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Gabe | they/them | wannabe writer | fourteen |

[heart-awake]

I Cared

I cared

I really did

But the things you've done

I can't forgive

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She

She wasn't who they wanted her to be

So they dyed her hair

And broke her heart

They made her a new start

But all she ever wanted was to be herself

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Well Sometimes

I loved her

So why did I leave her

On her own

Well sometimes

Love isn't what you think

Well sometimes

Love isn't what you want it to be

Well sometimes

There's an aching feeling in your chest

You just can't put your poor heart

To rest

And you think

The feelings

Just might break free

I loved her

So why did I leave her

Why didn't I tell her

But now it's too late

To say

'I love you.'

But I have to leave you

Because my dear

This poor heart can't roam free

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Dreaming

Light fire to your dreams

Like the ends of your cigarettes

Burn them to the ground

Without regret

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Star Crossed Lovers

We are not the star crossed lovers

Our souls never met

But we love just the same

As anyone else

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Lost Without

Have you found yourself

In doubt

Lost

Without

Me

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Given

Take the love I gave you

Break it in two

One for me

And one for you

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Mistakes

Is there a place

Where I don't make the mistake

Of thinking I'm someone else

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Believe

Do you still believe

There's a place out here for me

Do you still believe

We can be free

Running wild in the cages

Where we can never flee

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Ghost

Now you're nothing but a ghost among the living

Now you never care about what you're given

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The Best Part

You were the best part of this world

The unsung melody waiting to be played

But now there's something wrong

Now

You're gone

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Never Loved You

I've never loved you

I never loved you

Anyway

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In Hell With You

What a heavenly way to die

If only we could fly

Instead we yearn

To do something other than burn

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You and Me

Is this really where I want to be?

Trapped between you and me?

Trapped between what I am

And what I want

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My Body Is A Cage

Set me free

From the cage that contains me

The one I call

My body

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Yours

I wanted to be yours

And yours only

I wanted you to be mine

And mine only

But these words are a curse, and I've already jinxed things.

[heart-awake]

Heart

I hope I can give you the flowers of my love,

But my heart is not yet in full bloom.