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[healerrs]

ESSA BARSTA - MASTER JEDI

HEALERRS is an original independent, mutuals only star wars charcter created by kaija. created in 2021, introduced to tumblr in 2026. non-roleplay accounts dni.

someone teach the world to heal, how to love, how to laugh at the end

guidelines. info. prompts.

*follows from @charousels*

[healerrs]

one of my biggest pains is actually writing stuff down in a form for my ocs. I will get to doing it for Essa, for now if you’d like to learn more just send me a DM and I will happily tell you about her

[cryptinspo]

– 𝗥𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗢𝗠 𝗧𝗛𝗥𝗘𝗘 𝗪𝗢𝗥𝗗 𝗣𝗥𝗢𝗠𝗣𝗧𝗦 !

"Don’t look back."

"I missed you."

"It’s too late."

"Please don’t go."

"You promised me."

"Who did this?"

"I forgive you."

"We were gods."

"Leave me alone."

"They found us."

"Trust me, please."

"I need help."

"Run. Don’t stop."

"It wasn’t me."

"I remember everything."

"Burn it all."

"Tell me why."

"You never called."

"It’s just rain."

"You owe me."

"She’s not breathing."

"Is that blood?"

"You were right."

"It ends now."

"We start over."

"Stay with me."

"Nothing feels real."

"I hate this."

"Do it now."

"They're watching us."

"Make it stop."

"It's not yours."

"I was waiting."

"He’s behind you."

"They’re all gone."

"Time is up."

"Bring them back."

"It’s our turn."

"This is wrong."

"Don’t let go."

"We are cursed."

"No one knows."

"You're not real."

"Don’t say it."

"I saw everything."

"Nothing ever changes."

"Call it off."

"What are you?"

"I found it."

"Let me in."

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[hollowprompts]

` * 𝐧𝐨𝐧-𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 : 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘢 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘴. 𝘯𝘰 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘦𝘥, 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩. 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘥 (+ 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦) 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦.

𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐭 -

01. avoids eye contact or looking at the floor. 02. wringing hands together in silence. 03. fidgeting with the hem of their shirt, unable to stay still. 04. looking at receiver in long silence before looking away. 05. silently leaves a folded note on the table in front of the other. 06. touches the others arm but pulls back out of guilt.

𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 -

01. slams fist onto a table without saying a word. 02. exhaling sharply through their nose and clenching their jaw. 03. throws an object across the room. 04. crossing their arms tightly, digging fingers into their own skin. 05. pacing the room with heavy steps. 06. glares at the other with a clenched fist.

𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 -

01. gently pushing stray hair behind the others ear. 02. resting their forehead against the others. 03. cups the others face with both hands. 04. pressing a kiss to the others forehead in silence. 05. lingering touches against the others face. 06. wraps their arms around the other from behind and rests their head on the others shoulder.

𝐬𝐚𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 -

01. wiping their eyes before someone can notice. 02. pressing their face into a pillow to muffle sobs. 03. pulls the other into a desperate hug and wont let go. 04. silently reaching for the others hand, needing comfort. 05. walks into the room with red-rimmed eyes and no words.

𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 -

01. spins the other around without warning in a hug. 02. links arms with the other and tugs them along happily. 03. provides the other with a handmade gift. 04. tackles the other in a sudden and joyful hug. 05. kisses the others cheek unexpectedly and grins.

𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 -

01. backing away slowly and looking for exits. 02. hiding behind the other and peeking around. 03. flinches at sudden movement from the other. 04. presses their back against the wall with eyes darting around the room. 05. jumps at a noise and instinctively grabs the others hand.

𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠

01. tucks a blanket gently around the other person's shoulders. 02. applies a bandage with slow and deliberate care. 03. brings them food and water and watches to ensure they eat. 04. runs fingers through their hair in efforts to soothe. 05. rubs soothing circles on the others back while they cry. 06. stays silently by the others side in support without saying a word.

𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠

01. raises a hand but hesitates. 02. grips the others arm a bit too tightly. 03. pushes the other away with more force than necessary. 04. turns their back on the other to begin walking away without a word. 05. rips a shared photo in half without a word. 06. steps in closely with cold and narrowed eyes.

[mcflymemes]

"STOP PUTTING YOURSELF INTO DANGER!" PROMPTS *  assorted dialogue for expressing your fear that the person you care about might get themselves hurt if they keep acting like this, adjust as necessary

i thought i told you to stay back.

i love you too much to let you get hurt like this.

this affects me, too, you know.

every time you leave, i sit up all night waiting, praying you'll come back alive.

you keep pulling stunts like this and something bad will happen.

do you have a death wish or something?

this isn't fair to me.

i deserve better than this.

i didn't get any sleep last night because i was so worried about you.

you promised me you'd stop going out at night.

i don't like hearing this.

you've been risking your life, and for what? so you can feel like a goddamn hero?

i said i would handle it.

what the fuck are you doing here?

you told me you'd stay put.

so much for laying low.

you remember how bad it was last time.

seems like you haven't learned anything.

i believe you promised me you'd lay low.

i can't keep doing this.

don't give me that look.

we'll discuss this later.

this stops now.

i'm tired of picking up the pieces once you've left.

you keep throwing yourself into danger.

you don't give a shit about yourself, do you?

i'm sitting here, worried out of my mind, while you're out doing god knows what.

that was really stupid of you, and you know it.

i thought you knew better than this.

what's your excuse this time?

you do realize what this does to me, right? seeing you get hurt like this? you know it hurts me, too?

you really don't give a shit how this affects me, huh.

that was the dumbest possible thing you could have done.

i need you to stop throwing yourself into harm's way.

that was completely unnecessary.

they had it handled.

you didn't need to step in like that.

why do you think you're invincible?

the last time you pulled a stunt like this, it nearly got you killed.

i can't just sit here and watch you get hurt.

what are you trying to prove?

you just like fucking with my heart, don't you.

this shit hurts me, too, you know.

you're not the only one affected by this shit.

you've got a lot of people counting on you to come home every night.

what happens if you don't come back?

you think we can just carry on without you?

you think i can handle things if you end up dead?

i'm not sticking around to watch you get hurt.

you're not even slick.

you think you're invincible, don't you.

quit pretending you've got everything under control.

let someone else do it for a change.

you can't keep putting yourself through shit like this and expect me to just sit back and watch.

i'm done with this.

next time you do this, i'm not coming back.

promise me this is the end.

look me in the eyes and tell me you'll stop doing this.

let the authorities deal with it.

you're making a big mistake.

is it worth dying for?

i've dealt with enough pain over the years.

[jamsmemes]

(     *     BARE BONES.

a selection of headcanon questions inspired by key bones in the human body.

skull.   what memories/thoughts do they guard the most from others ?

cheekbone. what makes them smile ?

mandible / jawbone. what are they incapable of saying out loud ?

teeth. what lasting mark do they leave on others ?

hyoid / neck. who taught them to speak up, or stay silent ?

clavicle / collarbone. who/what do they lean on when they're vulnerable ?

scapula / shoulderblade. what burden do they carry on their back ?

sternum. what makes their heart pound hardest ?

ribcage. who/what are they trying to protect ?

humerus. do they use humour as a shield or a weapon ? what from/to ?

radius. who/what do they reach for first in a crisis ?

ulna. who stands by them no matter what ?

carpals. what small habits do they have ?

metacarpals. do they ask for help or clench their fists and bear it ?

phalanges. what is their relationship with touch ?

spine. when do they lose their backbone, what scares them ?

pelvis. what future or legacy are they afraid/excited to be responsible for ?

sacrum. what sacrifices have they made ?

coccyx / tailbone. what outdated beliefs do they still carry, if any ?

femur. what drives them forward ?

patella / kneecap. how compliant/obedient are they, who will they kneel for ?

tibia. who/what keeps them moving forward ?

fibula. do they ever feel overlooked ?

tarsals. what past mistakes stick with them with every step they take ?

metatarsals. if they could disappear for a day, where would they run ?

[mythshire]

※.·:·.※ 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐑𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐂𝐊 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐌𝐄 𝐍𝐎𝐖 ··· a collection of chosen bonds, found family, & unconditional belonging roleplay sentence starters. genre: platonic love, hurt and comfort, loyalty.

• You know you don't have to keep checking on me, right? I'm fine. • How are you? Wait, did I ask that already? • I don't know what I'd do without you. I mean that. • Oh, God. I thought something happened to you. Don't scare me like that. • You're not alone in this. You know that, right? • We're family. That's what we do. We show up. • Make yourself at home, okay? This is your place too now. • Get out of here with that. You're not a burden. Don't ever say that again. • Is there anything you need? Food? A blanket? Someone to just sit with you? • So, what's next for us? • I have to admit there's a small part of me that's terrified you'll wake up one day and realize you don't need me anymore... that you'll leave. • It's just... I've never had this before. People who stay. • Why are you still here? I mean, you could go anywhere. Be with anyone. • I know I'm not easy to deal with. But thank you. For staying anyway. • [Name], I don't know what I'm doing half the time, okay? But I know I'm not doing it without you. • I don't really know where else I'd want to be, except right here. • You're the best thing that ever happened to me, you know that? • I really think you saved my life. Not dramatically. Just... by being here. • Hey. Bad dream? Come here. I've got you. • You don't owe me anything. This is what family does • Stop apologizing. You're allowed to need help. • I made your favorite. Thought you could use some comfort food today. • You look exhausted. When's the last time you actually slept? • I'm not going anywhere. You're stuck with me, remember? • We've been through worse. We'll get through this too. • You don't have to be strong all the time. Not with me. • I brought you something. It's stupid, but it made me think of you. • Come on. Let's get you home. • You matter to me. More than you know. • I've got your back. Always have, always will. • You're shaking. Here, take my jacket. • I know you're scared. It's okay to be scared. • You did good today. Really good. • I'm proud of you. I don't say that enough. • Stop pushing me away. I'm not leaving. • You think I'd let you face this alone? Not a chance. • I'll stay up with you. I don't mind. • You're safe here. I promise. • Tell me what you need. Anything. • You don't have to pretend with me. • I trust you. Completely. • You've got this. And if you don't, we've got this. • I'd do anything for you. You know that, right? • You're not too much. You're never too much. • This is your home now. For as long as you want it. • I'll fight for you if you can't fight for yourself right now. • You make me want to be better. A better person. • I chose you. I keep choosing you. Every day. • You're allowed to fall apart. I'll hold the pieces until you're ready.

[kyberled]

@healerrs

There was no such thing as a victimless war. He knows that. He’s been on the front lines far too many times to pretend otherwise. That’s why they need healers. And those healers needed to be at their best. Obi-Wan could teach him many things, but there were some areas he admitted were outside his scope of expertise. So it was that Braig was on his way to the medbay for some extra instruction. 

He arrived a few minutes early. Always best to be punctual, and he was excited. So much to learn, so little time! Even now, the medbay was a hub of activity. It always had been, but even more so since the start of the war. Beds once open to the public were now filled with Jedi and troopers alike, receiving treatment for various wounds obtained on the field of battle. He frowns to himself and weaves through the hustle, doing what he can to stay out of the way. No need to cause a problem while he’s looking for- Ah! There. That must be her. 

“Master Barista?” He asks. He stops at her side, hands folded neatly behind his back. First impressions are the most important, after all. “My name’s Braig. I was told to meet you here?” And with a smile,

“Thanks for agreeing to teach me - I really appreciate it.”

[healerrs]

It had been busier than usual in the temple medbay, signalling to her that there must be some setbacks in the war; There were likely more unsuccessful or high risk missions as of late. It took a special type of focus to maintain the quiet, peaceful attention to the task at hand, to ignore the bustle of the other healers and patrons in and out of the medbay, to distance yourself from the sounds of those in pain, and Essa had become extremely well versed in it over the years.

By no means was she one of the head healers, but she was a very frequent face to see working in the medbay when she wasn't providing medical aid to those in the field.

She stood at the bedside of a clone trooper, conversing lightly with him as she examined the large scar webbing its way across his ribs. Yes, he should be out of here very soon, she thought to herself.

A voice called her name and she turned, bidding a quick farewell to the trooper before fully turning her attention to the Padawan in front of her. "Ah yes, Obi-Wan mentioned that you would be coming by. It is very nice to meet you, Braig." Essa said with a warm smile, nodding her head at him in greeting. "It is no problem, that's the least I can do."

She took a few steps away from the bed before pausing to signal Braig to follow her to one of the less crowded areas of the medbay where they could talk before delving straight into the work.

[healerrs]

one thing about me is that i love to give my characters a piece of instrumental or chamber music that serves as a theme song of sorts

for essa, I think her piece of music is Victor Ewald's Brass Quintet No. 1 in B-Flat Minor, specifically movement 1.

[healerrs]

essa was very close to taking a second padawan, but when the clone wars started she promised herself that she would take one after the war was finished. she convinced herself with all sorts of reasons; she didn't want to teach a student how to be a soldier, she was a consular, dedicated to using violence as only the very last resort. wasn't being a general fighting in a war going against that core pillar of her teachings? the main reason that she fell on was that she would be too busy with her Medical Corps fieldwork to be able to properly train a padawan and grant then with all the experiences that would help them pass their trials.

it becomes a major point of regret for her after the purge. she feels that what she did was selfish and struggles to quiet the voices that whisper that if she had taken a padawan she may have been able to save them. that she wouldn't be so alone. she couldn't help ivlin now that he was a knight, but maybe, just maybe, she could have protected her second student.

[healerrs]

( I ) GENERAL

Welcome to my roleplay blog! Please read through these guidelines before following. Although this blog is heavily influenced by the Western genre, it leans much more into the realm of revisionist westerns and queer, feminist westerns than the traditional, romanticized version of the American west. I am using the aesthetic of cowboys and the Wild West, while adapting it into a more fantasy setting. #LAND BACK

( II ) MAINS & EXCLUSIVES

I currently have no specific mains, through I am open to the idea. If you would like to become a main please send me a message and we can discuss it together. I will not be doing exclusives. I am happy to interact with as many versions of a character as is interested in interacting with me!

( III ) PLOTTING

I tend to just improvise roleplays most of the time, but I am open to plotting as well. I prefer to plot as a way to get ideas and a general road-map for the roleplay or character dynamics rather than planning everything out from the start. If you are interested in plotting something, feel free to send me a message. Mutuals are also welcome to ask for my Discord username if you would prefer to plot there instead of Tumblr DMs.

( IV ) FORMATTING

I like to keep my formatting pretty simple, usually just small text and use of colour for dialogue. I flip between writing on my computer and my mobile quite frequently so I usually avoid using icons in my replies so I can keep things mostly consistent across devices, though you are welcome to use them if you like. I do use xkit rewritten and will be trimming replies in threads to keep them neat and easy to follow. I tend to write multi-paragraph replies with a lot of prose and less dialogue. Please never feel like you have to match length in cases where I get carried away. As long as it is more than a sentence or two I will be happy!

( V ) MEMES & STARTER CALLS

I consider any memes, prompts, open starters, or starter calls that I post to be accepting unless stated otherwise. I encourage you to lurk through my prompt or open starter tag to see if anything catches your eye. I am a huge fan of having multiple threads going at once. Don't feel limited or embarrassed about sending in more than one prompt in a short time or having more than one roleplay going, I thrive on that stuff. It is always nice to have options, after all.

( VI ) WRITING SPEED

I work a full time job that can be quite mentally and emotionally draining. Because of that, I am usually most active on weekends and will use that time to catch up on drafts. Activity will be sporadic and replies will be slow as I rely very heavily on moments of inspiration to do my best writing. Please be patient with me; It might take a little while, but I will get to doing my replies.

( VII ) SHIPPING

I am open to shipping, but I like to build up a relationship first rather than jumping straight in. If we have been writing together and you feel like a ship could develop between our characters, please let me know and we can discuss it further. Essa is a lesbian and will not ship with male characters; She also spends much of her life in a religion and culture that discourages those type of relationships.

( VIII ) TRIGGERS

Please tag mentions of cancer. I do not have any other triggers, though I would prefer if NSFW content is appropriately tagged so that I can filter it out. I will tag common triggers in the following format [trigger] tw. Let me know if there are any specific topics or themes you need tagged and I will do my best to remember.

( IX ) ABOUT THE MUN

Hello! My name is Kaija, I am 24 years old and a proud lesbian. I have been roleplaying on various platforms for about 12 years now, but I am fairly new to the Tumblr roleplay community. I do not support racism, sexism, homophobia, transphobia, bigotry, ableism, or zionism. Any instances of these will result in a hard block, no questions asked.