Hey guys, Kayden here again with an update on whats going on in the life of me! Heres a pic of me reacting to the internet lately lol jk jk Just my twitter pic. XD Here are some topics and events and such that have been going on in my life recently. mostly involving LGBTQ issues.
Crazy Soon-to-be Girlfriend?
Well, recently i've been talking to this girl online. She's a sweet girl and we have a lot of things in common, but...I feel the crazy creeping him. See, I sent her a kissy face via IM and she sent one back. Cool, right? I'm freakin adorable. Then later, I was talking about something...i forgot what. And I brought up the fact that I barely know her. and she said "but you kissed me". W-wait a second. I've never met you, know dont know my real name (btw its not kayden), and you're getting upset because u think kissy emoticons are the same as actual kissing?! wtf?!
Well it gets a little worse, nothing horrible yet to make me run for the hills but close. Well I was talking to her last night, telling her that I came home from my D&D game early because I wasnt feeling well and it turned out i had a fever. Her response was "awww is my little kayden sick?" At first i was like "Dawwww" but now I'm like...wtf? My Little Kayden? Do I look like a pony?....Ok dont answer that. (I'm a Brony, So sue me) Maybe I'm being a bitch, but I've been talking to her maybe a total of ...a week at the longest?And I dont talk to her everyday, mind you. But still. And im not sure how to tell her to slowdown with out being a total bitch about it, cuz when I try to be nice, she doesnt seem to get it.
No Seriously, Closets are for Clothing!
Anyway, Lets move on from my lack of love life. Coming out recently has been a trip. My brother pretty much knew already so that wasnt that big of a deal. In the past I have dated guys, my most recent ex being male. Well apperently he didnt know, cuz he asked me "so, are you going full lesbian now?" I sighed and told him that yes, I am lesbian. And that I still loved him, that he was my best friend. but Im just not attracted to him. And he was cool with it. Apperently the reason he hadnt moved on yet was because he didnt know if we were getting back together or not. Lol
As for my other friends, they were cool with it. Everyone of them, actually. But that's to be expected since on of my better friends is trans. .My stepfather...well we think he may be guy since he watches gay porn all the time...dont ask The main problems are my mother and my grandfather. Im really nervous. My mom, only because i know she's ganna tell me I'm stupid and that I hang out with two many weird people. And totally blow me off...as usual. She never takes me serious about anything. My grandfather...i doubt I'mma tell him cuz i doubt he'll care and I'll just wait to see if it'll come up in conversation or something. Any Advice on getting my mother to take me seriously thought?
The Clothes Make the ...Woman?
Sunday we went to Great Lakes Crossing, a large mall in Auburn Hills. By we I mean my mother, brother, and I. We had fun and such. However, when we went into the Eddie Bauer store, I saw these awesome brightly colored plaid tops in the mens sections. I loved them and asked my family what they thought...their responce was my mother demanding we leave the store...*sigh* Ok, so I wear mens clothing. I've been doing that for a while. I have a manly haircut...kinda... and I dont ask like a girlygirl. OMG Mother deal with it!!!! I borrow my brothers clothing! I wear men's shoes, clothing, jackets, etc. Why is this such a problem for her? Probably because I havent come out to her yet but still...Oh well we will see how things go.
Recently, I checked out this band I learned about from Everyoneisgay.com. Tegan and Sara is the group, and I didnt realize that I loved one or two of their songs already, Just didnt know it was them. So I got to thinking, are there other bands like them? Well, Other then T.a.t.u. who I hear some people arent huge fans of, I found an article thingy....on AfterEllen.com listing a bunch of Gay/Gayish Music. i downloaded them and the songs are on my phone and ready to go! ...Note to self...add some Lady Gaga cuz I love her. Link Below!!
http://www.afterellen.com/blog/stubbs/the-top-50-lesbian-songs-are-not-just-from-lesbians
Ok then Ladies and Germs, thats all for me. Ganna listen to some more of that much and probably play some Just Dance 4. Toodles!
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