Κΰ¬ ΦΌ ΦΆΦΈΦ’. being best friends with an idol had its perks β especially when you were jobless . thank god for han jihoon and his big mouth , now you finally have a job you love . or maybe someone you love ?
βΛΰΏ 00 . jobless idiot
01 . applications
02 . woonhak stfu
03 . iβm in β¦?
04 . first encounters are always hard
05 . test drives
06 . are you up ?
07 . group dinner again ??
08 . shinyuβs first win
09 . oh him ?
10 . dohoonβs vlog β¦
11 . siblings day out !! ft leehan
12 . sneak outs & talks
13 . graduation day !
14 . ceoβs email β¦?!
15 . texts count btw
16 . funny guy ? iβm funny too ??
17 . psst β¦
18 . awkward tension
19 . silence .
20 . forever goodbye β¦?
21 . alone time
22 . already ?
23 . surprise β¦!
24 . only us .
25 . two worlds apart .
26 . beautiful
27 . miumiuβs girl
28 . bare minimum
29 . lucky to be loved
30 . wonyoung ?!?
31 . reunited
.β¦ έΛ heeheesang notes κͺΰ§ hai hello annyeong :3 welcome to my tws writer debut β¦? this will be a short and simple smau just for me to get back on track with writing ! i hope everyone loves this as much as i do hehe π the tags are so hard to find omg π
i quietly dragged my legs along the corridor , hoping not to make a single sound as i knocked on the door and covered the peep hole . β yah , woonhak ! you should be getting the door ! β i heard my brotherβs voice yell from inside as the door soon flung open .
he looked stunned . his feet were nailed to the floor as i giggled and opened my arms , β surprise β¦! β i said as taesanβs eyes started to get watery . before i knew it β his arms swept me up as he pulled me into a tight hug , β oh my god han yn β¦ β
β how β¦ when β¦ why β¦ what ?! β he said as he put me back down just to pick me up again once more . β woonhak flew me out β¦! β i giggled as he spun me around in the air , the other members coming out to witness how happy taesan was .
β are you gonna be here forever now β¦? β leehan asked as he joined in on the hug . β just for a few days β¦ guess who has a modeling job in japan ..!! β i cheered as they all gasped and cheered with me , β a full time model ? really ?? β woonhak asked as he pulled me into his arms .
β more like a β¦ fashion week model β¦! but theyβre gonna sign me up under their company if i do really well !! β i exclaimed excitedly as they all cheered once more . the silent house from a few moments ago was now a bright and noisy household .
β i canβt believe this is real β¦ youβre actually here β¦ standing in front of me ! β taesan cried out as he laid his head on my shoulder . i slowly patted his back , β oh come on β¦ i messaged zico to let you guys have a day off tomorrow so we could hang out !! β
β we β¦ as in β¦ me , you and the guys ?? β taesan asked as i nodded , β yes β¦! now stop crying , you crybaby . itβs woonhak thatβs the crybaby here ! β i teased as woonhak held a hand to his chest dramatically .
β i flew you out and this is how you treat me β¦ iβm disappointed β¦! β he faked a cry as i slapped his arm . β did you tell jihoon that i was coming ? β i asked and he shook his head , perfect .
without further ado β woonhak and i made our way to the hybe building . our first stop was twsβ dance studio , i felt nervous , scared , frightened . what if they already forgot about me ? what if this completely backfires and none of them were happy because i left so suddenly β¦?
β stop overthinking it ! just go in and do your thing ! β woonhak encouraged me as his hand landed on the door handle . i felt a shiver run down my spine as i placed my hand on the door handle , knocking on the door before slowly twisting it open .
i felt everyoneβs eyes on me as the door opened fully . their eyes were either bulging out or their jaws were dropped to the floor . i felt tears welling in my eyes the longer i stared at them β the people iβve missed the most . the ones that made a huge impact on my life .
β who left the door open β oh my β¦ β jihoonβs voice rang in my ears as i turned my head to see him coming out of the room . the phone in his hand slowly slipping as i opened my arms wide open .
i could no longer control my tears , the moment he ran into my arms β it felt as if the world had completely stopped . my bestest friend was now in my arms after two months of no contact .
he sobbed uncontrollably in my arms as i rubbed his back and patted his head , β i missed β¦ you so much , han β¦ han jihoon ! β i mumbled as he hugged me even tighter , his sobs getting louder by the minute .
before we both knew it β the whole group had come and joined us in the hug . everyone was crying , sobbing and mumbling about how much they missed me . β where β¦ where did you go β¦? β jihoon asked through sobs as i smiled gently at him .
β that doesnβt matter , hoon β¦ what matters now is that β¦! iβm here , even if itβs just for a few days β¦ iβm here . β i smiled through tears as jihoon wiped my tears away , β weβve β¦ suffered so much without you . we missed you so much β¦ β
β iβm so sorry for leaving my poor kids β¦ letβs hang out in a few days after your comeback shows end hm ? β i asked as they all nodded and we pulled away from the group hug .
my eyes roamed around , β whereβs β¦ β before i could finish my sentence , i saw him standing and crying to himself in the corner . he wasnβt in our group hug β but crying to himself in the corner instead .
in a blink of an eye , he had his arms wrapped around me tightly β as if he didnβt want to let me go ever again . my face met his chest as he sobbed and cried out loud , β i missed you , yn . iβm sorry β¦ for everything . β he whispered through cries and sobs .
i wrapped my arms around his waist , rubbing his back as i tried to calm him down . β dohoon β¦ itβs not your fault β¦ itβs okay β¦ β i smiled through watery eyes as he shook his head , β no no no β¦ this was all my doing . if only i couldβve done more β β
i stopped him by hugging him even tighter , β no . itβs not your fault okay ? stop blaming yourself , ddoi . β it felt as if he completely melted into the hug , β itβs been a while since you called me ddoi β¦ β
β itβs been a while since we met . β i corrected him teasingly as he giggled , β i missed you too ddoi . β i said as he pulled away from the hug and examined my face , β your makeup routine looks different now ? suits you way better β¦ i love it . β
i blushed intensively under his gaze , slapping his chest playfully before turning back to the others only to realise they had been snapping pictures of me and dohoon . β yah , stop it before i fly back to japan ! β
β jihoon β¦ you have to come out some day . β shinyu knocked on my room door . soon enough , the door was opened β revealing my four members in a tired state . we just finished our third show today so we were all very drained .
my eyes was stuck onto my phone , reading the texts yn and i used to have . oh how i miss you my yn β¦ if only i couldβve protected you better . itβs all my fault β i never shouldβve asked you to come down to hybe and work with us .
β i know β we all know you miss yn β¦ but letβs be for real , yn wouldnβt want to come back and see you in this state , now would she ? she would want to see you happy , eating well and being the happy virus you are . β youngjae said as he sat down beside me on my bed , patting my head as tears threatened to drop from my eyes .
β if only i couldβve β¦ done something about it β¦! β i mumbled as tears blurred my vision . wails and sobs came out of my mouth like a puppy calling for its mom β everything was my fault .
β she wouldnβt have wanted you to do anything about it . she cherishes you , hyung . she would want you to do your job properly and let her go slowly . β kyungmin said as his voice starts to get shaky as well .
β well what do you know ?! sheβs been my only friend ever since we started high school . she was always by my side β she never once left me alone β¦ iβm sorry for screaming β¦ i just β¦ i just really , miss her β¦ β i apologised , reaching out to hug kyungmin as i cried on his shoulder .
i looked around the room , whereβs dohoon ? my eyes wandered on his bed , seeing him under his blanket while sniffling to himself .
almost immediately , i pulled the blanket off him and pulled him into a big hug . β itβs okay hyung , weβre here β¦ β i mumbled as i bit my lip , holding myself back from any more tears .
β itβs all β¦ itβs my fault ! i knew she was leaving but i β¦ i was such a coward β¦ i didnβt do anything to help β¦ and i β¦ i kept it a secret from all of you β¦ iβm so sorry jihoon . if anyoneβs to blame β itβs me β¦ i couldnβt even tell her how much i like her . β dohoon confessed as we all gasped .
β you β¦ like her ? β i asked as i felt my heart shatter little by little . β i thought it was pretty obvious β¦ iβm sorry jihoon . i know you said not to go after your friends β β i shushed him up .
