I’m in the middle of a panic attack and literally this video itself helped lmao. My brain went from 0 to 100 real quick 😂😂 this is the most chaotic way of helping I’ve ever seen
I thought this was going to be like,,, a joke or something but like this is some solid advise.
The last time I hate a panic attack I sat down and just. ate a raw radish because I didn’t like the taste and it was crunchy. My brain stopped thinking about the panic attack and went to “why the fuck are you eating a radish” and within a minute I felt so much better
Fuck I’m at a fencing tournament and literally a minute after I reblogged this my dad told me that he talked to the point people and I’m probably going to win a medal.
I need to follow up to say I reblogged this last night, and this morning I got some of the best news of my life, like, a life dream come true news thing.
FUCK, I though it was just another lucky meme but LISTEN. Since a week ago I was waiting a phone call to confirm me if I got a job or not in my university. I reblogged this yesterday’s night “just for fun and because I don’t want any bagel to be mad with me”, and today’s afternoon, while I was losing my time as always, the professor I was supposed to work with called me and asked me for my personal information to start working with her.
pairing/s: mentions of; sanemi shinazugawa x giyuu tomioka, kyojiro rengoku x giyuu tomioka, shinobu kocho x giyuu tomioka (separately)
summary: the classic one bed troupe but most of it is platonic lmao
warning/s: ships you might not like, mentions of boobs once, not that "shippy" tbh
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{MASTERLIST}
#GYOMEI HIMEJIMA;
• it's a given that gyomei takes up all the space but honestly giyuu doesn't mind. he gets to sleep on his chest and it's quite comfortable
• he wakes up alone with gyomei saying good morning. unknowing he had to be placed back due to hanging off of gyomei when he woke up.
#TENGEN UZUI;
• giyuu was gonna keep his distance but it seems tengen was very comfortable, basically laying on top of him or yanking him in his arms.
• he woke up due to lack of air, tengen's body sprawled across his own. barely able to squeeze away before he was yanked back.
#OBANAI IGURO;
• both keep their respective distance, if giyuu so much as moves in obanai's direction he can feel a sharp glare. although kaburamaru likes to sleep in the middle so it's easier to separate the bed.
• they wake up face to face and giyuu is instantly shoved away, whilst obanai is muttering curses.
#MITSURI KANROJI;
• had to tie her hair because it kept getting in his face. could basically feel the heat coming off her face due to her blushing so much.
• woke up to mitsuri's breast in his face, instantly turning away. although giyuu enjoyed brushing each others hair when mitsuri woke up.
#MUICHIRO TOKITO;
• didn't have to ask muichiro twice, immediately clinging onto giyuu. he let him curl himself up against his chest, it felt like he was protecting his little brother.
• they forgot to tie muichiro's hair so it ended up all over the place and in a bunch of knots. took about 30 minutes to brush out carefully.
#SHINOBU KOCHO;
• oh boy, giyuu's just trying to stay on his side but all he can feel is shinobu's feet kicking his and her giggling. turning around he's met with a cheeky grin and a flick to the nose.
• wakes up to shinobu cuddling him but when giyuu confronts her about it she denies everything with a red face.
#SANEMI SHINAZUGAWA;
• empty threats are thrown as they get in bed but as soon as sanemi gets sleepy he cradles giyuu in his arms. mumbles of affirmations are dropped in.
• giyuu awakes to complaining on how his hair was in sanemi's face, he was to cold or how stiff he was.
#KYOJIRO RENGOKU;
• kyojiro has to resist the urge to wrap his arms around giyuu's waist because he doesn't want him to be uncomfortable. but he quickly brightens up as soon as giyuu shuffles closer to his warmth.
• giyuu was woken up by kyojiro randomly yelling "umai/delicious!" whilst he was having breakfast. scared him a bit but was instantly welcomed with food.
summary: how come giyuu notices the all the pining? the fond smiles?
warning/s: japanese honorifics
a/n: i know relationship worked differently in the taisho era but yk-
also the honorifics thing isn't really a warning, it's just for those who find it cringe ig
!NOT A SHIP! {Giyuu & Mui}
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what the hell.
how come he was witnessing two (2) oblivious teens pin after each other but no one else?
wasn't he supposed to be the emotionally constipated one?
giyuu repeatedly watched muichiro and y/n, the said oblivious teens interact for the 100th time.
he saw the look in y/n's eyes as they oh-so patiently helped with the mist pillar's memory about them.
he saw the said pillar's face soften when they took their time with him and never seemed to be annoyed with his forgetfulness.
but giyuu also saw that when they would leave, muichiro's would face turn sour. mad at himself for forgetting who they were. mad at himself for feeling things he didn't know he could feel.
he saw how conflicted he was.
so, giyuu went to the a local store that sold notebooks and bought one or two.
and when he came back he witnessed his daily dose of oblivious teens.
there they were, standing in front of each other. y/n explaining who they were once again and muichiro trying to rack his brain for recognition.
they seemed to have conversed for a minute or two until y/n bowed and went their merry way.
perfect.
the water pillar walked towards the youngest pillar, calling out softly his name.
"tokito-kun."
muichiro slowly turned around to giyuu, giving him the same look he must've done to y/n.
without saying anything else the water pillar offered him the notebooks and the mist pillar looked at him confused.
"who are you again?"
the long black and mint tinted haired boy titled his head to the side.
(a/n: that's a mouthful-)
"that doesn't matter right now, take these."
giyuu said, watching on as muichiro takes the notebooks and watch them curiously.
"just read what i wrote on the front page, you'll understand then."
and in a blink of an eye the young boy watched the older man walk away. he glanced down to the books given to him, deciding to do what he was told before forgetting later on.
"i gave you these notebooks for a reason.
i like to call them memory books, you can write down what you'd like to remember and if you forget you can read through your book.
hope you put it to good use. :)
- giyuu tomioka
{i wish you luck with you and y/n's future relationship.}"
muichiro felt his cheeks heat up at the last comment, he didn't think it was obvious he had some sort of attraction to his friend.
hm, maybe if tomioka knew his little crush he could help him? he should ask the next he sees to thank him as well.
he was gonna write that down but realized he didn't have anything to actually write with. he felt conflicted, because if he doesn't note it down now he'll end up forgetting to what he wanted to do.
that is until muichiro saw an old looking crow fly towards him with a pen(?) and a little letter. the crow dropped the contents onto his open hand and quickly flew away. (with struggle-)
"almost forgot a pen, my apologies.
maybe i should a memory book as well. :>
- giyuu tomioka"
muichiro felt himself chuckle at the letter, quickly taking the pen and joting down notes.
reminder;
• thank giyuu
• ask for help with m/n y/n
(an: m/n = misspelled name)
──•𓄹𖠲۪۫ᮀ〭｡｡ timeskip a week later
muichiro held his notebook and flipped through the pages, smiling fondly. he couldn't thank tomioka enough for helping him ask out y/n, his now significant other.
he had asked them out earlier today, with tomioka's advice and help of course.
muichiro now was trying to find the water pillar, he wanted him to be the first one to know of his new relationship.
he doesn't know why though, maybe because his help and advice was heavily used?
i mean, he did feel this sort of comfort around him.
his black haired friend helped him write down any information about the other pillars, the kamaboko squad, which estate is which and certain locations he went to more.
muichiro never felt unsafe nor judged around tomioka, he never underestimated when he first joined the pillars.
oh well.
speaking of which, he completed one notebook due to tomioka's help and he even made him a little quick way to find things.
he got a little color organization for him;
pink = y/n information
green = hashira information
blue = estate locations
purple = kamaboko squad information
orange = certain locations information
which was honestly muichiro's life saver.
so muichiro quickly turned to the blue section, flipping pages a few times before landing on the 'water pillar estate info;' page.
after reading what he needed to know he was quick to go to said estate.
once he arrived to tomioka's estate, he knocked on the door. not waiting for a minute he entered the oh so- quiet establishment.
muichiro was almost confused on how he managed to tomioka's bedroom but shook off the thought as quick as it came.
the young boy called out to the man, hearing a 'come in' was all it took to swing the door aside.
both of them looked at each other, giyuu raising his eyebrows in amusement and confusion. it wasn't the first time muichiro barged in randomly but he felt a lighter aura around the young boy.
"is there anything you need?"
the taller man asked, noticing the slight change in the young pillars face. it looked brighter, his eyes had an unsual but pretty shine to them. not only that but he was fidgeting with his sleeves and swishing side to side slightly.
"y/n is now my partner."
now he might of said it with a straight face but all muichiro could feel was the buzzing of excitement.
giyuu's face morphed to such a soft way.
a small genuine smile, pure eyes that crinkled up and a very relaxed posture. he could only look at the young boy, who he saw as a little brother of sorts- with fondness.
"i'm so glad to hear that, i'm very proud of you mui."
giyuu could only offer his most sincere smile, not even noticing the little slip up.
not being able to contain himself, muichiro rushed towards him, warping his arms around giyuu's waist, squeezing tightly.
the man almost fell back, letting put an 'oof', not expecting weight to crash onto him.
fortunately he quickly gained his balance and pressed muichiro's head to his chest, happy to know that everything worked out in the end. (not that he had any doubts or anything)
This is the best description I’ve heard for this method, I always thought it was bullshit because I never heard a description that actually explained how to do this other than “tap your head 20 times”.
I have anxiety-induced hissing, which sounds/feels different from sound-induced tinnitus (which I have also experience). Sound-based tinnitus actually sounds like you’re “hearing” something in your ears, whilst the hissing I have feels like it’s “inside my head”, if that makes sense. But this technique still helps!!
ALWAYS REBLOG WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING LIKE THIS PLEASE; ITS SO MUCH MORE THAN IMPORTANT TO PEOPLE. IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO SOMEBODY AND EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT NOT SEE THIS IN THE SAME LIGHT, SOMEONE MIGHT. INFACT YOU REBLOGGING THIS COULD STOP SOMEONE TAKING THEIR LIFE TONIGHT.
Summary: he left it where it usually was. So where the hell did his haori go?
Warning: breif mentions of injuries, fluffy shit , the tiniest of manga spoilers (if u squint)
!NOT A SHIP!
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all he did was go in the showers after a long mission.
giyuu was at the butterfly estate after he had gotten injured, they were bad enough for him to be in the estate for 2 days.
shinobu wouldn't have touched it? would she? i mean it was a possibility for her trying to tease him but then again she didn't have any use of his haori.
so where the hell did it go?
he searched the room he was staying in at the moment, the shower, laundry room and tried asking a few of the butterfly girls.
yet he still was haroi-less.
now if it were a different case he wouldn't mind to much, but the fact that both halves belonged to two (2) of the most important people to him worried him.
as giyuu was still searching around he heard a familiar gentle voice of a certain burgundy haired slayer.
"are you alright, tomioka san?"
"yes. although i'm looking for my haori, have you seen it?"
"ah no, I'm afraid not. sorry about that."
tanjiro looked at him sympathetically, he wishes he could help but he promised to help around the butterfly estate.
"it's fine, i'm sure ill find it soon."
giyuu nodded his head, it wasn't a problem, he could find his haori on his own.
at least that was what he told himself 5 hours ago.
it was time for patients to head off to bed and giyuu has still not found his haori.
that is until he saw a piece of his squared(?) half poking out of a certain gentle demon's box.
how and why did it get there is beyond his imagination.
giyuu slowly walked towards the box and gently knocked at the door, making sure that he didn't disturb the girl incase she was inside sleeping.
but alas, she was not. nezuko creaked open the door and peeked out slightly to see who it was.
as soon she saw giyuu her eyes turned into crescents, eyebrows shooting up and hummed happily and loudly.
nezuko immediately slammed the rest of the door open and leaped up to giyuu's now crouched form.
giyuu instinctively caught her with ease but noticed on how nezuko's usual dark brown haori is replaced with his own, it was instead bundled up in her box.
he sighed in content, by both the warm hug and the relief of knowing that his most precious and valuable haori wasn't damaged and was in good hands.
giyuu had a feeling this wouldn't be the last time she would sneak it into her grasp. but then again he's gonna have to lightly scold her for giving him a mini heart attack.
he knew nezuko had the purest intentions but she still could've sent him a sign or something.
"nezuko..."
said girl pulled back slightly to look at the male but as soon as she made eye contact with him, she shrunk into the stollen haori with wide eyes.
the look he gave her was one a mother would give to her child to scold them, looking at them with disappointment.
nezuko shook her head, humming and grumbling as if it would do her any good.
giyuu sighed once again, for what seemed to be the 100th time from today.
"look i'm not mad but i would've preferred if you told me beforehand. my haori is very important to me so i panicked when i thought i lost it."
nezuko nodded her head and sadly hummed, disliking the fact she was scolded but still appreciated that it was gentle.
she couldn't blame him though.
"so because of that..."
she tilted her head a little.
"no more head pats for a whole day."
giyuu swore that he heard her gasp, pulling away appalled as if he insulted her brother. her eyes were wide and brows were furrowed.
nezuko seemed to try and babble whatever she was saying, muffled hums and growls thrown in as well.
she even tried to take his hand to put it on her head but giyuu simply got out her grasp each time. nezuko was basically whining behind her muzzle while shaking her whole body back and forth trying to pull his arm away from his chest.
eventually she gave up and just wrapped the mix-matched haori over her head with a grumpy face, turning her head the other way as if to add dramatic effects.
but that didn't really do her justice considering the fact that she kept glimpsing over him.
giyuu could only smile to himself as the childish act. which seemed to have made nezuko forget her stubbornness and go back to her cheerful self.
nezuko cupped his cheeks as if thinking the smile would stay there if she did.
so giyuu decided to humor her kept his little smile, to which she giggled at though it was muffled.
nezuko leaped back into his arms and they both stayed there for a while longer.
.
.
.
let's just say tanjiro hadn't expected to come back after a long day of helping around and stopping chaos to this sight.
there he saw giyuu leaned against some pillows sat upright with his sister plopped onto his lap with both of their haori's drapped over them.
he wouldn't mind seeing this more often, feels like home.
