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I have a blogspot blog now. I'll make the url public on my other tumblr in a matter of weeks but here it is: kristendoeslife.blogspot.com
Here I am again asking you to follow my new blog! Comeupfromthewilderness.tumblr.com. I can't sign into this one anymore for some reason.
I miss you guys so I actually may end up doing this a few more times! I have a new blog: comeupfromthewilderness.tumblr.com, follow me:)
Also, spread the word? If you could? I can't log into this account or I would let each of you know personally ;) I miss you all!
One final goodbye to you who follow this blog! And one final request to please follow my new blog: lukeseventeen21.tumblr.com
Another reminder in case you didn't see the first:) I am no longer posting on this blog. you can find me at lukeseventeen21.tumblr.com
I won't be posting on here anymore. If you are interested, you can follow my new blog: lukeseventeen21.tumblr.com
it's time
to walk away from this for a little while. It is time to shut my mouth and let God lead me in whatever it is He wants. it's time to take a step back and leave this blog behind. at least for now. at least for this season. because I haven't much to say. and I don't want to say the wrong thing. I could use your prayers.
all love and grace an peace to you.
Barcelona- Please Don’t Go
I always hear this as a dialogue between God and I. italic was me for such a long time.
All those arrows you threw, you threw them away You kept falling in love, then one day When you fell, you fell towards Me When you crashed in the clouds, you found Me Oh, please don’t go I want you so I can’t let go For I lose control Get these left handed lovers out of your way They look hopeful but you, you should not stay If you want Me to break down and give you the keys I can do that but I can’t let you leave Oh, please don’t go I want you so I can’t let go For I lose control
post script
Some other things I wanted to say but completely forgot about while I was writing that last post. There are two things God has laid very strongly on my heart this week.
The first is prayer and the second is unity in the Church.
Prayer: "Who will contend with Me? Let us stand together. Who is my adversary? Let Him come near Me." Isaiah 50:8 I always had a really muddled view of what prayer actually was. In fact, for a long time, I got an idea in my head that sounded like this: "What is the point of praying if God is just going to do what He wants no matter what?" I can tell you right now that that thought process comes from a few places. And the first place is a lie about who you are in relation to God. It is an identity crisis. It comes from the place that says "I am not really that important to God and He doesn't want my opinion on what He's doing." You want to know what prayer is beloved? It is out contending for God to do what He has said He will do. In the Bible, God says "I will heal the sick through you, I will cast out demons, I will set the captives free, I will open eyes, I will open ears, I will make your sons and your daughters prophecy, I will do signs and wonders through you, you will experience miracles, you will see visions, you will dream dreams..." Prayer is not us begging God to do something we want, but rather, it comes from a place of our desire for His will to be done, and our knowing that "whatever you ask in My name, this I will do" (John 14:13). Our Father has given us the name of Jesus to use in power and authority. "If you have the faith the size of mustard seed, you would be able to tell that mountain to throw itself into the sea, and it would do it."(Matthew 17:20) We need to realize who we are. Prayer is the Lord telling us what He desires in the Word and through the Holy Spirit (Hint: if you want a good prayer life, READ THE BIBLE) and our saying "Lord, please do this" Because the thing about love is this: it will not move unless we ask it to move. It will not speak until we say "Speak Lord, your servant is listening"(1 Samuel 3:10). It will never force itself. We must say yes. Praying for the sick to be healed is important. Praying for the salvation of family members and friends is important. Prophecy is important in that it speaks God's will over another person's life and asks Him to move in their hearts. It's like a mirror. It's a partnership. God says "this is what I want. This is what I require of you." And we respond with a joyful heart, "Yes, Lord, do it!" And He responds with power and might in our bodies, circumstances, hearts, relationships, and our sorroundings He won't do our job, and we CAN'T do His. Before I left for IHOP, I had a really empty prayer life. I didn't understand my part in God's plan. I didn't understand the intimacy He desired with me. But we were made to be CO-RULERS with Him. He showed me who He was and who I am in His plan and the voice He has given me to speak His will over others. And it is beautiful. Contention and strife in the body: "Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, and evil speaking be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God in Christ forgave you." Ephesians 4:31-32 "Therefore if there is any consolation in Christ, if any comfort in love, if any fellowship of the Spirit, if any affection and mercy, fulfill my joy by being like-minded, having the same love, being of one accord, of one mind. Let nothing be done through selfish conceit, but in lowliness of mind let each esteem others better than himself. Let each of you look out not only for his own interests, but also the interests of others." Philippians 2:1-4 I am called to admonish and exhort and correct the body of Christ as one looking at Jesus Himself. All stain, all sin, all things that are not in Christ Himself- He has given me the authority and the wisdom to remove such things from a brother and a sister through rebuke and exhortation, IN LOVE. I am called to love as though I am loving Christ, because I AM loving Christ. We are told not to argue about doctrine, not to yell and shout about difference of opinion concerning gifts of the Spirit or any other thing, but rather to live in such a way that is like salt on the tongues of others. I truly believe in the working of the Holy Spirit- in manifestations and tongues and all that comes with that, but I am not called to argue another person into agreeing. Instead, I am called to REJOICE in what I have experienced, that my testimony, my faith in those things, would be salt to the other believer, that they would begin seeking for themselves what I have if they so feel called. The body of Christ was not meant to be torn apart in strife, with the head saying to the foot, "I don't need you" (1 Corinthians 12:21) but rather, "that there should be no schism in the body, but that the members should have same care for one another" (1 Cor. 12:25) Let us be a holy example to non-believers so that together, we can be salt on their tongues. If you believe differently than me on doctrine, that's OKAY. As Jeska said to me the other day, ALL of us is going to be wrong about something when we get to heaven. And that's fine. Because we aren't called to know everything, but to LOVE (1 Corinthians 13). Let us put all foolish talking from out mouths and be done with pride. And let us finally start being an example of Christ to one another.
there are some things I want to talk about
I pray a blessing over each one of you who reads this, who recognizes it as truth. I ask, Jesus, that strongholds would be broken off right now at the mention of Your name, that You would pierce hearts with Your truth, that You would open ears and eyes, that those who read what You have done for me would be awakened by love, and that they would know how deeply they are treasured and how much You really long for them. In Jesus' name, Amen. Now is the time to speak. Now is that moment when I feel I need to open wide my mouth, to let God put the pen in my hand and tell you about the things I have found. I found the field. And I'm selling everything so I can go buy it. This past week, I got delivered from a fear in the night, a terror i have been tormented with since I was very young. The testimony of how that happened is something I would love to share eventually. Just not right now and not in writing. The night after I was delivered of that, I went through full emotional deliverance. I spent my whole life feeling not good enough, feeling ignored and shut down and rejected, like no one really wanted to hear what I had to say. I believed that I was either not worth listening to or that I was seeking attention. The second was true. And something I have found out this week is that THAT IS OKAY. We were made to be lavished with affection by our Father in Heaven. He likes me. I am His favorite one. I am His beloved daughter. I am treasured. And it was never a bad thing that I craved attention. I just didn't receive it because I was searching for it in the wrong places. He will never get bored with me. He will never tell me to leave Him alone or get sick of me. I am never too much for Him. And He never needs me to be more than what I am. He will always supply for me the things I need. He is the King. He has all riches, all beauty, all joy, all peace, all love, all affection, and He wants to pour them out on me. A few things I have learned this week: I was made an emotional person for a reason. God has given me the ability to express His heart for people. I am not "overly sensitive" and I am not "dramatic". I am a little girl who knows her Daddy's heart because He wants to tell her His secrets. And I feel them in the way He MADE me to feel them. I was told from a very young age that feeling things was wrong, that reacting to pain in myself and others was a sign of weakness. I never felt allowed to be a girl. And it caused all kinds of grief and strongholds in my life. I developed an eating disorder, I slept around because I did not know my worth. I developed same sex attractions because I didn't want to be pursued by a man but so desperately desired to be loved and needed. I cut off memories in my head and my whole childhood became a blur unless I was going through an episode with PTSD. God has given me back the ability to feel, to remember things and be okay with them. Jeska said to me as I was going through deliverance: "I give you PERMISSION to cry." God isn't mad at me. He isn't disappointed in me. The other thing I had felt my whole Christian life was that everything I had ever been through, all of the hurt: being abused physically emotionally, being taken advantage of sexually: used, raped and molested...I had convinced myself that God was okay with those things happening to me. That He just looked upon them and said "well, this will be good for you in the end". That was a LIE right from the enemy. God wept over me while I was being abused as a child. He cried with me as I was being raped. He was holding me all of the times I was depressed and felt alone. He was WITH me, and His heart was broken for me more deeply even than my heart was broken. His portion for me is not shame or rejection or pain or condemnation or hurt or terror or abuse or sickness. Those things were not in His plan for me. He is a GOOD Father. He has bestowed me with honor, peace, security, acceptance, glory, beauty, affection, comfort. THAT is what He has for me. He's so close to me. I constantly feel His presence. I know who I am now. I know the way He sees me. I know that He is a good Father who has every good gift for me and wants to give them all to me. I am no longer striving. I am no longer hiding behind pride and false humility. I know who I am. I am living before an audience of One. He is my shelter, my comforter, my protector, my brother, my friend, my bridegroom, my Father. He is my provider, my strong-tower, my lover. I am His fair one, His bride, His little girl, His inheritance, His cherished one, His dove. I am my Beloved's. And He really is mine. He really enjoys me. He really is for me. Finally I believe it. Finally I receive it.
If somebody taught you that sinning is the normal Christian life, then you’re sinning by faith.
Kris Vallotton (via classyliving)
I thought I would have a lot to say after these past few weeks. I don't. The Lord has me in a season of leaning on Him, of living out of the secret place. I'm not striving anymore. The spirit of fear has been broken off of me, the spirit of terror in the night, the spirit of rejection, the orphan spirit. He really enjoys me (and you) He really is for me (and you). I don't feel like I need to be someone else, or like I have to prove that I am the person I am. I want to share my testimony so that it will bring glory to God, not because it will make me look good. I could care less about all that now. I don't have the words to explain what happened to me at IHOP. But Jesus is Lord. And He's coming back. And we must realize that He is the only important thing. We are not fooling Him with our empty words; and every word said not in love is an empty word. He has given us every good thing. The Bible really is good food. He really does have every good gift for us. He really is a good Daddy. We never have to wonder what to pray for because He has shown us every good thing, every thing He wills, through His word and through the indwelling of the Holy Spirit. God really does live inside of you if you have said yes to Jesus. You really do have everything you need. He really will grant every desire of your heart. He really is THAT caring, THAT kind, THAT soft-spoken, THAT tender-heart, THAT just, THAT merciful, THAT gracious. He really IS. Everything is different. I have been given the Spirit of knowledge, power, self-control, kindness, peace, gentleness, love, long suffering, JOY! He really does love us. He really does. I don't have a big long post for you, though MANY things have happened and are happening. It is not the time for wordy explanations and seeking attention. I just want you to look at Jesus. All of your fountains are in Him. And He longs for you. He really does.
I know that You love me, I know that I love you, therefore everything is okay. SO I open my heart to You.
Fountains- Jon Thurlow
when you love your brother, remember that you're loving Me. and when you love your sister, remember that you're loving Me. when you love your brother, remember that you're loving Me. and when you love your sister, remember that you're loving Me. when you love your brother, remember that you're loving Me. and when you love your sister, remember that you're loving Me. when you love your brother, remember that you're loving Me. and when you love your sister, remember that you're loving Me. when you love your brother, remember that you're loving Me. and when you love your sister, remember that you're loving Me. when you love your brother, remember that you're loving Me. and when you love your sister, remember that you're loving Me.
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“But he who unites himself with the Lord is one with him in spirit.” 1 Corinthians 6:1
“For through him we both have access to the Father by one Spirit. Consequently, you are no longer foreigners and aliens, but fellow citizens with God’s people and members of God’s household,” Ephesians 2:18-19
My prayer lately has been for the Lord to release revelation to my heart concerning my current position with God the Father.
Ephesians 2 gives a great deal of information concerning this. I am currently part of God’s household. I am currently near to the most holy, most separate, most perfect being in the universe; in fact I am one (or married) with Him! Now, I cannot forget that this is only possible by the blood of the Lamb. All of this would be absolutely, and utterly impossible with my own actions. If I looked lustfully at a woman who isn’t mine once, and I spent 10 billion years trying to cover it up with good deeds, I would still be a sinner. But through this fount, through Jesus, I can come (in humility and thanksgiving, but) confidently into the throne room of God!
Do you realize your position right now? Do you realize how near you are to God? I am seated with Jesus in Heaven! I have a real seat in a real, physical place called Heaven. And more: God the Father likes and approves of me because He sees me through the finished work of the cross.
My cornerstone, my peace, my security, and my salvation is He! Through complete trust in His finished work I can worship Yahweh and approach His throne with confidence and without fear.
Poppa Yahweh and I are really good friends now! I will enter His gates with thanksgiving in my heart, because my Jesus, my brother, friend, and king has redeemed me to my Daddy.
Let’s start living this life with the mindset that we are near to God, we have a seat at the Father’s right hand with our name on it, and we are friends with the God that created the stars.
Perfect