— baby im no good —

❝i thought of angels, choking on their h a l o s. get them drunk on rose water, see how d i r t y i can get them.❞

[frckelena-deactivated20150805]

It’s better that way for some of us. Having the risk of letting someone else just hurts to think about and being lonely with a few people that really do know you is better than none. I know you didn’t mean it, I just haven’t completely gotten over what happened between us. We ended on the worse terms anyone could of. — Do what? Try to tell the truth about you. Don’t ever say that about yourself. You’re one of the most amazing people I’ve met. — You couldn’t be fuck up to anyone, Haven, and don’t think about yourself in the way please… I’m right about you, Have. You just have to open your eyes and start to believe it slowly yourself.

[havenwtf]

You mean it's better that way for you? Maybe I did mean it. Thanks for the refresher but I'm well aware about how we ended, El. But it's not the truth! Its your version of it, the way you see me. Have you ever wondered that maybe we never really knew each other? We know the versions of each other we've constricted and in your version I'm not seriously messed up. Maybe that's why we couldn't--didn't--work. Please don't tell me me things like that...please don;t make this worse. Oh, I couldn't be a fuck up to anyone? Tell that to my parents. Or anybody in my life that's ever gotten close enough to me. Just-- you're not my therapist and you sure as hell aren't my boyfriend anymore so your pseudo self realization advice is not welcome. 

[woodxander-deactivated20170622]

"Because I know how much you like the sound of my voice princess, is that a promise?"He said raising his eyebrow and smirked, he found her way hotter when she snapped back with insults and looked annoyed with him. He almost forgot what it was that was so bad about the blonde, that was until she opened her mouth. Feeling her shove him he grabbed her and pulled her into close, raising an eyebrow he stopped just inches from her lips and ran his fingers down her body. "My room now." He said deeply not giving her the option to say no before he pulled her in crashing his lips against hers roughly.

[havenwtf]

"Consider it a warning." she exhaled, shooting him a glare filled to the brim with obvious diastase. Havens hands grabbed onto his collar roughly when he pulled her towards him, not shoving him away this time. She was growing a bit impatient as he hovered above her, snaking her arms around his neck to speed up the process, relieved to finally release the growing frustration and anger when he crashed his lips against hers. She tugged him towards his dorm door forcefully, the actions almost robotic because of the familiarity, her lips working against his just as rough. 

[frckelena-deactivated20150805]

The closer the people are, the bigger chance they have hurting you. I didn’t want to bother anyone and why would I interrupt a perfectly fine cause. I had a hunch I wouldn’t die from chocking on popcorn in the first place… Right. What would be the point anymore of worrying about someone you were with so long. — I wouldn’t have been with you the first place if I thought you only looked after yourself and not anyone else. Everyone has some ounce of good in them, and you have so much to offer that I’m afraid that you don’t even see it yourself, Haven.

[havenwtf]

If you never open up to anybody you're just pushing people away. I think being lonely hurts a lot more than taking that risk of letting someone in. I didn't mean it like that...It sounds a lot worse when you say it like that. Elliot, stop. You always do this-- this light at the end of the tunnel, rose colored glass bullshit. You cant say stuff like that to me, it messes with my head. I feel like such a fuck-up compared to you, you know that? And the fact that you don't see me like that makes it worse-- because then I start to believe that you could be right. But you're not right, not about me. And the realization gets worse each time. 

[sketchcrisis]

Oh please do— enlighten me.

[havenwtf]

Nah, you look like you'd enjoy that too much and I can't have you dangling two things over my head. 

[yuhbrody-deactivated20151101]

No, because I’m not as narcissistic as you are.

[havenwtf]

Your attempts at insulting me are as pathetic as they are amusing. 

[woodxander-deactivated20170622]

"Right right, so you don't slap me, I don't grab you, give you the best kiss of your life, you don't push me against the wall kiss me, and we don't have hot sex. Oh wait we do, then you leave in the morning and the routine begins again princess." He said winking before grabbing her ass, he knew exactly what buttons to push and when to push them. As annoying as she was she did know her way around the bedroom and at least when they were sleeping together she was too busy to talk let alone annoy him.

[havenwtf]

"Why do you never know when to stop talking? Call me princess again and I'll do worse than slap you." She practically growled, her blue eyes rolling in frustration. It was one thing for her to admit she was sleeping with him in the first place, let alone another to hear him arrogantly talk about it because he knew it annoyed her. Haven jerked away from his grasp, shoving him a bit. 

[thespxtfire-blog]

"…Should I be scared?"

[havenwtf]

"Definitely." 

[srslynatalia]

You can say that again. It happened to me once, but luckily I was able to play it off like nothing happened. Boys talk more than we do at this point in our lives.

[havenwtf]

Oh? Interesting.  Tell me about it, it's so annoying really. 

[thespxtfire-blog]

"Yeah, erm. Sure. I don’t know, actually. And I guess that depends."

[havenwtf]

"Alright, if you're really looking to loosen up, come to a party with me." 

[srslynatalia]

I speculated that much, but I couldn’t be too sure. After all this time, the truth has finally come out. Never again will I trust the mysterious bad boy figure at charity events, because he will in fact, kiss and tell.

[havenwtf]

Oh please, he'll kiss and tell all his friends and by the next morning everyone at school's gonna know. Guys are predictable, really. 

[thespxtfire-blog]

"Sorry, sorry. Okay…I just get worried sometimes. But I’ll keep it to myself…live how exactly?”

[havenwtf]

"It's fine, Z. I uh, appreciate it. Wait-- is this you asking for suggestions on how to spice up your life? Are you planning on going through with them? 

[srslynatalia]

Alright, since you’re the expert, I have a question to ask. Do people kiss and tell? I need to know if the whole “I don’t kiss and tell” thing is fact or myth.

[havenwtf]

Please, people cant keep their mouth shuts. Sometimes I wish they would kiss and not tell. 

[woodxander-deactivated20170622]

"I'm sure if you just dress the way you dress already they'll buy you drinks all night in hopes your dress will be be on their floor before the nights over. Poor guy didn't realize the easy way to get sex from you is to distract you with something shiny." He said rolling his eyes at the blonde, sure she was hot as hell but she also bugged the shit out of him.

[havenwtf]

Haven clenched her jaw, resisting the urge to slap the raven haired boy in front of her. While she knew most people found him charming, the girl could hardly stand his presence for more than a few seconds without growing aggravated, that is, if he was talking. "That just makes them even bigger imbeciles that I can easily manipulate. Something shiny, wow, I'm so offended. Don't even act like you have a clue about the easiest way to get sex from me." 

[srslynatalia]

Now, that’s something I’ll never need to know, but I do find it rather interesting. How do you find the time to figure these things out?

[havenwtf]

You'd be amazed what one can learn when talking to the right people at charity balls and cotillions. High society's got lots of dirty tricks when it comes to the right way to party. 

[thespxtfire-blog]

"You should really be more careful, Haven."

[havenwtf]

Thanks for the advice, mom. Really Zora I'll be fine, live a little.

[sketchcrisis]

Oh come on you’re not going to reject all my great things, I mean what do you have to offer?

[havenwtf]

My trust fund, for starters. Shall I go on?

[havenwtf]

Turns out if you bet guys that you can drink them under the table they'll pay for your drinks all night until they pass out. Not like I need free drinks, but what idiots. I don't know if I should be proud I've got this down to a science, but it's happening anyway.