[heademptynotasinglethought]

I got the apple tv 7 day trial and I'm speedrunning watching all their popular shows

As the title suggests, I've been binge watching a lot of shows :)

A friend of mine was streaming Silo on discord and we got a couple episodes in before he had to leave for the night. But I got stuck on where the plot was going so of course I signed up for the trial just to finish it.

I don't want to give any spoilers of course in case someone hasn't seen it, its all finished for the season though, 10 episodes. Each episode is an hour long too which is good for my attention span, sometimes when theyre too short it gets annoying with the intros.

Anyway I would recommend, I think what really drew me to it was the atmosphere? I love that kinda retro futuristic energy that it caries sometimes, definitely grungier though with all the concrete. Silly, one of the first things I noticed was the tiles that they use in the kitchens, the colored oval kinds.

Also the outfits? Most are mid but some stood out to me. I mostly appreciated the uniforms? (tbh kinda giving attack on titan but its ok). Also really liked one of the characters they introduced towards the end (nothing major plot wise dont worry I dont think its a spoiler) the ginger one. He had good vibes, wish there were more characters like him. Maybe we'll encounter more in the coming season.

I also finished the season they have out of severence. This is one that I've seen people complaining about with the writers strike and everything. People are worried its just going to get canceled entirely. Which would be a shame because I do think the premise is pretty special. Feels current too. As someone who regularly fails to thrive in a regular 9-5 job, I can relate to the wish to completely separate yourself from the work place, idk if I'd let someone put a chip in me though.

Same comment as before though. the sets are super simple. Just the main room where the macrodata refinememt happens, some hallways, other departments and a couple homes. But they make a lot happen just with dialogue and some simple items. I appreciate the silly little additions like using elements that otherwise would have no use for the outside versions to become majorly useful or important for their innies. I'm trying really hard not to give spoilers but also talk about what I want lol. I'm excited to see what they can do with the next season, I was surpised what they did with Helly. I would have assumed it puts the plot into a wall but idk im sure they've got plans.

I'm currently watching that tom holland show, the crowded room? I'm about halfway through and I'm happy I stuck around, it really wasn't drawing me in at first.

Anywayyy those are all the thoughts that I had, nothing too exciting but at least now its not all just jumbled around in my head. :)

[heademptynotasinglethought]

No one I know has seen this movie and It wasn’t as good as I wanted it to be and I’m upset

Has anyone seen that movie Fanfic on netflix? Its a polish movie so it has english dub which is how I watched it. So take this into consideration with my opinion on it. Maybe its exceptional in polish idk.

The writing is so bad but it had so much going for it :(

As the title suggests, there’s a reference to fanfiction, what it can do for its readers and the people who write it. But that’s all. A Reference. Its not really something that we focus on throughout the movie and I actually forgot that this is what the movie was supposed to be about halfway through until they throw it back in there at the end for some reason. 

We’re following our main character, an alternative looking teenager with a cool edgy shag cut that hates their life and their parent and uses their fanfiction writing as a form of escapism. They see themselves as a rockstar, dating the character of their dreams, living a life they could never live. I get it I get it seems cool.

But its weird because, the life that our main character is escaping tbh doesnt seem that bad. I mean sure they are unhappy, don’t get along with their father, but also they basically go to euphoria high school so they get to go to all these cool warehouse raves with their huge group of friends all the time? Thats not so bad. Its truly silly like, our character will be out with their large group of friends to this bonfire that they didnt have to go to if they didnt want to but for some reason they brought their laptop with them to write fanfiction. ( how their laptop battery can survive all this I dont know im jealous)

And they see a therapist who seems to be genuinely interested in helping them deal with their emotions in a way that isnt just yelling at people, but alas the world is against them all the time of course. I think what really makes this character not work for me is that there is no internal dialogue? There is initially, like in the first couple minutes of the movie but then they just decided actually nvm? and from then on I just have to guess the main characters thought process and feelings from some longing stares. 

I kept watching despite how much I didn’t like this main character only because the show is nice to watch tbh its pretty. And then I got even more sad because our character finds out that theyre trans. 

Now i just want to like this movie even more right???? But how they find out theyre trans is truly silly. I’m nonbinary and do consider myself trans, sure I dont know everyones experience... but also has anyone ever just decided to put on a pair of jeans, a t shirt, and a jacket and then decided they got the wrong gender? Because our main character does. Its not like he was in drag or something thats just a comfortable outfit for any gender? Have they never been allowed to wear pants before???? I just dont understand. 

The rest of the movie is not that exciting just kind of finding themselves with a love interest who shows up every now and again and isnt too exciting. This movie feels like something that was made to be a show but some higher up said nah so they smashed in to an hour and a half. Why are the characters so flat. Why is our main character the worst in a way thats not intentional? Why cant they wear pants until they find out theyre a boy? 

Am I a girl when I wear mini skirt and a boy when I wear pants?

Also who is our main characters hair stylist I liked his hair before he cut if off I want that please and thank you.

Anyways head empty.

[heademptynotasinglethought]

Let musicians just make music maybe?

Recently I was on tiktok (as I am every waking moment) and I noticed one of my favorite bands has an account now. The post that showed up on my fyp was of them promoting their new album, but the tone was weird like 

hey remember me? Remember this one song? please listen to our new stuff its good I swear!

And its strange to put a face to their music, because they arent really the type of band to build an audience on their appearance. But, it made me feel guilty like, who is the manager who is telling you to inform the youngins about your band this way. Don’t get me wrong I wouldn’t know about a new album from them otherwise, I don’t follow them on anything, it probably just would have shown up one day my spotify radios. So I get why they’re promoting, but it just makes me sad because it doesn’t seem geniune? 

It seems like in order to be famous now you have to not just be an artist but also be an influencer. I saw a post somewhere (probably tiktok) about the differences between content creators, influencers, and celebrities. Basically how content creators make posts for their audience, influencers want to sell you something, and celebrities are a tier above the other two, their fame is brought on in more traditional media. Lately we’ve been seeing people who I would consider celebrities really, to make their way onto tiktok because thats where the audience is. 

Media changes and what not. I guess they’ve got to go where the people are. But can someone just get them a really fun graphics person? I like pretty pictures, just put it on tiktok and I shall be notified. 

This is in no way a dig to smaller artists who promote on tiktok, because I’ve found cool bands through there, but also I can see the empty in their eyes when they don’t really wanna be on there. I’m just going to start buying tickets to shows by the bunch because everyone is making be feel super guilty that they’re doing little dances on tiktok so people will show up for them :(

Anyways heads empty

[heademptynotasinglethought]

Public Service Announcement!

I’ve been wanting to start writing opinion blogposts :0 and was going to use wordpress but thought it might be cute to repurpose my old tumblr(you know for the community totally not just memes) . So for those of you who still use this website...

~long time no see~

but yeah, just a warning for those who still follow me and forgot, I am alive, and I will be posting all my thoughts so if you’re not interested, 

unfollow 

I wont be offended :)

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This may be the best screenshot I’ve ever taken, the INTENSITY

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from Le Gay Ghetto: Gay Cartoons from Christopher Street (1980), by Charles Ortleb & Richard Fiala

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Chiaying👑가영이

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ミルクるりん

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if i were a dress this would be it