WARNING: Lots of swearing, mature themes, bloody noses, cunnilingus, p in v, squirting, porn w plot (?), Both reader and toby are 18-19 years old during the story. 4.5k words
Everything happens before Toby turned into who he is today, and for the sake of the plot I altered his original story a little bit.
''Hey freak, watch out!''
Physical education was Toby's least favourite subject in high school. He just wasn't one of those people who were flexible, sporty, or talented in that aspect. He wore an oversized T-shirt from his favourite show, baggy jeans, and worn sneakers. His glasses weren't helping with the overall look either.
But Toby was fine with that; he was used to it. He knew who he was, and he didn't dare change for anyone. Well, it's not like he could with his Tourette's and CIPA. Unfortunately for him, the combination of looks and behaviour attracted the attention of the popular kids in school.
''Ow!'' Toby exclaimed as the basketball hit the back of his head, his hand rubbing the spot where the ball hit him. He could hear the people behind him laugh as he adjusted his glasses. ''What was-f-fuck!-what was that for?''
''what was that for.'' Aaron, the guy who was responsible for many of his bruises and broken glasses as well as his biggest hater, mocked his tics. Aaron's friends laughed and nodded as if he had told them the joke of the century. Toby grimaced.
''You're in our way, nerd.'' Aaron huffed as he walked towards the basketball that was forgotten on the court floor and picked it up. ''Its not your co-shit!-court.'' Toby's face twitched, his shoulders jerking. Aaron and his minions laughed.
''You wanna get smart with me, asshole?'' Aaron smirked as he pushed Toby, making him stumble backwards. People were starting to stare as the two boys made eye contact. ''I'll show you your place, don't worry.'' Toby's breath hitched, his body tense as he braced for impact.
''Aaron, thats enough!'' Your voice came out annoyed and concerned from behind as you ran towards the two boys. Aaron turned around and offered a smile upon seeing you so annoyed.
''Babe, its all good. We're just teasing each other.'' He laughed as he grabbed Toby by the shoulder and squeezed. He felt like dying at that moment.
You sighed. ''Just leave the poor boy alone; Coach is calling you.'' That seemed to distract Aaron from Toby. ''Well, i guess i'll be going then.'' He grinned and kissed your cheek before signaling for his friends to come along with him.
''Are you okay? You smiled as you walked up to Toby, your expression one that could only be characterized as pity. Toby was in pure shock, however. He's had the biggest crush on you since 7th grade, but considering he was only a 'nerd' and you were, well...everything. He didnt think you even were aware of his existence, even if you've interacted here and there.
Toby stared at you for a bit, like you were speaking an alien language.
''Does it hurt? Should i take you to the nurse's office?'' your words finally came through, and Toby stammered. ''I- y-yeah, no, im okay.'' He twitched slightly, letting out a small grunt as he dusted off nothing from his clothes. ''sorry...'' he whispered.
''For what? They were the ones picking on you.'' You chuckled and crossed your hands. Toby often referred to you as an angel to his friends, because to him, you were one. Porcelain skin and beautiful, silky hair, plus incredibly kind. You were hypnotizing.
''Uh, its fiii-fuck you!-fine..'' He blushed. Gosh, this was so embarrassing. This was his one-time chance to talk to you, and his ticcing was ruining everything!!
''Dont let them talk to you that way, okay? Otherwise i'll have to deal with them.'' You laughed, and Toby could only stare as the music of your laugh blessed his ears. ''Well, i'll catch you around Toby, gotta go.'' You waved at him, and he leaned slightly forward like you were a magnet.
''Bye...'' he whispered, his blushing getting visibly worse. He blinked multiple times; that really happened. You spoke to him, you stood up for him. You saved him. You really were an angel.
''If you keep staring at her, you'll burn holes in the back of her head.'' Kate huffed as she appeared behind him, giving his head a slap. ''F-Fuck off.'' Toby groaned as his neck jerked to the side.
''Whatever, get changed and come to class later.'' Kate raised an eyebrow before turning around to leave the gym. Toby sighed.
''Alright, who can tell me what organelle can be found in the cytoplasm of living cells?''
The entire classroom was silent. Most students were scrolling on their phones, others were drawing, and others were too busy laughing at a certain someone. Toby's lips formed a straight line.
''Miss [L/N]? Would you like to answer the question?'' The teacher smiled, and you shot your head up to look at him. ''Uhh, i..''
Toby noticed your hesitation, and he quickly wrote a small note before passing it to you discreetly. You gulped, your eyes quickly glancing at Toby before looking back at the teacher.
''Uh, ribosome! Yeah, its...'' a pause. ''They read genetic instructions from messenger RNA to link amino acids together in a specific order.''
The teacher hummed and nodded. ''Thank you, miss [L/N].'' He said, and you nodded awkwardly. Toby ducked his head in his book, he would burst if he made eye contact with you now.
The bell rang, and everything was loud again. He hated loud noises. It reminded him of home, of his father screaming at his mother, all the objects that were being thrown, all the pain and grief and suffering--
''You with me?'' Your voice snapped Toby right back to reality, a quite violent tic making him grunt before finally speaking to you.
''Yeah i-f-fuck this!-im fine, thank-bitch!-thank you.'' God, he could feel himself heating up already. He didnt really want to make eye contact or talk, so he opted for the next best thing.
''Guh-gotta go.'' He mumbled as he started putting his books and notebook inside his backpack. ''Wait! What about the project?'' you said as your eyes followed his, watching as his ticcing got visibly worse.
''P...Project?'' Toby finally looked up at you. ''Yeah...? Mister Green assigned us as partners. Ya know, DNA and all that stuff.'' You laughed awkwardly as Toby stared at you again.
''Yeah, uh- i will--,'' ''Toby, cmon, you--oh.'' Kate raised her eyebrow as she approached the two of you. ''Whats going on here...?'' She huffed out a laugh, looking between you and Toby.
''Im [Name], nice to meet you!'' You smiled, ''I know who you are very well.'' Kate gave you a smile back, although a bit teasing due to Toby literally sweating buckets right next to you.
''You do?'' You hummed as you looked at Toby, and he stiffened. ''I-Its time we got guh-going. See-fuck!-see ya.'' He interrupted by lightly punching Kate on the shoulder, which made her scoff.
''Hey, asshole!'' She retorted as Toby dragged her by the forearm. ''Suh-Shut up...'' he muttered as the two of them rushed out of the classroom. You could only giggle and shake your head as you gathered your own things.
''You should be thanking me for saving your ass.'' Kate huffed as the two set their stuff down at her bedroom floor. ''I was doing fuh-fiine.'' Toby grumbled as he dragged the last syllable, and Kate rolled her eyes.
''Sure you were. You were blushing like crazy and basically stumbling over every word you were uttering.''
''I...I get it okay? She's an angel, she's per-shit!-perfect and i-im just...mmm-me.'' He ticed again, his neck making a snap sound as he chewed on his lips.
Kate sighed. ''Dont be pathetic, thats what girls hate.'' Toby frowned as he looked down at himself. His fingers were covered with bandages due to his severe nail-eating habit, his clothes dirty and his hair messy. There was no way someone like you could ever be with someone like him.
''So you're suh-saying im pathe-s-shit!-pathetic?'' Kate shook her head and slapped his shoulder, he couldnt feel it. ''Dont be an idiot, you're not pathetic.''
''You juh-just said it, fuck!'' Toby grunted as he put on his glasses and gathered his stuff. ''Where are you going? You just got here.'' Kate blinked as she stood up from her bed and followed Toby.
"Homework," he simply said as he left the room and walked down the stairs. ''Bye Mrs. Hayes.'' Toby smiled faintly as he bid his goodbyes. He didn't really look back to see if Kate was watching him leave; he just needed to go.
The walk home was long, and it was already getting late. Toby didnt really like his home, but he had nowhere else to go. He hated his father more than anyone in the world, especially after his sister's death everything just went to hell. Whatever, he mostly felt bad for his mother.
The clock struck 7 PM when he got home. Thankfully, nobody seemed to be home. Probably working or grocery shopping, he thought to himself as he locked himself in his room.
The room was mostly empty, aside from the desk near his window, a bed, and a closet. It was pretty plain, but it was more than enough for him. Toby sat on his chair and opened his books when a notification from his phone interrupted his thoughts.
Unknown Number
Hey! Is this Toby? 7:15PM
Toby's head tilted to the side, his eye twitching as he struggled to type.
Tobias
yeah, wjo is thids? 7:16PM
The answer was almost immediate.
Unkown Number
Im [Name] from school :D Remember me?? 7:16 PM
Toby's entire body tensed again. Of course he remembered you; he knew everything about you. Your message had caught him completely off guard. How come he didn't have your number?
Tobias
Ido, i remrber yoi. can ih elp you? 7:17PM
He stared at the screen for a bit. You were really texting him. Willingly. Or maybe this was a prank; he didn't know. But Toby could feel his cheeks reddening again as he stared at your profile picture. There you were, smiling at someone behind the camera, and you looked ethereal as always. He decided to change your contact name to just your name.
[Name]
Before you question me, i asked your friend Kate to give me your number. Yknow, project :P!! 7:19PM
Tobias
oh, right 7:20PM
i can do itmyself so don't worry about it. 7:20PM
[Name]
What :(( No you dont have to! 7:21PM
It wouldnt be fairrrr! 7:21PM
sooo, is your house available tomorrow? 7:22PM
Toby pinched himself, but well, he couldn't feel it. There was no way this was actually happening; he had to be dreaming. And yes, he knew that sounded cliché, but he didn't really care.
Tobias
i dont tgink ym place is a good idea. 7:23PM
[Name]
Awh :< That's fine, my place works too! 7:24PM
Moms and dad will be out for the weekend so we can work then? 7:25PM
''My god..'' He whispered to himself as he gulped. This must be heaven, he couldnt turn down an opportunity like this! Be brave, Toby.
Tobias
Sjre, yeah cool 7:26PM
tomorrow..? 7:26PM
[Name]
sure! How does 6 sound? 7:28PM
And that was the end of your conversation. Toby felt like dying and floating at the same time; he felt so euphoric, he couldn't explain the feeling. His tics had gotten a lot worse at this point; all the excitement and nervousness weren't helping his case.
It was okay. He had an entire day to get ready. He had literally dreamt of this moment since forever; he couldn't screw it up. The only problem was that you were already in a relationship with Aaron, the guy who for some reason, loved to bully him.
''Its fuh-fine...relax,'' he breathed in and out. Its just a project date.
Toby kept shifting as he stood in front of your door, his lips chapped and dry and his tics frequent. He made sure to put on clothes that made him look a lot more...presentable. His friend Tim also helped him style his hair a little bit!
''Okay..'' he took a deep breath and finally rang the bell.
''Oh, hey! You made it,'' You smiled at him, and Toby almost lost it at that moment. Even with simple attire, you looked absolutely breathtaking. Your hair was down, and you were wearing a sweatshirt and shorts.
''Yeah, uh- h-hi.'' He stuttered and cursed himself in his head. You giggled as you stepped aside to let him in. Toby sucked in a breath and took a step forward to enter.
''You look different. Did you change your hair?'' you asked as you took a good look at him. His hair looked neat instead of being usually messy, and his clothes were not what he usually wore at school either.
''May-f-fuck-maybe.'' Toby pushed his glasses up as he took out his notebook and pencil case. ''I like your messy hair, looks cute.'' You smiled as you walked towards your room, Toby following behind you. He almost choked on his own saliva when you complimented him.
''Uh...Thank you...'' He almost whispered. Why was he whispering?! Its not like you'd bite him, right? This was hell and heaven at the same time.
Upon entering your room, it looked....exactly how he had imagined it. Decorated from the inside out, colourful with lots of LED lights and posters hanging on the wall. It was the cutest thing he'd ever seen.
''Take a seat, dont be shy!'' You smiled as you sat on your desk chair, patting the chair next to yours. Toby had to remind himself to calm down, or else the tent in his pants would be more visible than the sun on a sunny day.
Once he took a seat, he decided to finally speak. ''I uh- i'll-f-fucking bitch-Do you know how-'' he ticced once ''do you know what evolution is?''
You glanced at Toby and gave him an innocent smile. ''Nope! Explain it to me, please?''He had to gulp down his nervousness before he pushed his falling glasses back up to his nose bridge.
''Uh,'' he started. Godamnit, your shorts were seriously distracting. ''Evolution is a pr-fuck!-process that results in chuh-changes in the genetic material of a population over time.'' He cleared his throat and leaned back slightly when you leaned forward. He could hear his heart beating in his ass.
''A-Arent you getting too cuh-close?'' Toby chuckled awkwardly as his shoulders jerked, his head snapping to the side quickly before glancing at you again.
Your expression was making it harder for him to focus. Your eyebrows raised as you smiled oh-so innocently, as if you didn't know what you were doing.
''Does it bother you?'' Toby shook his head instantly. This was too much for him, so he turned his entire body forward to face his notebook.
''Let's fuh-focus on the project.'' He whispered as he picked up a pencil and started writing down biology stuff; you didn't really care. Your eyes glanced down at his crotch to see how stiff his pants were looking compared to twenty minutes ago.
''Isn't it getting hot in here?'' You ignored him. You slowly took off your sweatshirt to reveal your tank top underneath. And lord have mercy, you were wearing no bra.
''Did ya know-tic-the human heart pu-another tic-pumps around 2,000 gallons of blood e-very day?'' Toby nervously tried to change the subject as he chewed on his lower lip again.
''Is that so?'' you hummed as your toe found his leg, trailing up from his ankle to his calf slowly. Toby's eyes were about to roll to the back of his skull. Were you trying to kill him?
''Y-Yeah, the average puh-person has 25 thou-he ticced again-thousand taste buds as well.'' Toby continued throwing random biology facts as you leaned in closer and closer until you were face to face.
''[Name], wha...what are you doing?'' You didnt respond, you were too busy wrapping your arms around his neck and bringing yourself even closer to him until your lips made contact with his.
You were kissing him. This was real. This was happening. His first kiss was his crush since 7th grade, and he had no idea how to react. He couldnt help but let out a pathetic whine as his eyes rolled to the back of his head; his nose was starting to bleed as he tried to kiss you back. God, he was so pathetic and awfully bad at kissing.
His hands were literally shot up in the air like you were a cop pointing a gun at him, his mind was hazy. Eventually, he pulled away.
''whuh-what about Aaron?'' Toby asked with a frown as his shoulders jerked. You couldn't help but match his frown. ''I broke up with him yesterday evening.'' He couldn't believe his ears. Werent you moving too quickly?
''Cmon Toby, your crush on me is extremely obvious. Just like the hardness in your pants.'' You giggled as you made fun of his 'situation'. But instead of getting mad, Toby found himself loving how mean you were being to him. You were the only one who could say things like that to him.
At that moment, Toby felt like he was being possessed, like he wasn't in control of his body and mind. ''Angel, puh-please...dont tease me.'' He pleaded as you looked at him with a wide grin.
''Want me to kiss you? Is that it, nerd?'' You laughed as he whined. ''Dont cuh-call me that-'' he pouted as he got on his knees, making your heart skip a beat.
''Please...'' he whispered as he looked up at you with that puppy look, his glasses tilted slightly as he kissed all the way from your knees to your thighs. He could smell your arousal.
When you finally nodded, Toby lost all sense of self-control and patience. With one swift movement, he pulled your pants and panties down to reveal your pretty pink folds.
''In-f-fuck-incredible..'' he whispered as his hands twitched on your inner thighs, his eyes analyzing your pussy as if you were an ornament. ''Thats,'' a tic ''thats the labia mmh-majora.'' He purred as he moved towards your inner lips, ''a-and labia minora.'' you whined as he kept on muttering whatever to himself.
''Toby, stop, thats embarrassing.'' you pouted and closed your legs. Toby panicked. ''I-Im sorry! I duh-didnt mean to,'' he apologized as he slowly got up and walked you to your bed. Its not like he knew what he doing; his instincts were the only thing helping him right now.
''Let me...?'' he asked for permission as he laid you on your back, his eyes looking at yours. You couldnt help but smile as you adjusted his glasses. ''M'kay, but glasses stay one, pretty boy.''
No further explanation needed. Toby slowly sinked lower until he was at eye-level with your pussy. He gave an experimental lick, again and again, until he got a bit more confident with his tongue.
''Tuh-The clitoris should b-be somewhere...'' he paused as he licked all the way up to the spot he was searching. ''here.'' he whispered as he took the bud in his mouth and sucked, making you moan loudly as you grabbed his hair.
''O-Oh my god, Toby!'' you gasped out as he continued, practically shoving his face in your cunt like it was cake. ''Suh-so sweet, tasty..'' he mumbled as he sucked and slurped, the wet noises making both of you blush.
''You're a virgin, right?'' You let out a breath as he nodded slowly. ''Are you sure?'' He nodded again, his eyes focused on your expression as his tongue worked overtime. There was no way he was a virgin with pussy-eating skills like these.
His tongue was focused on your clit as he awkwardly licked and sucked, hoping that you'd like it. Your reaction confirmed it for him. His glasses were getting foggy, but he didn't care. All he wanted to do was pleasure you.
''Right there- oh my god!.'' You threw your head back, your hand gripping the sheets so hard you knuckles were white as the other gripped his hair. Your moans and whines made Toby blush impossibly more, his hand gripping your inner thighs as he kept your legs spread.
''Please c-cum for me puh-princess, i need it.'' He whimpered, his tongue finally finding your entrance and push, push, pushing inside. Both your eyes closed in ecstasy.
''Rub my clit with your fingers,'' you moaned out, and Toby obeyed. ''Right, stimu-fuck!-stimulation.'' He mumbled as his thumb rubbed your clit quickly and messily in circles.
''Im cumming, please-'' you gasped, your legs trembling as he continued. It's like he never got tired, his tongue working endlessly on your cunt as your juices finally splattered in his mouth and on his entire face.
Maybe this was heaven after all.
''Im so sorry, i didnt mean-'' ''you...squi-a tic-squirted on my face.'' He gulped as he looked at you, his face and glasses glistening with your juices.
''Well yeah..'' you coughed out as you stood up straight. ''Did you just cum in your pants?'' you grinned as Toby looked down at the damp spot in his crotch. ''I guess i d-did.'' He chuckled as he cleaned his glasses and face with a wet wipe.
''You're cute.'' you giggled as you laid back down on your bed, his eyes following your movements before joining you. ''Wuh-Whatever..'' he grumbled as he kissed your cheek.
''Can we do-shit!-can we do it again?'' ''You wanna eat me out again?'' you raised your eyebrow, and he twitched. ''N-Not exactly, um...''
''Ohhhh, you want to have sex!'' you exclaimed, making him cover his face with his hands in embarrassment. You couldn't help but laugh at his reaction.
''Now you wanna get shy? You were eating me out like-'' ''I-I get it!!'' his voice cracked as you approached him and started peppering his face with kisses.
You ended up kissing again, making out like the world would be coming to an end tomorrow. Toby stroked your hair as he laid you down slowly, his other hand shyly and hesitantly taking off your shirt until you were completely naked.
''you're so-f-fuck-soo pretty, angel.'' he whispered when he leaned back to take a good look at you. His hand reached out again to touch your breast as his mouth found your other nipple and sucked awkwardly.
''L-Love you suh-so much, angel. Soo pretty..'' he whimpered as his hands explored your body, memorizing. You couldn't help but smile at his words; nobody had ever looked at you the way Toby did, like you were a goddess. Like you were everything.
''I love you too, tobes.'' you whispered, your hands working on his pants and boxers as his fingers played with your nipples, almost like he was experimenting.
''Did you kn-shit!-know that nipple stimulation caaan-fuck!-can induce labor?'' he said as he looked up at you. You gave him a concerned face.
''I love your random nerdy facts but this is not it baby.'' you sighed as you rolled Toby over, now you on top of him. "Sorry, I'm just... nervous.'' he smiled shyly, his body ticing as he looked at your naked body. You giggled as you put on a condom on his dick for him.
''Wha- what are you...doing?'' he bit his lip anxiously as you positioned yourself on top of him. His dick was prettier than you thought. Around 7.5inches with a pretty pink tip. ''You're staring.'' He pointed out the obvious.
''Im fine! Sorry.'' you laughed as you slowly sank down on his cock, both moaning simultaneously at the stretch. ''Suh-So tight, it feels...so good,'' he whined, his hands settling on your hips as you sank down inch by inch, until his cock disappeared inside you.
''Wait, let me...'' you breathed in and out, hair falling on your face as your sweaty bodies collided. ''Tell me one of your nerdy facts, i need a...distraction.'' you moaned quietly as Toby shook his head, struggling to focus.
''I-I cant think of anything, its--'' he whined at the feeling of you squeezing him, and god he couldnt help himself anymore. ''Im sorry, angel-im sooo sorry.'' he cried out, his hips moving on their own as he thrusted up, messy and imprecise. He was just doing whatever felt most pleasurable.
The sounds of your bodies making contact and the wetness that filled the room along with your moans and his cries were loud. Toby kept repeating 'im sorry' and 'its too much' as he thrusted into you like a wild dog; his hands were holding your hips so hard you swore you were going to bruise if he kept going.
''F-Feels so good in..inside you, does it fuh-feeel good for you too?'' he kissed your cheek as his tip hit your deepest and spongiest spots, fucking the words out of you. No matter how hard you tried, your mouth would only allow moans and screams to come out.
''i think im-'' he moaned, thrusting one last time before his movements came to a halt. You had never felt so full in your life, never so exhausted yet relaxed at the same time. You both breathed heavily as you reached your high for a second time.
For a while, you both took the time to catch your breath, your head on his chest and his hand shakily stroking your hair. Even his tics seemed to have become less frequent when he held you.
''Are you sure you were a virgin until now?'' you joked as your chin rested on his chest, making eye contact. Toby chuckled. ''Yes angel, you're my fuh-first.'' You both giggled as you hugged, exhaustion taking over you.
''All this made me a bit hungry. You craving anything?'' Toby nodded shyly as his head jerked to the side, making a crack sound.
''Waff-fuck-waffles.'' he smiled. ''Waffles it is!'' you nodded as you got up. Your body was sore. ''What about the pro...project?'' Toby blinked as you put on your clothes; he seemed a bit disappointed.
''You can deal with that, can't you, pretty boy?'' you smiled. How could he refuse a smile like that?! He nodded eagerly, like a puppy as he threw the condom at the trash bin next to him.
''Thank you!'' you giggled as you kissed his lips.
Maybe having sex with nerdy weirdos wasnt as bad as people made it out to be!
My first oneshot of nerd toby is finally here! <333 Im really satisfied with how it turned out and oughhh toby is such a cutie i canttt!! :3 Cya on the next one, muah muah!
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