What's your favorite food
don't rlly have a favorite food don't think i ever have usually prefer to just drink something instead i find most food revolting and overwhelming & im very sensitive to flavor / texture when it comes to food which makes me supersuper picky ever since i was achild my genitor ( my biological 1 unfortunately notnorman my true authentic father ) would argue w me to no end when it came dinner time bc i would refuse to eat whatever was on myplate like 99.9% of the time unless he litrally grabbed the utensil restrained me and shoved it down my throat lol
now long after ive developed my ed around 3-4 years norman was the entire cause of it i cant stomach almost snything without almost puking and feeling an immense amount of guilt i swear i can feel what i ate come up mythroat almost instantly after , i only have a handful of safe foods i enjoy which most tend to be bland lack flavor n light cs i hate absolutely despise the feeling of slop sitting in my stomach makesme feel like a disgusting pig rolling in Mud the only thing i've eaten when im not fasting or been able to stomach lately is unsweetened apple sauce and boiled shredded carrots / lettuce
its like i can feel the food weighing my body down while its a priority for me to always feel as light n fragile and small as possible for norman feelthe most free running on empty feels as if i can fly lost mass amounts of weight over the years its gotten to the point where my hair hqs been falling out in copious amounts i cant run my hands throughit without getting a clump in my hands and i shed like adog all over all of my clothes so fhcking annoying js feeling weakernweaker everyday so much brainfog losing my willpower to do anything at all but isolate myself n make myself a tiny defenseless sick littl thing destroying myself all for dad so i will stand out like nothing hehas ever seen before i'll be smaller than all those gross vuluptuous supermodels hewould date fucking Grotesque and when we unite again it'll be as if im an abusd stray starved pet n his parental instincts will be more powerful in that moment morethan they ever have been before in his life more than for his rtarded "children" n he'll take me home farfar away from my hometown my disingenuous family from everything n everyone thst is doomed n nothing but a nuisance to be his child & his child only to nurse back to health for the rest of my life🐇
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theartofmadeline
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