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(191009) Baekhyun on The Ellen Show 

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allurefm·:

            𝐓𝐎  𝐁𝐄  𝐀𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐄  𝐖𝐀𝐒  𝐍𝐎𝐓  𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓  𝐇𝐀𝐃  𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐍  𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍  𝐈𝐍  𝐓𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐘’𝐒  𝐃𝐍𝐀  ,  𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘  𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐍’𝐓  𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐃  𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐍  𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐑  𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒  ,  𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓  𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐘  𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓  𝐎𝐍  𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌  .  for  all  their  life  ,  they  questioned  whether  they  were  capable  of  loving  another  or  even  going  so  far  as  to  care  about  a  person  .  at  their  age  ,  they  hadn’t  felt  the  thrumming  in  their  chest  ,  the  stumbling  over  words  or  the  butterflies  associated  with  ROMANCE  .  they  only  knew  the  things  they  wanted  &  they  took  them  freely  without  any  regret  or  consequence  .  breaking  hearts  had  almost  become  a  hobby  of  theirs  by  now  .  not  to  say  that  they  weren’t  curious  about  the  act  of  love  ,  because  they  were  .

            as  they  placed  their  order  ,  their  eyes  scanned  the  area  in  an  attempt  to  find  hayden  ,  their  oldest  friend  ,  someone  they  had  known  all  their  life  .  a  normal  person  wouldn’t  dare  to  tread  across  such  well-established  boundaries  ,  but  tommy  had  never  been  that  person  ,  preferring  to  shake  up  what  little  normalcy  they  knew  .  thus  starting  a  domino  effect  of  what  could  be  considered  ❛  PRACTICE  ❜  ,  an  attempt  at  giving  a  person  what  they  wanted  ,  just  to  see  if  it  was  possible  to  make  them  happy  .  who  better  to  test  it  on  than  their  best  friend  ?  the  fact  that  hayden  was  gorgeous  wasn’t  lost  on  tommy  either  .  with  their  own  order  ,  along  with  hayden’s  usual  &  an  extra  pastry  ,  they  sat  down  across  from  him  ,  trying  to  snap  him  out  of  whatever  daze  he  was  in  .  ❝  hey  !!!  you  awake  in  there  ?  ❞  they  offered  with  an  airy  bout  of  laughter  ,  ❝  i  got  you  your  ice  coffee  &  something  to  eat  .  yes  ,  i’m  wonderful  &  i’m  waiting  for  you  to  PRAISE  me  .  ❞

      it didn’t take too long for hayden to come to. he sat up straight, blushing. “sorry about that, i’m just having a hard time on this commission and it’s stressing me out.” the currently pink haired artist looked from the other’s eyes to the coffee and pastry on the table. “that’s so nice of you, tommy,” hayden sends tommy a warm smile, grabbing the cup and using his straw from his previous drink, sticking it in. he took a sip. just the way he likes it. hayden couldn’t hide the pink fading onto his cheeks. he was embarrassed. his best friend remembered his coffee order. he has never had anyone remember anything about him like that. 

    hayden grabbed the pastry, closing his tablet for a little bit, his full attention on them. “So, tommy, what’s been new with you lately?? i haven’t been able to talk to you very much,” god, was he pouting? “have you been well? do i need to hurt anyone?” he hums as he takes another sip. god it was so good, thank goodness tommy knew how he liked it because otherwise, hayden wouldn’t have the courage to tell his best friend that he didn’t want to drink it. 

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sunnyhvang·:

            sunny waved a hand in front of her as if to dismiss his apology.    “ oh, don’t worry about it! i just asked if you had — ”    then he handed her a napkin, and she grinned before taking it.    “ yep, that’s exactly what i was hoping you could help me with! thanks so much! ”    she glanced at the table while she began to wipe her hand, and a gasp escaped her when she realized what the other was doing. she instantly sat at the free chair, the fact that he was technically a stranger the furthest thing from her mind.    “ you’re an artist too? that’s so cool! what are you working on? i’ve never actually had the chance to use a drawing pen — though i guess all pens can be drawing pens if you try hard enough — or anything high tech like that ; would you say it’s easier or harder than more classical mediums? ”

       he chuckles and waves a hand. it really wasn’t a big deal. hayden moved to grab his earbud again before he noticed her moving to sit in the empty seat across from him. jesus. it was too early in his week for this much human interaction. he nods his head not making any noise until she finished speaking. man, this girl can talk alot? did she just have a lot of sugar or was that just how she was? hayden took a breath before responding. “Yes, I am struggling, as most artists. i am working on a commission from a company. it’s really easy honestly. I think it’s harder to learn how to use, but easier in the long run. like when you’re painting on an actual canvas... you can’t erase as easily as you can digitally.” He responds simply, maintaining eye contact. that was an accomplishment for Hayden, he was awful at keeping eye contact with people who are excited and he isn’t.

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⊳  childhood bffs, art buddies

     hayden was meeting up with one of his longest friends. the two make sure to hang out every once in a while to keep their friendship kicking. most of the time, the two are just sitting in deja brew just doing their own thing but enjoying each other’s company and talking. today was one of those days. lately he had noticed that tommy was a bit strange around him. their actions were a little more.... affectionate?? that was strange coming from them. especially of the stories he’s heard about tommy being not being very... attentive ? hayden decided that he wouldn’t bring it up today, he didn’t need to. if his friend wanted to give him attention, he didn’t mind. the artist pulled out his tablet. he was sat at a table by the window, iced coffee on the left side of the tablet.

       he was currently working on a piece that reflected the negatives and the positives of the society we live in. hayden had a hard time, was the world we live in good at all?? he decided to put a pause on the piece when he heard a few women fawning over someone who just walked in. he glanced up before realizing it was just tommy and he tilted his head back down to look at the drawing. he knew that tommy would find him after they had placed their order. once he realized he couldn’t think of anything, he ended up staring at them. it brought him back to high school. they were his awakening of realizing that he sure as hell isn’t straight. did he ever tell them?? hell no. will he ever? most likely not. that is a secret that must be kept. he didn’t realize he was lost in a train of thought, staring off at the tall figure walking towards him. 

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Baekhyun Baekhyunnie

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sunnyhvang·:

˗ˏˋ open to everyone.

            it’s not very often that sunny gets the chance to use her oil paints in public — she uses watercolors often enough, and pencil and pen are her near constant companions, but oils require quite a bit more set up, so she usually keeps them at home ( the fact that they’re spread out who knows where in her room may or may not help with that decision ). today, however, she had an entirely free afternoon, and had decided to try and capture the interior of one of her favorite places in the city, the deja brew! she’d been sitting at a table near a window for some time now, the picture on her canvas slowly but surely becoming recognizable as the scene in front of her. a strand of hair escaped from the haphazard arrangement on the top of her head, and she pushed it back — only to realize that the paint which covered her hand was now also on her hair. a quiet    “ oh, gosh, ”    escaped her as she reached for a napkin, only to realize that she’d used the last one on her table not five minutes ago to correct some shading. she blew upwards, trying to get the currently blue strand of hair away from her eyes, then turned to the occupant of the table nearest to her own, a sheepish grin on her face.    “ excuse me ; i’m sorry to disturb, but do you happen to have any extra napkins? i used all of mine. ”

           hayden was working on a piece, the deadline was next week and he had no clue what he would be drawing. he had been sketching and sketching, being unable to find the character design that really spoke to him. why was it so hard to just be a good artist? the constant flipping between layers and changes in the opacity, why isn’t this character turning out correctly. he had decided to take a little break from his piece to appreciate his coffee, setting his drawing pen down and grabbing his cup, sipping from his straw, looking out of the window at the people walking by. 

           It was starting to get cooler and you could tell by the color palette of the people walking by. the neutral browns, oranges, and mustard yellows. he was excited for this time of year. he was pulled out of his trance of the colors to a woman’s voice, his head snapping towards her, pulling an earbud out, eyebrows raised. “I’m sorry, what was that? I didn’t hear you, i had my earbuds in,” he said quietly. hayden’s eyes immediately caught the paint in her hair, laughing a little, cute. he grabbed one of his napkins, handing it to her. “is this what you needed? i can tell,” 

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      hey everyone !! my name is cal and i present you my baby hayden ! he is a digital artist who is struggling to get a job. he is very friendly but tends to be very introverted, you can find out a little bit more about him below, please like this and i’ll hit you up for some plotting !! 

      Hayden was born and raised in LA. He was born to Korean family whom had just moved to America. Many may know him by his name that he was born with, which was YuKyung before he changed it on his 21st birthday. His family only really knew Korean and a little bit of English to get them by. Of course, though, Hayden was enrolled in the American school system, so he was able to learn English quickly. He quickly became bilingual, English at school and Korean at home.  Hayden excelled in school. From Kindergarten to his last year in high school he passed with flying colors. Although he was excellent academically, that wasn’t what he wanted to do with his life. He wanted to be an artist. His parents could see that from him when he was a child. He was always drawing and painting something. Hayden took a lot of art classes as a student, fueling his fire to want to do art. In his Junior year of high school, he told his parents he wanted to go to art school. They weren’t very happy at first but eventually grew used to the idea of their son being an artist. He ended up going through school, passing with flying colors. College was when Hayden found the medium that he preferred for his art. He really felt that his art was better and gave off more emotion digitally. He likes how easy it was to create art that he liked.  

      Hayden was working at his parent’s restaurant throughout his entire college years, honestly, he is still working there. Hayden hasn’t quite been able to find a place that will hire him full time. He does take commissions at almost all times. He can make quite a bit of money from that. He is constantly going into places for interviews. He has been struggling to find somewhere that will give him a chance. This may be because of his lack of social skills that he had developed. He is quite an introverted person and is unable to have a long conversation with people unless it’s about art. Hayden could talk all day about art, but not himself. Ask him what he’s like? He will stutter and ask for a phone-a-friend. Hayden does have a few close friends that he met through college who were basically his social crutch. A few of them going to other schools and inviting him to come along. Forcing him to attend parties, most of these places he would go and have fun, but he could never find himself going alone. Although, now that they’re all adults, most of them have actual full-time jobs so they are unable to force him out as often.

 MORE TO COME !!

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