Baby, I&#x27;m Worth It

Will You Marry Me? || Lauren & Camila (5/27)

“You are,” Lauren insisted. She hated when Camila put herself down or tried to deny how important she was, but she honestly didn’t have the energy to fight her on it and she didn’t want to because it would only end up annoying her since she was tired. “I wouldn’t still be here if you weren’t important to me,” She said as she reached over to grab the messed up blankets and pull them up over their bodies. There was no use in getting dressed since they had the place all to themselves and she didn’t want to move anyway. “I’m tired,” She sighed, slowly blinking her eyes open to try and fight off the exhaustion that was starting to set in.

Camila didn’t really feel like trying to argue with Lauren but then again she didn’t want to argue with Lauren in general. Especially with what today was and everything that happened. “I’m glad that you are still here with me, I don’t know what I would do without you.” She mumbled as she snuggled up closer to Lauren as she didn’t want there to be any space between them. “If you are tired you should sleep. I know I probably may pass out soon.” She giggled as she slowly moved her fingers up and down Lauren’s back. “I’ll still be here when you get up.” She gave Lauren a quick peck.

Will You Marry Me? || Lauren & Camila (5/27)

Lauren turned over on her side and wrapped her arm around Camila’s waist, pulling her as close as possible and nuzzling against her neck while she tried to catch her breath. “Happy Anniversary, Camz.” She whispered, tightening her hold on the other girl’s body and placing a soft kiss against her pulse point. Her eyelids were already beginning to grow heavy and she knew she would easily be able to fall asleep if the two were to just lay together in silence but she wanted to savor the moment. “You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me,” She mumbled, her eyes gradually drooping shut.

Camila couldn’t help but smile, she swore she hasn’t felt this happy in a long time. Then again she was always happy with Lauren but the fact that she was finally okay and Lauren was now her fiancee that just made everything so much better. “Happy Anniversary.” She whispered as she placed a soft kiss against the top of her head. Sleep was something that she could feel slowly starting to take over but it was also something that she was trying to fight as she didn’t want to fall asleep just yet. “I don’t know about that, but I know you are. You stuck around through all that shit that happened to me and well stuff that happened with your family. I don’t think anyone has done that much and still stuck around. And it makes me love you even more if that is even possible.” She giggled.

Will You Marry Me? || Lauren & Camila (5/27)

Eventually, the dark haired girl’s tense muscles began to relax and she laid back on the bed while she wrapped both of her arms around Camila’s waist to pull the smaller girl as close as she possibly could. She let her leg fall from it’s position of being wrapped around Camila’s hips and bit down on her lip while she rolled her hips forward against the younger girl’s slim fingers one final time. “So are you,” She breathed out, her head falling to the side to rest against Camila’s as she tried to slow her heart rate. It had been so long since the last time she had been touched that she almost didn’t want Camila to remove her hand from it’s place between her legs but she was also exhausted. “I love you,” She mumbled for what felt like the millionth time in the past hour. “I’m so in love with you. I’m so grateful that you’re here with me.”

#para:wymm #i feel ya #most of my days are busy now since I got a job and all

Watching how Lauren pretty much collapsed on the bed from how exhausted she seemed did cause a smile to appear on her face. If it was possible she felt like she fell even more in love and she was glad that she was able to have this moment with Lauren, especially since she couldn’t remember the last time she done this with the other girl. As much as she didn’t want to she pulled her fingers from between Lauren’s legs and wiped them on the bed before she moved to lay down next to the other girl as her arms moved around Lauren’s waist wanting to keep her close to her. “I love you to with all my heart, I wouldn’t want to be anywhere else with anyone else.” Camila whispered before giving her a soft kiss on the cheek.

Will You Marry Me? || Lauren & Camila (5/27)

Lauren released her hold on Camila’s hair and dropped her hand down onto the girl’s shoulder to cling onto her body. She let out a high pitched whine as Camila curled her fingers and pulled away from the kiss to take in a deep breath. “Camz,” She gasped, her hips bucking forward while her inner walls clenched around Camila’s fingers to draw her in deeper. She could already feel the heat beginning to spread throughout her body, so she stopped trying to fight off her orgasm and simply arched her back while the continuous waves of pleasure washed over her.

#para:wymm #i'm just loling with how long this para has gone on for

Camila couldn’t help but smirk, she could tell it probably wouldn’t take much longer till Lauren would be crumbling underneath her and that was something that she was waiting for. “Come on Laur, don’t hold back. Just let it go.” Camila whispered as she placed her lips against Lauren’s neck as she slowly dragged her fingers against Lauren’s walls wanting her to just let go. Soon she could feel Lauren’s wall clench around her fingers as she could tell that the other girl’s orgasm finally came as she continued to thrust her fingers wanting to help the other girl out. “God you are so beautiful.” She whispered against Lauren’s neck.

Will You Marry Me? || Lauren & Camila (5/27)

Lauren pulled her bottom lip between her teeth to bite down on it and silence any moans that might fall from her lips. The opened mouthed kisses and gentle bites along her neck, collarbone, and breast were driving her crazy and she knew it wouldn’t take much longer for her to finish since it had been so long since the last time Camila touched her. “Fuck,” She breathed out, tightening her hold the younger girl’s hair as she felt a third finger slip inside of her. All of the oxygen emptied out of her lungs and she drew in a gasping breath, her eyes clenching shut while she rolled her hips down towards Camila’s fingers. “Don’t stop,” She panted, turning her head to the side to capture Camila’s lips with her own.

“Come on babe, don’t hold it in.” Camila whispered, she loved the sounds that Lauren made. It was like music to hear ears and it did cause a smile to appear on her face cause she was the reason behind them. God she missed being the one in control, she was definitely gonna be making sure to show Lauren just how much she loved her more often now that her body was actually better and she didn’t have to watch what she did. Camila curled her fingers a little bit as her fingers dragged against Lauren’s inner walls. Before she could make a comment about how she wasn’t she was silenced by Lauren’s lips as she returned the kiss with just as much passion as she gently nipped on Lauren’s bottom lip.

Will You Marry Me? || Lauren & Camila (5/27)

Lauren exhaled deeply and slid her hand up the back of Camila’s spine until she reached the nape of her neck. Her fingers curled around the hair she felt beneath her fingertips and she bit down on her bottom lip while she watched Camila slowly kiss down her neck and collarbone. By the time the other girl’s lips reached her breast she could already feel her body shivering with each thrust. The euphoric sensation sent chills down her spine and she lifted her leg to wrap it around Camila’s hip and tug her body closer. “That feels so good,” She whispered, clinging onto Camila’s body as the younger girl continued to move inside of her. She honestly couldn’t even remember the last time they were able to be together without having to worry about Camila’s pain and it felt good to just let go and enjoy the moment.

With each kiss she gently nipped on each part leaving light pink spots from her neck down to her breast. Camila couldn’t remember the last time she shared a moment like this with Lauren since she has been in pain for the last couple of months cause of what happened. With the reaction that she was getting from Lauren helped her know that she was doing the right thing as her mouth moved over to Lauren’s other breast to give it the same amount of attention as her free hand moved to the other one as she gently squeezed it as she soon added a third finger. She moved her head up to Lauren’s neck as she placed a soft kiss below Lauren’s ear “You feel so good Laur.” She whispered. Having Lauren underneath her liked this was something that she loved and it was a moment she really did miss about their relationship.

Will You Marry Me? || Lauren & Camila (5/27)

“Then let’s do it,” Lauren replied with a wide grin. The two had been spending a lot of time together at Camila’s house ever since the surgery and they had spent countless nights together at her apartment but living together was something completely different and she was excited at the prospect of it. She would, of course, keep Camila close to home so that she could see her family whenever she wanted but having a place that they could call their own seemed really special. “I love you too,” She whispered, her eyes sliding shut as Camila’s lips traveled across her neck. The dark hair girl shifted her legs further apart while Camila’s hand lingered between her legs and when she finally felt the girl’s slim fingers slip inside of her she released a low moan. “God,” She breathed out, tightening her hold around Camila’s body and arching her back slightly.

“Let’s.” Camila whispered, it was gonna be completely different living together then when they spent the night at each others. And it would be a big adjustment for her especially since she is use to having her mom around but she knew that she could easily call her mom if she wanted her and having Lauren there all the time and calling a place their home made the thought even better. Camila gently sucked and nipped on a spot not caring if she left any marks scattered across Lauren’s neck and with the reaction she was getting from her fiancee she could tell the other girl didn’t mind. She couldn’t help but smirk as she ran her thumb through her folds. “God you are so beautiful.” She whispered as she kissed down Lauren’s neck and down her collarbone till she got to Lauren’s chest as she placed a few soft kisses against one of her breasts.

#para:wy

Will You Marry Me? || Lauren & Camila (5/27)

Lauren chuckled softly as Camila pushed her onto her back and reached up to tuck a few strands of the girl’s hair behind her ear. “Well, then move in with me. That’s the next step anyway, right? We can work something out over the next few weeks,” She said, gently stroking her fingers against the other girl’s cheek until their lips crashed together. She released a soft sigh and lifted her arms to wrap them around Camila’s neck, her lips falling open while she pulled away from the kiss with a gasp. She could feel the smaller girl’s hand slowly making it’s way down her body but she wasn’t going to complain. She wanted to enjoy every moment they had together.

Camila couldn’t help but grin, moving in with Lauren was something that was gonna happen so why not have it happen soon. “You know I would love to since it is gonna happen eventually anyways.” She whispered. A slight smirk made it’s way on her face as her fingers moved near Lauren’s center as they gently brushed against it. Camila didn’t want to keep Lauren waiting to long but she also did want to enjoy the moment for as long as they can as she hasn’t gotten to do this with Lauren in a long time and she wanted to enjoy it. “I love you so much.” She whispered as her lips found their way to Lauren’s neck as she gently nipped on a few spots before she slowly thrusted her fingers inside of Lauren.

Will You Marry Me? || Lauren & Camila (5/27)

“Then show me,” Lauren mumbled, lifting her head up off of Camila’s chest so she could lean forward and press a soft kiss against her lips. She wasn’t going to keep Camila from expressing herself the way she wanted to, especially since their sex life had practically come to a complete halt when the younger girl was recovering from surgery. Lauren could understand why she didn’t want to pass up the opportunity to share more intimate moments together now that she was healthy and able to participate, especially since it was the night of their anniversary. “You already wake up and fall asleep next to me,” She said with a grin. The two technically didn’t live together but they were always sleeping over or traveling together. Perhaps the next step in their engagement could be to move in together.

“Okay yeah I know I pretty much do, but I was talking about like actually living together and not me being there cause I decided to stay the night or from us being on tour together.” Camila smiled a bit. Moving in together was something that Camila was actually excited about like would they live in Lauren’s apartment or would they find another place to stay? That was something that she was sure they would discuss later on when the time came. A sly smirk made it’s way on her face as she rolled them over so she was on top, “But back to me showing you.” She whispered before crashing her lips against Lauren’s as her fingers gently moved closer to Lauren’s center deciding to do a little bit of teasing but she wouldn’t do it for that long.

Will You Marry Me? || Lauren & Camila (5/27)

Lauren hummed softly and turned to press a kiss against the center of Camila’s chest. “You’re showing my right now,” She mumbled, her eyes sliding shut while she nuzzled against the girl’s warm skin. It felt good to have Camila’s hands moving all across her bare body and she wanted more but at the same time she was happy with their current position. “I like the idea of keeping our anniversary but it just seems so far away,” She sighed. “It will give us time to plan a beautiful ceremony any honeymoon, though. And it’s probably a good idea to give our management the time to plan around it.” There really weren’t any drawbacks to waiting a year except for the fact that she was impatient. If there was a way to speed time along then she would do it but for now she was just going to have to enjoy their engagement. “I just can’t wait until the day I’ll get to call you my wife.”

Camila bit down on her bottom lip as her fingers moved across Lauren’s side , “I know but there is a certain way that I want to show you.” She whispered as her hand stopped on Lauren’s hip. Whether they do, do anything Camila didn’t mind as she did love cuddling with Lauren as much as having sex. “It will give us plenty of time to make sure it’s perfect even though I know it will be perfect since I will be getting married to you.” She giggled as she leaned up and gave her a quick kiss. It would be nice to be able to call Lauren her wife sooner but they both knew their management probably wouldn't be pleased if they made their wedding sooner. “I can’t wait for that day either, and getting to wake up and fall asleep to your beautiful face is another perk.”

Will You Marry Me? || Lauren & Camila (5/27)

Lauren released a soft round of laughter and dropped her head down to rest her forehead against Camila’s. “I’ll never get tired of it either,” She sighed, her eyes sliding shut as the girl’s finger traveled across her arm. She was content to just lay with Camila and enjoy the closeness but she wouldn’t put up much of a fight if the other girl really wanted to continue. “I already know how much you love me,” She mumbled, pressing one last kiss to Camila’s lips before she removed her hand from between Camila’s legs to lay her body on top of the smaller girl’s more fully. She lowered her head down onto Camila’s chest and pressed her ear against the girl’s bare skin to listen to her heartbeat. “I don’t know if I’m going to be able to wait another year, Camz.”

Camila couldn’t help but grin when she heard Lauren’s laugh, that was a sound she loved hearing. Especially if she was the reason behind the laugh. Whether they do actually do anything or not she knew that Lauren wouldn’t mind. But there was also this little part that couldn’t help but want to return the favor as she couldn’t help but imagine if the other girl was a little frustrated after what happened and not get anything in return. “I know you do but I would love to show you a lil more in another way.” She whispered as her hand slowly moved down Lauren’s side. This moment was nice just laying here with Lauren laying on top of her. “Honestly I don’t know if I am gonna be able to either.” She whispered.

Will You Marry Me? || Lauren & Camila (5/27)

Lauren pulled her bottom lip between her teeth as she watched Camila throw her head back and she leaned down to nuzzle against the girl’s neck while she continued moving her fingers forward, rubbing over the spot she knew Camila loved while her walls clenched down around her fingers. She drew in a deep breath and pressed a few soft kisses against the other girl’s exposed neck while she slowed her thrusts, eventually coming to a complete stop and letting her fingers rest inside of Camila while her muscles continued to spasm with the aftereffects of her orgasm. “You’re so beautiful,” She whispered, kissing up the underside of Camila’s jaw and over her chin until their lips met once more.

“Oh god.” Camila moaned before biting down on her bottom lip as her orgasm shot through her body as she soon felt her body collapse against the bed as she tried to catch her breath. As she slowly opened her eyes she couldn’t help but smile a bit as she returned the kiss. Her hands found their way to the sides of Lauren’s face as she cupped the other girl’s cheeks before pulling away slightly. “So are you, I’m so lucky to have such a beautiful fiancee...I don’t think I will get tired of being able to say that. My fiancee.” She giggled before giving Lauren a quick kiss. “But you know what time it is?” She moved one of her hands to Lauren’s arm as she slowly moved her finger up and down the girl’s arm. “Time for me to continue what I was doing in the bathroom and show you just how much I love you.” She whispered.

Will You Marry Me? || Lauren & Camila (5/27)

Lauren hummed softly and trailed a line of kisses across Camila’s chest to pull her other nipple into her mouth as well. She didn’t want to leave an inch of Camila’s body unattended but she could only do so much. “Just like that,” She whispered, biting down on the curve of the other girl’s breast while she continued massaging her fingers along Camila’s inner walls. She knew her girlfriend wouldn’t be able to hold off much longer but she didn’t want her to, she wanted to see her tumble over the edge and allow the pleasure to wash over her. “I know you’re close, Camzi. Don’t hold back,” She mumbled while she pushed herself up so she could look down at her fiancee with a smile. “I want to see you come for me.”

This was something that Camila loved about Lauren, the other girl just new the right things to do to make her go crazy without really having to do much. Camila continued to gently move her fingers across her clit as she could feel her walls slowly starting to crumble. A part of her didn’t want to let go so soon as she really did want to enjoy this but there was just so much her body could handle. She soon moved her hand from it’s place not caring if Lauren wanted her to or not as she didn’t know if she could continue with the pleasure she was receiving from Lauren. “Lauren..” She moaned as she threw her head back as she felt like she blacked out for a second as she could feel her walls clench around her fiancee’s fingers as she could feel her orgasm slowly start to hit her.

Will You Marry Me? || Lauren & Camila (5/27)

Lauren released a muffled moan as Camila tugged on her hair and returned the kiss to the best of her ability while she pushed her fingers forward once more. The dark haired girl exhaled sharply through her nose and pulled Camila’s bottom lip between her own, sucking lightly on the swollen flesh before pulling away to catch her breath. “I love you,” She whispered, lowering her head down to kiss along Camila’s neck and down to her chest until she reached the curve of her breast. Lauren paused to look up at her fiancee with a small smile before she wrapped her lips around one of the girl’s nipples, letting her tongue drag across the tip of the hardened bud while she gently bit down on it. “Touch yourself for me,” She said in a low tone. “Here,” She added, dragging her thumb across the girl’s clit while she continued to thrust her fingers forward.

The kiss was kinda sloppy as it was pretty hard with the movements of Lauren’s fingers as she gasped when Lauren pulled away from the kiss, “I love you too.” She mumbled as she threw her head back. God Lauren was making Camila’s body go crazy and she couldn’t help but want more. Feeling the other girl’s lips on her chest caused her to arch her back a little bit to get more contact with Lauren and her. “Fuck.” She moaned. She slowly opened her eyes before looking down at Lauren as her breathing was a bit heavy before she bit down on her bottom lip to hold back any of the other sounds that were trying to escape. Camila moved her shaky hand slowly down her body till she got her clit which caused her to throw her head down against the pillows as she slowly moved her fingers across her clit, with that and Lauren’s thrusting she didn’t know how much longer she could take this.

Will You Marry Me? || Lauren & Camila (5/27)

Lauren chuckled softly under her breath and continued to leave a trail of soft kisses along Camila’s jaw until she reached her neck. “I’m not going to tease, baby. I just want to take my time,” She whispered back, gently biting down on the girl’s pulse point while she slid her fingers lower to circles Camila’s entrance. She let her fingers linger there for a moment before she lifted her head to capture Camila’s lips in another kiss while she slowly pushed her fingers forward. Their lips gradually separated as she smiled into the kiss and she nudged her nose against Camila’s, her eyes sliding shut as she slowly withdrew her wrist to drag her two fingers against Camila’s inner walls.

Camila moved her head over to the side to give Lauren more access. “Of course...” She couldn’t even finish as a moan escaped her lips as her fingers found their way into Lauren’s hair to keep the other girl close to her as she bit down on her bottom lip to hold back the sounds from escaping. Which probably wouldn’t succeed for that long. Her moan was muffled when she felt Lauren’s lips on hers as she kissed her hungerly as her grip on her fiancee’s hair tighened, “Oh god.” She gasped when Lauren pulled away as she felt the other girl’s fingers drag against her inner walls as she moved her hips a bit against Lauren’s hand before she pulled the girl back down against hers in a rough deep kiss.

Will You Marry Me? || Lauren & Camila (5/27)

Lauren released a small sigh and leaned against Camila’s hand. “I know. I’m sorry, it’s just.. A habit,” She sighed, giving the other girl a weak smile. She really didn’t want to seem like she was trying to hold Camila back or like she thought the other girl wasn’t capable of moving forward, it was just hard to break through her previous mindset of always having to check and make sure that Camila was feeling okay. Lauren lowered her head to press her lips against the corner of Camila’s mouth while she slowly circled the girl’s clit with the tip of her finger. She was sure Camila would tell her to stop teasing but she wanted to take her time to enjoy the moment.

“You don’t need to apologize babe, I understand.” Camila leaned up and gave her a quick peck. She understood it was probably a hard habit to break and she hoped, oh how she hoped that it wouldn’t take Lauren that long to break it. Camila threw her head back when Lauren started to circle her clit, oh god why was she doing this to her. “Please don’t tease Laur.” She mumbled. A part of her couldn’t help but feel like Lauren would continue to tease her either way but there wasn’t any harm in hoping and seeing if Lauren wouldn’t tease. “Please.” Begging wasn’t something she liked doing but she didn’t know if she could handle any kind of teasing.

Will You Marry Me? || Lauren & Camila (5/27)

“I can’t just stop worrying,” Lauren mumbled, shaking her head slightly while she ran her fingers across the soft skin of Camila’s stomach. “I just want to make sure you’re okay.” Her hand trailed even lower and she leaned forward to prop herself up on one of her elbows while she reached between Camila’s legs to brush her fingertips over the girl’s center. She wanted to make sure they were as close as possible during the entire exchange, even though it would probably result in her body being sore from holding herself upright.

Camila couldn’t help but give her a soft smile, she understood where Lauren was coming from, especially since she wasn’t okay for the longest time an was only able to do so much when she was sick. But now she was okay and there wasn’t anything to worry about but she also couldn’t help but think that it was probably something that Lauren would have to get use to again and she hated that she made the other girl worry so much. “I know babe, but I want you to know that I am okay and you don’t have to worry since I’m all better now. But I know it’s hard when I been sick for the longest time and haven’t been able to do much and it may take some time to get use to again.” She gave lifted her hand up and caressed Lauren’s cheek. The moment she felt Lauren’s fingers brush over her center caused Camila’s eyes to instantly close as a low moan escaped her lips. “Oh god.” She mumbled.