i want you to stay

Good news!

distract me from what, the strange filipino shows I was watching?

From searching for the phone you misplaced, Z, come on. I was watching a Filipino cooking show, it all looked so good.

Good news!

You could have just knocked on my door if you needed to get a hold of me that badly

Should I have? I didn't want to distract you.

Good news!

I found my phone, it was in my suitcase! You can all breathe easy now, I know you were concerned.

#i also really love this gif

I'm so glad you've found it, I was going out of my mind!

Got attacked by a crab.

You kidding me? I have plenty of fucking fun.

I mean lesbian fun, Giselle. Do you have plenty of lesbian fun?

I Could Use Somebody | Hayden & Craig

craigs-shaw

“Hey…” the word kind of just blurted itself out like a reflex as he noticed the droplet of water trailing down the side of her face. It caused a pain to vibrate inside the hollows of his chest and his hands wanted nothing more but to console her. With a light sigh, Craig crossed the space that was between the two of them and sat down on the left side of Hayden. His mind was definitely focused on what she said, but he didn’t want her to pity herself in front of him. This was in no means how things were supposed to be. Hayden was supposed to be happy with Matt and more importantly, she was supposed to be healthy. Questions of her fate also lingered in the darkness of his mind as he wondered what he could possibly say to comfort her. Quietly and carefully, as though he was afraid she would crumble in his hands, Craig wrapped an arm around the girl’s curvy waist and moved closer to her. However much he tried to get is mind off of it, he couldn’t but wonder if she was going to die, so he needed to be near her. With his free hand, he cupped her chin gently and slightly traced her lips with the pad of his thumb. The urge to kiss those full lips of hers were beginning to boil up inside of him.

“Listen to me,” Craig began, his normally strong voice weak with a sense of hopelessness. “You aren’t a freak, Hayden. In fact, you’re one of most beautiful women I’ve ever met.” The words remaining on his tongue he didn’t entirely believe, but he wanted to. “I’m not going to let anyone or anything hurt you.”

Hayden normally wouldn't have known how to react to Craig's behavior before, or if she were even in a different state of mind. Sometimes he had the capability to surprise her, now being the most prominent example of such. She didn't like to get close to anyone during times like this, it made her feel guilty when she shouldn't. But quietly she sat with him, comfortable as he pulled her closer and traced her lips. She resisted the urge to get closer to him, as he was doing the same. His words distracted her from the thought and made her both smile and frown in one movement of her lips. She didn't mean to be pessimistic, the thought was nice and his intentions were there but they both knew that he couldn't save her from herself. When her body started turning on itself there wasn't anything Craig could do to stop it, there were no delusions about that and she didn't want there to be. "You can't say that," she explained, shaking her head. "It'll only make you feel worse when it does happen and I don't want that. I'm okay, I'll be okay....and if not I had a good run, right?" She paused as her throat started to feel like it were constricting, her eyes watering again. In the back of her mind she didn't want Craig to see her like this, so to hide she buried her face in his shoulder for a moment, taking deep breaths to try and calm herself down. "I'd miss you," she confessed quietly after a few moments to catch her breath, looking up at him with sad eyes.

#idfk this sucks #bye

Got attacked by a crab.

Ew. You whore.

Life is too short, G. Have some fun.

Got attacked by a crab.

I know you have.

Meow.

#idek

First time in forever my ribs aren't bothering me

Trust me, I want to..it’s just a little too whirlwind isn’t it? I really don’t want one night to mess things up.

#does he know about her brain orrrrr no

Being cautious is a waste of time, but sure if you want to hold off that's fine.

First time in forever my ribs aren't bothering me

Alright, let’s do it. Is this crazy? It seems a little crazy.

You don't have to, if you think it's too crazy.

First time in forever my ribs aren't bothering me

I’m listening…where did you have in mind?

Honestly, a separate hotel room is probably the best we've got.

#that gif is sexyyyyy

First time in forever my ribs aren't bothering me

I wouldn’t have a problem with that either.

my roommate for the trip, however, might.

We could probably find another place for the night.

#not bad #(:

First time in forever my ribs aren't bothering me

What makes you so sure?

#she don't mind being honest

Because I for one wouldn't have a problem spending the night with you.

First time in forever my ribs aren't bothering me

Maybe I should, but I doubt there’s any offers on the table if you know what I mean

I'm sure there's at least one.

#haha poor zander

First time in forever my ribs aren't bothering me

I feel like I could go run a marathon now!

You should spend the night with a beautiful girl instead, if you know what I mean.

#let's flirt

Got attacked by a crab.

If you wanna eat me out, Hayden, just say so.

You know I've always wanted to.

Got attacked by a crab.

Ouch. Where? Want me to kiss it and make it all better?

#i'm so funnny

I Could Use Somebody | Hayden & Craig

craigs-shaw

He brushed past Hayden as he walked in, the smell of her hair filling his nose almost instantly. His eyes closed momentarily taking in all the memories that followed that scent. “Anytime,” he breathed, opening his eyes before turning to face her as she shut the door. As much as they fought or bickered, there was still a part of him that wanted her and he was pretty sure that feeling would always be there. “You, uh, having a rough day or something?” the boy’s green eyes wandered, trying not to look her in the face. Once upon a time he had said some horrible things about wishing her cancer would come back and now she had a brain tumor. That thought made a pit of guilt form in his stomach and he almost couldn’t bare being close to her, so he kept his distance.

“Look, I’m really sorry I’m a dick 100% of the time and I’m sorry I fucked you and Braxton up. And I’m sorry for this… for you.” his voice hung in the silence that filled the room.