Everything Happens For A Reason

Nothing much about me, I’m just an ordinary person. Life is full of challenges :)

[vodkakilledtheteen]

““I love you,” he said as his eyes melted into hers. “You don’t actually mean it, please don’t say that,” she said. “Why?” his face was puzzled and he tried to hold her hand, but she moved away. “In a matter of days, you’re going to leave me like everyone does. Eventually, you’re going to realize that my heart is too heavy to carry around. I hate when people tell me they love me because those words have smothered my heart blue too many times,” tears rolled down her cheeks and she tried to contain herself. “I’m not like those other guys,” he said. “You know what? I’m not going to fall for that again,” she walked away knowing she was going to go home and text him and say sorry.”

— Alexa Evangelista, the book i’ll never finish writing 

[vodkakilledtheteen]

“I thought I would always love you. But I guess I was wrong. The thing is you can stop loving someone. I know sometimes it may feel like not loving them isn’t ever going to happen. But days will go by. Maybe a few months or a little over a year. And one day you’re going to wake up and you’re not going to even think about them. Now, this will happen slowly but eventually, you’re going to notice that your heart has stopped bleeding. And I’m talking about that 3 am I’m thinking about so and so love or my heart is beating so fast the first time we kissed love. Soon enough your mind isn’t going to be a house that’s on fire and you’re going to be able to escape. The truth is sometimes things can feel like they’re never going to end, but turn on your favorite show, eat the strawberry ice cream in the fridge, delete every picture that brings bad memories from your phone, and remember the person you should always love is: You.”

— Alexa Evangelista, the book I’ve been writing for years (via vodkakilledtheteen)

[luckylluminati]

“I let it go. It’s like swimming against the current. It exhausts you. After a while, whoever you are, you just have to let go, and the river brings you home.”

— Joanne Harris, Five Quarters of the Orange

[luckylluminati]

“Some of us are just trying to get through the day without falling apart.”

[luckylluminati]

“Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.”

— Sylvia Plath

[heavenbubblegummy]

“I never thought I’d see you again, let alone bump into you, both of us walking on the most random of roads. I never thought my heartbeat would pick up so quickly when I realised that it was you standing right in front of me. I never thought all those feelings could come rushing back so quickly, as if they never really left. I never thought I’d feel so confused that I would stop and stare. I never thought I’d pluck up the courage to wave. I never thought you’d walk straight past me without even a flicker of recognition on your face. I never thought I’d become so irrelevant to you. I never thought I would be a stranger to you at the end of it all.”

— thoughtsofthedeepeststems (via thoughtsofthedeepeststems)

[wnq-writers]

“There are times when I’m alone that I think, this is it. This is actually the natural state. All I need are my thoughts and my small acts of creation and my ability to go or do whatever I want to go or do. I am myself, and that is the point. Pairing is a social construction. It is by no means necessary for everyone to do it. Maybe I’m better like this. Maybe I could live my life in my own world, and then simply leave it when it’s time to go.”

— David Levithan, The Lover’s Dictionary

[leemartenspoetry]

[wishing-for-deathx]

I’m sitting right where I met him two and a half years ago 😔

[xannerz]

“so how you doin’?”

[ryousa]

[the-book-diaries]

“These days the nights and mornings have a tendency to bleed into one another.”

— David Nicholls, One Day

[perfeqt]

“I guess my life hasn’t always been happy, or easy, or exactly what I wanted. At a certain point, I just have to try not to think too much about certain things, or else they’ll break my heart.”

— Jonathan Franzen, Freedom (via thoughtkick)

[theprocast]

“My heart is in pain, and yet, it continues to love. Despite the heaviness, it continues to attempt the lightness of a feather. Despite all the madness, it tries its best to be clear and true. My heart, with all its willpower and experience, tries so very hard to continue forward, moving to a steady beat.”

— s. francisco; starry nights in cloudy eyes

[theprocast]

You ever feel like you could use a hug right now, not one of those half-hearted hugs, but a big one, holding each other, rocking back & forth for almost a minute type hug. That level of comfort is special. I need it.

— Marley C. // My Heart Hurts, Can You Hold Me.

[theprocast]

“I feel broken. I can’t open myself up to those I’ve known a long time. The last time I spoke about the thing that lurks beneath my skin I almost ripped my skin off me.”

— @fidds6 (via fidds6)

[theprocast]

“I’m surrounded by distractions. I haven’t found a way to block all the sounds that pound away in my head. I sit there whilst they circulate around my mind. As a result, I procrastinate until I hate myself for being unable to create something that I love.”

— @fidds6 (via fidds6)