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intergalacticxmisfits‌:

Castillian knew life wasn’t easy for Chunhei, he’d known that for a while now. One might assume the duties of a princess were lavish and exquisite, a life of luxury and ease. But even he could see it was anything but. He could see the tired behind her smiles, the toleration she was holding behind her eyes with many of the obligations she was dragged around to do, how her glow had begun to diminish as the day and the duties that came with it went on and on and on.

So truthfully, he understood every word she had scribbled on the note she left behind. But it didn’t ease his worries nor hurt any less.

He knew better than to cause alarm or panic, so quietly dismissing himself he set forth on his quest to find her, touching on every spot he figured she would be. He’d thought he’d had it figured out, had her figured out, but as the first few places he was almost certain she would be proved unfruitful and the sky grew darker and darker his panic was only rising. It wasn’t out of mere duty to his profession that he was concerned for her safety, but as her friend (a very close one, might he add, one might even say best) her welfare was of the utmost importance.

But, as it would be, she turned up in a rather unexpected place. But really, he should have known.

His shoulders visibly relaxed when she’d stumbled back from bumping into him, and he was shaking his head. But before he could do or say anything more a beam of light was cast upon them, and the voice held a hint of suspicion no doubt aimed at him. The outstretched hand that had been reaching for her shoulder fell to his side, and he offered the guard a polite smile in hopes to ease his worries.

“I do apologize for the inconvenience, sir, you see we have a friend who attends this school and the Miss here was just visiting, I do believe the time must have gotten away from them, and she was waiting for me to come pick her up since she doesn’t have a vehicle of her own. I had…gotten a little caught up though I am afraid. The line at the shop was much longer than I’d expected.” He clasped his hands together. “But, I do thank you so very much for your concern of her. Oh I cannot imagine if anything had happened, there are so many stories…it is awfully unfortunate. So yes, thank you for looking after her until I arrived.”

The nervous bats of her eyelashes alternated between the two men while she fiddled with the rings on her fingers, subconsciously taking small side steps to her bodyguard. It was only natural for her to gravitate towards Castillian, even when she herself ran away from him and everyone else at first. Truth is, she was filled with relief that he was the one that found her and not her other attendants. Ironically, he was proven to be a dangerously smooth liar despite him being an honest man. It was only when the princess was involved that he would slip in those white lies and keep secrets for her. She, in turn, rated him the third most important man in her life—next to her father and brother. It wasn’t exactly a title she was allowed to announce, he wasn’t royalty after all, but she would always let him know that when she could.

“He’s right, I’m glad I finally have a ride back home. Thank you for your concern, this won’t happen again,” she promised the security guard, nodding her head to bid farewell before she turned on her heels and headed the opposite direction. She waited until they were a fair distance away from the man before she lightly nudged her friend. “Great timing—what on earth took you so long? What if I was dead in a ditch?” she jested and laughed in hopes that he would spare her from a speech about how irresponsible she had been.

Nothing felt more natural than to jump into his arms and thank him for helping her slide out of that mess (which she initially started, but that’s not the point), though something told her that the timing wasn’t right. All she could think about was how much stress she potentially put him through. What a great friend she was.

It was unfortunate that Chunhei couldn’t keep up the lighthearted aura around her, because the guilt was much bigger than her dislike for speeches. Her eyes raised like a puppy who had done something wrong, “I suck, I know. You can be mad at me. You could have gotten into a lot of trouble because of me…I just needed to breathe. I wasn’t going to leave forever…” she tried to explain, but it sounded foolish the more she spewed out her thought process. “Do the others know about me leaving? More importantly- do my parents know?”

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spctlessminds :

this ask meme is based on the blog gravesuggestion. i’ve divided it up into two categories ( light & dark ) based on the themes. some of these can be somewhat triggering seeing that the darker ones deal with a lot of death mentions. please be cautious before continuing on!!

L I G H T

‘ at night i dream of you. ’ ‘ don’t give up yet. you still have time to fix things. ’ ‘ falling in love with someone else is not a personal attack. ’ ‘ i am still so weak when it comes to you. ’ ‘ i can’t believe i let myself let you down. ’ ‘ i don’t care where we go when we die, as long as i’m with you. ’ ‘ i dream of saying to you all the words i held inside until it was too late. ’ ‘ i feel so warm & safe when you talk to me. maybe i could love you if you’d let me. ’ ‘ i finally let the right people in & i have never felt so loved. ’ ‘ i like the way your nails paint red stripes along my spine days after you’re gone. ’ ‘ i lived in your permafrost for twenty years & then you looked at me & i felt the warmth of spring. ’ ‘ i once wished you’d leave me alone, but i take it back. ’ ‘ i want to be able to love someone else, but you stretch your arms & spread your legs inside my heart so that there is no room for anyone or anything else. ’ ‘ i want to believe that we got it right this time. ’ ‘ i wonder how much longer i can cling to your light before it expires completely. ’ ‘ i would travel across the world to be by your side, because as long as you are with me, anywhere is a perfect place to me. ’ ‘ it took me awhile to realize it myself, but you are not what other people say you are. ’ ‘ it’s not that i really need you, but life would be pretty boring without you around. there’s no one i would rather be with. ’ ‘ i’d like to stay like this for awhile. ’ ‘ life & death don’t have to be so boring, let’s make both an adventure. ’ ‘ life imitates art, they say. i didn’t believe it until i started to notice the way your eyelashes look so much like tiny ink stroke. ’ ‘ live your life so that when you die, souls will come for miles just to hear your historic tales. ’ ‘ make your exes jealous & your past self proud. ’ ‘ maybe you’re what i needed to find in order to move on. ’ ‘ never get caught falling harder. they’ll never let you back up. ’ ‘ please don’t go. ’ ‘ some days it’s easier to just stop fighting it & succumb. ’ ‘ sometimes, you’ll find it hard to keep going, but you always will. ’ ‘ the desire i feel for you is that same itching, insidious hunger that an addict has for their addiction. ’ ‘ the worst thing about you is that you weren’t all bad. ’ ‘ there is absolutely nothing & no one who can stop me. ’ ‘ there is no route of losing you that is without pain. ’ ‘ there’s still room for adventure & there is no one i’d rather have by my side. ’ ‘ things didn’t turn out the way i planned, but i’m alright with that. ’ ‘ we could be really incredible together, you know? ’ ‘ you are beautiful & vibrant & confident. you are light & laughter incarnate & every fiber of your being screams freedom & joy. when i am with you, i am truly happy. ’ ‘ you are starlight incarnate, from the grand way you sway your hips to the wide mysterious way you think. blessed are any to be loved by you. ’ ‘ you are too afraid of the future to let go of a past that was never kind to you. ’ ‘ you call me yours & i have no idea what that even means to you. ’ ‘ you remind me of bubblegum & sweets; soft & pink & warm. you are strong in the gentlest way. you are so stubbornly kind. i wish i could be like that. ’ ‘ you still visit me while i sleep sometimes. your fingers trace my spine & i listen to you breathe. please stop haunting me. ’ ‘ ‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you. ’

D A R K

‘ a thousand empty bottles & fist fights will never return to us what we lost that day. ’ ‘ everyone else has moved on, but i am still here. ’ ‘ everything about you screams danger. ’ ‘ everything is worthless to you & you, in turn, became worthless. ’ ‘ for once in my life i want to be surrounded by people that i don’t feel like i need to impress. ’ ‘ freedom is really hard to get used to. ’ ‘ how could you do this to me? how fucking could you? ’ ‘ i am becoming everything we always dreamed of & i am leaving you behind. ’ ‘ i buried you so well that you might as well have died. ’ ‘ i can rest easy knowing that the person i love is dead & not the monster you became. ’ ‘ i can’t look at you. not now, not ever. ’ ‘ i don’t ask how you’ve been. what’s the point? you’d lie anyways. ’ ‘ i dream of hearing the words i so desperately needed to lay your memory to rest. ’ ‘ i haunted this house first. there is no room for you here. ’ ‘ i have a right to be upset. i loved them too, you know. ’ ‘ i just want it to end. i want it to all go away. i want to go away. ’ ‘ i may be a wolf in sheep’s clothing, but a snake hiding in the skin of a mouse is far more dangerous. ’ ‘ i saw your face today & didn’t feel anything. i am free. ’ ‘ i tried to save you, but you didn’t want to be saved. you just wanted someone to suffer with you. ’ ‘ it’s almost as if you were never here. ’ ‘ it’s unhealthy to do these things, you tell me. you say it’s time to stop smoking, time to stop gambling, & dammit, i f you don’t stop drinking it’ll kill you. i sure hope you’re right, darling. ’ ‘ i’m always pleasantly surprised by how easy it is to kill you in my mind ’ ‘ i’m not really scared to die. i’m more afraid that no one will miss me when i’m gone. ’ ‘ i’m not the person you left behind anymore. there’s no one here to miss. ’ ‘ i’ve been dead far longer than i’ve been alive. ’ ‘ i’ve eaten nothing but flower petals & ivy for weeks because i want to be beautiful inside like you. ’ ‘ i’ve never been completely satisfied. i most likely will still be unsatisfied long after my death. ’ ‘ no motive other than pleasure, my dear. ’ ‘ one day i’ll go or you will. either way, it will be as if i’m losing a piece of myself. ’ ‘ our dreams & promises decay along with you. ’ ‘ the leaves change, but nothing else does. ’ ‘ the only difference between avoiding & leaving is that now i’m not waiting up for you. ’ ‘ there is no such thing as a person who is required to love you. ’ ‘ there’s only so much that can be done to repair old damage. ’ ‘ things aren’t going as i hoped. maybe if i die, i can start over again? better luck next time. ’ ‘ this is not something to be proud of. this is a tragedy. ’ ‘ trying to get rid of me? oh honey, you’ll have to try much harder than that. ’ ‘ trying to get under my skin? you’re nothing more than a pesky itch. ’ ‘ unlike you, i can’t hide my identity when it becomes an inconvenience or a danger. ’ ‘ weeping is for gods & martyrs, we cannot afford such luxuries. ’ ‘ would you even miss me? ’ ‘ you are not important enough to earn an eternal place in my heart. ’ ‘ you complain nonstop about being unloved & alone, i can’t imagine what you’d be like if that were actually true. ’ ‘ you don’t know what it’s like. ’ ‘ you made this so fucking easy for me. ’ ‘ you should see me as a threat. i will tear down everything you know until there is nothing left of you. i am a walking threat. ’ ‘ you think i’m already gone, but i’m still fighting. ’ ‘ you think i’m dead, but i’m just dying. ’ ‘ you were never an addiction, you were a fucking disease. ’ ‘ you wouldn’t dare cross me. i am god & you are the soil beneath my feet. ’ ‘ your existence takes up so much more space in mine that we might as well be one entity. ’ ‘ your fingers are so cold & bruised, but you’re still slamming your fists again the barricade as if it makes a difference. ’ ‘ your hair is tied in a noose & your fingernails are razor blades, your lips are poison & i will gratefully kiss them. ’ ‘ your hatred has a body count & we will not forget. ’ ‘ your loss, not mine. ’ ‘ you’re a sick fuck. you know that? ’ ‘ you’re not gentle with me & i would never ask you to be. ’ ‘ you’ve trapped yourself so thoroughly in your own mind that it’s not even a rut anymore, it’s a pit. ’

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ABOUT THE MUSE

♡ GENERAL ♡

NAME: Yong Chunhei NICKNAMES: Hei GENDER: Female AGE: 25 BIRTHDAY: March 29th, 1994 OCCUPATION: Royal political figure

♡ APPEARANCE ♡

EYE COLOR: Dark brown HAIR COLOR: Black HEIGHT: 157 cm (5′2) SCARS: None OVERWEIGHT: No UNDERWEIGHT: No

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mervcilleux‌:

This world was a living hell, this was for sure. Back in the days, he has always been worried about what would happen when he would die, but now he knew that staying alive was even worse. But he knew that jumping down the bridge wouldn’t help him at all. He was cursed to stay alive and watch people come and go. It was his punishment for everything he did in the past. Hyunjae leaned over to see the water a little bit better when he heard a female voice close to him and felt a tap on his shoulder. In pure shock, he flinched and jumped aside. His almond-shaped eyes opened up wide while some strands of his strawberry-blonde hair fell over them. What was she saying? Was she mocking him? Hyunjae opened his mouth but no word came from his lips at first. ❝ In my past life? Yeah, you can say it like that. ❞ With both hands, he ran through his already messy hair. ❝ Sorry for concerning you. Did I scare you? ❞ The young man lowered his head for a small bow. Couldn’t he just forget about his education for once?

Her tense shoulders dropped slightly when he stepped away from the edge and gave him a nod in response. “Yeah, you did scare me. I thought you were going to jump down or something. You seemed pretty upset, after all.” With folded hands, the princess bowed in return with a sweet smile and a relaxed expression. Perhaps there was nothing to worry about this person, but her conscience was clear after checking up on him and that was the important thing—at least to her. “This might be too personal, and you don’t have to answer if you don’t want to, but why have you been screaming at the top of your lungs like that?” Chunhei was a curious (more like nosy) woman, without a doubt, but as she attempted to blend in with the common people, she learned that not everyone owed her an answer. To make the man more comfortable, she added, “I kind of feel like doing it too, but I wouldn’t know where to start. I’ll need some inspiration before I build up the courage to do it.”

#I.ɴтerαcт #mervcilleux #( so sorry this took long ! )

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hellkept‌:

❛ no ? ❜ a CONFUSED FROWN FORMS and he’s looking over at her as IF she grew a THIRD ear. why would he DISOBEY her if she told HIM to leave ? what kind of LOGIC is that ? he almost snorts at her statement ━━━ it’s NICE knowing he’s needed for SOMETHING even though they TECHNICALLY DON’T have a choice in the matter. ❛ that SOUNDS good. i always need a BREAK and maybe once i GET food i can concentrate again. ❜ he’s QUICKLY reaching for his OWN bag and hurrying to FOLLOW after her, a tiny smile forming. ❛ will you PAY too ? ❜

she stared blankly at him as if he had sucked the joy out of her life. “it was a joke. you said, ‘i’d leave even if someone told me to stay” so i asked ‘if i told you to leave, would you stay?’ get it?” she waved her hand dismissively, knowing that her joke got worse the more she explained it. “nevermind.” chunhei had to think of this as babysitting so she wouldn’t lose her temper and say something she’d regret later. after all, patience was key in these situations and her reputation was always at stake. “yes, money is not an issue. order what you’d like so we can get back to work.” she tugged the café door open for him and sighed at the smell of coffee, a heavenly smell for someone in dire need of it.

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etastra‌:

whatever snide remark that was resting upon hosung’s tongue was bitten back, instead replaced with a whistling sigh ; chunhei, like the few other friends the hacker allowed into his life and apartment, sounded like a broken record of ‘take a break, eat something, drink some water’. while he appreciated the concerned words and attempts at making sure he didn’t die at his computer desk, he had managed to live a grand total of twenty-two years without dying from dehydration or starvation, so the attempts weren’t necessary. “tell me again how organizing my cable drawer going to destress me ?” hosung didn’t even respond to the woman’s queries, fingers once again tap, tap, tapping away at his keyboard.

there was silence as her delicate fingers forced the rubber to separate from each other, labor her parents would tell her to avoid as to not ruin her appearance. regardless of how openly ignored she was, she had to remind herself that he didn’t owe her any special treatment or attention. that was what being normal was all about, right? not to mention she came over when he warned her not to. “it’s one less thing to worry about, i guess? you won’t have to waste your time finding what you need because they’re already organized.” she explained, wrapping a band around the neatly folded cable. with another sigh, she gazed over at the statue-like frame of her friend again.

“so i take it you’re not hungry. great.” she tried to hide her sarcasm by humming a peppy tune while piling the rest of his things into a box. “i’ll still make you something to eat so you can have it later, then i’ll be out of your hair.” typically, chunhei wouldn’t mind about being the third wheel when it came down to hosung’s work, but her night was already bad enough so her mood was quickly declining. “alright so” she stared into the fridge, “some of the things i bought you last time look untouched and probably expired...so i’ll make something quick and easy to eat this time.”

#I.ɴтerαcт #etastra

update !

sorry for the inactivity these past days, i’m busy busy busy. i’m going to make time tomorrow soon for replies, see you then~!

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🍇 ››› Hear the engine roaring, so let’s power up!

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perditioner

lbr nothing beats “platonically sharing a bed until i wake up and you’re curled round me and my nose is buried in your hair so i’ll pretend to stay asleep to keep this for a little while longer” plots

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melamemea

a short question based sentence collection .

“ why won’t you look at me? ”

“ why won’t you return my calls? ”

“ why are you avoiding me? ”

“ is everything alright between us? ”

“ have i done something to upset you? ”

“ are you sure this will work out? ”

“ do you know where he/she/they is/are?”

“ can we stay here a little longer? ”

“ are you lying to me? ”

“ are you hiding something from me? ”

“ why won’t you come out anymore? ”

“ what’s wrong with me? ”

“ what’s wrong with you? ”

“ how did we end up here? ”

“ is there something you are holding back from me? ”

“ what are you scared of? ”

“ are you scared of me? ”

“ why won’t you trust me? ”

“ don’t you trust me? ”

“ am i the only one? ”

“ was it really ever just me? ”

“ what makes you say that? ”

#ѕ.єƖєcт #wow i love these #send these even if we have a thread going on #even if you're multimuse or singlemuse or we've never plotted before #thank you #specify muse/verse if multi

etastra‌:

@heiyong liked !!

unkind fingers scrubbed at the permanent purple smudged beneath dark gaze, a yawn caught in the back of his throat. it wasn’t often hosung allowed others into his small apartment, but sometimes knowing he wasn’t alone for a few hours eased the black haze that always hovered at the back of his mind. however, letting others into his place came with cons, fingers stilling and low noise escaping him. “i can feel you staring. i told you i was gonna do work, that was part of the deal to let you come over.”

the woman jumped at his voice and immediately continued her attempt to organize the mess that was his cable drawer. the wires were tangled in all sorts of directions and chunhei was dumbfounded at the little progress she made. she used some lame excuse to come over; something like, “you will feel less stressed with a neater apartment, i will help.” when, in reality, she was just feeling suffocated at home again. “how can you feel me staring? that sixth sense of yours is frightening, but--“ she stood up with a faint sigh, dragging an extension cord with her as she approached him. “can’t you take a break? are you not hungry? tired?” her shoulders slumped as she continued to fiddle with the wire. “and i’m not leaving until this is done.”

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mervcilleux‌:

「 @heiyong receives a starter from HYUNJAE for hitting the ♡ 」

Visibly annoyed the young man with strawberry blonde hair looked at the sky. He was done, more than done. The whole day has started wrongly and now even his feet hurt. ❝ I’m a prince. Why does no one treat me like what I am?? I’m a PRINCE!!! ❞ Hyunjae stamped his foot on the ground and crossed his arms over his chest. It was true, he was a prince in a different century but here he was living like a normal person. Nobody would believe him that he comes from a different century and was now doomed to live an immortal life. But the normal life was so exhausting. Why was nobody treating him like he should be treated? Hyunjae wanted to cry, maybe even tears appeared in his eyes. This wasn’t his century, he didn’t want to be here anymore.

Chunhei had to take a step back at the unexpected outburst. It seemed her daily stroll had taken an abrupt halt when she noticed a man talking to himself. It was odd enough, but claiming he was a prince? What kind of prince acted that way, in public no less? Still, with her bodyguard just a few feet away from her, she gave a signal before approaching the strange individual. Her eyebrow was raised as she cautiously tapped his shoulder and stared up at him. “Excuse me, are you okay? You’re standing quite close to the edge of the bridge here and I was concerned.” He didn’t give off a threatening vibe, more of a distressed one if anything. “You said you’re a prince? You must have been one in your past life because I don’t know any princes that throw tantrums in parks.” It was a simple joke in hopes that he would feel better, although she wasn’t very skilled in that area.

#I.ɴтerαcт #mervcilleux #( i hope this is okay ! )

pvlchritudine‌:

Despite taking his studies, his life here quite serious, Jeonhwan also has learned to enjoy it more, to give in when he was meant to rest, to enjoy the moment when it was the time for it. The male trusted Chuhei enough to let her arrange his place and if he had any objections in the end, he could voice them. Too immersed into the show, Jeonhwan felt bad that he only paid attention to the young woman now and gave her an apologetic smile. “Don’t worry, nobody gets seriously hurt.” He laughed out loud at the hilarious joke one of the comedians made, holding his stomach but Chuhei’s words caused him to pause and calm down again. “I agree with you. Television, movies etc. can all be good entertainment, sometimes even educational – I love documentaries – as long as you don’t overdo it. My parents, they gave me a lot of freedom, in exchange for good grades and proper behavior in public. I could pursue the career that I wanted but had to live with the fact that I had a bodyguard following me around and such. I got used to living in compromises. Literally in.” Smiling faintly, his attention drifted off again until his friend mentioned food and only then did Jeonhwan realize that he needed to ear. “Alright, I trust you then! I’m pretty hungry so food is a great idea!”

Her eyes shifted from the television to the man beside her as her shoulders bounced lightly in a fit of giggles. She was laughing at him, not with him. The princess couldn’t understand the joke, his laugh was simply a contagious one. “Documentaries scare me, usually. Animal documentaries can turn graphic real fast and so can crime ones. Supernatural ones just make me paranoid. I still watch them though, clearly, I enjoy being in distress.” she pressed her lips into a thin line when she thought about her weird logic.

She gasped softly and nodded with passionate belief, “Yes! Don’t even get me started on the bodyguards...the suffocation is real. However, your parents sound reasonable enough and they’re very kind as well. Not that it surprised me, I felt that from the beginning and my intuition is never wrong.” she stated with a quick smile. The brunette stood up with a hum and made her way to the kitchen to search through his pantry. “You have kimchi...and rice...looks like I’m making kimchi fried rice. I hope that’s okay.” Her eyes wandered for a hair tie but settled for a pencil to hold her hair up in a bun. “Do you have any life updates, by the way? Because I do!”

#I.ɴтerαcт #pvlchritudine #( pls kill me for taking so long )

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