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Helloo

I am 23 and just constantly posting whatever my brain is obsessed with rn

you will most likely find posts about: Rafayel, Infinity Nikki, Kpop, Horror media, movies, books, video games

I basically just post whatever I am obsessed with at the moment and constantly yapping about the stuff I love :D

#pinned post #this is my blog #maybe I'll post some fanfics or photography on here too #we will see

oh yay the first existential crisis is here

I was wondering how long it would take for me to crash once all the stress is gone xD

I really gotta take it slow the next few days

In theory I wanted to dye my hair back to red again today but then I just didn't have the energy so I guess I will have to do that once my body gets used to not being under constant stress all the time anymore

#unemployed #leaving this job feels like leaving a toxic relationship fr #and the ptsd from this job will haunt me for a while I think xD #maybe I should play some tetris I heard that is supposed to help people with ptsd/trauma

starting to watch digital circus now because I've heard it's pretty good and it sounds like the perfect start to me being unemployed now xD

I feel so free now that I no longer have to go back to that place and get stressed out omg

#digital circus #unemployed #I gotta apply to jobs now which I hate but oh well #lets hope I find an amazing job and then I can move out of my home and to the city I wanna live in yayy

I wore my Rafayel Cardigan to my final presentation today xD

and I passed with a good grade for the exam overall yayyyy

I am so happy I am finally done and my apprenticeship is over

I can't wait to get a job in the city I wanna move to and then move there and live my best life hehehhe

#Rafayel #apprenticeship #finally done omg #three years and now I am finally done and can move on from this place aaah #I am so happy and don't even care that I will be unemployed for a while now

I NEVER buy books on Amazon because like I wanna support my local book store but this book was only available on Amazon and no where else so I got it (yea I know shame on me but I am so obsessed with this book I need to read it)

And the experience right now is already showing me why I never buy books on Amazon lol

my local book store would have it ready to get there the next day and with Amazon the book should have been delivered today but instead it got delayed until Monday 😭

I mean I should finish other books before starting that book anyways so it's fine I guess but I am kinda pissed right now and learned my lesson about ordering books on Amazon

#but just like come on a siren without her siren song and the pirate captain lets her train her song on him #I am obsessed I need to know what happens #generally deep in my romance book phase right now aaah

currently reading my first dark romance book and I am flying through the book aaaah

just the book is sooo good

just Cade

#haunting the hunter #book #reading #I love reading

Anyways so I made Rafayel in Paralives so my Para can date him lol

I let him move into the house next to mine and now I let them talk and it is going great heheheh

#rafayel #paralives #if I can't have him at least my Para can xD

if there is one thing I can not stand about my mum it is that no matter what I talk about she HAS TO make it about herself and will even interrupt me telling her something to make sure that she can tell her story

example: I was trying to tell her about the book I just finished and how tragic the end was and my mum starts telling me about some movie that has not really anything to do with what I just told her (book: someone lost their heart, movie: a woman got a heart from some guy and fell in love with his ghost)

I could not finish telling her what I wanted to tell her and it makes me so angry

like talking to her is one big ragebait

#mother issues #ragebait #I wanna move out so bad #like the peace I will feel once I moved out will be unmatched

I hate it when I read a book and everything looks fine and like a happy end and then there are still like 100 pages left :(((

what is going to happen to my babies aaah

(I already know there is a fanfiction with a "better" end to the story that I am going to read when I am done with the book but I am scaaared)

#heartless #jest and cath #I'll read the end after work on the bus I am sooo hyped #I've been flying through the book #I need to read more Marissa Meyer books #I just love the way she writes couples #already loved the Lunar Chronicles and Heartless is also peak aaah

wingkink

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

I feel like my hyperfixation on romance books is back hard core

the last few days I bought a few books and am knees deep in "Heartless" by Marissa Meyer right now (I read The Lunar Chronicles by her and really loved it so I am very excited to keep reading books of that author)

I also bought a few other books and my first dark romance book aaah

I am a bit iffy about dark romance tbh because like I don't mind a story with taboos but I DO MIND a story that tries to make abuse look romantic

we will see how this book turns out

it just intrigued me because the book character is supposed to "fall in love with the reader" and that sounds fun to me tbh

#books #romance #I just love reading about romance heheh #gives me the feeling of being in love without having to deal with any real life consequences #I am gonna yap my friends ear off once I finish all these books heheh

I feel like I am spamming the Paralives Devs with my bug reports aaah

but I really report every thing I see it's an important thing I take very seriously 🙂‍↕️

I have become a bug hunter

#paralives #bug hunter #hunting bugs has become kinda fun actually xD #man I love this game #like it is genuinely so fun #but why am I so bad at flirting #feels like real life all over again fml

my motivation to do anything is non-existent rn

mostly from the heat but I am also supposed to get my period since the weekend and I still haven't got it but my body feels weird and I am exhausted so it is coming sooon

plus I am mostly done with my exams now

I did the last practical exam yesterday and now I only need to print the cards and then all I gotta do is prepare the presentation and do the presentation and I am free from this place yippiiiee

#work #apprenticeship #motivation is fr just gone #I can't handle the heat #I am so excited for the weekend when it storms #before that my mum is forcing me to go outside tho so lets hope it won't be that warm :(((#I am so not in the mood for going outside this weekend

barefootbaltimore

Love when a like 10 person dev team indie game is out in early access for less than 24hrs and the tag is already full of people talking about how they hate the camera controls and the art style and the bugs/glitches, and how its too expensive. Meanwhile those same people definitely spend hundreds of dollars on The fucking Sims 4 which is made by EA and has been around for a decade and still doesnt fucking work worth a damn.

Stop holding small indie teams to higher standards than a multi billion dollar game empire that doesn't give a shit about you. You don't have to like a game but you also don't have to immediately complain that their early access isn't what you have come to expect from The Sims.

at work rn and all I wanna do is play Paralives

:((((

#paralives #gaming #there is so much to discover in the game #I only played like 5hours yesterday because I had to go to sleep so I won't fall asleep at work today #can't wait to keep playing this evening hehe

I have decided that I will learn how to do 3D models in Blender so I can create mods for Paralives

I am a Graphic Designer so it will actually help me in my job but I have never done any 3D modeling so wish me luck xD

but I will be unemployed soon so this will give me something fun to do that also will be good for my portfolio heheh

#paralives #3d model #modding #blender #it wil probably take a while to get this right buut I will try my best to make something cool #I will update here how things are going #but I will probably only start once my exams are truly over so like in June

I made myself and gave her my most worn outfits heheh

I just gave myself some tattoos I do not have (yet)

#paralives #creating yourself in a game is so fun heheh #already love the para creator #I moved into the house next to the elementary school because it was the prettiest house #I regret that choice but oh well the house and the view is soo pretty

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