黑魔法师

Maxwell Sintos Independent, private, fandomless warlock OC penned by Hikari permanent semi-hiatus

[heimxfashi]

haemolyca

  I miss this guy….but do I have time???

Come back to Max!!!

I just read a reply from you from 1 mil years ago and I just....feel him returning??? But I am a stranger on this blog

[adhighdefinition]

“you can’t sleep your problems away” i can still try tho

[heimxfashi]

MUSE AESTHETICS:  LYRICS EDITION.

bold what applies to your muse, repost, don’t reblog! tagged by:   @bloodypyre tags:   @soulsavaged, @immortalxdreamers (Mal), @dawnryse

to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die. | under a bus, with my fingers crossed. | it feels like nothing matters in our private universe. | take me, i’m yours. | i’ll be a rock and rollin’ bitch for you. | you want the real story? you shouldn’t ask me. | i’m so drunk, i don’t mind if you kill me. | i don’t pretend to know what you want, but i offer love. | you’re so mean, baby! | she will have her way. | i’m bored; come on, let’s get high! | why don’t you walk away? | where i go, there’ll be no kind welcome. | into temptation, right where you belong. | we’re still outsiders. | i never feel pain, won’t you hit me again? | oh, i just don’t know where to begin. | practically all is nearly forgiven. | black words slipping off my tongue. | couldn’t it be easy to believe? | you are afraid of me; that’s why you’re so unkind. | sinner; i have never learned. | desolate in anger and safe in isolation. | do you feel the pressure? | i wanna be forgiven. | spare us the theatrics and the verbal gymnastics. | how i needed you when i needed you. | history has been cruel. | do you see what i see? | is there anybody in there? | i’d beg for some forgiveness, but begging’s not my business. | we may never meet again, so shed your skin and let’s get started. | every day i love you less and less. | there’s nothing that you love that i’ll ever miss.

[heimxfashi]

Ok, it seems my internet problems don’t want to go away, and it’s not a local problem, since the whole town has some issues. Guess I’ll have to stay offline for a bit until this annoying problem hopefully gets solved. I never know when it will just disconnect. So…..hiatus until internet problem is solved…..whenever that is….

[heimxfashi]

Ok, it seems my internet problems don’t want to go away, and it’s not a local problem, since the whole town has some issues. Guess I’ll have to stay offline for a bit until this annoying problem hopefully gets solved. I never know when it will just disconnect. So.....hiatus until internet problem is solved.....whenever that is....

[heimxfashi]

                   “They say time heals all wounds, but that presumes the                                                    source of the grief is finite.”

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[heimxfashi]

TAGGED BY:  @bloodypyre (I would give my life for u, ok) 1ST RULE:  tag 9 muses you would like to know better:  imma just ignore this and say steal, peeps 2ND RULE:  BOLD the statements that are true for your muse  ! 3RD  RULE: repost,  don’t  reblog  !

APPEARANCE.

I am 5'7" or taller

I wear glasses

I have at least one tattoo

I have at least one piercing

I have blonde hair

I have brown eyes

I have short hair

My abs are at least somewhat defined

I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY.

I love meeting new people

People tell me that I’m funny

Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me

I enjoy physical challenges

I enjoy mental challenges

I’m playfully rude with people I know well

I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it

There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITIES.

I can sing well

I can play an instrument

I can do over 30 pushups without stopping

I’m a fast runner

I can draw well

I have a good memory

I’m good at doing math in my head

I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute

I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling

I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch

I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES.

I enjoy playing sports

I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else

I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else

I have learned a new song in the past week

I work out at least once a week

I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months

I have drawn something in the past month

I enjoy writing

FANDOMS ARE MY #1 PASSION

I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES.

I have had my first kiss

I have had alcohol

I have scored the winning goal in a sports game

I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting

I have been at an overnight event

I have been in a taxi

I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year

I have beaten a video game in one day

I have visited another country

I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIPS.

I’m in a relationship

I have a crush on a celebrity

I have a crush on someone I know

I have been in at least 3 relationships

I have never been in a relationship

I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them

I get crushes easily

I have had a crush on someone for over a year

I have been in a relationship for at least a year

I have had feelings for a friend

LIFESTYLE.

I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”

I live close to my school

My parents are still together

I have at least one sibling

I live in the united states

There is snow right now where I live

I have hung out with a friend in the past month

I have a smartphone

I have at least 15 CDs

I share my room with someone

MISC.

I have breakdanced

I know a person named Jamie

I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce

I have dyed my hair

I’m listening to one song on repeat right now

I have punched someone in the past week

I know someone who has gone to jail

I have broken a bone

I have eaten a waffle today

I know what I want to do with my life

I speak at least 2 languages

I have made a new friend in the past year

[heimxfashi]

bloodypyre.

   He lingers, nothing short of utterly dumbfounded, in the doorway, long since the other has bypassed him. All these months gone past in Max’s absence, and still the warlock’s sense of social convention leaves something to be desired… still, that distraught demeanor of his tugs even upon Kazuki’s inebriated heartstrings…

❛ Ah, uh… I dunno if I have any like… y’know alcohol alcohol.  ❜ It’s a mere mumble— a slurred apology of sorts, uttered whilst he rakes his way through the fridge, pallid fingertips eventually settling upon a bowl of nauseatingly coloured candy. And how utterly childish he feels, thrusting a bowl of vodka-drenched gummy bears into Max’s hands, his form soon collapsing into the opposing armchair. ❛ But I have these, Tsu hasn’t eaten ‘em yet — ‘ figure that since you’re kinda like… eatin’ and drinkin’ at the same time, it lines your stomach, so you don’t puke ‘n’ all! I’m guessin’ it’s been a uh… rough day, or somethin’? ❜

✧~ Seconds seem like minutes, or even hours to him as he awaits a reply from his companion, from his friend. But maybe, he is asking too much. He is definitely intruding, he is going to make the situation so much worse. His mind’s paranoia takes over, tentacles of dark thoughts swirl through his mind, scenarios of lost friends and no one to talk to come to mind. But there is this just one connection of nerve cells, one spark of energy that makes them all disappear, the real reason he was now seeking help, comfort in the arms of alcohol, the only friend that would never judge him or leave him to fend for himself. But at the same time, the most toxic and destructive of them all.  He was aware he should consider Kazu a friend, he was, really, one that he knew could barge into his house in the middle of the darn night and complain without the door being shut to his face. But he was unreasonable now, his mind clouded, his judgement faulted, in an attempt to lie to himself that he did not actually need the vampire’s help. But as all this makes a sheer mess of his mind, he feels something cold being shoved into his hands, a calming sense of coolness against his now heated skin, and the vapors of intoxicating alcohol reach his needy nostrils, yet he is quite sure it is not a glass he is holding and he hears the word ‘eaten’ as if through a haze. His eyes now lift to reach his friend’s. “I- I wasn’t- I didn’t think you’d give me anything short of a kicking out, really.”

[heimxfashi]

reginae-noctis.

Honesty, that was the precious jewel she was searching for. Finally he was being honest with her & displaying a petite part of his nucleus. “Hurt me? Do you really want speak about hurt? Do you want to know how many humans I annihilated? How many lives I stole? You’ll not hurt me. You had the power to rescue me from solitude! How can you say such a thing about yourself. I’ll not forsaken you just because you can injure my skin. Even if you tell me to go I’ll always stay.” She wouldn’t give up from him.   

✧~ “Someone like me should better be left alone, i don’t deserve...wait, what did you just say?” His already fast beating heart, engulfed by anxiety, skipped a beat at her words, at her, admittedly, blunt way of putting it, but she seemed to care, seemed to be committed to not leaving him isolate himself once more.  Now his mind was a jigsaw puzzle of emotions, with pieces that could fit in more than one spot, making it all so much more hard to piece things together, feelings running amok, he could feel his heart pumping through every vein and artery in his body, and he could not tell if it was anxiety, fear, or it was just having someone care that made him so uncertain as to what he should feel. Why would anyone care for him? He had done his best to isolate himself from every person risking to come too close, never really letting anyone close to even start to encourage such relationships. But it seemed like Ai managed to push some buttons not even he had been aware were not actually out of order. What else could the lonely warlock do but shyly turn his face towards the floor, refusing to face her, his palm still holding hers, giving her a gentle, almost unnoticeable squeeze.

[abessinier]

Stuff kids on tumblr better relearn

1. You are responsible for your own media experience. 

2. There is such a thing as a healthy level of avoidance towards topics that make you feel unwell or even (in a real-life clinical definition of the term) trigger you - but you are the one to actively take care of what you view.

3. Avoiding does not mean policing others.

4. You have no right to tell artists to censor themselves - you may criticize what others do, you may dislike it, that’s fine - but actively asking for censorship when you could easily unfollow or block a person just makes you look incompetent in your use of the internet.

5. Do not give people on tumblr or /any/ website the responsibility for your emotional well-being. Because these people do not even know you so no, you have no right to ask them to take care of you.

[heimxfashi]

Someone, pls help me get Max drunk enough so he starts flirting w/ his plate. 

[heimxfashi]

@bloodypyre [continued]

✧~ The tears wetting his cheeks, now so much like rivers of salty waters through hollow plains, currently blur his vision so hard, he can barely spot the frame of the male in the doorstep. He does not care if he’s intruding, nor if the other would be tired, or even drunk, all he can do is push through the open door, and the unclearness in his vision, to the nearest chair, where his palms now cover his violet eyes and he succumbs into a heap of sobs and snot. Yet, through all this, he manages to mumble, barely understandable, “I think I need a drink.“

[heimxfashi]

reginae-noctis.

“I know you’ve! I read them countless times. Demo, I thought I was more important. Will you ignore my humble request to take a shower? Unless, you made something romantic for me in the library. Honey, you use electricity.” He couldn’t escape from her tender web. Ai knew what was doing. Vampires could be sensuous & perilous too.  

✧~ Well, this got uncovered fast. Since his mind can not think of anything better, he decided to go for honesty. Though his anxiety makes him hate confessions like this. Thankfully, losing her is worse than this, so it might be worth it. “Well, you got me here. I am not...ok, i may be running away. But that’s only because I fear I will hurt you. Nothing good can come out of loving me, that i can tell you. Maybe it’s best if you would forget all this ever happened and move on with your life.”

[heimxfashi]

reginae-noctis.

“Maxie…Bathroom…now. Do you really want to see me pissed over such a thing? I think you don’t, correct? Don’t worry about your precious books! They’re safe because you own a fire-alarm.” Uttered, staring at him and grabbing his palm. 

✧~ “But, when the fire alarm starts, it could already be too late. You know I have important, rare books in there. The bathroom goes nowhere.” Can she tell there is no candle burning, since he, like every other civilized person, uses electricity? Somehow, he knows he will regret this lie, but he needs more time. He really likes her but all is too sudden. And this is why he usually avoids dating.

[heimxfashi]

reginae-noctis:.

“Where are you going Maxie?! Come back here! We’ll have a shower soon!!” @heimxfashi

✧~ “I just remembered I have some important things to do in the library. I think i left a candle burning...and you know what fire does to books.”

[shinikubi]

hey help a ho out and LIKE or REBLOG this if you’re interested in interacting with an independent vampire oc who’s been a homo since 1774 (that’s his birth year and also the number of attention he wants!)

[heimxfashi]

episentre.

“Why?” she repeats, caught off-guard. A little time is bought by settling down on the chair beside him. Her initially lighthearted tone is discarded as she answers his question as honestly as she could. “I like you. And I like spending time with you”

✧~ Now there is something new enhancing the blurry vision, something he has to blink away fast, before she can even notice the real extent of his mood. “Why would you like hanging out with me? I can not find the logic in this. I’m sure you have better things to do.” Should he also mention that he hates himself and expects everyone else to do the same? Well, one should understand that from his mood.