantasies. I've never had a fight with anyone but I see people as mere objects.

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The death of a loved one; For they that remain, the wounds grow deeper and deeper... They that remain grow weaker and weaker, an agony incomparable, their hearts in bondage. Ceased to live, frozen in time.

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Point of view

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Lately, I question my mental sanity Cause I often cease to know If I am perhaps an alien Or the only human left

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Best (winged) friends forever ♡ @meyszuber

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Ancestors

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Death it feels (à Museo Nacional de Bellas Artes - Buenos Aires, Argentina)

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You have no room for light, love is lost on you. (à Museo Nacional de Bellas Artes - Buenos Aires, Argentina)

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Skin is on fire. Pale fire.

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L.P.Lumière (à Museo Malba)

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iamamiwhoami

"BLUE" (10th November 2014)

Tracklist:

Fountain [Official Video]

Hunting For Pearls [Official Video]

Vista [Official Video]

Tap Your Glass [Official Video]

Blue Blue

Thin

Chasing Kites

Ripple

The Last Dancer

Shadowshow [Early in concert performance]

PRE-ORDER LINK: http://towhomitmayconcern.cc/preorder/

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So, in a few words, this was the best friday of my life. It sums up to this... Seen @skyferreira live for the very first time after 5 years of dreaming about it. I had her sign my copy of #nighttimemytime, met Cole and had @lovealienzzz sign my copy of #Oshin, Sky took my camera and took a photo of herself with it, handed me down the mic to sing a part of Love In Stereo, she gave me a bottle of water, she gave me her hand a took a flag with my name on it... then I met her and hugged her... I just can't get over it yet.

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x

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BANKS

"Goddess" (5th September 2014)

Tracklist:

Allibi

Goddess [Official Lyric Video]

Waiting Game [Official Video]

Brain [Official Video]

This Is What It Feels Like [Official Video]

You Should Know Where I'm Coming From

Stick

Fuck 'Em Only We Know

Drowning [Official Video]

Begging For Thread [Official Lyric Video]

Change [Official Audio]

Someone New

Warm Watter [Official Video]

Under The Table

And I Drove You Crazy

Fall Over [Official Video]

Before I Ever Met You [Official Audio]

Bedroom Wall [Official Audio]

iTunes Pre-Order Link: http://t.co/otYZpE0961