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[mrbulian]

I JUST WANT HARRY TO TOUCH MY FUCKING CLIT

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“i don’t support feminism because i don’t hate men”

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I love Brandon okay

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Remember when

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Ouch

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you poked my heart

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God bless Ashton Irwin

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bottled love {a.f.i}

When you came in the house that day there was a sense of quiet, abnormal quiet as it was always loud in your household. Your boyfriend, Ashton, and his mates where always holding band practices in your basement or just being idiots in general. But the only noise throughout the entire house that day was the low hum of the air conditioner to keep you from sweating to death in the heat of Sydney. But as you listened more intently, you detected the small whimpering noises coming from your bedroom. Your chest seemed to light on fire as you assumed Ashton had been cheating. You crept up the stairs, hoping to catch him in the act and relish the face of heartbreak as you tossed his ass into the street. But as you got closer to the door you realized that it wasn't another woman's voice but Ashton's quiet sounds of defeat. You opened the door hastily, hoping to end his sadness. You saw him hunched over in a corner, with a bottle, empty, in his hands, tears ran down his face, his whole being screamed emptiness. You ran over to him, cupping his face in your hands while you wiped away the tears with the pad of your thumb as you whispered that it was okay. He muttered indecipherable sayings, shaking his head, letting more tears fall. Without waiting to investigate more into the reasons for his sadness you lifted him as best as you could and practically dragged him down the hall in the bathroom. You ran downstairs quickly, feeling your own tears pricking at the back of your eyes at the sight of your boyfriend, broken and defeated. You grabbed two water bottles, rushing them back to the bathroom where you saw Ashton had emptied the contents of his stomach into the toilet, you wrinkled your nose, using your pointer finger only to flush down the distasteful sight of vomit that emitted the smell of vodka. You forced the bottle of water into his hands as he was at least sober enough to hold the water bottle himself then. You started the shower, making sure it was hot before peeling his clothes off of him, doing the same for yourself before lugging him into the shower where the two of you sat, the water from the shower head sprinkling down on you. "Baby.." you struggled to say, his head was still hung, the water dripping from his curls. You lifted his head and pressed a kiss to his lips. He looked up at you, but didn't say anything. You proceeded to wash his hair, rubbing the shampoo through his curls, combing through the knotted hair with your fingers, trying to be as gentle as possible. You rubbed soap over him, hoping somehow the contact would make him speak but he just stared at the floor of the shower, saying nothing. Once you had finished you didn't know what else there was to do to help him. You wrapped him in a tight embrace, kissing his curls and rubbing your thumbs in circles on his arms. "Don't ever leave me y/n." he said before his head dropped back again and you stayed there, hugging him tightly because you would never leave him.

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if you get me chipotle you will get chipotlaid

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Date Night {m.g.c.}

“Y/N!” you heard michael call from downstairs for what seemed like the millionth time in 2 minutes. You huffed and closed the book you were reading before walking down the steps to the kitchen. Once you walked in you saw Michael standing there, texting furiously. You cleared your throat to get his attention and soon enough he looked up from whatever he was doing. He smiled a smile that seemed to make his eyes sparkle and came over to you before explaining.

“I have something special I want to show you.” He told you. A feeling of excitement formed in your stomach. Michael had just gotten back from tour and you hadn't had a date in what seemed like forever. You nodded your head quickly, smiling before darting up the stairs and pulling on a comfortable outfit, not bothering with a dress or any of that. Once you walked back down the stairs he was waiting for you, dressed in comfortable clothes also. You stopped worrying about being to casual. 

“Ready?” He asked  once you had finally descended the stairs.

“Ready.” You confirmed before taking his large hand into yours. He led you out the house and past the car, you hoped it wasn't to far of a walk. As you had hoped, only a few minutes after leaving, Michael had slowed his pace, stopping in front of a tiny lake. The wind rustled the  early spring leaves and the warm light of the sun falling over the horizon. You looked to Michael, confused as to what his plans were. 

“You just have to trust me love okay?” he asked you, rubbing circles onto the back of your hand with his thumb. You nodded reluctantly until he started to pull you in another direction up a small hill. After a couple minutes of walking the two of you were overlooking a cliff that led straight to the river below. From this standpoint the river didn’t look so shallow and inviting as it had from ground level. 

“I used to make this jump all the time, I promise I wouldnt ask you to do this if i didnt know you were going to be safe and definitely have fun.” He told me before i even asked anything. 

“Michael...” you said nervously. 

“I promise.” he said. Even though you didnt know exactly what his promise was you believed him and so you let him wrap his arms around your waist from behind you, kiss the top of your head, count to three, and then jump. 

As soon as he jumped you felt air surround the two of you as you fell towards the water below. You let yourself scream but surprisingly it wasn’t a scream of fright, you felt alive, more alive than you ever had. You felt his arms tighten around your waist and for those 4 beautiful seconds, you were flying. 

Once you had felt the water slam into your feet and felt the water surround you, you knew it was over. Michael had let go of you from behind and now swam in front of you with questioning eyes as if it could have been possible not to enjoy that. Before he or you could get any words, powered by the adrenaline, you jumped into his arms, wrapping your arms around his neck and kissing him with passion. He smiled into the kiss and held you tightly against him. Before you could get to carried away, you pulled from his, cold water clinging to you lips and his. His lips were practically blue, the lake was not warm in the slightest. 

“Oh my god Michael!” You laughed, he smiled that adorable grin of his and pecked your lips quickly. 

“I love you.” You told him.

He smiled and replied, “I love you too.” 

With that the two of you began to laugh and dunk each other. Both of you having a permanent smiled etched into your face the whole time.

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Valentines Day (sequel to This Christmas

“Y/N come on please come with!!” your best friend pleaded while touching up the last of her eyeliner in the mirror.

“Why do I have to go its your boyfriend!” You whined from the living room flipping through the romance movies you could watch. You had planned since the end of January to just sit in on Valentines Day and watch the latest heart breaking movies just like you failed to do every year. Year by year was always wasted on stupid boyfriends or just like this year, getting persuaded into going out with your best friend.

“Because y/n! If you don’t go I’ll have to go by myself! We’ve only been dating two weeks I don’t wanna be alone!” She complained with a pout on her lips. You rolled your eyes as high as you could so she could get the point that you weren’t happy about this before rolling off the couch and going into your room to find something decent to wear. You tried to pick something casual to signal you weren’t looking for any attention but still ended up in a small black dress that ended in the middle of your thigh. It was strapless and had small ruffles of lace. You rolled your eyes again realizing it wasn’t anywhere close to casual. To make up for the fact that you looked fancy you slipped on a pair of black and white high top converse before meeting your best friend at the door. She squealed in delight to see you were wearing a dress. The eyeliner from earlier in the day would have to pass as your makeup for the night as you were already exhausted from searching through the closet.

“Oh my gosh y/n we’re going to have so much fun at Calum’s place!” she squealed. You again rolled your eyes. Calum, your best friend’s boyfriend, had a reputation that you didn’t really approve of for your best friend. He had dropped out of high school in year 11 and didn’t look like he was coming back soon. He had tattoos up and down his entire body, a nose ring, and the devilish smile that made most girls swoon. He hadn’t held down a relationship for longer than a month and had even had a pregnancy scare in year 10. The reason you knew all these things was because your best friend had practically been infatuated with him since the beginning of year 11. When she showed up to one of his parties 3 weeks ago she finally talked to him for the first time. They hadn’t stopped talking or hanging out since then. Even though you didn’t want to admit it you knew he was changing slightly since when they first started dating.

Regardless of your thoughts the two of you were still headed out to Calum’s where his three other friends waited with him.

 Once the car pulled up in Calum’s driveway you realized the house was dark. Your friend got out first, walking up to the doorway. Once she had wandered out of sight into the dark night you got out as well. The door opened and you saw a small amount of light, your friend walked in. Before you could pursue her you felt an arm around your waist, and the familiar slur from behind you. Ashton.

 “Is our break over yet y/n?” He asked sounding confused. You rolled your eyes and dragged him until he was sitting in the back seat of the car.

“What was that for I came here for the party!” He whined. Before shaking your head you grabbed a bottle of water from the front and shoved it in his face, crossing your arms as you waited for him to finish.

“Take me back y/n. I know you lied when you said we were on a break.” His lip quivered.

“Its not that simple Ash! You’ve lied and cheated and god knows what else and I cant just push that all away just for the promise of more!” You hissed annoyed.

“One more chance…” He asked.

“Before you could argue he was getting out and dragging your hand.

 After a while of walking down the sidewalk you realized you weren’t getting anywhere. You tried to pull Ashton back to the house just for him to fall onto you. You turned quickly to avoid the cement, landing on the grass of someones lawn.

 “Take me back…” He asked again.

Before you could say anything further he leaned in and kissed you, moving your lips in sync until you couldn’t deal with the warmth inside your chest.

“Fine.” You muttered breathlessly once he finally left your lips.

He giggled and poked your nose. You rolled your eyes for the millionth time, seeing all the stars and dark sky above you.

Looking down you looked at him seriously.

“Don’t push it.”

“Okay okay grumpy pants.” He giggled. With that he lay his head on your stomach and eventually fell asleep.

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Waves|l.h.

"Oh my god Luke stop!" You yelled as Luke pushed you farther into the icy cold waves. The midnight light shone down on his laughing complexion, the slight smile grew on your face. 

"Oh come on y/n have a little fun!" He chuckled, splashing your bare back with the sea water. The wind whipped around your face, salt water caressing your skin. You felt his hands around your waist, pulling you towards him from behind, his cold lips pressed against your neck. Your heart started to race. “I love you so much y/n” He mumbled against your skin. You wriggled out of his grasp and started floating on your back in the water. There wasn’t a cloud to be seen, the sky littered with millions of bright stars.

  After both of you had climbed out of the water, onto the shore where your warm blankets were still lying full of heat and promise, you were both exhausted.

“Are we gonna drive back or…” You asked, trailing off as you saw there was no way Luke was driving back, his eyes were drooping dangerously low, his insistent tossing and turning becoming less frequent.  Before he fell asleep completely he pulled you into his arms once again. Kissing your hair and forehead, snuggling into you.

You had no idea where it came from, but you still said “Don’t let me go… please.” His eyes fluttering open, staring at you.

“Through every wave babe.” He giggled slightly.

“You’re so cheesy.” You mocked.

“You know you love it y/n.” He laughed.

With that you both drifted to sleep on the beach, the salty wind whipping around, but at the same time it was the calmest you had ever felt.

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the sky's all cloudy

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Rain|l.h.

You drove in your car excited to get home after a long day. Coffee had spilled all over the expensive new outfit you had bought for a job interview right before you were supposed to start, your car had broken down 3-make that 4 times in total, you had dropped your purse in the most disgusting mud puddle, and lets just say your phone wasn’t looking that great afterwards. All you wanted to do was go upstairs and cuddle with Luke and forget about the entire day. Your window wipers took away one last sheet of rain before you got out and made a run for it to the door. You kicked off your heels on the front porch and fumbled with your keys. Finally you made it inside, looking as if you had just showered without taking off your makeup or clothes. You went in the basement quickly and pulled out the warmest clothes you could gather out of the dryer before peeling off the soaked skirt and blouse. You threw on the warm clothes and slipped on your slippers. You grabbed a blanket and switched off the lights, heading up to your room where you could finally just enjoy part of your day.

On your way up you heard Luke yelling, you assumed in a phone call. You walked up the steps and nosily listened through the doorway. “Look, I like you a lot okay… but I love y/n, I’m not going to keep doing this behind her back. I don’t want you calling me again, find someone single for god’s sakes.” You heard Luke saying into the phone. There was silence for a while before he spoke again.

“I know this is just as much my fault as it is yours… but I’m ending it, goodbye.” He snapped. You heard his cell phone slam down onto the nightstand. You tried to contain the tears in your eyes but it was all to much. The awful day you just had in general and now apparently your one spark of happiness all day was cheating on you.

The bedroom door opened and he walked out. You were looking down at your feet, but you heard his gasp as he saw you standing there. “Y/N I swear I can explain.” You heard him whisper. You didn’t stay around much longer, running towards your car in the rain and jumping in, driving as fast as the limit could take you. The last thing you wanted to do that day was get a ticket. You drove to Calums house and knocked on the door for a while before pulling the spare key out of your purse and walking inside, once again drenched. You heard the shower on so you yelled up the stairs that you were there and walked up to his room laying down on the matress and falling asleep.

It wasn’t long before you were jolted awake. You tried to cover your face but it was to late as Calum had seen the mascara running down your face. “Y/N what happened?” He asked worriedly looking into your eyes with a warm look. Suddenly your whole body shivered and you burst out in tears yet again. You couldn’t stop even as he put his arm around you and shushed your cries. He pulled you under the covers with him and you lay your head on his chest trying to calm yourself. Once you finally stopped he patted your head and sat up again. You looked up at him before saying “Luke… L- Luke was ch- cheating.” You sniffled. Calums face turned red, he looked away but soon looked back at you again “I told him to stop… he wouldn’t listen to me… bu-“ you stopped him before he could continue. “You knew all this time?! You never said a word to me!” and with that you were out the door again, this time completely forgetting your car and just flat out running into the rain. Your boyfriend and your best friend had both kept secrets from you, a terrible day, and to top it off… no phone to call someone to come help you out. Your entire day was a complete mess.

“Y/N wait!” you heard an all to familiar voice yelling at you to stop running. You stomped around, he ran towards you in the rain. His blonde hair was slumped, his car keys jangling in his hands.

“What could you possibly wan-“ you started. He stopped you with a kiss. You flustered, but didn’t stop.

“I’m sorry okay! It was a mistake and I was lonely… I’m so sorry.” He said. You could barley hear him from the sound of sheets of rain falling.

“Well it’s to late for that now isn’t it.” You snapped.

He grabbed your elbow as you tried to walk away.

“Don’t.” you spit.

With that you walked away into the rain. Truth is you had no idea where you were going.

[lasht-n]

i don’t even know what 5sos are doing to your dashboard anymore

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This Christmas| Ashton Irwin Imagine

You looked out your bedroom window, at the snow falling to the ground. You weren't sure how long you had been sitting there, all you could remember was his face, his perfect curls, his perfect laugh. It seemed to you as if you were losing your mind. Completely and entirely. You hugged your bare legs to the warmth of your sweater before getting up and getting into your bed, tomorrow would be Christmas, tomorrow you would have to be happy. You flicked off the Christmas lights framing your bed and pulled the covers up to your chin, not wanting to feel a thing. Exactly one day had passed that Ashton had broken your heart.

  "Merry Christmas Y/N" you heard your best friend calling from downstairs. You put on fuzzy socks and walked down the steps, trying to make your eyes look less puffy as you walked.

"Hey, sweetie how are you?" She asked, hugging you tightly and trying to hold in her own tears. She really was a mess, you could smell the liquor on her jacket, she had partied last night with the guy of her dreams, and here you were a mess on Christmas Day because of a complete asshole.

"Are you up for going out tonight?" She asked hopefully. You suppressed your eye roll and nodded your head with a slight smile.

"Oh yes! We're gonna have an amazing night don't you worry, you'll have a great Christmas with or without him!" She squealed. This time you did roll you eyes before going to your kitchen, pouring hot chocolate, getting the snacks and putting the movie "White Christmas" in. This was you are her Christmas tradition since you had no family to speak of and she wasn't very welcome in her parents house. You sat down and put a white fuzzy blanket over the both of you, and started your Christmas day movie marathon.

  You walked out of the house in the white snow not even close to being dressed for the weather. You were wearing an all white infinity dress with short black heels to match. Your best friend stumbled behind you in her sky high heels and skinny as hell dress.

Once you got the club of course the slow version of  "Last Christmas" was playing, everyone with someone, everyone loved. You couldn't take it as hot tears spilled down your unnatural blushed cheeks. You ran to the bathroom but felt somones arms around your waist. You turned to see Ashton looking down at you.

“Hey.” He said shyly. You scoffed and pulled your wrist from his arm. This wasn’t happening. He wasn’t going to see you cry. He proved how actually stubborn he was when he followed you into the ladies bathroom. All the women exited quickly casting worried glances at Ashton as he stood looking at you. You put your hands on your hips like a two year old and glared at him. That’s when he showed emotion. His face softened and he took a step back.

“I miss you y/n…” He said quietly.

“Oh Bull. Fucking. Shit.” You muttered through gritted teeth.

“Its true y/n! Give me another chance I was drunk and being an asshole and I’m sorry… but I love you.” He murmured. The anger swelled in your chest as you stepped toward him and shoved him away. You threw your hands at him in a full out tantrum now, smacking his chest and his arms, until it finally stopped and you lips were connected. You pushed him into the stall kissing him with anger, with love, with sadness. He lifted and and pressed your back against the bathroom stall. That’s when the bathroom door opened. “If you are holding any weapons drop them right now. Come out of that bathroom stall with your hands raised and don’t say a god damn thing.” You heard a deep voice calling from outside. You cupped your hand to your mouth trying to hold in the laughter as Ashton put you down and did as he was told.

  5 hours Later

You and Ashton were walking down the sidewalk, trying to find your way back to the club so you could just go home. “I had a really good time tonight even if half of it was spent explaining that I wasn’t raping you.” Ashton laughed, the street lamps illuminating off his face. You held your arms tightly against the wind. “Yeah me to.” You giggled slightly. The sound of sirens in the distance made you walk faster through the unfamiliar neighborhood. “Maybe I could come over and we coul-“ Ashton was interrupted as you walked in front of him.

“What are we doing Ashton, this isn’t the type of relationship I want, I don’t want to keep doing this to myself, to you, to everyone around me.” You said quietly. Ashton gulped and looked down at you with his big puppy dog eyes.

 “I thought maybe we…” He trailed off.

“Ash, I believe in 2nd chanced maybe even third chances if I like you a lot, but I don’t think I can give you 5th and 6th chances…” You murmured.

  He grimaced. “Okay… maybe its better if we just took a break for a while?” He asked.

  “Yeah a nice clean break for a bit…” You lied through your teeth.

“okay… he sighed but smiled slightly.

  “For what its worth, this Christmas was pretty great.” He smiled now.

  “Yeah…. Probably the best one so far.” You laughed.

“I love you y/n” he snuck in.

“I love you to Ashton.” You said, trying not to cry.

“I love you more…” He giggled.

“Oh shut up you clown.” You laughed also.

“Well… bye” He whispered.

“Bye Ashton” You said, the tears had escaped. And with that you walked down the street. Your friend would be there soon anyways. You knew that Christmas was one that would haunt you forever. But you were okay with that. You had to be. To ever be okay again

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