ONLY ON HBO

a side blog dedicated to hbo spn hcs! / run by s / she/her / NOT AN ACTUAL SHOW!

[hbospn]

hey do you know of theres a tag for hbo spn on ao3????????????

i actually have no clue and wouldn’t even be sure for ideas besides hbo spn itself or as a keyword. if i find out, I’ll be sure to let you know!

[hbospn]

from the replies!

[u-need-a-nap]

hbo sam aesthetic

[hbospn]

I also feel like, even though hbo spn would be grim and darker, it’s still unapologetic about standing for found family. And I think that because it’s so dark and heavy, that makes the happy parts so much better. You’d see these jagged characters find happiness and peace, and it’s help the viewers feel like they can find the same, even after trauma

exactly!! pretty spot on for what hbo spn is about

[hbospn]

hey do you know of theres a tag for hbo spn on ao3????????????

i actually have no clue and wouldn’t even be sure for ideas besides hbo spn itself or as a keyword. if i find out, I’ll be sure to let you know!

[hbospn]

sorry for not being so active as of late but feel free to drop headcanon requests in my inbox!!

[hbospn]

you know I've been hearing about hbo spn for a while and thought, in a kind of detached way, that it would be an interesting concept, but now I've gone deeper into it and i am /obsessed. thank you for doing god's work here

haha that’s what happened to me too!! glad to be of service... or maybe sorry? 

[hbospn]

what does hbo spn mean? I've only just started getting into supernatural bc of all of the destiel/finale chaos bc maybe i hate myself?? and i keep seeing it but idk what it means

hbo spn is just an alternate universe of the already existing supernatural universe that has gained a lot of traction!! this blog is just a collection of ideas and concepts pertaining to the hbo spn alternate universe. hbo spn is a much more mature, graphic, explicit, and dark version of the events in the show and the characters

[boykingdyke]

everyone shut up hbo sam goes to slam poetry nights and reads something so primal and personal and raw about the nature of humanity and faith as a body and the disconnect from both of them and all the lesbians with a complex relationship with religion in the crowd go absolutely wild snapping and eat every word up but sam never goes to an event in the same town twice so for the rest of their lives the regulars are just like who WAS she

[cramenjoyer]

they literally post blurry ass photos of him and say "twitter do your thing" and someone replies "hey isn't that sam winchester? the stanford cryptid guy who became a terrorist and died like 4 times?"

[michaelsangels-deactivated20210]

my take on a HBO-esque Michael; his vessel is falling apart, cracking and tearing despite the desperate bid to hold them together, and Michael’s grace is shining out of their shared body. Enochian starts to show on his skin, and his eyes never stop glowing, his power slowly slipping out of his own control. While some grace shines out of the cracks, some of them just leaks like running eyeliner from his eyes. The blood from the wounds in the Cage, they just can’t seem to get clean. His halo is cracked and fading, but at this point, he’s lost too much of a grip on reality to care about it.

[eileencodedlesbian]

HBO Gabriel is like [drugs and energy drinks instead of candy] [smiles too wide, far far too wide] [gets too high and accidentally causes reality shifts] [middle child syndrome] [thinks he might be losing his grace when he detoxes] [takes ecstasy like it’s candy] [recognizes his brothers’ grace in the Winchesters] [feels like the stained glass windows of churches are staring at him] [cuts lines with stolen credit cards] [will never forget the pain on Mary’s face] [will never forgive himself for it either] [considers damning himself on the rare occasion that he remembers who he is, who he was, what he will always be]

[hbospn]

Doing it to death by the kills is an HBOSPN song that’s all

OH ABSOLUTELY!

[ghost-go-roasty-mctoasty]

Can you just imagine how hbo would do hallucifer. Like, they would actually pay attention to that story line and not give us one episode about it and fuck off. They would give us the whole season for it. They would reconginze that Sam was in hell for 180yrs and they wouldn't let us forget that. And hallucifer would be so much more scary, so much more terrifying, not just some comedic relief to make the audience laugh.

Sam would have to deal with this for a whole season. Would we see break downs, him completely freaking out. Maybe even an attempted suicide. Just to be free of lucifer, he just wants to be free of the torment. Please. We would also get to see dean care more about it, not just tell him to press a scar on his palm and then forget about it. (not saying cw dean didn't care, beacuse he sure did, it just wasn't shown much)

We would see dean freaking out for the sanity of his baby brother. We would see him crying in dark corners and gripping his head but putting on a fake smile for Sam, trying to keep it together for sam. But Sam, he isn't even sure if dean is actually there, or if it's just another hallucination. Just another way for Lucifer to torment him

Sam would inevitably lose his mind, his sanity. He wouldn't be able to tell real life from hallucination. He would get scared of dean sometimes, not knowing that it is actually dean, and this would break deans heart. Sam once stabbed dean in a panic state when he thought that dean was gonna hurt him, when he thought that dean was Lucifer. And Sam couldn't go through that, not again

Not saying anything but since we all know that hbo spn is so much more darker, we can't rule out the idea that dean would eventually turn to drugs, just to help him cope.

Sam is crazy, deans lost hope, and when cas finally comes back, dean does not hesitate to kill him. He would finally snap and stab cas through the heart for doing this to his brother. His baby brother.

Anyways yeah hbo s7spn is always on my mind and I really need them to give Sam some reconigtion. Not just one episode.

[kalashtars]

HBO SPN - Sam Winchester

You're unclean in the biblical sense.

[jennifersgender]

monster of the week | ghosts

[canniballistix]

Actually?? This might be a BOLD take but. hbo Sam and Dean are amazing singers. All that time on the road? Listening to the same songs over and over?? You think they didn’t learn all the harmonies??? You think they didn’t invent their own??? That was their prime source of distraction and entertainment. They can sing like birds.

[canniballistix]

In the panic room, when both boys are so totally detached from reality, Dean manages to hang on to the music he remembers on those long car rides, and he sings. It keeps him together, it grounds him

And then Sam hangs onto it, too

And the boys sing to each other, just like they would on the car rides that felt endless. They fumble through songs they hardly remember, and the harmonies come back, and the lyrics reconstruct themselves

Bobby listens all the while. Each remembered line is another step closer to getting clean. Every perfected song is another wave of pure relief and love

[benevolentsam]

what if i sent the writing prompt "fucked up hbo sastiel" because now im wildly down for that

It felt like praying.

Sam knelt on the motel floor. The carpet was threadbare and there was dirt grinding into his knees. Carpet probably hadn't been cleaned since 1976. And Sam was there, kneeling on grim floor, angel in front of him. Castiel was made of energy, the atmosphere felt heavy around his host. How could Sam not kneel in front of him, imagine a rosary around his palm. And Castiel, with eyes that glowed blue, too blue to feel human, was stood. 

The dull motel lamp, on the fritz, blinking every so often, lit up the back of Castiel's head. If it hadn't been for his glowing eyes, Sam might not have seen Castiel's scultped face.

Might not have seen righteous fury. 

"Samuel," Castiel said, and how could you miss the rumble of thunder in his voice. "Oh, Sam, what have you done?"

And with blood running down his chin, what could Sam say. He was a symphony of shaking bones. Shivering under Castiel's watchful eyes. How the angel could pick up on Sam's quickening pulse.

"You know that you're commiting sin?"

Sam nodded. Everything about Ruby was made of sin but Christ she tasted so sweet. Her blood was sweet. And Sam was nothing if not in love with whatever feeling it gave him. With how Ruby made him feel loved, how she picked up the pieces of his dad and Dean and every empty space in his heart.

"Tell me, Sam, what do you need?" Castiel asked. His hand, host's hand, was twisting in Sam's hair. Pulling him off the floor. There was static seeping into Sam's veins.

"Penance," Sam groaned out. Wondered how much penance it would take to make up for being born wrong. For being a living curse. 

"No, Sam," Castiel said. The grip in his hair was a little tighter. "Tell me what do you need."

And Sam thought about everything Ruby had given him.

"Loved. Need to feel loved."

Castiel let go. The bulb in the lamp burned out. Everything was dark, but Sam had spent his childhood learning to be the thing that goes bump in the night. He could see well enough. Could see Castiel's solomn face.

"What will you do to feel loved?"

And Sam looked at the angel. Eons old, all knowing angel. The energy in the room gravitated to the poor host. His skin could only be held together through Castiel's willpower. He looked at Castiel and knew.

"I'd do anything."

[hbospn]

This is all I wanted and more <3 thank you!

oh no problem!! i love all the hbo spn hcs and i wanted to create a place where they’re all gathered together and i am so glad people are enjoying this blog for that same purpose!!