hi! i was wondering if i could get male yandere matchup?
general info: / 19 / she/her / enfp / 7w8 /
appearance: i have vintage, old hollywood type of beauty. i'm 6'2 and taller than most of my friends. i have shaggy golden blonde thick curls. i never cut my hair, so it's very long. when i'm in good mood i braid them and decorate with flowers and ribbons, when i'm feeling more wild i don't tie them. my body shape is slim thick hourglass. my skin is very pale, delicate and very susceptible to cuts and bruises. i have doe amber eyes. my hands are skinny with long fingers.
style: i'm just like david bowie, i can't choose one aesthetic. and i love fancy clothes. i tend to mix whimsigoth and elegant gothic lolita, i'm all about puffy frilly dresses with bows and lace, colorful tights and pretty shoes. i love wearing weird shaped rings, earrings, brooches. my favorites are the insect or hand shaped and art nouveau ones. my friends call my style sparklegothic.
personality: i'm light-hearted and fun to be around i'm positive and upbeat person, i try to see the bright side in most situations. i'm friendly, cheerful and bubbly, and i find satisfaction in life's simplest gifts. i don't take any nonsense and i'm not afraid to stand up to anyone who gets on my bad side. i'm very ambitious, enthusiastic and i like making friends. i love adventures, exploring and enjoying the nature. i'm workaholic and i overwork myself a lot, which would be even funny, if only i didn't end up in hospital every now and then because of this. i'm also very stubborn, nothing can change my mind. i'm delicate and sweet, i treat everyone politely and with respect. i'm always calm, nothing can throw me off balance and i'm very good with children. i really like kids in general and i'm very motherly to them♡ i have a strong sense of duty and i'm very loyal and protective to my loved ones. i have morbid, dark and sharp sense of humor. i give cryptic advices and tend to be uncannily wise and cunning when you least expect it. i just do my own thing, and easily enjoy myself wherever i go, which others usually find very mysterious.
☆ ballet. i train ballet dancing since i was 3, this strongly influenced my personality and is important part of my life. whether i'm dancing for myself, just because i feel like that or i'm performing for audience, it brings me great amount of joy.
☆ playing on instruments and singing. i can play on violin, cello, piano, guitar, saxophone, harp, trumpet, drums and balalaika. i like to compose my own songs, sometimes they are full of emotion ballads that i put my whole heart into, and sometimes they are lullabys or silly little chants about most random things. my friends say that if i was a part of dnd campain, i'd be a bard.
☆ archery, fencing, horse riding and survival. quite unusual, but i train and practice them since i was very young, so they are as natural to me as the ability to read or write and they bring me a lot of joy.
☆ herbalism, kinda connected with survival, and gardening. i know herbal medicine, i make my own infusions and tinctures. i work in garden a lot, i grow flowers, vegetables and herbs. my whole house is filled with different kinds of plants, and some of rooms look more like a jungle than an actual room.
☆ cooking and baking. i learn new recipes whenever i have the opportunity. my favorite things to bake are bread and cookies, i love shaping and decorating them in different ways. i also pick mushrooms and dry or pickle them.
☆ learning. about world and universe or learning new skills. i'm deeply fascinated by space and oceans, they're still unknown to humanity, learning about them makes me sigh in wonder and admiration. i also love nature, i could spend days wandering in forests, observing and learning about animals, insects, plants.
☆ sewing, knitting, embroidery, doll making. i sew most of my clothes and i enjoy making amigurumi and plushies for my friends and family. i also love making dolls, puppets, marionettes. wooden, porcelain, rag, basically every type. i organize puppet theaters, sometimes i give my works as gifts to my loved ones.
☆ any kind of art actually. i like to learn about artists and their work, and i like to try different types of art. sculpting, painting, ceramics, photography, filmmaking, i adore them all.
love language: when it comes to giving, it's all five of them and more, because i love showing my feelings in different ways. i'm gomez addams type of lover. when it comes to recieving... i have no idea
my type: i don't think I have one. there aren’t any traits i like or dislike in someone. i'm just fascinated and infatuated with complexity of people, mostly because i see people as collection of stories an experiences, as mosaics, so i guess that as long someone isn't completely vile, we're good
likes: plants, animals, philosophy, thanatology, anything macabre, morbid, disturbing and creepy, horror media, literature, serial killers, insects and bugs, witchcraft, classical and goth music, classical and gothic literature, history, forensics, criminology, anthropology, psychology, mythology, books
☆ my hands are always cold
☆ animals always gravitate towards me
☆ i treat injured animals, i have a special home clinic for them. very often they stay with me permanently
☆ my favorite patterns that i always put on clothes are flowers, stars, skulls and bones
☆ my friends believe that i'm a witch
☆ when i was a kid i was obsessing over fantasy creatures (i'm still obsessed though) and always hoped to marry one
☆ i always wear locket with photo of my loved ones near my heart, so that they'll always can be with me ♡
i hope it's not too long or confusing!
thank you so much for even reading this! (◍•ᴗ•◍)♡
Of course, lovely~! Thank you for the ask! Your match, by and far, is Erik <3
Your aesthetic, darkness and frills and flowers, refined yet wild in turn, immediately catches his eye. It’s unique, artistic. If he had any talent with a brush, he’d craft you a portrait. The thought perturbs and flusters him, of course, but they think they can brush you off, to avoid those feelings.
But the aching warmth in their chest only grows when they see your passion and talent for music, the athleticism in your dancing and archery, the precision of sewing and puppetry, the kindness in tending to wounded animals— if he doesn’t catch himself, they may find himself briefly, embarrassedly wishing to be one them— the intellectual drive you have that pushes you to understand others and the world around you. It’s too much— Erik can’t help but fall deeply, maddeningly in love.
