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Kyle owns a lot of stuff, but it was scattered throughout his apartment. Paint stains on the carpet, and hunt of the splatter on his walls. He keeps meaning to fix it, but always tells himself that it gives the place character. It was never good for bringing someone home, but this was CONNOR. He knows how he lives, and it wasnāt like he expects anything more out of him. He was so happy to just be here in this moment.
āIf youāre lucky, and Iāll tell you right now that you definitely are.ā Kyle says with a grin as he gives the other hand a squeeze. Ā Once their orders were in heās happy to turn his attention back to Connor after talking to their waitress. āIāve been good, you know the universe always needs saving. I did have this one rough year, but thatās okay. My moms still doinā good, still askinā about you sometimes. How have you been? I want to know everything.ā
Itās another thing to admire, the easy and blunt honesty that offsets any nerves that might otherwise linger. Connor laughs fondly, but in all actuality heās just... content doesnāt do the feeling justice, happier than heās been in a long while might just do it. There are fond memories of being in Kyleās private space, and while there might be a mess or clutter to it, the place always felt more like a home than Connor had ever managed in his own.Ā āIām really getting all the luck today. Youāre sure I canāt share some of it with you?ā
It might be a public space, but it still feels... comfortable here, enough to talk about private matters despite the people around them. It certainly feels private anyway, the hand in his and mention of Kyleās mom, a woman he unfortunately never had the chance to meet before everything changed.Ā āYeah? Iām kind of curious what you told her, but... iād like to meet her sometime if thatās still on offer? I donāt mind answering some questions. Though I do wanna hear about that year, when youāre ready.ā An assuring squeeze is given, to Kyle and a little boost of morale to himself as he thinks on how to summarise the time in separation.Ā āIāve hadā kind of a mixed bag? Iām not sure what everyoneās told you, but uh... Rough couple months back at the ashram, got to grips with the gaps and the new grip. Youād have lovedĀ Master Jansenās face first time I broke a doorknob.ā













