The wretchedness of earth is multiform

Heather Perkins | 19 | Antisocial Personality Disorder and Psychopathic | Patient at Duskraven Asylum

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Unexpected

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  "I wonder who of my colleagues is so stupid to let scissors on their desk?" Harvey said before looking down and then back at the girl. “Well, if you don’t want to spend your ‘time alone’ with me, you have to find another office" 

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"Let's just say none of your colleagues are too bright, plus some patients are good at picking the locks they keep on their drawers." Heather replied with a shrug, "As much as I would prefer being totally alone, if I leave this room I'll be right back with my guard, unless your going to call him in to take me away."

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Unexpected

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  Harvey raised his eyebrow. “You don’t believe your lies, so why should I? This is a doctor’s office and you know you have no chance to find something sharp in here" He paused for a moment to look at the girl. “So why are you actually here?" 

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"Well to start off I have gotten scissors from one of your colleagues desks before, so there's always a chance." She said before sighing slightly, "Sometimes I just need time away from my guard, I do deserve some alone time." 

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Unexpected

"Well, I didn’t expect to see you entering my office. From all the offices you chose to come here. Why is that?" 

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"Honestly I was just hoping this was empty so I could search the drawers for something sharp." Heather deadpanned.

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It's appalling that they attempt to pass this shit off as actual food.

[might-fancy-me-dead]

If only.

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Yea, just another thing that the controlling asses won't let us do.

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It's appalling that they attempt to pass this shit off as actual food.

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That would be a group exercise I could get behind. 

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I most definitely would as well.

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It's appalling that they attempt to pass this shit off as actual food.

[might-fancy-me-dead]

Damn straight it would be. Could even sell tickets to that main event, think of all the possibilities.

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That you could, it would be one way to get us to be civil with each other since we'd all go for them.

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It's appalling that they attempt to pass this shit off as actual food.

[might-fancy-me-dead]

None of them could survive being on this side of the velvet rope. It is an interesting idea though…

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Especially since some of them can barely survive in their current positions. It would be pretty amusing to have them on our level though.

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It's appalling that they attempt to pass this shit off as actual food.

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And they say that we’re detached from reality. 

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It's just another reason why I think most of them should be patients instead of staff.

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It's appalling that they attempt to pass this shit off as actual food.

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Idiots even expect us to play nice. Yeah that’ll happen…

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They have to be delusional to think that that would ever happen.

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It's appalling that they attempt to pass this shit off as actual food.

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It’s like they are asking for a shit show or something. 

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Exactly, as if they just get us locked in here to treat us like shit and watch us go even crazier for their own amusement.

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It's appalling that they attempt to pass this shit off as actual food.

[might-fancy-me-dead]

You ain’t missing much, stupid decaf shit isn’t worth it. 

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Of course not, as if the guards and doctors aren't enough they have to give us shitty food and drink as well.

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It's appalling that they attempt to pass this shit off as actual food.

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Fuck, I would settle for a decent cup of coffee. 

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Hell yes, they won't even let me drink the dirt they brew.

[elliesappaccount]

Group therapy is bullshit.

Self-indulgent bullshit. Forgive me, but I don’t see the point in sitting around in a circle and listening to every single nutjob in this place not talk about their problems. And everyone’s always fucking fidgeting - someone’s biting their nails, another one’s tapping their shoes against the tile floor. The list goes on and on.. 

And it’s goddamn annoying.

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It's as if they actually expect us to give a shit about each other, but it's a bit hard when the ones who actually do talk are just a bunch of fucking whiners who want a damn pity party for whatever damn things bothering them and the ones with the interesting stories refuse to talk because they want to get out of that shit more than they want out of the fucking hospital itself. Just about everyone despises group therapy, but you don't see them whining about it like you are, so how about you man the fuck up and be quiet.

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It's appalling that they attempt to pass this shit off as actual food.

Fucking animals eat better than this.

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Of course you did. It seems as though everyone here is pretty sadistic. All you’re ever concerned about it how and why we got here. I like eyes, okay. That’s my thing. What’s your horror story, then?

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A nice amount of people are, but in my opinion they're a lot better than the others. Well after being here long enough why people are put in here is the only thing that really matters, plus it's not like we all have something else in common to talk about. Eyes are nice, though I prefer what's inside really.. My horror story? I tortured and killed about fourty two people.

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No, oddly enough, I don’t. Not really my thing.

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Too bad, I always found the sound quite pleasant myself.

So, what is your thing? Assuming it's what got you put in here.

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I tell you one thing I won’t miss about home; screaming children. So obnoxious. I’m grateful of the peace here.

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You mean you don't enjoy the sound of children screaming?