PRETTY / ODD *

KING of the CLOUDS.Fandomless original character roleplay. Please read GUIDELINES & ABOUT pages before interacting. Penned by RONNIE.

[hawkinsnoah]

Sometimes you don’t get blocked because the person blocking you is “petty”. Sometimes you get blocked because the person blocking you just doesn’t like you or want to deal with you lmao

[hawkinsnoah]

Kinda want to come back to tumblr because I just feel so unwanted everywhere else but bringing this character back with this fc in this climate scares the shit out of me

[conventionlweapons]

Mortal kings are ruling castles Welcome to my world of fun Liars settle into sockets Flip the switch and watch them run

[hawkinsnoah]

Noah is being very loud and needs some threads and some love.  Any takers? 

[hawkinsnoah]

noah needs more friends. real friends. 

[hawkinsnoah]

Pls

[blainewarblcr]

        sing it out as HARD AS YOU CAN make ‘em HEAR YOU from LA to Japan                  DON’T LET ‘EM BRING YOU DOWN!

[hawkinsnoah]

alexa play platypus ( i hate you ) 

It’s funny, I don’t think I ever really understood what ‘gaslighting’ meant completely. like i was aware of it but I didn’t completely understand it and I guess that’s always the case; you don’t COMPLETELY understand something until you’ve gone through it.   So, I sent some screenshots of a full conversation I had to someone and they said the other person’s responses were classic gaslighting responses. I looked a little more into it and examples included “Why are you making things up?”, “Why do you keep saying things like this?” and “It’s all in your head.” or “You’re imagining things.”  And it’s funny how it hit me that at least 3 of those statements were said to me by this person. The words ‘It’s in your head’ were said to me on several occasions, or they were like “It’s just your anxiety disorder talking.”  It’s not okay to make someone question their own sanity. It’s not okay to just dismiss how someone feels and blame it on mental health. If you’re in a group of people and someone feels left out, it doesn’t mean it’s not happening just because you don’t feel left out. Surely the appropriate response is “What can we do to make you feel more involved?” rather than “It’s all in your head, it’s your anxiety talking.” ??? JUST A THOUGHT.

Things that also happened:  Them: I was adding character I didn’t want bc they asked me to and I wanted to make people happy but I hated having to do it. Me: I was adding characters I thought would fit into your bubble of roleplay to try and get more interactions.  Them: Maybe you were trying too hard then. Trying to squeeze into something that’s already established never ends well.  (So basically what you’re saying my accusation of bubble roleplaying is 'all in my head’ but in the same breath, you’re telling me only the four of you are allowed to interact within that narrative and nobody else is allowed to ‘squeeze in’? And me adding characters that might work with yours is ‘trying too hard’, but the four of you are constantly adding new characters specifically for interactions with each other? Okay...) Them: I spoke to someone else on our group bc you gave me anxiety with your message telling me you felt left out. Me: I’ve been speaking to someone outside of the group about how the whole group gives me anxiety because my requests for interactions go ignored and whenever my character contributes to a conversation, everyone else seems to stop talking suddenly. Them: That’s really shitty! I don’t know who you’ve spoken to so I can’t give my side of the story!!  Me: *gets called manipulative because I said people within an RPG should be able to go to their admins with issues they’re having within the RPG without them being like ‘you’re making me anxious, you’re making all this up, it’s your anxiety telling you this. you’re the problem and I pointed out that I actually acknowledged and apologized for my behavior and for making them anxious when it wasn’t my intention* Them: Thanks for making me cry. I hope you find what makes you happy because clearly that’s not me.

[hawkinsnoah]

A picture of mun and muse together 🥰

[goldendaysz]

[gaycommunistcowboy]

What a fucking hottie.

[drcwninglcssons]

A moment you’ll never remember And a night you’ll never forget

[hawkinsnoah]

[hawkinsnoah]

[hawkinsnoah]

I’m going to make a new wire account for Noah because I got a new phone and I don’t know my log ins

[hawkinsnoah]

noah needs more friends. real friends. 

[hawkinsnoah]

It sucks to be uncomfortable in an environment and feel like you can’t tell anyone about your discomfort because it just feels so... cliquey?

[hawkinsnoah]

some canons that have hatched since being off this blog for 7483 months - Noah has synesthesia; he can see sounds and certain words or numbers have colors too. - If he decides to have children, he’s going to eventually discover that his sperm count is below average and he may never be able to successfully conceive naturally.