xander

punk from sweden who likes to draw... instagram: @xanderdesade

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new mascot sheet buh boing

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i watched ratched lately can u tell… // started as some outfit meme but ended up a comic scenario thing with orchard & morten…

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meet the artist 2020 x_x

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continuing to reblog a bit, haven't been on this acc in a bit

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vengabus meme because i snapped… vengaboys reposted this on their instagram story <3

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my dear Orchard, based on a piece by Kaneoya Sachiko

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my characters Orchard and Grípr in a DG album redraw :’P

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repostin' time

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ME & MY STUFF

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i posted a few drawings i've made lately, too! goodbye on here...

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i had to start over on a brand new blog. tumblr isn’t letting me log into the correct account, even though i know i have the correct email, etc. i’ve tried in every way i could, but won’t bother to contact support, i don’t really want my account back. instead, i saw it as an opportunity to start over with a new feed since my aesthetics have changed a bit and my art has become more neon & dark. it’ll be nice, i think. i had to start over on instagram as well, neither platform is having me lately

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a little update, i've moved blogs & will be posting on here now.

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is anyone else having issues posting ooor?

whenever i click the photo upload the "error loading forms - hmm. this doesn't seem to be working. please try again?" error message pops up.

i also can't log into my tumblr account on another browser or on my ipad, it keeps loading an old account, even though i changed the email in my settings. i'm so confused :(

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2016 in a nutshell

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I can’t believe I’m reblogging this three months later with entirely new context

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I love how many notes this has

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Bringing this back for 2020 :)))))

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plastic love and mariya takeuchi appreciation post

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hope this isnt too personal! What's it like growing up asexual? I've always heard about other lgbt's realizations but i've never heard anything about asexuals'

it’s all good! lowkey nsfw, i suppose i grew up with crushes on all sorts of people, til this day, tbh though, i always felt put off and a bit grossed out by... stuff, i considered myself bisexual. i forced myself to be with others, in and outside of relationships. i suffered through and tried to fit in and be ‘normal’ until i recently realized that it isn’t working or changing my mind and i need to stop trying to fit in. it’s only scaring me away more.  i thought for the longest time that i hadn’t met the one - but even with the one person i really clicked with and felt comfortable in every other way, it didn’t feel right. always thought asexuality was some myth, that ace people just “hadn’t met the right person”, that they just didn’t have experience, i was that guy - now i realize i’ve been feeling the same as them this entire time. clowned myself. reading up on other asexual people’s experiences, i can totally relate. i didn’t even know there were people with the same exact experiences out there. i’m glad i found a term that fits me, and met people who relate. it’s so easy when you find yourself & others to talk to :’D

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himbo had to update his reference sheet since i fucked up twice in the last one lmao 

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boyfriends

little meme inspired by the money store album by dg lol

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i’m not dead

i’m on a tiny hiatus for now, i’m still gonna upload when possible but i haven’t had much time to draw lately. currently spending time at my uncle’s & resting a bit. today i got inked and made progress on my very slow coming sleeve. got all day tomorrow to just stay at his house and draw, so that’s quite nice. 

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hungry…

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A community for collaborative character creation and trading, worldbuilding and roleplay.

i made a page for Orchard with all the information & backstory so far, which i’ll ofc keep updating...