even if a year ago you told me how my life is now i wouldnt believe u its not like its super amazing or anything but i have great friends and have a lot of fun all the time and its great being appreciated just for being a fun person. most of my friends are older than me now and thats how it was when i first was on tumblr and im happy its back to that because theyre like real people and not in the same position i am and its nice not having all my friends be my age idk why it just is. thinking back a year ago to how my 3 old best friends used to treat me (hanging out w purposefully without me, ghosting me on my birthday, etc) like nothing like that would happen now. i love my friends.