I’m Moodie but Haven works too! I’m 19, he/they, and an architecture major. This is a yandere writing blog, DNI if uncomfy. Requests are open, do note that I take a long time to write so bear with me lol. (Writing tips would be greatly appreciated idk what to do-)
I do write for masc/gn readers, amab or afab, but I will explore with fem readers later!
I do not write incest/twincest, underage, piss/scat, fem reader (for now), etc.
DNI: Proshippers, Minors, homophobic, transphobic, etc.
CW: unethical therapy, manipulation, semi-toxic masculinity(?), unwilling hospitalization, mentions of sex, implications of murder
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Once you’re officially his lover rather than his patient, Marcus is pretty affectionate, both physically and verbally. He likes to walk around with his arm slung over your shoulder, or wrapped around your waist, to show you off to everyone. He loves getting to praise you and brag about you to other people.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
Marcus doesn’t really have close friends, mostly just colleagues and some drinking buddies he went to grad school with, things like that. He’s the type who’d probably want to go out drinking with his best friend, go to the gym together, things like that. In the scenario of a Darling being a friend-of-a-friend becoming his best friend, rather than starting as his patient, he’s certainly much quicker to try and get close to you. He wants to woo you, impress you. So really the friendship would evolve rather quickly into obvious romantic interest on his part, requited or not.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Marcus is fairly cuddly. He especially likes to be the big spoon and wrap his arms around his Darling while sleeping. He also adores a clingy Darling who surprises him with hugs and cuddles, even while he’s busy~ 🥰
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Yes, Marcus’ biggest dream is to settle down with his Darling. Marcus can cook and clean, and enjoys cooking fancy meals for date nights; however, he dreams of being a breadwinner and having his partner be a stay-at-home spouse and do most of the cleaning and cooking, and greet him with a kiss when he comes home, all of that stuff.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
Not happening~! You’re ending up in his care in one way or another. If he can’t keep you at his flat or house, he’ll make sure you end up in a mental healthcare facility with him working there to look after you.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Marcus loooooooooves the idea of being married to you. He’s excited about all of it– getting to propose to you, picking out rings for each other, the ceremony, the commitment, all of it. Marcus would really just like a simple gold wedding band for himself, but he’d never take it off and he’s always fiddling with it or smiling to himself, almost like he can’t believe it’s all real.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Marcus is careful but not necessarily gentle, emotionally speaking. He’s willing to use your insecurities and fears to keep you by his side if necessary. Physically, he’s very gentle and firm, and making sure to be especially careful with you since he is so built.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Marcus loves hugs. As soon as professionalism is out of the way, he’s greeting you with a hug (if not a kiss) almost every time you’re apart. I can imagine him in those airport videos, the ones where one partner is so happy to see the other again they pick them up and swing them around in a hug. He also adores it if his partner comes up behind him for hugs while he’s working on something, resting their head against his back or on his shoulder.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
You’d think that Marcus, smooth and confident as he is, could say it pretty easily. But for a while, if you end up dating more normally, every time he tries to say it, it’s like the words get stuck in his throat and he can’t quite do it. When he means to say “I love you,” he might end up saying, “Drive safe,” “Make sure to eat enough at lunch,” etc. If he has to kidnap you he’ll end up saying it much sooner, using those feelings to try and explain why the kidnapping was “necessary.”
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
Marcus gets extremely jealous when you spend more time and energy on people other than him. He gets clingier, maybe even subtly guilt-tripping you into spending more time with him if he thinks that’ll work. More persistent threats to his claim on you end up scared off or dead. His jealousy can also easily turn sexual, as that feels like a good way to claim you.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Marcus’ kisses tend to be slow and passionate. He likes to kiss you on the forehead, or behind the ear. He loves it when you kiss him anywhere, but especially soft pecks on the lips as a greeting, and kisses on his chest while cuddling.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
He’s pretty good with kids! Responsible and caring, but not so strict that the kids dislike him. In fact, kids absolutely love Marcus, because he’s willing to play with them and give them piggy back rides.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
While Marcus loooooves a lazy morning in, spent cuddling and having sleepy sex, usually he’s waking up early to go to the gym or to the office. So if you’re an early bird, you can always go to the gym or on a run with him. If not, he’ll tuck you back in with a forehead kiss and let you sleep in as many mornings as you like. You deserve the rest, after all.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Marcus likes eating dinner with you, and talking about each other’s days. Sometimes he has paperwork and things to do even at the end of the day, but if you want attention, he’ll put it aside to give you cuddles and watch a movie, or whatever you’d like to do.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Marcus is closed-off when it comes to talking about himself much, although it might take a bit to realize it because he’s so open and fairly sociable otherwise. It’s not necessarily that he’s hiding things (except for the stalking and other crimes he’s knowingly committed for you), more so that there’s a barrier in his mind that keeps much of his past locked away, even out of his own awareness.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
It would truly take a lot to wear down Marcus’ patience and truly make him angry or enraged. Anything that hurts you or takes you away from him would obviously enrage him, though. He can get a little bit irritated or frustrated at times, like when he’s stuck in traffic, but really, who doesn’t?
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Marcus remembers everything anyway, but also has detailed written notes about you and audio or video recordings of any of his therapy sessions with you. He loves to go back and listen to them again to hear your voice.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
The moment you met~ and then after you get married, the moment he saw you walking down the aisle
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Marcus is incredibly protective, and finds himself somewhat torn between keeping you from the world entirely for your protection and taking you around with him to show you off. He’d kill for you. Marcus would never want you to have to protect him.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
Marcus puts a ton of effort into making classic, romantic dates for the two of you. Anniversaries get the same treatment. Everyday tasks get however much effort you need– if you’re struggling with chores, Marcus will put in more work to meet you where you are with no guilt tripping or anything like that. Gifts from Marcus tend to be flashy and expensive, but not necessarily… things that would really match your personality? It’s not that he doesn’t know what you like, he’s just not good at gift-giving and thinks a big price tag automatically makes something a better gift.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
Manipulation, always thinks he knows what’s best, pretends to be open to feedback but generally disregards all of it.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Marcus is very concerned about his looks and physique, wanting to reach the idealized version of manhood in his head.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
Yes; even thinking of the possibility of losing you for too long can send Marcus into an internal tailspin.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
Marcus has a carefully curated selection of sweaters he picked to make him look softer and more approachable for therapy sessions, figuring his big muscles might be a little intimidating for some clients. In addition to talk therapy, Marcus also utilizes some forms of somatic therapy.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
Marcus dislikes most challenges to his authority and expertise, although in certain situations Darling could be an exception to this (i.e., a Darling who is a colleague/mental healthcare worker, or Darling playfully teasing)
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habit of theirs?)
Marcus is a heavy sleeper, and snores a little bit. He’s got a difficult time sleeping without something in his arms– preferably you, but he’ll settle for a pillow spritzed with the same kind of cologne or perfume you like to wear the most until he can get you in his bed.
but like midnight darling with popular boy! reader though (inspired by our lord and savior @heartfullofleeches ‘s post about breeding)
for new readers: midnight darling is where my yan! college based ocs come from. you can read more about them via the first tag to this post or my masterlist
everyone would be goddamn pregnant. literally and figuratively. you’d think reader would be cautious enough to use protection since they sleep with so many people but nope! it just feels better when they do it raw yknow?
it’s come to the point that the goons made a system to prevent you (and by extension them) from getting an std at the very least by examining every single person on the campus daily.
dw they’re rich they can handle it.
in any case, by the time you reached your third year you’ve already impregnated most students and all of the teaching faculty with wombs. you’re literally a baby away from causing a crisis equal to those dodgy fertility clinics and the government from hounding your ass.
for some reason none of the rich kid’s parents sue you because like child, like parent they are super obsessed with you and particularly the genes you’d provide their family. besides it’s nothing a quick cover-up can’t handle.
like the only reason you haven’t been sent to jail is because you have connections to many people in power (mostly parents that wanted your sperm).
you had your doubts about your safety until you overheard in a dinner with crisanto salvador (main yan! rich kid) of his dad asking him if they could somehow implant a womb in the poor guy just to hold your baby. (which actually leads to advancements in reproductive technology in the future, im seriously tempted to change the mc’s canonical sex since it makes sense now oh god-)
there are some of the insane yans that use your child as a threat to keep you theirs in which you retaliated by using other yans to save your children.
cold-hearted or not, those babies are completely innocent and your responsibility, so as much as possible you do everything in your power to keep them out of harm’s way.
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there’s definitely an underground market for your jizz i’m sorry-
What if Julian had a darling that was super submissive and liked being that way to people they like, yet are super sassy and badass to people they aren't romantically interested in?
Hi hi anon! :D
Would he love and cherish the submissive side of darling? Yes. Would he be offended if they were on the receiving end of the “sassy and badass” side? Of course.
But that doesn’t stop them, no no, that motivates him MORE. If darling shows their submissive side to him, they’d be honoured to have earned his darling’s trust and love. Tbh, they have the potential to be a lot bittt controlling, but if you don’t step out of line, you’ll be fine!~
If you aren’t as interested in him as he thought, though, it would be a different story. Although they like a challenge when presented one, if darling seems adamant that they’re not interested; via sass and talking back...well…you better be prepared. He’ll do anything…ANYTHING, to get you to submit to them. He treats it as a little tease at first, but when it keeps happening every time he see’s you, well, they’re gonna take matters into their own hands to…fix…your attitude. They like that you’re confident and the fact that you seem to know how you should get treated, but it’s Julian that gets to decide when it becomes too much.
“Darling…it’ll only hurt for a little bit, alright? I’d NEVER, EVER do ANYTHING to hurt you…this is all out of love, can’t you see?…” he says gingerly as they tighten the restraints they had on you. They continue on, “But you have to change that attitude of yours…I have to change that attitude of yours…yeah? I hope you understand…”
Yeah…man likes to contradict himself- like- a lot 😭 (Best of luck to you, Darling)
But overall, they’re happy to know that you’ll be submissive to them and only them 🤭
oh that's fun, one of the reasons I stopped drinking was due to being the ultimate light weight... so I'd probably fall for that trap. hook, line and sinker.
but yea, I love this funky lil' dude
(a lot of people are lil' next to me, cuz I'm 6'2 or in rational measurements 188cm)
Julian would DEFINITELY be stepping on crates, boxes, stools, anything they’d find to be at least as tall as you. He likes having control over the convo, and being “pretty short for a guy” doesn’t help his situation. But they WOULD take advantage of your inability to handle large amounts of alcohol…he won’t be too mean about it, promise <3
You know, I neber thought I needed a barrender Yan in my life, but Julian really makes me happy, which is wierd cuz I activly don't drink, the only way for me to theoretically meet him is just following my drunk friends when they're bar hopping
HII ALICEEEEEE!!
Huh. 🤔 If you DO meet him while bar hopping, I feel like he’d do anything in his power to get your group (or preferably you) to stay with him. Especially with your friends drunk, he doesn’t trust that you’ll make it home safely.
He’ll probably try to convince you to have a lil drink…one of his favourites! He exclaims, as he pours the colourful drink into a tall glass, finishing it off with a garnish. He does this so you get a bit tipsy, not realizing that no one else is in the bar anymore. Then he can slip something in your last drink and hopefully get the both of you out of there. Although, if you’re adamant about not drinking, he’ll call a cab for you and your friends. He’ll “accidentally” forget to call you one, though, and seeing there’s no more seats in the cab; he proposes to take you home himself. It seems to be a proposal filled with genuine heartfelt concern, what’s the worst that could happen? :)
Hii! I’ve been pretty good, I also got a full time job for the summer, so it’s also been pretty busy on my end. Hopefully you don’t mind some extra thoughts in your inbox, lol- I’m hoping to send some in 🤔
I’m glad that things are going well for you though! Sending lots of love your way! 💕 <3(/p)
Heyy! My day’s going pretty well! Hoping to finish Julian’s nsfw alphabet, also going out with a few friends later ^^ Keep an eye out for a lil Julian drabble too~ How ‘bout you? 🫶
MOOOOODIEEEEEEEEEEE I DIDN’T SEE YOUR NEW JULIAN POST UNTIL TODAY ITS SO GOOD they and I can be depressed ~together~ 😌🫶
Hope it isn’t too weird to say that I want to sit in the bath with them and gently wash his hair, and make him food and— and— 😭🥰
So I’m doing good today!! Ate well with the Julian alphabet, and also got a new job (more retail)!! How are you doing today~? 🫶
HIII THANK YOU THANK YOU- Retail’s so cool, I’m just a boring ass barista 😭😭 My day was pretty good 🫶 (Apologies, idk why this came out so angsty 😭😭)
No need to feel bad, I totally understand where you’re coming from. I feel like they’d feel conflicted about the whole thing. On one hand, you’re his darling! And they want you to be happy, and this whole thing is really adorable and sweet and it makes him feel fuzzy inside. On the other hand, they feel like they don’t deserve your love and attention, think they should be the one taking care of you. They’ll let you, but will mutter caring phrases of protest along the way– “Nooo…it’s alright- are you sure?” “Darling…you don’t have to…” “:(“.
The bathing thing though, it’s really gonna set him off (in the best way possible). They’ll start blushing, partly out of embarrassment, but also from feeling so vulnerable in front of you. They’re not used to being cared for like this, always getting the bare minimum from their emotionally unavailable parents. So you cooking, smiling, and caring for him really tugs at their heart strings. (Also please hug them, poor baby is so touch starved 😭) Yes, SPOIL HIM LIKE A BABY, PLEASE. They deserve it 🫶
