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aliceinwondercloset

skinnilunii

satansinmyhead

teabagskeleton

If I could have a thigh gap laying sideways

Ugh

mentollucigar

163cm

hER LEGSSS

#skirtspo #legspo

Well after starting to work again I though I'll feel way better about myself (and not like a waste of space anymore) but somehow now none of my friends have any time anymore and the guy I met quite often and fell in love with now isn't responding anymore???

I feel like crap tbh

Not even sure if he is actually ignoring my message or he forgot to respond, I know how stressed he'd been the past few weeks. Either way, it's kind of breaking my heart.

smellsliketinywords

#fishnet tights #skirtspo #legspo

starvationaesthetic

Just think: stick to your plans, and in 6 months, you might not even recognize yourself.

zerokcalmilkshake

Probably my favourite thinspo at the moment🕊

muffinntopp

nyanrexx

ilovelisabetch

lucky0logic

DANGEROUS SYMPTOMS

CAUSED BY EATING DISORDERS

Liver – white nail beds – nausea – itchy skin – swollen abdomen – yellowing skin/eyes – fatigue – confusion – pale / clay-like / bloody / tar-like stool – vomiting – pain in the upper, righthand abdomen – joint pain – spider angiomas (coloured skin spots that resemble spiders, due to clotting issues) – dark urine – swollen legs / ankles – bruising easily

Heart

– tachycardia (fast resting heart rate, over 100 beats per minute) – bradycardia (slow resting heart rate, under 60 beats per minute) * note that a very high fitness level can cause a lower heart rate – irregular heart rate – if your heart rate is under 40, you could be in immediate danger, and remember that your heart rate will drop even further in sleep – shortness of breath / shallow breathing – chest pains – fatigue – dizziness – swelling in ankles / feet / legs – swollen abdomen – choking sensation – coughing up pink liquid / goop – unable to concentrate – sudden weight gain – fainting – palpitations – feeling your own heart – hearing your own heart – chest / arm / sternum pain – anxiety – sweating – vomiting – lack of energy – coughing up white

Kidneys

– vomiting / general nausea

– changed sleeping patterns / problems sleeping

– fatigue

– swelling of ankles / legs / feet / just general swelling

– hypertension (high blood pressure)

– shortness of breath

– itchiness

– chest pain

– metallic taste in mouth

– muscle cramps

– hyperkalemia (high levels of potassium)

– stiff joints

– less urinating than usual

– bloody / dark / foam-like urine

– confusion / mental fuzziness

– rashes

– leg pains

Osteoporosis (severe bone weakness)

– back pain

– bad posture

– weak bones (weak grip / bones fracture easily)

– receding gums and bone loss in jaw

– general pains in muscles or even bone

– dropping fitness levels

Cathartic colon (from laxative use)

– bloating

– abdominal pain

– chronic constipation

– intense feelings of fullness

– incomplete bowl movement / ‘fecal evacuation’

Hypokalemia (low potassium levels)

– weakness in limbs, especially the sort that causes numbness or cramping

– nausea

– vomiting

– bloating

– abdominal pain

– low blood pressure

– fainting

– physical numbness

– emotional changes

– palpitations

– excessive urination

– constant thirst

Other common side-effects of EDs

– muscle spasms, weakness or twitching (electrolyte imbalance– very common in bulimia, and can be very dangerous)

– anemia

– irregular menstrual cycles / infertility in women

– low blood sugar

– depression and other mood disorders may develop / worsen

– insomnia

– eye damage and diminishing vision

STAY SAFE. A COUPLE OF SYMPTOMS MAY NOT BE LIFE-THREATENING, BUT HAVING MULTIPLE FROM THE SAME ORGAN CAN BE.

e-v-o-l-o-v-e

save someone’s life. reblog

hatrednlov3

Well. I just now realised that my high heart rate last year might've been caused by my ed. I went donating (blood plasma) quite often and before each donation they gave the donor a little check up. Sometimes they needed to check me twice because my heart rate was above 110 (they just assumed it was because I was nervous and needed to calm down a little even though I was there like 50 times). After I gained weight again (and before I lost it too) I never had those problem 🙃

Won't stop me from losing it again tho

#important

I'm like really fucking motivated to lose more weight... Thing is, my mom made cake.

So

There is cake, in the fridge.

THERE IS CAKE IN THE FRIDGE.

And my mom is expecting to see at least two slices gone when she comes home. That's gonna be a rough day. 😭