alright here

selective indie oc written by ciara

[heavyroads]

        fuckin photoshop won’t open so i can’t make a new promo but :)) i made a new blog for liv

[ikilledtherpc-deactivated202011]

what do y’all have against problematic characters do y’all expect rps to thrive with 30 neutral goods just baking pies and feeding the homeless doin the same stale ass skinny love angst plots like fuck

[heavyroads]

        i kinda wanna move liv to another account but why the fuck do i want to

[hauntedx]

[heavyroads]

* drxgordon:

                  ‘ ––– don’t you? or do you just need validation? ‘

        “  i like hearing it from other people too.  ”

[jssdmt]

                                                     CARRIE                                    indie oc written by ciara

[ghostling]

8/100 Days of Emily Browning

[deadlycrush]

plush (2013)

[heavyroads]

       * @xntler

        don’t mind liv. she’s just looking super angry with you because she is in fact, super angry with you. no fault of your own. it’s her own issue, she’s fucking short.

[heavyroads]

        * @drxgordon​

        “  do you think i’m pretty ??  ”

[heavyroads]

        also because i need fuckin thousands of icons to be happy. i’m using brown haired emily browning because i’m a piece of shit,. basically her hair is how emily’s is in plush!! aka, short and bleach fuckin blonde U KNO IT

[heavyroads]

        i’m redoing icons but???? like for a starter

[heavyroads]

        i want to do stuff with liv but i am an old man who needs his rest

[heavyroads]

* heiresse:

@heavyroads | starter call

       “ fuck you, liv. you’re so full of shit. ”

        “  really ?? because right now is the best time for this ??  ”  though, while very true, it probably wasn’t the best time for this. so she could’ve just locked a guy out of the room with walkers flooding the outside to get it, and she might have done it despite there being enough time to let him in. but hey!! she didn’t know the guy. what did she care if he got ripped to shreds?? her and elise were safe, wasn’t that the goal ??  ”  fine. if you hate me so much, d’you wanna be locked out there with him ??  ” 

[okaydaria]

[heavyroads]

“You haven’t slept for days, have you?”

        starters where people be worried as hell | accepting

        “  and ??  ”  the main issue is she genuinely doesn’t see the issue with this at all. sure, she looked like death——-and was acting like she was about to be taken by it but in her mind she had things to do; and when you have things to do, you have to do them. and they have to be done before sleeping apparently, completely ignoring any health related issues.  “  ——i’m fine. thanks for the… concern ??  ”  is that even the right word regarding liv.  “  i’m fucking busy. how else am i s’posta get anything done around here otherwise ??  ”

[angstmemes]

worried starters

trigger warnings apply! ( mental illness, drugs and alcohol use, self-destructive behaviours, and vomiting )

“You haven’t slept for days, have you?” “Are you eating properly? You don’t look it.” “Why do you keep stumbling over your words? Just how tired are you?” “You need to think about yourself every once in a while.” “I know your work is important, but you’re going to end up in hospital if you go on like this!” “You haven’t even touched your food. What’s going on?” “You look so… empty. I’m worried for you, please talk to me.” “Are you alright in there? You’re so quiet.” “How did you get these bruises? Please don’t lie to me.” “There’s something bothering you that you’re not telling me and I can see it slowly destroying you. What happened?” “You’re sleep deprived and you haven’t been eating. Why do you think you’re feeling dizzy?” “I can give you some pills to help you sleep. They aren’t healthy, but this is even less healthy.” “If you didn’t just blink I would’ve sworn you were dead, that’s how sickly you’re looking. Go to bed, please!” “Have you drank all of these bottles in one weekend?!” “I know you don’t want this, but it’s for your own good. Sign the papers so they can pick you up tomorrow and you can get clean.” “What the hell are you doing?! Did you do that to yourself?!” “When was the last time you left the house? Or opened the curtains for that matter.” “Here, just keep breathing. It’ll be okay. Better out than in…” “This can’t go on like this! You’re not eating, you’re not sleeping, you barely talk!” “I’m sorry. I went through your room and found this. Explain what the hell this is doing in your room!” “I thought you’d quit! How long have you been lying to me?” “I’m only trying to help and right now I think I have a much better idea of what you need than you do.” “Did you take anything? Why are you passing out? Hey! Stay with me!”