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Fakir doesn’t need the sensation of something dark and thorny and icy crawling up the length of his spine to understand how absolutely, unacceptably wrong all of this is – the fact that Mytho radiates a kind of energy that sets the hairs at the back of his neck standing up straight is superfluous; he knows Mytho, he can sense the discordant, glass shattering wrongness before the other opens his mouth. That doesn’t mean something jagged doesn’t want to pierce through his ribs at the cadence of his voice, of course. That his stomach drops with the weight of the insistent reminder of his own failure ( failure, failure, like a second heartbeat ) knowing he hadn’t done his only job of protecting him.
❛ That’s what I’m doing. ❜ His voice is strung like a piano wire but the self loathing, the doubt, the ( – it’s not fear; you cannot be afraid anymore ) pales under the conviction he forces into his tone. ❛ This isn’t you. I’m not leaving until you fight this, Mytho. ❜
( He’s right— there’s a weak whispering in the back of his mind— You know that, don’t you? )
“Shut up.” He hisses under his breath, an itch itch itch of his hand scratching faintly over his chest, as if he is trying to bury something away ( or digging something else up, perhaps ). Yes, it is not him who is wrong here, it is just a matter of making it clear to everyone else; figuring out which strings to pull to make him comply like that pitiful, not raven, girl. He has to play his cards right, though— he does not think he will lose influence over this body ( if anything, his influence is growing ), he would hate for the other to grab control while he’s off guard.
“Is this really helping?” He does not flinch to the forcefulness of the other— why would he, prince of ravens, have anything to fear? “Or should I say... is it really me that you’re helping?” Is this not for the sake of your own selfish needs? He does not say it ( and perhaps he doesn’t need to ), a tilt of his head as he peers up to observe him— gaze sharp, seeking, like a bird of prey ready to swoop in ( if ) when given the right reaction.











