IMPRETTYLIKEDRUGS

I am fucking insane

[hedwigger]

Always been a loser

[hedwigger]

It’s burns a hole in my chest

Rips through me and pulls me apart in the most heinous fashion

Can’t stop.

Spiraling.

Reminds me of each time I’d stick the embar of the cigarette to my skin

Gotta feel something real

(Gotta escape my brain)

No way to fix myself

The melting away of flesh

The aftercare

It numbs the thoughts?

Yes

Something I can actually heal?

Usually

Something concrete I can direct my pain towards?

Definitely

All I think about

Why am I not good enough

Why am I never enough

Fuck

If I am not everything, I am nothing

Don’t you understand how this fucking works

So I will always be nothing.

Never enough.

It will never be enough.

How am I supposed to live with such a unhealthy complex?

I’d do anything for reprieve.

[thehopefulquotes]

“Solitude matters, and for some people, it’s the air they breathe.”

— Susan Cain

[omyt]

[edit]

[satanasaeternus]

Robin Isely

[patiliteletabi]

[cieloestallorando]

[thedevils1971]

the demon (1963) dir. brunello rondi

[energay]

[alternativr-deactivated20230522]

[zanythingblaze]

Yuu Kawakami Akira Naka sspd083

[hornygirlstuffsposts]

i just want to have incredibly possessive sex. pls own me. i’m yours

[hedwigger]

🖤

[bubblegumcutiee]

[jarofblades]

Butterfly drinking blood

[nymphsoup]

damn girl, you'll make the prettiest flowers once your body rots into the earth

[sacred-portal]