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𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐘 𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝑺𝑨𝑽𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑵𝑶𝑾 —

[heavilyxrmed]

. . . not all ghosts haunt , some of them keep you company until you can trust the living once more .

#𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐋𝐘𝐗𝐑𝐌𝐄𝐃 , an independant non-selective roleplay blog for 𝐋𝐄𝐎𝐍 𝐒. 𝐊𝐄𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐃𝐘, 𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐎𝐒 𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐈𝐑𝐀 of resident evil / biohazard as penned by connor , 22 , EST , he/him .

a study on WHAT IT MEANS TO BE FAMILY / corruption / being in the fight too long / sacrifice / questioning orders / resilience / loyalty / a father's determination / escaping something greater than yourself / destroying yourself as you do so

╭・ 𝖡𝖫𝖮𝖦 𝖣𝖨𝖱𝖤𝖢𝖳𝖮𝖱𝖸 + 𝖢𝖱𝖴𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫 𝖨𝖭𝖥𝖮𝖱𝖬𝖠𝖳𝖨𝖮𝖭

GUIDELINES .

01 . 18+ only . nonselective and i do not require you to be mutuals with me in order to write . inbox is open to anything , rp related or not, but don't be an asshole over anon or anywhere else . anon will be removed if there are issues .

02. no ai on this blog . do not interact with me if you support ai generated media, possess ai generated media on your blog , use it to write . do not use this blog to train ai . you will be blocked if any of this occurs.

03. themes on this blog will be canon typical to resident evil and will contain themes of heavy violence , body horror , medical experimentation and death . these will be tagged accordingly . follow at your own discretion.

04. nsfw may appear on this blog but it will be tagged accordingly. boundaries need to be discussed beforehand and nothing of this nature will occur without talking it through .

05. this goes without saying but do not interact if you are homophobic , racist , transphobic , fall under the categories of incest , pedophilia, noncon/dubcon , ageplay or any other gross stuff similar to this . i do not support any ai-generated media alongside this , and i will not interact with those that do . I am very liberal with the block button and anything of the above will warrant it.

06. please do not oneline with me . i am here to write and develop out stories and ask that you give me something to work with . i am quality over quantity and do not expect essays but i would prefer to write at least with semi literate writers so we both have enough to work with.

07. very au / oc / multimuse friendly and open to any sort of shipping, but shipping won't be done with any self insert characters. ships are done through chemistry and won't be forced .

08. my leon is trans FTM, he/him, intersex and bisexual monogamous . my carlos is two-spirit , he/her/any, and monogamous . my ethan is cismale , he/him, bisexual monogamous and i ask that you please keep these in mind.

all graphics on this blog are done by @forgotten-retrouvaille and myself .

𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬 :

𝐚𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 : @forgotten-retrouvaille .

𝐞𝐱𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬 :

[demoncity]

The Winters House Resident Evil Village (2021) dev. Capcom

[sobac]

Swap Nancy and Steve after Tina's party? So Jonathan would bring Steve home instead of Nancy. Steve is dead-drunk and in tears, muttering all the time about how Nancy said she didn't love him. After Jonathan puts him to bed, Steve asks him to stay

i wish i could draw comics... and had powers for them

this is absolutely rough and pathetic bcs i ran out of powers but this idea is rad. i wish i could do something better based on it

[heavilyxrmed]

work has hit me like a truck, so i’m sorry for my inactivity !! i’ll lock in again soon

[arklaysurvive]

leon : 😎 chris : 🥴

[boodhs]

uuehggeehg

[heavilyxrmed]

PERSONALITY + FEATURES ┈

personality

ETHAN WINTERS is a family man, and would do absolutely anything to protect the people he loves. He has travelled miles to search for his wife, who had been presumed dead for 3 years. 

He was determined to fight and protect her, which he did until he brought her back home to Los Angeles. 

HE IS A ROMANTIC, and loves to show just how much he admires others. Ethan is a very kind, playful, and loving man. Regardless of how others first interact with him, Ethan will always start as friendly. Though, he also values respect, and will not give that to others unless he receives it back. When the time calls for it, Ethan will switch his personality entirely. ETHAN BECOMES SERIOUS, more quiet, and has been told scary. He will let nothing stand in the way of his goal, even if that means he puts himself in harm's way. Despite what little experience he actually has in the military field, he knows how to hold himself when faced with a threat much greater than himself. Ethan masks his fear with anger and determination, only showing that fear through unsteady breathing.

Ethan has, and will, do anything for the people he loves. Even after being lied to for years by his wife, and witheld from the truth by Chris, he doesn't leave their side. TRUST isn't something that comes easy by the father, though when he confides in another, he will have their back no matter what.

physical features

this includes my own personal headcanons !

Ethan Winters is a very average man, despite all things. He stands at just under 6 foot, with an average build. He has a bit more muscle definition in his arms, legs, and chest, but doesn’t rock the hard six pack. He has dirty blonde hair which looks brown until he stands in the sun, incredibly curly, a little longer than his hair in Louisiana.

Ethan had bright blue eyes before the mold took over his system - turning them to a pale grey - after the events of re7 and during those of re8. Even with the exhaustion and infection clear in his eyes, they hold a gentle kindness that never fades, not unless he’s mad. He has a habit of injuring himself, or getting himself into trouble where he suffers severe injuries, forgetting that his own wellbeing is important.

Ethan has various scars on his face, arms, and body, as well as some other changes from the Megamycete, which will be explained below!

after re7

this is where most of the headcanons come in, though there are some canon scars/features too !

After the events of Resident Evil 7, Ethan's scars are mostly littered around his body from the various injuries he sustained. The most prominent include the thick line around his left wrist - Mia had cut off his hand - which was later reattached and healed completely in a quick timeframe, a collection of smaller scars around his mouth - Jack Baker forcing a knife between his lips, and a larger scar on his forehead/temple from Jack stomping his skull. This also includes another messy line on his leg from - again, Jack Baker - cutting his leg off with a shovel.

As time went on between the two games, Ethan's skin started going pale and his eyes lost their bright blue colour. He also began to grow out his hair, readopting the messy curls.

mun note: as mia had known that ethan was not in fact okay/alive after re7, i have a headcanon that ethan was given medication by a private doctor (someone mia knew from the connections) to aid ethan in not realizing he was full of mold. i'll be more descriptive in another post sometime !

after re8

After/If Ethan survived the events of Resident Evil 8, he would have been decorated with many more scars. His right hand has another solid line of where he reattached it himself after Alcina Dimitrescu sliced it off. Two new scars join the one from Jack Baker are on his shins, front and back, where the Dimitrescu sisters dragged him with sickles through the castle, and scars from his centre of each palm to between his middle and ring finger, where he was hooked and ripped himself free.

Miranda left a large messy scar in the centre of the father's chest after ripping out his heart, and there are various other scars on his stomach from being mauled by a massive Vârcolac, and on his back from falling from impossible heights. The only injuries Ethan sustained that didn’t heal were the two missing fingers that were ripped from his left hand, and the loss of his right when it shattered after Miranda’s death. 

Ethan also sports a hearing aid, as due to the destruction of the village at the end of RE8, caused by the explosive planted by Chris, his hearing has dwindled. He’ll often ask someone to repeat themselves, and will sometimes entirely lose his sense due to the ringing in his ears growing louder.

visual aid

commission done by @/666chevy !

[heavilyxrmed]

"guy's a dick." the redhead said as he plopped down to sit beside the older soldier. it's not that hard to figure out who exactly steve was complaining about. "one of these days i swear...." ( for carlos ! <3 )

Carlos didn't have to ask to know who the young man was talking about, so all she did in response was let out a laugh.

He had been working with Umbrella for quite some time now, cleaning up and handling any bioweapon outbreaks that had come their way. Of course, everything was always confidential, hidden, swept under the rug from the public. It didn't always sit right with Carlos, but if she could help the innocent, then it was all worth it in the end.

"What did he do this time?"

[heavilyxrmed]

surprise shawty, another one. i figured id actually post them somewhere rather than keeping them to myself

[heavilyxrmed]

done by me !!! yes it is a year old but we’re not gonna talk about it

[buriedhonor-a]

@heavilyxrmed from here

Chris had been waiting by Ethan's bedside for the past two or three days , just waiting for the other to pull himself together and wake up . It had been a miracle that the soldier had managed to get both of them the hell out of there in the first place — even he still didn't know how he did it . Rosemary was with a close friend of his for the time being , and he was determined to make sure Ethan pulled through .

It was a hell of a thing , what he'd been through, and the soldier had fought to get him to medical care before he packed up his shit to leave for the B.S.A.A's headquarters in Europe. There's an audible exhale from the soldier as his gaze flickered over to Ethan from the report he'd been reading, and there's a word spoken with a relieved tone that was difficult to read.

"Ethan ?"

[heavilyxrmed]

Whether that voice was in his head or if it was right next to him, Ethan followed the source. He slowly turned to face the other, Chris, and felt an exhale of relief push through his tired lungs.

It almost hurt, doing something he shouldn't be. It hurt his chest - his lack of a heart. His lungs, as they stretched too wide. His head, which was filled with questions he would not get the answers to.

"..Chris?" The father spoke. His voice was just above a whisper, as if he were afraid he'd wake himself up - end up in the village or the afterlife. Ethan reached then, lifting his few fingers off the soft blankets, and placed them on Chris' knee.

Feeling his warmth. Making sure he was real.

Ethan blinked a tear down his cheek as his scarred lips curled into a smile.

[traitorwaltz]

Jess didn't have time for whatever bullshit this was supposed to be. She didn't exactly intend on wasting her time with some civilian who had ended up where he shouldn't be, and she let out a light exhale in concealed irritation, a hand moving to her own weapon , drawing and raising it in a single motion herself . She reiterated her earlier statement, her stance still and she was clearly used to it , unlike the engineer.

"Put it down , before you hurt yourself ."

[heavilyxrmed]

Ethan's body shook then, hands gripping tighter to the weapon. It's not that he was afraid, rather it was due to frustration, exhaustion, impatience.

"I'm so.. goddamn tired, of people not telling me things. I don't care what your name is, I don't care what you're doing here. I need to know.. I need to know what this ship is! I need to know why my wife-"

The blonde choked back a sob, keeping his expression tight and determined, despite the tear rolling down his cheek.

"I need to know why she was here. Why she did this."

"Please."

[memepocalypse]

Chronic

I've done my best to be respectful, a lot of this is based on my personal and friend experience of being someone with chronic conditions. Some of these talking to sufferers show microaggressions.

"No, I'm still exhausted."

"It doesn't go away, it doesn't get better."

"I have good days and bad days. Sometimes, I have bad days because I had good days."

"Just because I'm struggling doesn't mean I can't enjoy myself."

"The cost is worth it, sometimes."

"I know you mean well, but stop trying to help."

"I don't want to cancel my plans either."

"No, I can't go tonight. I'm sorry. I wanted to."

"Do you have any idea how frustrating this is for me?"

"Chronic. That means it doesn't go away. It's forever."

"I'm tired! Damnit, I'm tired!"

"I'm done with pushing through it to make other people comfortable."

"I didn't chose this."

"I still deserve to be treated like a person."

"Just let me rest. Please. I'll have a better day tomorrow."

"I'm out of spoons."

"I don't understand why you made the plans if you don't want to go?"

"Haven't you slept enough?"

"Everyone gets tired, you know."

"I don't get it. Do you not want to see me?"

"You should go to bed earlier."

"Have you tried yoga?"

"Maybe you should go vegan, I bet that'd help."

"I know you're sore, but I just want to go out for a little bit."

"Hey, it's okay. You can't help it."

"You know we love you no matter what your body is doing, right?"

"It's okay to find it hard."

"I'm going to bring you some food."

"Don't feel like you have to hit this imaginary target for me."

"Alright, how about this? We'll come to your house, we'll cook, and we'll play games, and you lay in bed, and take part as much or as little as you want. But we'll still be right there."

[memepocalypse]

Let Me Rest

Exhaustion starters!! because i'm so tired man. im so tired. i slept 12 hours and im still so tired.

"You can barely stand any more."

"You're wobbling on your feet."

"When's the last time you rested?"

"Hey - come on - let me help you to bed."

"I got you a blanket."

"No - stop complaining - you're laying down."

"You're going to destroy yourself at this rate."

"You have to rest sometimes."

"I want you to feel better."

"If you feel like everyone hates you, you need to sleep."

"Okay, you're... not making any sense. Go to bed."

"Sleep isn't a failure."

"Rest is important."

"Shut up. Go to bed."

"The nightmares are... really bad..."

"I don't know when I last slept..."

"I'm gonna... elephant the beam... 'n I'm... uh..."

"I texted my friend "spu auash guahg." what does that mean?"

"If I'm going to bed then you... you... uh..."

"... will you stay with me tonight?"

"It's cold..."

"I wanna, um.. I just... bit longer..."

"Just getting a glass of water."

"Nooo I don't need t'sleep..."

"M'fine. It's... is fine. I'm..."

"I've never been so tired in my whole life."

"I've been laying here for hours and I can't sleep."

"I want to cry. I hate this."

"There's nothing left in me."

"I feel like a jukebox. Juice - juice box. Empty juice box."

[noonegetsleftbehind]

“ don’t you know how dangerous this is ? “ from leon or ethan, your choice !

Dire Situations - Still Accepting

Chris stopped for a minute, dark eyes narrowing on Ethan before he let out a sigh and relaxed. Of course he knew how dangerous this all was, but it wasn't Ethan's fault. He was still new to all of this and, like him, he had once been thrown into this as well.

"I know." He broke the silence between the two of them with a nod, his voice just a little bit softer. "But I can't help that, Ethan. I wish I could, but I can't. So, you're just going to have to trust me. Please."

[heavilyxrmed]

Ethan had to bite his tongue to not bring up what Chris had done back at his house.

Chris was a curious man, one that made the father think far too much about. He was a soldier, a very tired soldier, who was making the hard decisions that no one else would make. Though, when it came to his family, it should have been Ethan.

"I do trust you." The blonde responded, grey eyes scanning the man's features, noting the dark shadow beneath his eyes, the line between his brows.

"But you need to trust me. This is my family, Chris, my daughter. You should have!-" Ethan began to raise his voice, stopping midway to shut his eyes, let out a deep exhale. When he spoke again, his voice was quieter.

"You should have told me."

[forgotten-retrouvaille]

Jillian had been tailing the soldier for the past hour or so .

Always the thing in the woods , the one who followed near exact in his footsteps, tracking her from the flank of the trees. She herself wasn't particularly a fan of the soldier or of the group he had chosen to affiliate herself with , and found this whole operation rather dreary , but she'd be damned if she didn't bring back the results that she herself was looking for from this.

A decision was made , timing was agreed upon and the sniper pushed through a thick collection of undergrowth several paces in front of him, sniper rifle in her hands and an arm held across her face to protect it from the spiny thorns and branches that would certainly draw a line of crimson if it went against the wrong patch of skin . Vibrant blue flickered over to her , brushing off a small amount of powder that had fallen onto her winter coat.

"Carlos — the hell have you been?"

[heavilyxrmed]

“Jill?”

Carlos had raised his weapon when the trees shuffled, the snow crunched, but immediately lowered it when he saw the familiar face. He knew she had been out here somewhere, but it had been so long since she’s heard from her - Carlos had briefly assumed the worst.

But knowing Jill? This village would be the last thing to kill her.

“You’ve been radio silent for ages, we’ve - well, I’ve been looking for you.” The soldier continued, letting out a short chuckle.

It was usual for Jill to go silent during missions like these, but she’d at least check in every once in a while. This was different, new. Something felt off.

[bunnieresources]

resident evil: village writing prompts.

“ there’s nothing wrong with my memory. you’re just being paranoid. “

“ it’s not paranoia if they’re really out to get you. “

“ in life and in death, we give glory. “

“ you shouldn’t be out here. it’s not safe. “

“ i’m not used to relying on other people. “

“ oh, so gauche. what do we care for bread and circuses? “

“ quiet now, child! adults are talking. “

“ my decision is final, there will be no argument. remember from whence you came! “

“ you’re still alive? impressive… “

“ oh, you didn’t think i’d let you get away, did you? “

“ anyone who is anyone has heard of the likes of you. “

“ i haven’t cut open a man in a while! “

“ taken alive? dead? which would you prefer? “

“ i need blood. warm, wet, bright red blood. “

“ they will pay for what they’ve done… “

“ i would have sliced you to ribbons if they hadn’t stopped me. “

“ rest while you can because i will hunt you and i will break you! “

“ go ahead, do your worst! “

“ like i’d ever let you get away. “

“ running will get you nowhere! “

“ you’ve ruined the hunt! “

“ you will not get away! you’re my prey… mine… “

“ so you finally came to see me! everyone falls for me in time. “

“ stupid manthing! you won’t live long, even if you run! “

“ flesh, bones, i will devour all of you! “

“ like hell you’ll kill me! “

“ not enough blood! more! more blood! “

“ come now, don’t be shy. show me your terror! “

“ how can a man be ‘almost’ dead? that’s a question for the wise. “

“ what kind of sick medieval shit is this? “

“ it’s only a riddle if you don’t know the answer. “

“ you don’t have to trust my words, but do you have any better options? “

“ ____! come with me. there’s something i have to tell you. “

“ everyone leaves me… even you… “

“ i didn’t want to keep it from you. i didn’t want to lose you again. “

“ don’t leave… i can’t let you. “

“ you are never going to get out of here! “

“ ____… i’ll make things right. “

“ oh, ____… if it’s for you, i’d do anything! “

“ i gotta say, i’m surprised you made it this far. it’d be a shame if something happened to you now. “

“ you’ve got fight, i’ll give you that, ____. “

“ i’d kill you if you weren’t worth the trouble. “

“ you’re the real deal, ____. well done. “

“ quit hiding, asshole. i’m not letting you get out of this. “

“ i am not a weapon. “

“ the strong will destroy the weak. that’s the way of the world! “

“ you can hear it, can’t you? someone’s waiting for you. “

“ i told you to leave it alone, ____. “

“ just give up. flesh and blood will never win against me! “

“ i’ve spent a lifetime creating this moment… and you try to take it away from me? “

“ i will take what is due. “

“ my desires will be fulfilled! “