too young to be this hurt

sw 180 ugw: 100

[craving-thinz]

🕷️

[rosedcheeks]

I’M SO FUCKING TIRED OF BEING THE FAT FRIEND.

[i-am-annas-angel]

Ana’s sweetspo (trigger warning)

Hey, I know that this is hard. I know it seems impossible. I know it hurts. But that’s the point. If it were easy, if it didn’t require strength, effort, motivation to lose weight, then everybody would be skinny. You’ve gotten so far with me, so do you really want to throw that all away? For what, five minutes enjoying a chocolate bar? What about enjoying your body? Dont you want that? If you really do, all you need to do is keep pushing forward, keep being the strong, beautiful person i know you are underneath all that fat

[jewlsies]

those little things on ur nose aren’t blackheads, don’t try and get rid of them they’re sebaceous filaments and they’re permanent and literally everyone has them

every girl has that little pouch of fat on her lower tummy, despite what magazines try n show u, you have important organs there that need to be protected don’t try and get rid of ur pouch

ur body is smarter than u think and it knows what to do when u eat more than normal. one bad day, or even week, of eating poorly isn’t gonna ruin anything at all I pinky promise

if u think u look good up until u try taking a selfie, it’s not ur fault - our faces are asymmetrical and when u see ur face flipped it will look unnatural to u, since u don’t see it that way when u look in the mirror. to everyone else it looks perfectly fine

no one’s stomach looks the same at 8pm as it does at 8am. no one has a chiseled six pack after a day of eating, not even the super fit people u see on tumblr, because ur stomach naturally expands after eating and expecting to have a flat tummy before bed is very unrealistic

no one notices if the bags under ur eyes are bad today. no one pays attention to the bump in ur nose or the zit on ur chin or the piece of hair that u missed when u were straightening. literally no one notices these things except you so stop worrying about it ur gonna be fine

sometimes u just gotta get over urself

[atlasri3ing]

this made me cry I needed it so bad

[skinnnydiary]

[colderthanwinter]

they warn you about the boys who wear leather and smoke cigarettes. they warn you about the boys who will pin you against walls and leave marks on your skin. they warn you about the boys who hate school and love motorcycles. they warn you about the boys who prefer alcohol to water. they warn you about the bad boys who will break your heart. but they don’t warn you about the boys with the kind eyes and sweet smiles. they don’t warn you about the boys who will write you letters and take you on dates. they don’t warn you about the boys who will tease you and love your dumb quirks no matter what. they don’t warn you about the boys who will say they love you when they think you’re not listening, or plan your wedding with you at 3am over the phone. they don’t warn you about the good boys who will break your heart.

(via colderthanwinter)

[i57cm-blog]

Why Starve?

♡ so you won’t have to wear maxi dresses that hit the floor to hide your thunder thighs and flabby knees ♡ for the cute and dainty tennis skirts that flow easily through your tiny thighs

♡ so you won’t have to worry about your stomach flopping over your pants ♡ for the shorts that poke out at your hips because of your almost concave stomach and thin waist

♡ so that way your sweater paws won’t look like you’re embarrassed to show those sausage links you call fingers ♡ for bony fingers covering themselves from their unwavering glances and thoughts of being as small and beautiful as you

♡♡♡♡

[pu55y-eat-dick]

[lostallbraincells]

You made yourself fat, now make yourself skinny again.

[shrinkingbytheminute]

In one month

You could be at your ultimate goal weight or

Your current weight.

It’s YOUR choice.

[godofwines]

[anythingelseanaplease]

I’ve just found this and this was the space of about 1 and a half months.. this has amazed me that I could do this and yes I may have been slipping recently but not anymore. I can reach my goal and I will get there and I’ll be proud of me. Fuck man

[can-wait-to-be-thin]

[macymacy]

🌿

[valleypoor]

following back similar. stay safe 🌻

[hannah-1s-ana]

Who needs food when you can have

Gum

Water

Green tea

Black coffee

Sleep

Black tea

Your goal weight

[dead-on-arrivalll]

Skinny legs

[misguidedliafloats]

A thigh gap

Hipbones

Defined collar bones

[80cals]

long defined fingers

a flat stomach

[soonilbeskinny]

showing ribs 😍

[wishiwasnthere]

Confidence

[heartbrokenbones-blog]

happiness

[sorryimessedupagain]

I spent three weeks in a mental hospital and what I discovered there I feel like should be put into words.

we are not who you think we are.

the boy with turrets told the funniest jokes

the girl who raked her nails up and down her skin could create the most exquisite drawings

the girl who abused drugs had the wisest soul

the boy with schizophrenia had the biggest heart

the girl who tried to kill herself told the boy with insomnia stories to help lure him to sleep

the boy who wanted to kill himself had the deepest passion for cooking

the girl with slits and scars all over her body dried my tears and told me I was beautiful

the boy with anger issues gave the warmest hugs

the girl with bulimia told everyone every day that they looked beautiful in their bodies

the boy who was a compulsive liar told us that he wanted us all to get better, and that he was for once telling the truth

the girl who almost drank herself to death stood up for anyone that felt they were feeling bullied

the boy with social anxiety made sure nobody sat alone at meals

we are not who you think we are.

[maddisonkennedy-deactivated2017]

*slams reblog button*

[brattyfemmeartrmis-blog]

This is so important! When I was at the mental hospital I met some amazing people. Every day we laughed together, smiled, lifted each other up no matter what and encouraged each other.

We are not who you think we are. We are some of the strongest, bravest, most loving, creative people you will ever meet.

[heartbrokenbones-blog]

this is beautiful

[soon-to-be-a-skinny-boy-deactiv]

When I don’t eat:

I lose weight faster

I get an amazing rush that I don’t get anywhere else

I have more time to study

I have more time to write my book

I have more time to read books

I feel better

I get better grades

I can sleep easier

I’m happier

I’m not disappointed or angry at myself

I feel lighter

I feel more confident

Stop telling me I need to eat!

[heartbrokenbones-blog]

30 day thinspo challenge

Do you binge? If so, why do you think you do?

Definitely. I think I binge because of lack of self-control and the cravings, but i will overcome them and be skinny