Tumblr used to be fun when i was 16 and was introduced to the fnaf fandom as @lord-bonster everyone was generous and what not until I entered the wizard101 fandom as @chaoticspiral-w101. From there, someone by the name of Charles approached me,,,,I cannot recount details because what he has done to me has really hurt me on a mental and even a spiritual aspect. He abused me, manipulated me, stalked me and made several callout posts about me for the past 2 years and paranoia makes me feel very unsafe on tumblr. I wish i could @ him so i can expose him and bash him, but i need to be the better and bigger person and not let some roach control me.
I was once a popular, well-liked individual until the LOT of you fell under Charles’ false claims and lies, even ones that i have known such as @/anamellow grew distant with me because even tho he knows me personally, i felt like he believed Charles, someone he barely knows, rather than someone he knew for 3 years. That is BIG punch in the gut let me tell you.
I will not delete, because I refuse to give Charles that power to chase me away. Charles has even ruined TVaTV, and a month ago, due to mental status, i posted to my Instagram that i will no longer be doing TVaTV because not only Charles ruined it by forcing headcanons to my OCs, but that TVaTV was a coping mechanism during my darkest times in high school from sophomore-senior year in high school.
From that, alot of close friends of hurt me, or no longer speak to me because of Charles’ extreme claims. But know as of May 15th, I will no longer be active here. No posts, no reblogs, nothing, period. This website contains nothing but toxic people and toxic memories that seem to dance and taunt my ability to heal. This is literally the last good bye to all of you.
Even my bf of 2 years and 9 months has left tumblr because not only he was discouraged that his art wasn’t getting enough notes with 1000 followers, he was fed up with how much i was mistreated.
So yeah, this is my final goodbye. Thanks to all of those who helped me, and to those who abandoned me.
If you wish to still see my art you can follow at these sites below:
jacobvanloon
origamiaround
germansingergirl
romaincrisis
blakekathryn
