heartz4angelz

"I desire the things that will destroy me in the end"

[laceewings]

How i feel waking up to four notifications on Tumblr

[heartz4angelz]

Ladies, ladies, one at a time

[heartz4angelz]

i just watched brokeback mountain. i'm going to cry.

[heartz4angelz]

i won't cry at school this year

i won't cry at school this year

i won't cry at school this year

i won't cry at school this year

[saudadebunny]

[heartz4angelz]

why can't anyone just a take a moment to step into my shoes and see the world as I view it?

[heartz4angelz]

I stare because I care

[liz-cat-meow-deactivated2020011]

[girl-rotting-xoxo]

[heartz4angelz]

what other form of communication do I even still have??

[heartz4angelz]

does everyone have to be so fucking obnoxious or can you just shut the hell up?

[heartz4angelz]

broke as hell, isolated from everyone, having a freak out every other day, my furniture is broken, need a hair cut, my nail broke, gouged my knee, what the hell is even happening in my life right now

[epiclittlel6dy]

[heartz4angelz]

jesus christ, when will all of this be over and when will I find happiness?

[heartz4angelz]

i think I'm progressively losing my mind

[heartz4angelz]

the fear of stepping on the scale but instead feeling the enlightened and joyful feeling of seeing the number go down

[heartz4angelz]

i want to become so small that i just disappear and everyone forgets about me but i also want everyone to truly see me and pay attention to me for once

[heartz4angelz]

why is everyone always trying to hang out with me or trying to get me to do something? Like no I don't want to eat and i don't want to go out. mind your own business oh my god

[heartz4angelz]

why do I have the urge to disappear into the woods in the middle of nowhere but also move to a big city and be the center of attention?

[heartz4angelz]

i think that one day I would want to hop in the car and drive off into the sunset to begin a new life or drive off into a ditch to end my life