I know this ain't true but.. You ever feel like there's nothing more for you here, in this life? In some aspects, things are a lot like that right now. My 'friends' all fucking bore me, school is pointless, my parents have been constantly ridiculing and belittling me over both stupid and really sensitive shit, it seems like nothing I do will right my wrongs. Eternal damnation is my destiny. On the up side, music and visual art have been extremely therapeutic. I have no shortage of motivation and creativity there, but sometimes I lack stamina. that's a big problem. A tune isn't a tune until it's finished. I haven't recorded much at all, but focusing on playing is what I want right now. Performing has been a thrill, my friend and I played for my school yesterday - we killed it! Grrls is also going well, we're playing bigger realer shows. I might be getting a banjo and/or a drum kit for my birthday, so that's really pushing me forward. I'm excited to live in San Francisco, the city I've loved since childhood. Ventura is the most beautiful place I've ever known, but there's nothing more for me here.