Bring-me-silence-of-the-horizon

Growing up sucks.

[u-me-and-insomnia]

[av0id-reality]

[bunnighost]

[hatred-rage-and-repression]

Deep down I wanna be worse because I deserve it... I don't wanna be happy, safe, or loved. They are such alienated feelings to me... I deserve to live a life full of misery, because I am evil.

[ivynightshade]

fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am an observer, but not by choice.’

[text id: i often asked myself / do i want love / or do i want proof that i am loveable?]

[verpasstzuleben]

I'd rather be dead than alive and unhappy.. People think I'm joking, sorry I'm not laughing

— Mass of Man - Unhappy

[sa-dnesss]

“This is the loneliest I have ever felt”

—

[worthless-misery]

Dear diary...

I try to be enough.

I really do.

But I also know I will never be.

There's no point in me trying. Cause in the end I'm a failure, and that's all I will ever be.

[help-here-for-depressed-peers]

[im-permanently-damaged]

[beautifuldarkmind]

when you're trying to sleep but your brain decides it's time to start listing every awful thing about yourself :)

[devouringdespair]

One day I'll be gone and you wouldn't even notice

[worthless-misery]

Dear diary...

I try to be enough.

I really do.

But I also know I will never be.

There's no point in me trying. Cause in the end I'm a failure, and that's all I will ever be.

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[guitarplayermrs]

[sa-dnesss]

“I don’t know how to do this anymore. I don’t know how to get better. My head is a dark place and it only gets worse, day by day. and I have no idea how to stop the darkness from coming in. I have no idea how to save myself anymore.”

—

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]