Igel, I think?

Idk, she/he/they feminist

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At the moment, I don’t do commissions because I’m busy with my studies and preparing for exams (what I’m posting now, I draw in the evenings, dying from pain in my back and shoulders).

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Fuck work in store

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Yesterday was my last exam (damn English)

I worried too much and threw up. Right in waiting class. And they send me to an ambulance. AND IT WAS NOTHING! My sugar was okay, my blood pressure was okay, EVERYTHING was okay!

Soooo today I need to go write a statement and provide a certificate from ambulance. And before it I go to hospital to do a certificate for my university.. And I don't want to go anywhere to be honest...

Oh, and I'll retake one of my first exams (I don't enjoy my results and this is not enough for my university... Ughhh)

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Have some stupid idea for comic about me (what a cringe). Maybe do it if not fall asleep

All because I found funny thing about my second name

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Fucking headache. Fucking English exam. AND FUCKING STOMACHACHE!

All in one... Ughhhh........

Btw, exam was good, I'll try to finish my fucking funbun pic about Friday

And, cuz I already looking at this shit too much time, I think it's look awful

I'll hate myself for this pic and for how extremely long I do this

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I might have crush on one of my friends

Like. We already have some situationships (is it a right world?).. We holding hands like all-time, we hugging all time, we pretend that we kiss to make fun and joking around about we'll be banned because of this. BUT I DON'T UNDERSTAND ARE WE FLIRTING OR JOKING. I walked her home. She walked me home. I kiss her cheeks serval times. All our friends think we're dating. BUT WE ARE NOT?

One time I were like "do you wanna date for real?" And she was like "okey" And then we laugh. ARE WE REALLY DATING NOW? AM I DESERVE YOU, MY VALKYRIE?

For context my mom called her valkyrie once and I start doing it too. But she really a valkyrie. She is very tall and pretty and so fucking georgios. And she thinks she is fat but she just a little bit chubby! Omfgg she is soo cute and shy and..

And I know she likes girls (now I'm not very sure about it) but does she likes me?

We're going to university to new town and planning to go to the same work so we can help each other and "give each other a goodbye kisses". I'm gonna cry like a bitch

Of course I can just ask her but there two variants. In first she likes me too and we really dating. In second it's all a jokes and our friendships are dead

I hate this thing

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Ah, forgot to post Elise

Maybe it's good, I can do hashtags

I'm so active today, wow

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Some sketches

I watched bsd when I was drawing this, so two of them looks like fem versions of anime characters, lol (and I love the butterfly clip, so I stole it)

AND THIS IS THE THING I WAS TALKING ABOUT IN PREVIOUS POST

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Exams were so boring, so I over think and accidentally start drawing myself not like angry crooked hedgehog, but like strange angry girl in lolita dress...

By the way, I should stop sketching on blanks, cuz there was a couple of good drawings, but they do not let us do photos of papers

There last only two exams (both English) and I'll be VERY anxious about results, trying to get new pills for my insomnia, trying to get tested for ADHD and draw a lot of things...

Fucking tired of this shit and because of it feel more male and enby. Also I feel anxious for ask my friends call me by he/they. Like, we know each other for 2 years now and they all are gay and we very close, but they call me only she, cuz I never told them that I'm genderfluid (is it a right term?)

Uuughhhh

To sum up. Exams are shit, gender is hard to understand, I'm a fucking yapper

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Fuuck

I just understand that only one of them know that I'm panromantic

I'm sure they mostly think I'm bi...

They gonna kill me when I confess to them

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Exams were so boring, so I over think and accidentally start drawing myself not like angry crooked hedgehog, but like strange angry girl in lolita dress...

By the way, I should stop sketching on blanks, cuz there was a couple of good drawings, but they do not let us do photos of papers

There last only two exams (both English) and I'll be VERY anxious about results, trying to get new pills for my insomnia, trying to get tested for ADHD and draw a lot of things...

Fucking tired of this shit and because of it feel more male and enby. Also I feel anxious for ask my friends call me by he/they. Like, we know each other for 2 years now and they all are gay and we very close, but they call me only she, cuz I never told them that I'm genderfluid (is it a right term?)

Uuughhhh

To sum up. Exams are shit, gender is hard to understand, I'm a fucking yapper

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Forgot about it...

Happy pride, dudes

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I'm really scared of the exam results... I can of course retake it if necessary, but I'm still really scared.

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Some more sketches. First one is for big painting, second is for new profile pic for @robertathefirst

AND I'M STILL WORKING ON MY FUNBUN ART. So tired of that

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I think it's not bad...

Angel and imp is not their names or races, itn nicknames

Add second pic, cuz my friend show me my mistake with legs

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Fuck exams.

I'm so fucking tired of this. Like. Learning for this crap every day is killing meeeeeee.

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Drawing for my original comic or finish my funnybunny art? OF COURSE NO.

Drawing some shitty storyboard for my tadc oc au? YES!

Bitch I hate this fucking shit....

TW mentions of suicide

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Looks terrible lol.

I have just three versions of sketches (and sometimes they are going together) : silly little drawings for my friends or with my friends, very detailed full-comic ones just for me (not for my story ofc cuz I'm lazy for it), portraits of my ocs like that on a photo (it's my copper dragonborn cleric from bg3.. Her name is Faride).